When Bo Qin was very young, because his parents had a small quarrel every two days and a big quarrel every three days, and occasionally got into big fights, he followed his grandfather. He was a very rigid old guy who treated his only grandson extremely severely.
Although Bo Qin is smart, he is still a child after all, and his grandfather doesn't let him play with many things, so he can only read, write, and learn everything that shouldn't be learned at this age.
At the age of eight, he picked up a fledgling that was just learning to fly.
That was the first time he really fell in love with a life. He fed the little bird, changed the water for him himself, and even took the little bird to his room at night to watch it fall asleep.
He likes this little bird so much, eight-year-old Bo Qin believes that this bird must like him too.
Until his grandfather opened the cage and was raised by him, the close bird left him without hesitation.
For the first time, Bo Qin realized that if he likes something, he should hold it firmly in his hand, and not give him any chance to escape.
But since then, he has never had anything or anyone he likes and wants to keep in his hands forever.
until-
Now.
The man slowly calmed down the ugly expression on his face. He carefully loosened the diary little by little. Fortunately, the cover was a little wrinkled.
Bo Qin caressed Fu Na's cover, which couldn't be seen unless he looked carefully, and gently put the diary back to its original place.
Xiaomu belonged to him, no matter if he was alive or dead, or if that damned second personality appeared.
He is forever, his.
***
[Ding! Bo Qin's favorability: 94]
Xie Mu leaned on the railing by the lake, lazily throwing fish food down, [Tsk, I saw it, I must be pleasantly surprised.]
"Xiaomu."
Someone behind him was calling his name, and the young man turned around with a surprised smile on his face, "Bo Qin, are you done?"
"Yeah, I'm finally done with my work, and I have time to accompany you."
The handsome man walked to his lover with a smile, leaning slightly with his slender hands propped on the railing, his lips dropped.
Before the young man could react, the kiss deepened, and after the kiss was over, Xie Mu's eyes softened.
Bo Qin lowered his eyes slightly to look at the young man who was looking at him with a blushing face. His chest heaved up and down, his breathing was unsteady, and his beautiful lips were moist at the moment, as if smeared with honey. Confused, but more affectionately provoked.
"Why did you suddenly kiss me..."
After a few tens of seconds, the young man asked softly.
"Because you are too sweet."
The man looked at him like this, and couldn't help but began to walk around the young man with his hands.
"Don't... this is outside..."
Xie Mu refused in a low voice, his eyes were full of shame.
"What are you afraid of, we are the only ones here."
Bo Qin pecked lightly on the young man's white and smooth face, his magnetic voice lowered, more like bewitching, "Didn't you do it here before? Huh? Isn't it very comfortable?"
"That's why you forced..."
Xie Mu was so teased by him that his whole body went limp, and he could hardly resist his lover's demands, but he still tried hard to complain, "Moreover, it was night..."
"Isn't it okay during the day? I can see my Xiaomu's beautiful body better."
"no!"
The bright sun was still there, and there was a group of fish that he had just fed underneath. The young man was so ashamed that he almost didn't dare to look up, and subconsciously shouted to refuse.
I don't know if this sound was too anxious or loud. Before Bo Qin could find it, the young man stiffened almost immediately after he realized it.
He timidly let go, his ruddy lips whispered, "I, I didn't mean to..."
Bo Qin didn't think there was anything wrong at first, but now seeing his lover's cautious expression for fear of getting angry, he felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.
From the moment the two were together, he told him to obey him absolutely, that was the rule of every lover of his.
Xie Mu remembers until now, even if his memory is erased, he still remembers it all the time.
There was a gentle smile on the man's face, and he gently grabbed the young man's earlobe, the original white color suddenly became red because of his action, Xie Mu trembled his eyelashes uncomfortably, and next to his ears was the sweet and tolerant voice of his lover.
"Xiao Mu doesn't need to be so polite to me, we are lovers, aren't we?"
"I love you like you love me."
This sentence was like a sea needle, it fixed Xie Mu's uneasy heart in place.
Without blinking his long eyelashes, he carefully raised his eyes to look at Bo Qin, and after meeting his gentle eyes, he blushed again.
"Really, really?"
Bo Qin's attitude once made him too timid.
The man hooked his lips and said affirmatively, "Really."
After seeing his expression clearly, the young man's expression relaxed a little bit, and he carefully loosened the corner of his clothes that he had been clutching tightly in his hand, trying to smooth it out.
"Clothes are wrinkled, sorry..."
"Then use your body to compensate me."
In the past, when a man said such things to a young man, it would definitely make him blush, and he was too ashamed to speak.
But today, perhaps because of that sentence, Xie Mu pursed his lips, and quietly looked at the man.
Mustering up the courage, whispered, "You can't be outside..."
Looking at the innocent and cautious lover, Bo Qin almost decided that he was trying to seduce him.
Somewhere under the man's body quickly swelled up, and his throat was dry. He pulled him up and walked into the room.
"Slow down, slow down..."
Xie Mu couldn't keep up with his footsteps, and protested softly while following behind.
When he went upstairs, Bo Qin threw him on the bed and peeled off the young man's clothes like a gift.
"Can't slow down!"
***
[Afterwards, a cigarette is better than a living god, hey, it's a pity that there is no cigarette.]Xie Mu lay contentedly under the blanket, and happily shared with the system: [I feel like I've come back to life. The days without sex are like a salted fish, but now after a night of nourishment, I'm a sea fish.]
The system was silent for a while, [Host, he is a scumbag.]
[I know, who is not so good.]
[?]
[You can ask me this question when you grow up, good boy.]
Xie Mu got up, put on clothes to cover the ambiguous marks on his body, and got out of bed.
Bo Qin smoked on the balcony outside.
He had a dream last night, dreaming that he was punished by his grandfather to kneel in the ancestral hall all night because he kept pets privately, and went to his parents' place early the next morning.
When he opened the door, he saw four naked bodies.
He could even clearly see his biological mother's whole body, kneeling all night, her body was already weak, Bo Qin wanted to back up, her knees gave way, and she knelt on the ground.
The four of them froze for a moment, then laughed together.
The naked mother laughed especially sharply, his father was also laughing, and the other two strange men and women were also laughing.
Bo Qin knelt on the ground in embarrassment and vomited it out.
Humiliation, nausea, and weakness, these are enough for him to remember for a lifetime.
And now, his lover was touched by another person.
Even though he knew it wasn't his fault, Bo Qin couldn't help thinking about it.
The man stood on the balcony and smoked a cigarette, his parents' shrill laughter filled his mind.
And that ugly thing, and the place where he was born.
He pinched his cigarette, covered his chest, recalled the scene again, retched a few times, and almost didn't spit it out.
Fortunately, Bo Qin is no longer a child, he just retched a few times, then straightened up, as if nothing happened.
But immediately, out of the corner of the man's eye, a figure entered.
His body stiffened subconsciously, and he turned his head slowly, meeting the young man's pale gaze.
Xie Mu looked at him blankly and asked, "Why do you want to vomit?"
The young man stretched out his hand and pointed at himself. There was even a hickey left by the man last night on his neck.
"Because of me?"
His eyes seemed to be crying, full of desolation, "Is it because you touched me?"
"During the time I was in a coma, what happened..."
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