What are feelings? The endless knowledge in his mind allowed Luo Yuan to get the answer in just an instant.
In psychology, emotions are relatively strong psychological reactions to external stimuli, expressions of actions, and feelings of concern, love or disgust for people or things. It is a special form of human reaction to objective reality. It is a special form of human reaction to objective reality. An experience attitude resulting from whether it meets people's needs.
Physiologically speaking, emotions are the physiological feedback of life seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, including electrochemical reactions including the secretion of hormones.
But no matter how much he understood feelings and the definition of feelings, Luo Yuan found that he could not feel this feeling personally.
He felt no disgust or hatred, and even for the coming Bo Xing people, he had no special feelings, not even a trace of emotion.
There is no other feeling except the eager desire to destroy, but this feeling does not come from hatred, but an instinctive reaction in the face of a threat, just like the desire to kill when a tiger is provoked by a sheep.
He also couldn't feel love, friendship and family affection. Even if his woman came to disturb his peace and waste his time, he also felt a touch of impatience. He hated communicating with others, no matter who they were.
The exchange of verbal information at several bits per second is really unbearable for Luo Yuan, who can process hundreds of millions of terabytes of information at any time.
However, after his repeated thinking and dialectics, he found nothing wrong. For me, such superfluous emotions as feelings are unnecessary and even a burden to his pursuit of strength.
The powerful computing power of his brain makes his view of things gradually become more rational and data-based, and his behavior becomes more like the instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.
Seeing that Luo Yuan did not respond for a long time, Master Wang stopped crying, looked at Luo Yuan, and said with a disappointed look on his face: "Brother Luo, do you really have nothing to say to me? Do you really not care?"
Luo Yuan retracted his thoughts and said a little impatiently: "I don't think so. Huang Jiahui and the others are still waiting for you. It's time for you to go back!"
Listening to these cold and ruthless words, Master Wang's heart was completely cold. She was so cold that she lost all hope for a while. After a while, she suddenly smiled strangely: "Brother Luo, am I beautiful?"
"Of course you are beautiful." Luo Yuan didn't know why and said matter-of-factly. Even now that more perfect new humans are gradually growing up, Wang Shishi is still the best among them.
Wang Shishi took out a shuttle. It was an emerald green shuttle with sharp ends. It had an emerald green color and a jade texture. This was the weapon Luo Yuan gave her in the last days, and it was also her most beloved thing. , she held the shuttle with a sad look on her face and said in a hollow voice:
"Do you still remember the first time we met? At that time, my parents went out and never came back, leaving me alone. I was scared and hungry. It was you who gave me food, and then you dragged a cumbersome little girl like me along the way. , came to the reconstruction area, without you, I might have died long ago. "
Everyone did not understand Wang Shishi. She met Luo Yuan when she was most desperate and helpless in her life. She was not yet fourteen years old at that time. From then on, Luo Yuan was everything in her life, from admiration to admiration, her love The purest and most passionate of all.
When other women gave up on Luo Yuan and despaired, her heart was still hot, and at the same time she was the most unable to accept Luo Yuan's indifference.
Luo Yuan had already predicted the next scene in his mind, but his mood did not fluctuate at all and he watched the incident quietly.
"You saved my life, so I give it back to you today just to see if you are really indifferent if I die."
Then Master Wang glanced at Luo Yuan with nostalgia, then took the pointed shuttle and stabbed his temple.
This sharp shuttle made of scales and horns of high-level creatures was easily inserted into her temple, penetrating to the bottom. Her life was like fireworks, gorgeous and fleeting. The next moment, Master Wang was shaken all over and fell to the ground miserably.
Regarding all this, Luo Yuan remained extremely calm from beginning to end, without any disturbance in his heart. He remained motionless and did not stop Wang Shishi from dying in front of her.
He seemed to be out of touch with the world, and seemed to be watching all this indifferently from a third-party perspective.
Just the scene of her falling to the ground was replayed over and over again in his mind, and countless memories related to Wang Shishi surged in his mind.
Her innocence, her enthusiasm, her attachment, and the memories of him all flashed through his mind.
Finally, an emotion of sadness appeared in his mind. It was like a spark at first, but then it quickly grew in size and quickly took over his mind. He suddenly felt pain and reluctance in his heart.
His sense of alienation from the world quickly faded, and he suddenly came back to his senses. Looking at Master Wang, who had become gradually colder, a trace of humanity appeared in his eyes. He sighed slightly, and the next moment, a strong will surged out. out.
The entire space city was slightly shaken!
His eyes became empty, without any focus. In his eyes, the whole world had become a world of atoms. The terrifying computing power of his brain allowed him to clearly record all the atomic changes in the vicinity every picosecond. This kind of His memory ability also allows him to easily review the atomic state during this period of time.
Terrible power enveloped the entire hall. Every atom here was firmly controlled by will and began to flow back gradually.
The next moment, the cold body gradually became warmer, and the stopped heart started to beat again. Just like the video playback, Wang Shishi stood on the ground again, blood flowed back, and finally the needle was pulled out of her temple inch by inch.
The whole process was like going back in time.
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"You saved my life, so I'm returning it to you today just to see if I'm dead..." Before Master Wang could finish speaking.
"Wait!" Luo Yuan said.
"What do you want to say?" Master Wang's hand trembled, he paused, and asked coldly.
"You just asked me if I would still be indifferent after you died. My answer is, no! Thank you, Master, for making me understand something!" Luo Yuan said, his tone was still cold and indifferent, but But there is a slight difference.
"What do you understand?" When Master Wang heard this, his will to die was quickly fading.
"The meaning of life!" Luo Yuan thought for a while and replied.
Master Wang left not long after, with a hint of confusion and joy.
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After Wang Shishi left, Luo Yuan instantly appeared near the star. He closed his eyes and lay in the void, letting the star's gravity pull him to rotate around the star.
This time, he finally felt something was wrong.
This kind of something wrong made Luo Yuan completely sober up!
He found that every decision he made was not a decision of his subjective will, but the result of calculation and analysis. Just like Wang Shishi committed suicide in anger just now, under calculation and analysis, her death would not cause any hindrance to him, so even if He could easily stop her with a move of his fingers, but he didn't take any action and just let things happen.
The powerful calculation ability seems to have turned his consciousness into a puppet of the thinking calculation ability. His consciousness is gradually weakening and taking a back seat.
This situation does not happen all at once, but is a gradual result.
When he first became four-dimensional, although his emotions became indifferent, they were far from as serious as they are now. He would care about the opinions of others, especially Chen Xinjie. He would be worried about his enlarged body size and try every means to shrink his body.
But as time went by, his feelings began to fade away, and he began to rely on the powerful computing power of his brain to make decisions. Rational thinking became dominant. He could not distinguish which was the idea of subjective consciousness and which was the measurement of rational calculation. Gradually entered the confusion.
There seems to be nothing wrong with this, because all decisions are correct. People will deceive, but cold data and logic will not deceive people. But in fact, such a price is the result of the weakening of subjective consciousness.
In the final analysis, his will is too weak, and he is simply unable to control the powerful computing power of his mind.
His will gradually assimilated in the ocean of thinking data. In the past three years, his will has not grown, but has deteriorated to a certain extent. Before, he was obsessed with the fixed mindset and could not find the reason. Only then was he horrified and completely awakened.
Will is not the indifference of everything that does not linger in the heart, nor is it the ruthlessness and desirelessness of treating everyone like ants, but the expression and persistence of subjective consciousness and the embodiment of self.
Without subjective consciousness, life becomes a machine that can perform logical calculations. No matter how powerful and omniscient it is, it is just a low-level creature with only the instinct of seeking benefits and avoiding harm, and has lost the meaning of life.