In just two seconds, Shen Jize simulated many possible answers from Shen Yue in his mind, but he never expected this result.
He cried... beautifully
It was the first time that Shen Jize heard such an evaluation. Although he didn't know how to respond, he knew that his face must be very red now.
From childhood to adulthood, whenever he cried, the adults around him would tell him that he was a man and should not cry at every turn.
If he cried at school, other students would laugh at him, saying that it was unacceptable for a boy of his age to cry.
But he didn't understand why he couldn't cry.
He always has too many emotions in his heart that he doesn't know how to express, and only crying can make him feel a little better.
He also wanted to sweat on the court like everyone else, and he also wanted to run on the track and rush to the finish line with hope amid the cheers of everyone, but he couldn't.
He has been different from others since he was a child.
He didn't understand why a cut on someone else's hand was not a big deal, but he couldn't stand it.
He didn't understand why other people's bleeding could heal on its own without bandaging, but once he started bleeding he would keep bleeding.
He didn't understand... why when the children on TV cried, their parents would turn their eyes to them and ask with concern why they were crying, but his own parents just took it for granted.
"Jize's brain is much smarter than that of an average child, so it's normal for him to cry often to relieve brain pressure."
That’s what mom said.
So he cried even more unrestrainedly. At first he wanted to prove something, but now he has become accustomed to it and can't change it.
He didn't want to cry either.
Especially since he is 16 years old now and will become an adult in two years, he really wants to change his crying habit. After all, it is strange for an adult man to cry all the time.
He also heard his elder brother tell him that he didn't need to be patient and that necessary emotional catharsis was necessary.
I have also heard from doctors that tears can wash away excess adrenal cortex hormones and prolactin in the body, thereby relieving negative emotions and worries.
But as soon as he returned to school, he could hear the voices accusing him.
"It's so annoying to always cry."
"Is this what a genius is like? How weird."
"It turns out that powerful children all have some quirks."
"Why does he always cry? We didn't say anything..."
Shen Jize thought, crying is still wrong.
So he endured it, and he endured it at school. For a whole month, he didn't cry once.
When he went home this Saturday, he wanted to tell his elder brother that he hadn't cried in the past month and that he had grown up. However, he didn't expect to find himself in vain when he came back, and he couldn't help crying.
He still made no progress.
Thinking of this, I felt even sadder and cried for a long time.
Shen Jize has thought about this many times over the years. As a man who should be upright and self-reliant, is it right and reasonable for him to cry like this? Many people have expressed different opinions to him.
But no matter what the thought was, no one told him, and he cried beautifully.
Isn't crying just about right and wrong
How else can it be described as beautiful
And he is a man, so he cannot be described as handsome.