Tang Yu was very afraid of blood when he was a child.
The blood tasted terrible, accompanied by a strong fishy smell that made Tang Yu nauseous.
Especially when Tang Yu saw his mother being drained of blood by his father in front of him, he became even more afraid of blood.
Blood is his nightmare and he cannot escape it. Only when he is reading can Tang Yu's heart find a moment of peace.
Tang Yu discovered that something was wrong with him after accidentally reading a crime novel. He found that when he read about those cruel murders, he would uncontrollably replace the victims with the appearance of his father, and he could predict the success rate and which step would lead to a decrease in the success rate.
In order to verify the success rate in his mind, Tang Yu planned a completely unexpected murder.
Taking every factor into consideration, the death is ultimately caused by an “unexpected” situation triggered by the person being killed.
Tang Yu succeeded.
That day he watched his father fall in a pool of blood like his mother. The pungent smell of blood combined with the deep red color before his eyes seemed to remind him that blood is a very vital substance, hidden in countless tiny blood vessels, running through various organs of the body, carrying human life.
This is also his life.
From that day on, Tang Yu has been looking for the meaning of his life in the blood of other people.
The accident he created made it impossible for anyone to find the murderer.
He also fished his mother out of formalin and cremated her, then used her ashes to make diamond earrings, which he wore on his ears, giving him the illusion that he was not alone.
But illusions are just illusions after all, and Tang Yu was tired of it.
Later, he discovered that there was a place called the Broken Wings Land in this world, so he spent a large sum of money to send himself in. He treated the entire prison as his toy, was feared by everyone, and was still alone.
Until he met Shen Yue.
He is really happy.
It doesn’t matter even if Shen Yue has other intentions, he just wants someone to accompany him.
Did he regret killing Martha
No regrets.
As long as Martha doesn't die, he won't be able to have even a moment of vanity. Even if he is allowed to choose again, he will kill Martha without hesitation and hold Shen Yue in his hands.
Can he die
sure.
He should have died a long time ago.
So he said, "Okay."
Tang Yu has killed many people in his life. He knows what kind of death is the easiest and what kind of death is the most painful.
After a person's body completely loses its ability to move, consciousness will still exist for a period of time.
Tang Yu enjoyed the pain in his consciousness, as if only this could make him forget the loneliness that was sweeping over him again.
Tang Yu thought of that day again, when the white moonlight shone on Shen Yue's body. His heart began beating from the moment Shen Yue came for him, and he had been pursuing that touch of white.
Even if his white moon is covered by dark clouds, he will always remember the warmth of being embraced at that time.
What is Shen Yue to him
like
It's not that simple.
Shen Yue is his god.
Redeemed his remaining heat.
And now, he wants to burn out everything for that one person, just for that one person.