The behavior of Shang Muxiao playing with me like a toy, ignoring my mood, made me very uncomfortable. But now he is the knife and I am the fish, and it is definitely not acceptable to fight hard. My paraplegic fish seems to have no other way but to obey.
"no."
I don't know why he was so persistent in asking where the money went, and why he thought that He Weizhou must have gotten the money. He Weizhou is also a talented person, does he seem to be short of money
"Reduce 10,000." Shang Muxiao hooked his lips when he heard the words, and in two sentences, he generously reduced my debt of 10,000 yuan.
With my cooperation, he was able to continue his quiz game.
"Lend it to... a relative?" he asked again.
"no."
"colleague?"
"no."
He frowned: "Friend?"
I thought about it, my friend's sister should also be called a friend, so I nodded and said, "Yes."
"Yang Haiyang asked you to borrow money?" Shang Muxiao stared, and he looked fierce as he was about to go to Yang Haiyang to collect money.
I found out that he was speculating on this matter with personal prejudice, first He Weizhou, then Yang Haiyang, anyway he didn't like it, they all had the face of cheating money.
"No." Afraid he wouldn't believe it, I emphatically added, "It's not him."
When Shang Muxiao heard the words, he was stunned for a moment: "It's not him?"
"Four questions, no deduction?" I reminded him.
When Shang Muxiao gritted his teeth, he was completely arrogant and unreasonable: "I will deduct the money only if I am satisfied. I will deduct the time if I am not satisfied now." He thought about it and said, "Deduct for a week."
I was about to laugh at his attitude. I answered five questions, and now the debt has been reduced from 200,000 to 190,000, and the repayment period has changed from one month to three weeks
Going further, I guess he should urge me to change the money tomorrow.
"You don't want to play games with me at all, you just want to know who I gave your money to." I said bluntly.
"So who did you give it to?" He didn't deny it.
"After I tell you, let me go."
He didn't answer right away, he stared at me for a moment, then caught me off guard in the next second and pulled me closer to him, almost touching my chest.
I was startled, raised my hand against him, and at the same time, the man leaned back and leaned against the mirror behind him.
"Look at my mood." He curled his lips into a smile, making no secret of his wickedness.
I endured the itch and said, "My former roommate's father was seriously ill and needed a lung replacement. He was short of 300,000 yuan. I lent him the money."
"The former roommate's father?" Shang Muxiao frowned again, "The father of one of the other three people in the car accident?"
I lowered my eyes and nodded.
Shang Muxiao didn't say anything, just fell silent.
Time passed by every second, and after about a minute, he suddenly sighed, his words full of rudeness: "Are you stupid?"
Just one sentence I knew, he did not agree with my approach.
When I looked up, he froze and smiled, completely wanting to knock open my head to see if it was empty inside.
"You yourself... A person who has nothing to do with you, do you want to sell iron to save him? Do you feel that you are the only one who survived, so you are obliged to honor your parents for the other three, and give them the end of your life? Are you tired? ?" He grabbed my hand on his chest and pulled his wrist bone to the side, "Dead people should look like dead people. They no longer have any connection with this world, and living people don't need to live for them. ."
"It's not what you think..." I struggled, but I didn't, and his wrist tightened.
His words are too harsh, I want to refute and argue with him, but my mouth is like a knot, and I can't say a decent word.
"Isn't what I thought? Aren't you just squeezing your life for moral fulfillment? They die, only you survive. You feel guilty, you blame yourself, you don't think you deserve it. Now you finally have a chance. Let you 'atone', you desperately raised money to make him survive, so it's as if his son survived, right?"
"No..." I don't look at him, denying defensively, looking around for a way to escape.
"You don't even dare to look at me and talk!"
He called me out of nowhere, played some damn game inexplicably, and now, inexplicably, had to make me admit that I was just a dumb-headed idiot.
He has the final say in everything. It was like this when we were together, and now it is still like this after we broke up. I can only passively be led by his nose.
It's not fair.
And what qualifications does he have to speak of me? Isn't he still in the shadow of his mother's shadow, and can't get out of it for so many years? If he can really look down on life and death, and the grudges are all over, why bother to draw Mei Zixun's painting
"No!" I exploded, "I will lend him money, not only because he is my roommate's father, but also because your telescope is far less valuable than a human life!"
The strength on his wrist suddenly increased, and Shang Muxiao's expression was terrifying.
I glared at him and said word by word, "It's worth 200,000 yuan and you should be happy, so... At least you're not useless in this relationship. After a few years, I can still feel a little gratified when I recall what happened with you. , rather than outright disgust."
Shang Muxiao suddenly opened his eyes, his face turned blue, his cheeks were tensed, as if he was going to come up and break my neck in the next moment.
I looked at him without any fear, endured the pain on my wrist, and realized that I couldn't take advantage of my body, and I could only use verbal violence.
The small space, the uncomfortable posture, and the repeated questioning, like pieces of flint that collided, finally set the explosive barrel buried deep in my heart on fire.
When I was in love, I indulged him. Now that I broke up, should I still indulge him
It was because he was too indulgent in the past that it made him even more aggressive and lawless.
This one, goddamn son of a bitch!
"What other questions do you have?" I asked.
He didn't speak, just let go of his strength a little and took two steps back.
I quickly withdrew my hand and rubbed my numb wrist. I was ready for his revenge, including being thrown here directly, or being threatened by him with an IOU or something.
But to my surprise, he didn't act more aggressive, apart from his face darkening, he looked like he had calmed down because of my words, or... he was shocked.
He moved his lips and hesitated, but in the end he didn't say anything, turned around without a word, dragged the wheelchair from the corner to me, and then extended his hand to me.
I rubbed my wrists and shrank subconsciously.
He paused for a moment, sneered, and finally spoke, his voice faintly hoarse: "Please bear with your nausea."
I lowered my eyes, my eyelashes quivered slightly involuntarily at his words, and pressed my hand more tightly to my heart.
He carried me back to the wheelchair again and went to open the door.
"It's still a month, 200,000, not less than a cent." After that, he pushed open the door and walked out.
I stayed in the bathroom for a while, washed my face with cold water and calmed down before leaving.
Optimistic and upward psychological mutual aid group, and now only Ning Tianer and I are left. The white-collar worker and the female anchor went back to their hometown to meet their parents during the Chinese New Year. Now the two have quickly gotten engaged and have had a sweet two-person world.
Sister Liao is still the old way, prepared tea and snacks for us, and then asked us how we were doing recently.
Because of the Chinese New Year, the mutual aid group stopped for more than half a month. This was our first activity gathering in the new year.
"The college entrance examination is coming in June, and I have to do the final sprint before the test. This may be the last time I come to participate in group activities before the test." Ning Tian'er smiled, "If I can successfully get into the ideal university, I should also You can graduate from here."
"Definitely. I wish you good luck in the college entrance examination." Sister Liao raised her teacup and touched her lightly, before turning to ask me, "Beida, how has your year been?"
Honestly, not so much.
The unpleasant things happened one by one, one after another, and there was no room for me to breathe. I felt like a mule driven by fate, exhausted but unable to stop.
Before it became clear, I still felt that change is easy and happiness is simple, but now I feel it is too difficult, too difficult.
"I'm about to have an exoskeleton device, and I'll soon... be able to stand up." Fortunately, it's not all good news.
Humans are very good at camouflage.
"Wow, that's great!" Sister Liao and Ning Tian'er were overjoyed when they heard this, and they raised their glasses to me.
There were only two people, and the confession time was shortened a lot. After chatting for a while about the anecdote of Ning Tianer and the classmates in the cram school, Sister Liao took out a piece of letter paper and wanted to read it to us.
The letter was left by white-collar workers and female anchors. Since Mr. Huang, this seems to have become a reserved program. As soon as you leave the group, write parting speeches to the rest of you.
Words are sometimes the sharpest arrows, stabbing others and devouring oneself; sometimes love is the most wonderful elixir, sweetening others and saving oneself. When you are unhappy, remember to talk; when you are happy, don't forget to share. People should be selfish and generous; people should be lonely and fulfilled; people should love others as well as themselves.
After a few days of silence, the representative Xiao suddenly sent a message saying that he would be able to debug the equipment for me on Sunday, and asked if I was free.
Sorry, I'm not available on Sunday.
Is it very important and must be done
Um.
dating
Forget it.
with who
I didn't have time to express dissatisfaction with his statement, and he seemed to find it inappropriate and immediately withdrew it.
Did you get a partner so soon? congratulations. After a while, he sent another message.
Not an object, but a goddaughter.
I'm going to accompany her to equestrian lessons.
Yang Haiyang called me two days ago and asked me to take care of Yang Youling for a day. The reason was that his mother suddenly had appendicitis and had to have an operation. He had to take care of her mother and the shop, so he was a little too busy. On Sunday, Yang Youling happened to have an equestrian class and needed an adult to accompany him. He had no choice but to find my godfather to save him.
On Sunday morning, I drove directly to Yang's house to pick up the child. Yang Haiyang waited at the gate of the community, and took Yang Youling to the car with the small schoolbag in his hand.
"Xiaojie, good morning!" Yang Youling got into the co-pilot and fastened her seat belt obediently.
"Morning, Lingling." I checked for her and made sure there was no problem, said goodbye to Yang Haiyang, and started slowly according to the navigation.
"I can see the pony again today, I'm so happy." Yang Youling said, shaking her little feet.
"When did you learn to ride horses, how come I didn't know before?" Yang Haiyang has always pursued a happy education, and he has not even signed up for an early education class for the little girl, and suddenly upgraded to such a high-end sport as equestrianism, it really doesn't seem like it his handwriting.
"You don't care about me at all." Yang Youling took out her rabbit doll from her schoolbag and sighed while stroking the doll's head.
"I..." I let out a dumb laugh, happily admitting my mistake, "I'm sorry, I'll be more concerned about you in the future, okay?"
"It's pretty much the same." Yang Youling said, "I started learning it last year. I like Pony Pony. Aunt Yunrou said she had a pony that could teach me how to ride, and then she started learning how to ride. Aunt Yunrou is amazing. Well, she has a lot of horses, and the ponies listen to her."
I was stunned: "Aunt Yunrou taught you?"
Why didn't Yang Haiyang say such important information in advance? It would be too embarrassing to meet Shang Yunrou later.
Yang Youling said in a soft voice: "She doesn't teach every time, sometimes she is very busy, so let Teacher Li teach."
"Will she come this time?"
"No. She said that she was sick these days and felt uncomfortable, so she could only let Teacher Li teach me."
The illness should refer to the pregnancy reaction. I breathed a sigh of relief and was very fortunate that I would not meet Shang Yunrou.
After driving for nearly an hour, we arrived at a horse farm in the suburbs.
Holding Yang Youling's small schoolbag, I followed behind, the little girl jumped and ran in front and led me through the door.
Teacher Li is a young girl in her twenties. She wears a tall and straight red jockey uniform. Her smile is very contagious. She is the kind of enthusiastic big sister that children like. After saying hello to me, she took Yang Youling's hand and went to the dressing room to change clothes.
I was so bored that I could not help but follow the corridor and go to the back of the building.
The door at the end of the corridor was wide open, and a white fence could be seen not far away. The surrounding grass has sprouted slightly with the arrival of spring, and only the center of the fence, because it has been trampled on too much, is still a khaki.
There are all kinds of equestrian obstacles scattered in the fence, and there was a sound of hoofs. I looked to the right and saw a white horse running from far to near. Driven by the rider on its back, it passed gracefully and calmly. A double obstacle, landing steadily.
Taking advantage of the momentum, the horse ran a few steps forward, was pulled by the rider, pulled the reins in a direction, and came towards me.
When he came to me, the rider raised his head slightly, revealing his handsome features under his hat.
"Teacher, what a coincidence." Shang Muxiao joked, "You also come to ride a horse."
I didn't meet Shang Yunrou, but I met someone more troublesome.