Si Chengyou did not respond, nor did he look at Shen Yue, but continued, "But I don't know how to use the space-time medium. I tried many methods, and I was helpless while escaping and looking up various materials.
In the end, I died at the moment when the mountains and rivers were shattered.
At that time, I didn’t think about anything. I just regretted that I hadn’t grown up enough before everything started, otherwise I wouldn’t have spent three years of incompetence. ”
When Si Chengyou said this, he paused, changed his tone, and smiled at Shen Yue, "You must think this is something I have experienced, but it is not. I just have such a memory. There are 25 layers of memories in my head."
Si Chengyou kept staring at Shen Yue's expression. Just as he expected, Shen Yue was not surprised and seemed to have known it for a long time.
"My first memory is what I just told you. My second memory is a little different. I don't know if it's because of the first memory transmission. I was in a coma from the age of 9 to 15. After waking up at the age of 15, I didn't immediately believe what I remembered, and everything went back to the same old way.
When I woke up from my third memory, I was still 15 years old. This time, I felt more depressed. After seeing the scenery in my memory, I immediately told my family, but none of them believed me. I could only continue to study the theory of time travel by myself. When the ending did not change again... I got my fourth memory.
The fourth time, I was in a coma only until I was 12 years old. At that time, I realized that perhaps the duration of the coma was related to obsession. The stronger my obsession was, the sooner I could wake up. In other words, although only the memory carrier was left of my future self after traveling through time and space, the remaining thought energy could still affect my past self.
This time, I started to investigate the news about the time medium. When I was 23 years old, I found your sister. I originally planned to kill her, but failed.
In the fifth memory, I was not in a coma again, but the time I received the memory was not 9 years old but 10 years old. This time I trained my body functions, assassination, fighting, etc. I wanted to kill Shen Hui, but still failed.
Shen Hui seemed to know what I would do and would avoid me every time. "Si Chengyou looked at Shen Yue again. Shen Yue was still not surprised. He understood and continued.
"The sixth time, I got the memory a little later than the last time, when I was 10 or almost 11 years old. This time, I learned more, but still failed."
"In the tenth memory, I almost managed to snatch the space-time medium from Shen Hui, but I failed. It was also at that time that I discovered that every time I transferred my memory, it would be later than the previous timeline, and the actions I had taken last time would not change.
I realized that I wouldn't have many opportunities left.
Since then, I have tried my best to learn more before my death every time, so as to add more chips to my past self.
The twenty-sixth memory is my present.
The last time I tried to assassinate Shen Hui, I failed and was thrown into the Land of Broken Wings by her. According to the timeline, even if I use the space-time medium to transfer my memories to the past, it will only be transferred to the time when I entered the prison. I am powerless now, and you don't have to worry that I will kill you for the space-time medium. "