"I've been waiting for this opportunity." Xing Yan smiled at Luo Jian, his smile was gentle, he was handsome, which only made him more attractive, and then he took a step towards Luo Jian, but Correspondingly, Luo Jian reflexively took a step back.
This shouldn't be, Luo Jian said to himself, what he has to do is to move forward and take back his identity from the other party, so that Luo Jian can survive. This is correct for Luo Jian, not for the other party. Under a small oppression, he couldn't help but retreat. He shouldn't be afraid, he shouldn't shrink back.
But it was too late, Luo Jian had already retreated, and Xing Yan had clearly sensed his retreat, the smile on his face was even stronger, and with that aggressive arrogance, he walked towards Luo Jian step by step, Luo Jian had no choice but to He backed up step by step until his back hit the wall, and there was no way back.
Then Xing Yan approached him, almost standing in front of him, the always cold hunter seemed to have human warmth this time, when the other party stretched out his hand to hug Luo Jian into his arms, Luo Jian could even clearly understand I heard his heartbeat, warm, breathing and body temperature.
But on the contrary, Luo Jian couldn't feel her own temperature. His whole body was cold, and his body was numb, as if he was no longer alive, but his limbs were still able to move, his blood and heart coagulated at the same time, that kind of... feeling like a walking dead.
Xing Yan seemed to understand what he felt, so Xing Yan hugged him tightly and passed his own temperature to him, which made Luo Jian tremble in his arms. Luo Jian didn't know what to do anymore, he was very scared , he knows that he is slowly 'losing', losing his identity as a player, and at the same time losing the feeling of being 'alive'. In the definition of the Chamber of Secrets, the hunters are just resurrected puppets, and they can't even be counted as truly alive Things, so once Luo Jian became a 'stalker', then of course, a part of Luo Jian had already died.
With the "death" of Luo Jian's part, correspondingly, Xing Yan will slowly get something that doesn't belong to him, he will slowly come back to life, full of vitality again, and become a real player, not in a dark corner Numb to the murderer wielding a butcher knife, he will walk in the sun openly, without any sense of guilt, and take everything that belongs to Luo Jian as a matter of course.
Yes, if Xing Yan successfully replaces Luo Jian's identity, then he will not only be able to obtain Luo Jian's player identity, but even obtain Luo Jian's real-life identity. The transfer of his identity is all transferred to another stranger.
Luo Jian's parents may only notice some changes in their son's personality, and they may not even notice that their son has changed from beginning to end.
This is the 'identity replacement' system of the Chamber of Secrets, which is its most powerful and terrifying place.
Not only identity, but even 'existence' will be surrendered.
At this moment, Luo Jian is clearly feeling that his "existence" is slowly disappearing. He is not really disappearing, but he feels that he is no longer the original person. The boundary between life and death, he is no longer him, his reason is taken away, his soul is distorted, and his memory is gradually fading away, just like the feeling when he just woke up lying on his brother's back .
Hunger, madness, confusion, and rage filled his mind.
"I know how you feel now." Xing Yan suddenly opened his mouth and whispered in Luo Jian's ear, he put Luo Jian into his arms with his arms, played with his hair with his fingers, and rubbed his cheek against Luo Jian Jane's cheeks, the voice seems to have some kind of temptation: "You will find that you can't control yourself, the chamber of secrets will first let you lose the rationality that controls the beast in you, and make you completely turn into some kind of devil, so you will All the creatures in your sight have the desire to attack... You must be able to see those reds in your vision, those reds are tempting you, they will be like the red blacca in the hands of a matador, and you are the manic bull. "
Luo Jian curled up in Xing Yan's arms, he felt his head hurting, and something was twitching in his stomach, which made him almost curl up into a ball, grabbed Xing Yan's lapel, and looked at him as if asking for help.
Xing Yan chuckled as he spoke, as if mocking something: "After the chamber of secrets turns you into a devil, it will hollow out your soul, and it will build a system in your body, which will help make you a devil." An obedient puppet can allow you to correctly follow orders when you issue orders in the secret room."
Luo Jian couldn't take it anymore, his headache was so bad that he couldn't help it, and he recalled what the ghost had said in his mind, he couldn't go on like this, he had to kill this person!
The pain became more and more severe, but Luo Jian opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound. He tried his best to stretch out his hand, and grabbed Xing Yan's neck with one hand, but Xing Yan didn't resist at all. He looked at him with smiling eyes, but his voice was like Passed from hell, he said: "You can no longer make a sound, and the secret room will block all the ways you can vent. At this time, you will find that your body is like a cage, locking your soul in the deepest place. In the same way, your sanity will also be locked there, and then one day, you will go crazy, you will not be able to stand all this, you will tear your soul apart, and truly become a walking dead."
Xing Yan looked at him: "Are you afraid?"
Luo Jian couldn't answer, he tightened his fingers, and pinched Xing Yan's neck, but Xing Yan still hugged him, gently stroking Luo Jian's hair with his fingers, Xing Yan's voice was still light: "I'm also very scared .”
Xing Yan's words seemed to make Luo Jian dull, but he couldn't use the strength in his hands. Maybe he knew that Xing Yan just wanted a chance, a chance to be reborn. He was once a member of the Chamber of Secrets. The player, just like Duan Li told him, is the captain of a certain team, a powerful veteran, but because of a certain failure, he has to wander in the dark world.
Luo Jian can even have complex emotions towards this person because of some natural feelings. If those likes or loves are true, Luo Jian can certainly give up her identity to him, let him be reborn, and let him live instead of Continue to be one of the walking dead, even if the price is that Rojan himself has to be one of the walking dead.
But Luo Jian's cousin also clearly said: losers are not worthy of sympathy.
"I'm also very scared." Xing Yan repeated, he continued to stroke Luo Jian's hair, cheeks, and neck with his fingers, and he looked at him, at his blood-red eyes.
Luo Jian grabbed his neck but couldn't exert any strength. Luo Jian was so scared, his expression was mixed with fear and pain.
"Will you let me continue to be afraid?" Xing Yan asked him.
"Will you let me continue to be a walking dead?"
"Are you going to let me go back into those darkness again?"
[how about you? Do you also want me to replace you cruelly and become a member of the darkness?]Luo Jian burst into tears suddenly, and tears came out of his eyes in an instant. He looked at Xing Yan, as if feeling incomprehensible. He shook his head while crying. This person, this person, this Luo Jian has always been Be careful with the person you are attached to, Luo Jian remembered that when she first encountered him, the cruel hunter only used weapons and blood, making Luo Jian never forget him.
Yes, this stalker is so cruel. Every time he meets him, Luo Jian will be cornered by this person. They can't have a real conversation. His name and everything he knows are from other people's mouths. Luo Jian could only passively accept the other party's coercion time and time again, and he completely lost the right to resist from a very early age.
Therefore, if Xing Yan really wanted Luo Jian's identity and a chance to be reborn, Luo Jian couldn't resist.
He has no right to resist, he doesn't.
Luo Jian cried and withdrew his hand, and didn't try to strangle the stalker again. He still couldn't do it. He didn't have the determination to kill this man, and his consciousness was still not enough, because Luo Jian always thought that Xing Yan was Like him, just like Luo Jian has always liked Xing Yan.
It's scary isn't it? It all started with just one unexpected kiss.
Luo Jian cried a lot, and he was also terrified, he pushed Xing Yan away, he didn't want to stay here anymore, since Xing Yan wanted this identity, then give it to him. Luo Jian was extremely disappointed, he had never tried such a sad feeling, it made him feel more painful than ever, he thought he had failed, he couldn't do anything to this person, because Xing Yan had protected him several times.
But when Luo Jian turned around and wanted to leave, Xing Yan took his hand again, and his voice was still gentle: "Where are you going, my baby."
Luo Jian turned his head and looked at him, but tears were still coming out, his face was covered with tears, Xing Yan was so funny, he rubbed Luo Jian's head, and said to him: "You are so stupid, I was always Born in the darkness, I have long been used to it, so how can I be willing to let you die."
Luo Jian looked at him suspiciously, his eyes were wide open and wet, Xing Yan was distracted for a while, he couldn't help but leaned over and kissed Luo Jian's eyelids, and then took him back into his arms.
"I just want to tell you." Xing Yan sighed: "I don't know how to speak, because I am really not a real human being, the real Xing Yan is dead, as I said before, his His body became a cage, and his soul went crazy inside. He successfully tore himself apart and turned into an empty shell, and I was born from the darkness... a body of consciousness originating from the darkness, I occupy an empty shell called 'Xing Yan', and I am not sure whether I am Xing Yan, because I not only occupy this empty shell, but also inherit his memory."
"I just want to tell you that I am not human. Even if I really take away your player identity, I am not really human. But I want to talk to you, I want to tell you something, and I want to know about you For my feelings, I always miss you, when we are separated, I want to fly to your side, no matter what, as long as we can be together."
Xing Yan hugged Luo Jian even tighter, and Luo Jian couldn't help but bury his face in Xing Yan's chest. Only then did he realize the intensity of these feelings. They were like lovers who just fell in love, wishing to stay together all the time , but had to separate the two places all the time.
"I don't know how human beings fall in love. In fact, Xing Yan doesn't have these in his memory. I hope to express my feelings for you in a normal way, but I can't even make a sound. I'm sorry. I can only deprive you of your voice, although this is very short, maybe you will have to wait a long, long time before you can hear me speak to you again, but I can no longer bear it."
Luo Jian looked up at Xing Yan, and Xing Yan also looked at him with a smile: "What I want to tell you is... I like you very much."
This is... a confession? Luo Jian blushed suddenly, but he didn't dare to blink, so he could only keep looking at Xing Yan, seeing this person's smiling face, indulging in the other person's soft tone and intoxicating tenderness.
Xing Yan suddenly lowered his head, his lips leaned closer, and printed on Luo Jian's lips, the lips were wet and soft. This was just a very simple kiss, and they just touched each other with their lips. After a long hesitation, Xing Yan Yancai let him go, but couldn't help but leaned over and kissed Luo Jian's forehead.
"I still have a lot to say, but half an hour is not enough." Xing Yan seemed to feel very sorry, and he looked at Luo Jian regretfully: "I know you have always been on guard against me, and you have been unable to Trust my feelings for you correctly, I don't mind these, because as long as you need something, I will help you."