In the end, Bo Qin still didn't touch Xie Mu.
His hand withdrew after being stiff for a moment, and his long and slender hands slowly helped the young man under him to fasten the button that he had unbuttoned himself.
His fair skin was covered, and the young man propped himself up and sat up helplessly, "Don't you want to do it?"
The smile on the man's face was gentle and doting, "You have just been treated, I don't want to torment you."
The doubt in Xie Mu's eyes did not decrease at all. In his memory, although Bo Qin doted on him, he was always arrogant and domineering when it came to bed matters.
Of course, Bo Qin didn't miss the hesitation on the young man's face. His expression remained unchanged, and his hands gently landed on the temples on both sides of his lover, rubbing them gently for him.
The restless expression on Xie Mu's face gradually relaxed, the previous lust gradually faded, his eyelids slowly dropped, and the sleepiness that had been suppressed before rose again.
"Xiaomu, are you sleepy?"
The man asked softly. While asking, he slowly helped the young man up so that he could lean in his arms.
Bo Qin is a smoker. He is passionate about work during the day, but he doesn't treat himself badly at night. There is nothing he can't enjoy smoking and drinking for fun.
Of course, the cigarettes he smokes are naturally not the ones on the market. Although they are harmful to the human body, they are definitely enough to minimize the damage.
The smell of smoke is similar to fresh mint, lightly, Xie Mu lay in the arms of the man, sniffing the familiar smell, his lips raised in satisfaction.
He was very sleepy, but he still insisted on reaching out and grabbing the corner of his lover's clothes, which was a sign of inner uneasiness.
"Bo Qin." The young man's voice was always clear and pleasant, but now it was lowered because of anxiety, and it always sounded like he was crying.
Xie Mu said in a low voice, "I dare not sleep."
The man had been pretending to be gentle for a while, and the hand that was gently kneading his lover's temple also paused for a moment.
Soon, his expression returned to normal, and his tone was still so gentle, "What's wrong?"
"As soon as I close my eyes, I can see Tan Tao..." Xie Mu firmly grasped the hem of his clothes, and there was fear in his beautiful round eyes: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid I will dream of him."
"He pressed me to the ground and tore my clothes. I wanted to escape, but I didn't have the strength for some reason..."
"Later, what happened later, why I don't remember..."
His voice was full of confusion and fear, and his eyes were full of fear of the unknown.
The man's eyes, which had always been doting, gradually turned cold, and his handsome face seemed to be covered with a layer of darkness, but his magnetic voice was still faint, soft, like a normal lover.
"Later you passed out, and when I sobered up, I snatched you back from Tan Tao."
He could clearly feel that after he said this sentence, the young man's whole body softened due to relaxation.
Xiaomu always believed his words so easily.
"Fortunately, fortunately, you rescued me."
There was a happy smile on the young man's face, his eyes were full of the happiness of being rescued. He looked up at his lover with bright eyes, "Otherwise, I really don't know what to do."
He believed the lie, but what about the person who made the lie.
Bo Qin's eyes were gloomy, but he showed a doting smile on his little lover, "Good boy, it's all right."
"From now on, Tan Tao will never harass you again."
Xie Mu smiled even happier, and he nodded firmly, "Yes! I'm not afraid of him."
The youth announced like a child, "Because Boqin will protect me."
He leaned up slightly, and put his ear close to the man's heart, listening to the strong heartbeat, he closed his eyes obediently.
Before going to sleep, Xie Mu murmured in a daze, "Bo Qin likes clean..."
"I need to be clean..."
The man's hand that was already hanging by the bed was clenched suddenly, and the back of his white and strong hand even burst out with blue veins.
But even so, he still said to his lover in a soft voice: "Our Xiaomu is the cleanest."
The dirty one is Tan Tao.
[Ding! Bo Qin's favorability: 89]
The sleeping Xie Mu seemed to hear his lover's words, and the corners of his lips curled into a sweet smile.
***
Bo Qin didn't sleep very peacefully that night.
He kept dreaming that the tearful young man was desperately begging for help, and above him was a man whose face could not be seen tearing Xie Mu's clothes.
—“Bo Qin, help me—”
—“It hurts, it really hurts, help me—”
—"Aren't you my lover? Didn't you say you like me? Why don't you save me, Bo Qin—"
In front of him, Xie Mu in the dream was completely penetrated by that man.
The man suddenly opened his eyes, his always cold eyes seemed to be frozen, full of regret and pain.
"Well… "
Xie Mu was so tired, it was rare that he didn't wake up earlier than him, felt the movement of his lover, he rubbed his eyes, and wanted to get into Bo Qin's arms.
The moment the soft young man with a faint green grass fragrance touched him, the man froze all over, almost subconsciously, and pushed Xie Mu out.
The young man was unprepared and slammed his hand heavily on the bedside table behind him.
Immediately, the originally fair skin on the arm turned red.
After being hit like this, he must be able to wake up. Xie Mu subconsciously "hissed" first, and when he came back to his senses, he looked at his lover with a confused face while covering his arms.
Bo Qin's expression was very strange, as if he was guilty, but also as if he was afraid of his existence.
No, how could Bo Qin have something to be afraid of? In Xie Mu's eyes, Bo Qin seemed to know everything, only others were afraid of him, and he was not afraid of others.
"Bo Qin, what's wrong with you?"
The young man stretched out his hand again with a puzzled expression, and Bo Qin opened his hand for the second time.
This time, it was real, and I felt the rejection of my lover.
Xie Mu was dumbfounded.
"You, what's wrong with you..."
Hearing the suppressed voice of the young man trying to restrain his grievance, the man seemed to wake up suddenly, "I'm sorry Xiaomu, I fell asleep."
He took Xie Mu's hand gently with his hand, lowered his head, and blew softly, "Is it better?"
"never mind."
The young man flinched subconsciously for a moment after touching Bo Qin's cold hand. There was confusion and doubt in his eyes, and he planted seeds in his heart.
After Bo Qin coaxed his lover, he stood up and changed his clothes. Xie Mu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him. His gaze was not so hot, but it was enough for the man to notice.
He used to enjoy such gazes, because it proved how much Xie Mu loved him and followed his figure all the time, but today, he only felt empty in his heart, as if he was hung in the air by a chain.
It was extremely uncomfortable.
Bo Qin couldn't help thinking, if he got up and rescued Xiao Mu at that time, wouldn't it be like this now.
After having his lover again, apart from the joy at the beginning, there is more emptiness and worry in my heart.
If Xiaomu remembers, what should he do next...
"Come on, I'll tie you a tie."
Xie Mu quickly adjusted himself. He comforted himself that Bo Qin might have had a nightmare, and got out of bed, as usual, to tie a tie for his lover.
But this time, Bo Qin avoided it.
This is the third time he has avoided himself since he woke up, no matter how easy Xie Mu is to lie, he has sensed something is wrong at this moment.
"You're still tired, I'll be fine."
Bo Qin avoided the hurt eyes of the young man, as soon as he touched his lover now, he would think of the dream in his mind.
He was pinned to the ground, his two slender white legs were folded, and then, the man who couldn't see his face penetrated his lover hard—
In the end, Bo Qin still couldn't resist the inexplicable panic in his heart, he hurried out of the room as if fleeing.
Xie Mu stood on the spot, watching the back of the man leaving in a hurry, his eyes dimmed.
It wasn't until the man arrived in the living room that he realized what he had done to Xie Mu. His expression was stiff, and he could hardly believe that he was the one who only wanted to escape.
— Bang!
The sound of the phone falling to the ground.
Bo Qin's eyes froze, he turned and opened the door.
The young man had a pale face, standing under the morning sun, his face was almost transparent.
"Why... the time, the time is wrong..."
He raised his eyes in a daze, and looked at his lover.
"Now... May?"
Xie Mu stretched out his hand and looked at the clothes he was wearing, only then did he realize where the sense of disobedience had been all along.
The young man's pale hand fell in mid-air, and his voice was barely audible, "The smell of gardenias, that's right in May..."
What did he forget.