It was clearly in Xie Mu's heart, but Bai Zeting felt that his sky had collapsed.
Everything seemed to be still in a dream, he trembled his hands, wanting to reach out, but he was too afraid to reach out.
"Xiaomu, Xiaomu..."
His mind went blank, even when he called Xie Mu's name, he couldn't make a loud voice with his mouth open.
The young man was still smiling, his chest was bright red, and his complexion turned pale a little bit, but the smile on his face was brighter than flowers.
"You said, can I see the baby?"
Looking at the stiff man, his smile was full of dreams, and even his eyes, which had been dull during this time, were lit up with bits and pieces.
With anticipation.
with hope.
"You can do whatever you want, whatever is good for me, but why... you want to hurt the baby... hurt my family."
Bai Zeting shook his head helplessly: "I didn't, it wasn't me..."
"Xiaomu, Xiaomu, you believe me, I didn't kill the baby, I was his father..."
"There is no need for this..."
Xie Mu's smile gradually fell, as if he couldn't feel the pain, he slowly took out the knife.
They were very close, and when the knife was pulled out, some blood spattered out and landed on the man's face.
Bai Zeting tasted the rust.
He thought it was Xie Mu's blood, but when he felt the pain in his mouth, he realized that the blood was bitten out by himself.
His brain, which has always been rational, was extremely chaotic. The man stood up in panic, looked around, and murmured: "Don't be afraid, don't worry..."
There was a cry-like smile on his face, not so much comforting Xie Mu, but rather comforting himself: "Xiao Mu, hold on for a while, I'll take you to the hospital right now, let's go to the hospital..."
The man picked up the young man on the bed with trembling hands, Xie Mu had no strength left, he raised his head slightly, as if he was in love, looking at the handsome face above.
"Zeting..."
A weak voice seemed to disappear the next moment, and Xie Mu asked softly, "Do you like me?"
"Don't worry, we'll be at the hospital in a minute."
The man in the confusion didn't hear what the young man said at all, he just hugged him and rushed downstairs in a panic.
A cold hand held his hand instead.
A thin voice sounded: "It's useless."
Bai Zeting lowered his head in a daze, and in his arms, the young man had a pale face and a smile full of relief: "No one can save a person who wants to die."
"Don't, don't..."
He hugged him and knelt on the ground, his originally calm face was disturbed by panic, his eyes were full of despair, almost pleading, "Xiaomu, please, don't do this, it's my fault, it's always been me Wrong, please..."
"We are still so young, we can still have a child, you can like a boy or a girl, I will arrange it now, can I arrange it now?"
"Zeting..."
The person in the arms was still smiling, and said softly: "My whole life, I seem to have been causing trouble for others."
"My uncle raised me up, but I got him killed and watched all my relatives die with my own eyes."
"You don't want a child, I insist on nurturing, I watched him grow up day by day, with little hands and feet..."
"Growing a heart, growing facial features, he is a very lively and healthy child, everyone told me so, I went to see it every day, one day, two days, I kept watching, looking forward to the moment when he was born... "
"Actually... I already realized at that time that you didn't like me as much as I thought, but I didn't dare to say anything. I thought, when the child is born and we have our common blood, you will like him. At home The time will be longer... "
"I shouldn't have thought that way, I shouldn't have nurtured him, he was created by me, and he left without even looking at this world..."
With trembling hands, Bai Zeting touched the cold face of the young man in his arms, tears fell down and wet the carpet under his body.
"It's my fault, it's my fault, Xiaomu, I won't do it again in the future, I'll stay with you at home every day, okay..."
"We, we will have other children, Xiaomu... forgive me, please..."
Xie Mu shook his head with difficulty in the arms of the man, with a helpless expression on his face.
"late… "
His words were very light, but they hit Bai Zeting's heart like a boulder: "It's too late..."
"I have... I don't have the strength to wait for you anymore."
He slowly closed his eyes.
The man looked at the cold body in his arms in disbelief, "Xiaomu... Xiaomu..."
"Xiaomu—"
He hugged him, finally couldn't help it, and cried bitterly.
"I was wrong, I was wrong..."
"wrong… "
***
Bai Zeting walked out of the villa with Xie Mu in his arms.
Sheng Ye, who had been guarding outside, rushed out and looked at the person in the man's arms in disbelief: "What's going on? What's wrong with Xiaomu!!"
"Bai Zeting! I'm fucking asking you what's wrong with Xiaomu—"
Sheng Ye put his hand between the young man's nose.
Not breathing.
He froze in place, staring blankly at Bai Zeting leaving with the young man in his arms.
He ignored him and didn't speak.
To be precise, he could no longer hear what Sheng Ye was saying.
Just hug Xie Mu like this, walking all the way, walking.
He walked to their school and looked at the door.
— Zeting! ice cream!
How did you eat such a naive thing
Since then, Xie Mu has never eaten ice cream in front of him again.
—Zeting, shall we get married after graduation? Work for a few years first, wait until it stabilizes, and have a baby.
-do you like travel? We can go out every year in the past few years, and when the baby grows up, take him out together. Every time we go to a place, we will take a photo, and when we get old, we will lean together and watch these together with our children. photo.
—Zeting, why don't you speak.
good.
When the boy got the answer, he turned sideways slightly in joy and embarrassment, and leaned his head on the shoulder of the person next to him.
"Zeting, we should always be together, okay?"
Holding the pale young man in his arms, Bai Zeting knelt heavily under the strange eyes of the people around him.
"good… "
Tears fell from his bloodshot eyes, and a doting smile gradually appeared on his face.
"We're going to... always, always, together."
Sheng Ye didn't find Bai Zeting until three days later. He took Xie Mu's ashes and burned himself to death.
No one knows what the conscious man was thinking when the flames were burning all over his body. Until his death, his hands still kept the posture of looking at the urn.
Sheng Ye frantically wanted to get Xie Mu's ashes back.
But the ashes of the two of them have been fused together.
You have me I have you.
Until death, he will not have him.
Not long after, news spread that Sheng Ye had committed suicide.
"Tsk, the group is destroyed."
Looking at Sheng Ye with the knife stuck in his chest and closing his eyes, Xie Mu yawned, and there was the voice of the system next to his ears.
[Ding! Bai Zeting's favorability: 100, please skip to the host... Zizi... Next... Zizi...]
"Honey, are you singing?"
The system was silent for a long moment before speaking again. This time, the voice was filled with tears: "Host, I, I seem to be broken."
"Um?"
Xie Mu raised his eyebrows, looked at the ball full of anxiety in front of him, "I haven't played yet, are you broken?"
"no!"
The system didn't understand Xie Mu's subtext at all, it almost cried out in anxiety: "I'm so hot, I'm going to explode..."
"Woooooooo host, I'm going to die, my chip is broken..."
"You, get away from me quickly, I'll blow you up—"
Not only did Xie Mu not stay away, but he even took a step forward, hugging the hot little ball in his arms.
The system was so anxious that the thin and crying voice became louder: "Host, run, I'm really going to blow up!"
"Fry it."
Xie Mu lowered his eyes slightly, and gently placed a kiss on the small ball, "I'll be with you."
The already hot ball froze suddenly, and the body temperature soared with this kiss.
-boom! !
It exploded.
***
Xie Mu slowly opened his eyes, took off the equipment on his body, and went straight to the ground.
A few white coats rushed in from the door, with ecstasy on their faces: "Mr. Xie!! Congratulations on leaving the healing world. Mr. Yan has woken up. Are you going to see him!"
"No."
Xie Mu stretched his muscles and yawned: "Let him rest well, I'll help him celebrate with a dance."
The white coats looked at each other, and one of them hesitated, "But Mr. Yan will see you as soon as he wakes up..."
In fact, if Yan Sheng hadn't just woken up and lacked strength, he would have ran out of the ward to find Xie Mu by now.
"Have you seen enough of these healing worlds?"
Xie Mu twisted his neck, and seeing some white coats who wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it, he yawned again: "Okay, please pass it on, let him cooperate with the treatment, and don't become a vegetable again I have to go to the healing space."
"Let's go, these worlds have suffocated me, I have to have a good dance and relax."
"bye."
Looking at the handsome young man who left gracefully, several white coats stood on the spot and looked around hesitantly.
"Are you really letting Mr. Xie go like this?"
"Otherwise, do you dare to stop?"
"Mr. Xie is really unfeeling. Mr. Yan did it to save him. He didn't even pay attention when he woke up."
"It's not that you don't know that Mr. Xie is notoriously heartless. This time Mr. Yan has an accident and can help out a lot of people's glasses. I reckon he is returning favors."
"Okay, okay, let's go, Mr. Yan is still waiting for our reply."
Several people left in a hurry, and Xie Mu, who was hiding behind the door, came out.
He hesitated to look at the direction they were going, and finally went in the opposite direction.
Think it over and over again.
Let's go disco.