Bo Qin's complexion was indescribably complicated for a moment.
He looked at the bowl of soup in front of him, which looked very normal from the outside, and couldn't drink it no matter what.
"Xiaomu..."
The man put down the spoon in his hand calmly, "My body is fine, I don't need this kind of thing."
"Then why don't you touch me..." The young man tried very hard not to let his voice sound grievous.
"Before, weren't you in a hurry?"
"It could have been said that you were too tired before, but you haven't been so busy these days. Aren't we lovers? Why do we have to sleep in separate rooms now..."
Xie Mu looked like he had been holding back for many days, he who never dared to disobey Bo Qin, lowered his head firmly, and said these words out of his mouth.
The man didn't know how to answer.
He admitted that these days, Bo Qin subconsciously does not want to have physical contact with his little lover.
As long as he touches it, it will be like a nightmare, and his lover's cries and beggings that night will be heard in his ears, begging him to save him.
But he didn't.
He watched Xiaomu fall into hell with helpless eyes.
The man clenched his hands under the table, and smiled softly at the lover who knew nothing.
"The doctor said that you need to take a good rest so I won't move you, Xiaomu, you really underestimate your man."
Xie Mu raised his head hesitantly, his eye sockets were still a little red, and his eyes were full of uneasiness, he said timidly, "My body has recovered..."
Bo Qin always knew that Xie Mu was uneasy.
Mostly because of his attitude.
Gentle on the outside, cold on the inside, how could someone as smart as Xiaomu not notice it.
He just didn't dare to say it.
Bo Qin got up, stood restlessly and looked at the young man with trembling eyelashes, bent slightly, and pressed a kiss on his lips.
The kiss deepened with Xie Mu's cooperation. In the end, the young man was so weak that he fell limp in the arms of his lover, his fair cheeks flushed, and his already ruddy lips turned red three times.
The man's hands stretched in from the hem of the clothes unhurriedly, and the slender long hands with thin calluses stroked the young man's white and tender skin hidden under the clothes.
His methods have always been superb, within a few minutes, Xie Mu's whole body has been teased like water, and he fell limply into his arms and gasped.
"Bo Qin..."
Xie Mu cried out in a low voice, his slender fingers tightly clenched the corner of his lover's clothes, his eyes were full of love.
Bo Qin let out a chuckle, his magnetic voice sank slightly, and he felt it too.
"Xiaomu, come and try it yourself, do I need to strengthen my body, okay?"
The young man's eyes were moist, and although there was still a bit of shyness on his face, he still nodded obediently, and even his voice softened because of emotion.
"good… "
The lovers are like this, can Bo Qin not go
It's really been a long time since he touched Xie Mu. Although he did it on purpose, the man was still excited when he touched this body that was completely open for him again.
Throw the person on the big bed.
Bo Qin unbuttoned his collar, leaned over and pressed on it.
"Well... Bo Qin..."
Xie Mu cried in a low voice, wrapping his hands around his neck.
—Help me, Boqin, save me! !
The young man was suppressed under the man, and the hoarse cry for help came into his mind again as if he had been dazed.
That night, it was raining heavily, and he knocked on the door frantically outside.
—Bo Qin, you let me in, let me in...
In the end, after hearing his words, his already pale face became as dead ashes.
"I, am not clean...?"
- not clean...
Bo Qin got up abruptly, scratched his hair irritably, dropped the bed, and the young man hurriedly opened the door and went out.
He loves Xiaomu.
But he can't touch him.
That night, Xiaomu's screams and pleadings seemed to be a curse, and they kept recurring.
Bo Qin didn't realize why.
He just felt that it was because his lover had been touched by someone.
The lover who loved him wholeheartedly and only let him touch was moved by another man.
Even knowing that the young man didn't do it on purpose, Bo Qin still couldn't resist the rejection in his heart...
He likes to be clean.
But Xiaomu, it's not clean anymore.
[Pooh! Scumbag!]
Xie Mu sat on the bed and slowly got dressed.
The system agreed, [It's really scum, no wonder it was listed as a host sent by the system.]
[Is that right, how can there be such a scumbag in this world, who burns people with desire, but I should go to cool off myself, I should give him all the whip soup and tell him what it is!]
[... You called him a scumbag because of this?]
[if not? If you don't even touch your lover, what is it if you're not a scumbag?]
The system paused for a long time before it responded bluntly: [It makes sense.]
[Ding! Bo Qin's favorability: 92]
Xie Mu changed the topic, [But I just like this, abstinence, so flirtatious.]
***
Bo Qin was smoking.
Xie Mu pushed open the balcony door and looked at his lover who turned around when he heard the movement with a pale face.
"sorry… "
There was astonishment in the man's eyes, "Xiaomu, why do you have to apologize."
"I have been in a coma for so long, and my body is not as good as before."
The young man tried his best to suppress the tears in his eyes, and said softly, "Let's break up."
Bo Qin's unattractive complexion suddenly darkened.
He took a step forward and grabbed Xie Mu's wrist, which was slender, as if it would break apart with a light fold, "You want to leave me?"
The man's voice was gloomy, like a monster in the deepest part of the nether world, full of gloom.
"Leave me, and then? Who do you want to go to? Go to that..."
Hot tears fell on his hands, Bo Qin's eyes full of anger froze, and met the red eyes of the young man.
He just woke up.
The Xie Mu in front of him is still the Xie Mu who loves him deeply and only loves him.
"I'm sorry Xiaomu, I recently... have something to do with the company, I'm under too much pressure, I didn't mean to snub you..."
The man quickly removed the sullen look on his face, and gently held the young man in his arms and coaxed him.
"Give me a little time, I'll be done soon, stay with you, okay?"
The young man looked at him, although he was full of doubts, he still nodded obediently and obediently.
As before.
Bo Qin smiled dotingly, hugged the young man, and pecked his lips.
"Xiaomu, I love you, I love you so much..."
"Don't even think about leaving me, I will be very sad..."
In a corner where the young man could not see, his eyes sank.
Those memories should not exist.
Then, erase the person who created the memory and dared to touch his lover.
—Tan Tao.
In the early morning of the second day, Xie Mu went for a walk as usual.
Bo Qin opened his diary.
The latest page is still stained with tears.
[Last night, I had a dream.
I dreamed that Bo Qin didn't touch me because I was dirty, he liked to be clean and didn't like to share it with others.
From being with him, I try really hard not to touch others or let others touch me, I know he likes me like this and I want to make him happy.
That dream was really scary, if true...
I thought, I'm going to die.]
The man held the hand of the diary and clenched it tightly.