The person he likes is, from the root, a fake.
The young man was sitting on the railing. The wind was very strong at night, and it blew on his face, as if he had been scratched by a knife.
"Xiao Mu, don't get excited, let's talk slowly and talk about things..."
The man stretched out his hand tremblingly, and moved in his direction cautiously.
Xie Mu leaned over slightly to look down, just such a movement made Bo Qin sweat coldly, he could hardly make a sound, opened his mouth for a long time, and then begged in a hoarse voice,
"Don't, don't move..."
"Good boy, don't move, let me take you down, good boy..."
The young man turned around, sat on the railing without any support and glanced at him.
He said softly, "Don't come here."
The wind carried Xie Mu's voice to Bo Qin's ears, and the man responded stiffly, "I won't go, I'll listen to you..."
"I really like Bo Qin..."
Xie Mu didn't seem to hear him at all, lowered his eyes, looked at the mobile phone in his hand, and murmured, "What a wonderful person Bo Qin is."
"He is the person I admire and admire the most, it's like a belief."
"Faith..." the young man spat out the word repeatedly.
Bo Qin's favorite handsome face in the past showed a mocking smile for the first time, and he smiled with tears in his eyes.
Because the laughing movements were too big, his body swayed back and forth in the wind, as if he was about to fall the next moment.
Bo Qin was stiff all over, and stopped laughing when he saw the young man, and his body did not move.
Xie Mu twitched the corner of his mouth, "Faith..."
"How ridiculous."
"The person I respect and love was just a fantasy of mine from the very beginning."
With red eyes, he looked at the moon in the sky.
"Gentle, kind, considerate... I guard my lover carefully, I thought, I can..."
"How lucky I am... Such a good person, unexpectedly, is willing to be with me..."
"I tried my best to learn how to be the person he likes. Even if I can't drink, I have to drink for him. I learned to eat three meals a day and massage my temples, but in the end..."
"... Actually, it's fake..."
He laughed again, and with a smile, tears rolled down his face in a daze: "Since my lover was fake from the beginning, then what have I experienced and encountered are nothing?"
"Xiaomu, Xiaomu, listen to me..."
The man opened his mouth with difficulty, his voice was obscure, "I am real, even if those are all fake, but I really love you!"
"Me, you, we can still be happy together, can't we?"
"Happy together..."
The young man repeated Bo Qin's words like a tongue-in-cheek, his eyes full of confusion, "Happy together..."
"Yep!"
As if seeing hope, the man nodded, his eyes full of hope and stretched out his hand to Xie Mu, with a trembling voice, trying to maintain gentleness, "As long as you come down, as long as you are well, I will do whatever you want." for you."
"As long as you live, Xiaomu..."
Xie Mu looked at him, "Will you give me everything I want?"
The man frantically agreed, for fear that if he was a second late, he would never see his own Xiaomu again.
"what do you want… "
There was light in the young man's eyes, and he showed a dreamy smile, "I think, I have never known Bo Qin, never seen, never heard of, never loved..."
"Then...how happy..."
With red eyes, Bo Qin knelt heavily on the ground.
He said, "I promise."
The heart seemed to be cut piece by piece by a knife.
When the knife was cut, the skin was torn apart, and the whole body was shaking due to the pain.
But even so, the man has to straighten his spine and try his best to squeeze out a smile.
"I promise you, Xiaomu."
"In the future, I will never appear in your life again, you will not see me, you will not hear me, I can do it, I can..."
"Please... come down..."
Confusion appeared in the young man's eyes, "But, I will still miss you."
His icy fingertips moved slowly and landed on the heart.
Said, "Here, it hurts."
Xie Mu met the man's gaze and said, "Even if you can't see it, it still hurts if you think about it."
"I thought I could take it."
"The pain, despair, I can do it... as long as I can be by Bo Qin's side, no matter what..."
"Bo Qin doesn't dislike me, he said he loves me and will protect me..." The young man shook his legs in mid-air, his whole body trembling with the wind.
In his eyes, there was joy like a child's, but immediately, these joys gradually disappeared.
Accompanied by the light in his eyes.
"But it turns out that it was Bo Qin who hurt me, made me suffer, and saw me despair..."
Xie Mu's eyes at this moment are dark and deep, like an abyss, without a glimmer of hope.
"What am I insisting on..."
"This one..." The young man's eyes fell on the man who was looking at him with eyes full of pain, and he twitched the corners of his mouth.
"Disgusting, hypocritical, contrived..."
Bo Qin's whole body froze, as if even his blood had been frozen.
In his Xiaomu's eyes, is he such a person
"I've always felt that Tan Tao is the most terrifying and disgusting creature in the world..."
Xie Mu didn't seem to see the expression of the man kneeling on the ground, he continued to speak, his eyes were full of self-mockery.
"But it turns out that the most frightening monster is by my side."
monster…
His Xiaomu, say him, is a monster...
The man's eyes were bloodshot, with tears in his eyes, he looked at the young man, "No, Xiaomu..."
"Didn't you say that you love me the most, love me the most..."
He shook his head tremblingly, as if he didn't dare to approach, and murmured stubbornly, "You, you love me, don't you?"
The young man looked into Bo Qin's eyes, but there was no affection at all.
He shook his head, "No."
"You are a monster."
"You are wearing human skin and pretending to be a human being. In fact, without that layer of skin, you are not even a maggot!!"
"You are not Bo Qin at all."
Xie Mu trembled, shed tears, and looked at the handsome man in front of him almost viciously, "You ate him and pretended to be him to lie to me!"
"You are a monster, the monster who killed Bo Qin!"
Bo Qin twitched his lips, looked pale, and looked at the trembling young man, as if he was about to fall from the railing in the next moment.
"No, Xiaomu, don't be angry, I was wrong, I will never do it again, you come down, please come down..."
"Monster, monster..."
The young man couldn't hear his words at all, he kept repeating, and let go of the hand that had just grabbed the railing.
He was in a trance, seeing that he was no longer conscious.
The man didn't dare to provoke him, so he could only follow his words.
"I am, I am a monster..."
"Come down, will you?"
Xie Mu looked at him blankly, crying and laughing at the same time.
He said in a hoarse voice, "I knew it, I knew it..."
"Bo Qin, he is Bo Qin, he is real, he protects me, cherishes me, teaches me to work and study..."
"These... are all real, not fake, not..."
There was a smile on his face, and he looked at the man happily.
"You are a monster, you killed Bo Qin, that's it, yes, that's it..."
"My Boqin has never changed, but it was you who replaced him..."
As if he had found a reason for those deceptions, Xie Mu became happy again.
He opened his red and swollen eyes, and said softly, "Isn't that so?"
Bo Qin knelt on the icy ground, the knife was still piercing his heart, it hurt so badly that it was difficult for him to even speak.
The man opened his mouth and said, "Yes."
The wind blew on his face, causing pain, Bo Qin's voice trembled, and his eyes were red.
He whispered, "I'm a monster."
"Bo Qin didn't lie to you, he loves you..."
The young man's eyes sparkled, "I knew it, I knew it was like this..."
"Xiaomu, come down."
With difficulty, the man pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying, "Come down, I'll return Boqin to you."
"No." Xie Mu shook his head, sitting on the railing, as if sitting in his own shelter.
He said, "Could you call Tan Tao over?"
Bo Qin didn't even dare to ask, so he asked someone to bring Tan Tao here.
The man who was almost beaten into a puddle of mud was pushed and fell to the ground, his hands were bent unnaturally, his eyes full of bruises were raised with difficulty, and he looked at the young man sitting on the railing.
Looking at it, a mocking smile appeared on his face.
"Oh... Bo Qin, you have today too..."
Everyone present knew what he meant.
Including Xie Mu.
The young man shook his legs and looked at the man who had already gone crazy and only wanted to let others fall into hell with him.
"Tan Tao."
He said, "Thank you for the marshmallows, it's delicious."
Tan Tao stiffened his body and looked up at Xie Mu in disbelief.
"baby… "
No, isn't his baby already killed
Obliterated by him, by Bo Qin...
"Did you forget what I told you that day on the merry-go-round?"
Tan Tao opened his eyes wide, the scene in front of him coincided with the appearance of the young man that day.
Xie Mu's mouth opened and closed.
— "Will you remember me?"
The young man said, "After obliteration, there is memory fusion. Tan Tao, I have always been there."
It's just that it's no longer his baby.
The man doesn't care about these things, he only knows that the person with his precious memory is back.
A smile appeared on Tan Tao's face, like a bug, wriggling on the ground, desperately crawling over there.
"Baby, baby, you're back..."
"I miss you so much, I really miss you so much..."
He was full of joy, full of the joy of regaining what was lost, even though his hands were bloodstained by the stones on the ground, he still crawled forward without caring.
He wants to, crawl to his lover, his baby...
Bo Qin took the opportunity to come to the railing and stretched out his hand, trying to grab the young man.
Xie Mu looked at the two men and suddenly smiled.
"You killed my Boqin..."
"I have to go find him..."
After seeing the fear and disbelief in their eyes, their eyes were full of pleasure.
What does it feel like to get it and lose it again
It must be very painful.
"Xiaomu!!!"
Bo Qin realized something, his eyes were tearing apart, and he reached out subconsciously, but only touched his fingertips.
The young man smiled, opened his arms, and fell down without hesitation...
—In front of, in front of two people.