"Come back from the doctor, you have been wrong, don't touch me, worrying about you every day..."
Bo Qin's hands hanging on both sides were clenched tightly, so hard that his veins almost popped out. He opened his mouth and wanted to take a step forward, but Xie Mu took a step back like a snake and scorpion, avoiding him .
With a pale face, the young man said softly, "You told me that the company was busy and that you didn't have time to accompany me, but did you forget..."
"I used to be your assistant."
The man's footsteps stopped.
He forgot.
Forget about the young man in front of him who seems to be able to shed tears with just a word, who seems to be weak, what he said, and who was trained by him.
Bo Qin once admired Xie Mu's talent, such a talented, smart person who can see through a little bit, followed him wholeheartedly, believed whatever he said, and only had him in his eyes. It is a lie to say that he is not complacent.
But it was also because Xie Mu was too obedient in front of him, making him forget what kind of character he was.
"I've read the news about Bo's in the past few days, the stock market, and every time you go to the study, what you deal with is just some very ordinary things. There is no problem with the company at all."
"Xiaomu..." Looking at the young man with red eyes and positive inferences in every word, the man suddenly felt a void in his heart that he was about to lose the person in front of him. He subconsciously wanted to defend himself, but was interrupted again.
"You said, I was in a coma due to a car accident, but I don't have the slightest impression of why the car accident happened and where it happened.
When I wake up and have memories again, why is it at the psychiatrist? "
"You tell me that you love me, but you refuse to touch me. Maybe you don't even know how resistant your eyes are every time you touch me."
The young man looked at his lover with sad eyes, and smiled bleakly, "Bo Qin, I love you, so I understand you too."
"What the hell are you... hiding from me?"
Bo Qin miscalculated.
It was the innocent personality he decided to kill, and he was also blindfolded by this personality.
He forgot that his Xiaomu was not weak and easy to deceive like that second personality. The young man in front of him was the Xie Mu who he had single-handedly trained to be his own.
That night, the young man stood outside the door, and the ashes in his eyes appeared before his eyes again.
Bo Qin had never hated his memory so clearly.
I clearly remember how his lover turned around and how he took one last look at him.
It didn't matter at that time, but at this moment, it turned into a sharp needle piercing the heart.
One time, two times, three times...
However, even if the whole heart is clenched in pain, Xie Mu must not let him know the truth.
In Xiaomu's eyes, he will always be the perfect lover, instead of throwing people away with his own hands when Xiaomu is desperate.
Then just keep going—
The man's eyes were dark, his pupils hardly fluctuated at all, his voice was astringent, and he said softly: "That day, you were touched by Tan Tao."
The young man's expression froze suddenly.
Although he guessed a few, but when he really got a positive answer, his expression was still at a loss and he panicked.
His eyes were still red, and the previous pretending to be strong collapsed in an instant.
He asked in a low voice, "Why...don't you save me..."
"Why, watching me get Tan Tao..."
Xie Mu's voice was trembling, and he was panicked and didn't know what to do. He leaned against the wall with his white fingers, so hard that they turned white.
The youth is afraid, afraid of hearing the words that will break him.
He stared at his lover, wanting to get an answer.
With his hands behind his back, Bo Qin fisted hard, and he replied, "I was drugged by Tan Tao, so I can't move."
"If I could move, I would definitely save you."
"Later, you ran out desperately and woke up again. You couldn't face this, so you begged me to take you to hypnosis to erase these memories."
"You also know what happened after that..."
[Shameless! !]The system was shaking with the mechanical sound of anger,[Will his conscience not hurt if he distorts the facts like this!]
[I answered for him: No.]
[Tong, I will teach you a trick for free. If you want to make someone feel sad, you must first soften his heart.]
Xie Mu looked at the man in front of him, his eyelashes trembling, as if uneasy, his red eyes were full of desolation.
"It turns out... so..."
"Oh I see… "
He murmured and repeated these words, his eyes finally couldn't hold the tears anymore, the tears slid down his fair cheeks and fell to the ground without making any sound.
"Xiaomu, don't cry..."
The man stepped forward and hugged him into his arms, feeling the trembling body of the man in his arms, with a low magnetic voice, comforting his little lover, "I didn't protect you well, it's all my fault, if I didn't let you If you come to pick me up, it won't be like this."
"Bo Qin..."
The youth's soft, trembling voice full of fear sounded, "You, you told me that you like to be clean, but now I, I am not clean now..."
"That's why you don't want to touch me, that's why you pretend to work, because I'm not clean, because Tan Tao..."
He seemed to be in a great predicament, and he said helplessly what he had been holding back in his heart these days. Finally, the young man raised his eyes, looking desperate and sad, and looked at his lover.
"You don't want me?"
"I, I can wash it clean, I will never let anyone touch me again, only you, only you can touch me, hug me..."
The young man was crying so hard that he was almost out of breath. He was still working hard, trying hard, trying to save his lover.
"Xiaomu, Xiaomu, calm down."
Bo Qin trapped him in his arms, listening to his chaotic words, his heart was astringent, as if soaked in salt water, bitter and astringent.
The young man slowly raised his head, his eyes were still red, and the round and beautiful eyes were full of timidity and fear.
Just when the man was about to say something to comfort, Xie Mu's hand, gently and carefully, grabbed his hand.
Different from Xie Mu's beautiful and slender fingers that look like works of art, the man's big and slender hands have thin calluses. Usually, what Bo Qin likes most is to fix the young man's wrist with one hand on the bed, watching him shy and break free It doesn't look like it's open.
But now, the young man took the initiative to stuff his wrist into the man's hand, like a bird automatically got into the cage.
His eyelashes were already wet with tears, and his eyes were full of fear of being abandoned.
"I won't, never see anyone else again. I'll clean up. You know I'm good. I'll listen to you. I'll do whatever you ask me to do."
Xie Mu was crying, pleading with a hoarse voice:
"Bo Qin, don't leave me..."
"OK… "
The man's heart softened a little as he looked at the little lover who was firmly in his arms.
With a hint of shame, he leaned over and kissed her.
"Xiaomu, I love you, and I will never leave you behind."
"Forever?"
Bo Qin affirmed, "Forever."
[Ding! Bo Qin's favorability: 96]
The author has something to say:
I was caught off guard in the last chapter. I was locked without even opening a stroller. It was terrible.
suddenly had an idea
One day, the system suddenly asked: [Host, if you were asked to choose between these two scumbags, who would you choose?]
Xie Mu flicked the soot: [Only children can make choices, adults of course want both.]
The above is not feasible in our lovely Jinjiang, so it can only be a brain hole, just let everyone have fun