The man stiffly maintained the posture of reaching out, and his fingers moved.
No, it shouldn't be...
Why, it happens like this...
The lie he fabricated to save Xiaomu turned out to be the reason for him to leave in the end...
Bo Qin's body was shaking, "Little, Xiaomu..."
The man shouted, but the young man who used to turn around with a smile when he heard his voice no longer responded to him.
His bird, still flew...
It hurts, it hurts...
Bo Qin twitched his lips and pressed his hand to his heart.
Finally, that knife scraped off the whole heart.
The pain got worse.
— That dream was really scary. If it was true, I thought, I would die.
The man trembled, his eyes were blood red, and his voice trembled distortedly, "So, this dream, it was me..."
"it's me… "
"No, no, my baby is dead, no..."
Tan Tao slammed his bloody hand on the guardrail, his eyes were no longer crazy, some, but he just didn't accept the chaos of reality.
Obviously the doctor said, if you kill your personality, it will never appear again...
The one who loves him, the one he loves, the baby who will smile at him softly and lean sweetly in his arms is dead...
— "Will you remember me?"
On the merry-go-round, the young man raised his face and turned to look at him with love in his eyes.
On the rooftop, Xie Mu looked at him with a pale face.
The two gradually merged together.
If his baby hadn't left, then who jumped off just now...
The eyes of the man who was almost covered in blood were bloodshot, and his body, which had just got up just now, collapsed on the ground.
He, what did he do...
what have you done...
***
[Ding! Bo Qin's favorability: 100, the task is completed, please choose to leave the world.]
"Leave? Why do you want to leave?" Xie Mu stood in front of the two, looked at their pain, raised his eyebrows and chuckled, "Didn't we promise him to let them feel the pain of ten years?"
The system froze for a while, [What a waste of time, time waits for no one, host, and...]
It looked at the mental fluctuations of the two people on the opposite side, [They are already crazy, even if we don't make a move, we will both be hurt with hatred.]
"Is that enough?"
Xie Mu turned around, hugged the ball floating beside him in his arms, pinched it, and asked with a smile, "Didn't you hate them before?"
[But time...]
"Okay, okay, in this way, when you see that number one and number two find what I left behind, you can leave when you're happy, okay?"
The ball jumped, [OK.]
"Okay, let's put puppets on the body."
System: [Aren't you coming by yourself?]
Xie Mu clicked on its small ball, giggling, "What's so good about a single person's sex scene, go ahead."
***
Tan Tao disappeared.
This was the second time he disappeared, but this time, Bo Qin was powerless to find him.
He guarded the hospital carefully, never seeing anyone, and stayed there for seven days.
No one knew the momentary ecstasy that came when Bo Qin staggered downstairs, trembling his hands and sniffing the young man's breath.
The man looked like he was crazy, carefully sitting next to Xie Mu with his eyes closed, crying and laughing.
The youth was quickly sent to the best hospital.
But no matter how skilled the doctor was, he barely managed to save his life, just like reincarnation. This time, Xie Mu was judged to be in a persistent vegetative state again.
He can still breathe and swallow food, but there is almost no possibility of waking up.
Everyone in the hospital said it was a miracle, an unfortunate miracle.
Xie Mu was once discharged from the hospital as a miracle, but within a year, he was lying on the hospital bed like this again.
Bo Qin has been guarding his lover, taking care of him carefully, wiping his body so that he won't feel uncomfortable lying down for too long.
He became the most unlikely person he ever thought he was.
Every day, he wakes up early, enters the kitchen that was absolutely impossible to enter, and carefully cooks soup according to the recipe. Bo Qin, who has never cooked since he was a child, will be a little flustered at first. Fortunately, he is smart, although he is a little flustered, But it worked out.
Holding the soup, the handsome man's slender fingers burned three red, and there were even blood bubbles. He was as cautious as if he didn't feel any pain, and patiently fed Xie Mu.
After feeding Xie Mu gently and wiping his body, Bo Qin was about to sit by the bed, holding a book that Xie Mu liked to read the most, and read it to him word by word.
He doesn't want to take care of the company, the family, any of these.
He just wants to be with his lover.
"When making the soup today, I still put less salt, it's a bit bland, don't be disgusted, I'm always afraid that they didn't cook carefully..."
"Gardenias are blooming more and more, I picked some, you smell..."
The man smiled gently, and handed the most beautiful flower under Xie Mu's nose.
"I used to dislike the fragrance of this flower, so I always refused to let you show it. Later, I saw that you couldn't walk every time you saw a gardenia, so I let go.
You were very happy at that time, so you picked a bottle that day and put it in the bedroom. I was afraid that I would be unhappy, so I sent it to the living room. "
Bo Qin said in a hoarse voice, the young man closed his eyes and did not move at all.
"You said, the gardenia is white, and it looks clean."
"You wonder why I don't like such clean flowers..."
The man's hand trembled and fell on Xie Mu's cold and pale cheek, "Actually, you are the cleanest..."
"It's hard to lie down like this. Did you feel the same way during those three months?"
"Lying here alone, no one talks to you, no one takes care of you, itches and hurts, there's nothing you can do..."
Warm tears dripped on the young man's pale fingers, Bo Qin lowered his head, his voice hoarse.
"Xiaomu, wake up..."
"I can become what you like, clean, as long as you want, okay..."
He sat stiffly for a long time, his burned hands were swollen and painful.
But Xie Mu never replied to him.
Bo Qin's heart seemed to be numb from the pain, he carefully stretched out his hand, and gently massaged the young man's arm, pressing and pressing, suddenly thought.
In the past, when Xiaomu prepared a meal countless times and waited for him to eat, but waited all night in vain, did he feel the same way
Empty and aching.
It's like waiting for a promise that will never come.
In the past few days, except for cooking, Bo Qin was talking to Xie Mu, even though he didn't get a response, even though his voice was completely hoarse.
He seemed to be punishing himself, and after only seven days, he was completely withered.
When it was night, the young man lay quietly. The man stretched out his hand and took the diary on the table in his hand.
He lowered his head and stroked it cautiously, but he still dared not open it.
Xiaomu said that he didn't want others to see the things inside.
He saw it, so Xiaomu got angry.
As long as he obediently doesn't look at it, maybe Xiaomu will be happy and wake up...
Holding the hope that even a child would not believe, Bo Qin waited and read day by day.
The more he waited, the more in a trance he became.
He kept reminiscing about his youth.
He smiled, looked sad, was busy in the kitchen, watered the flowers on the balcony, cooked the meal, and called him with a smile, "Bo Qin, come to eat."
Xie Mu was taken back home, the man cooked, watered the flowers, and put new gardenias in the living room every day.
He came to Xie Mu's side with the dishes, and said with a smile, "Xiao Mu, come to eat."
Then, looking at the young man with his eyes closed, tears flowed like rain.
***
Tan Tao brought people here on the twentieth day.
His health was failing, his face was pale, and he was about to cough a few times after walking a few steps, but when he saw the young man lying on the bed, his eyes burst into a frighteningly bright light.
"Baby, my baby..."
The limping man lost his crutches, and rushed forward with madness in his eyes. When he got close, he became timid again.
Carefully standing upright, Tan Tao stretched out his hand and held the young man's soft, cold hand in his palm.
"Baby..." he said softly, "I'm here to pick you up."
"Don't be afraid."
Tan Tao cried and laughed and bent down, almost piously, and put his face close to the cold hand.
He kissed the weak and slender fingertips, tears fell on them and he kissed them away, feeling bitter.
"open!!"
Just like Tan Tao in the past, the man who was beaten and covered in blood looked at this scene with tears in his eyes.
"Tan Tao, get the hell out of here!"
"It's you who should get out!!"
The man was still gently holding Xie Mu's icy hand. Hearing this, his face burst out with gloom.
He turned to look at Bo Qin with hatred, "Do you think I don't know!!"
"You forced him!"
"You lied to him, you lied to him, and you lost him again!"
"He didn't want you anymore. He loves me and wants to live a good life with me. Even if I die, I won't lose him. I will protect and protect my baby..."
Not only was Tan Tao's voice trembling, but his whole body was trembling, "You have lied to him for so long! You have made him suffer for so long, and finally...he is happy, but you ruined him again!"
"It's you!"
He took the crutch on one side, ignored his still aching leg, lifted it up viciously, and knocked it down fiercely.
"You lost him again and again, and it's all your fault that he is like this now!"
"At the beginning, I shouldn't be soft-hearted, I should have snatched him back..." Tan Tao red-eyed, looking at Bo Qin whose face was covered with blood, "I was afraid that he would be overwhelmed, so I let him go..."
"What about you? When you wake up and see marks all over his body, you think it's me."
The man on the ground froze suddenly, and raised his head in disbelief.
"What did you say!"
"Xie Mu, from beginning to end, it belongs to you alone."
"Bo Qin, you claim to like to be clean, but you are the dirtiest one!!!"
"What qualifications do you have, what face do you have to keep saying that Xie Mu is yours?"
Tan Tao was already insane. As he spoke, he beat Bo Qin fiercely with his crutches, without any scruples.
It should be very painful, but the man doesn't seem to feel it.
That day, the young man was drenched by the rain and shivering from the cold. He knocked on the door, trying to hide in his arms.
But he said, you are dirty.
"I am... a monster..."
The man was spitting out blood after being beaten, lying on the ground in embarrassment, the corner of his mouth slowly pulled out a smile, "So... I'm really a monster..."
The scent of gardenias wafted in the room, and Bo Qin fell into blood like a dead dog.
—"Xiaomu, I love you, and I will never leave you behind."
"Forever?"
"forever."
Tan Tao threw away his crutches, and glanced at the man on the ground with a sneer. Out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly noticed the diary on the table.
Something crossed his mind, he walked there with a limp, and opened it with brute force.
As if looking for something, Tan Tao kept turning the pages, and finally settled on the last few pages.
[Recently, I always have the same dream. In the dream, I am very happy to sit on the merry-go-round with Tan Tao. I look very happy. In the dream, Tan Tao is smiling. I look at him, feeling warm in my heart. Yes, it would be nice if it could be like this for the rest of my life.
This is not normal, I want to tell Bo Qin, but I am afraid, what should I do if it is true.]
[I had a dream again today, I feel very strange, it seems that there is a stranger living in my body, sending me information every day, even the dislike of Tan Tao seems to be a lot less because of him.]
[He wants to find Tan Tao. He is afraid of Bo Qin and everything here. I always feel that he will wake up in a few days. I am really scared. Recently, Bo Qin is getting more and more busy. I should go find him. him?]
[Bo Qin is very busy, I want to help him, but he refuses to tell me what happened, my spirit is getting worse and worse, I am afraid that I will leave Bo Qin, that person wants to come out, but as long as Bo Qin comes back, He would hide in fear, and I began to feel that this was not just my imagination.]
Time ends here.
It was the day before Xie Mu was taken away by him.
Tan Tao's hand holding the diary trembled, and his headache seemed to explode in the next moment.
His baby... is not dead...
He's scared, he wants to get back to himself...
And, it's almost there...
But in the end, it was him who forced the baby to death.
He killed him.
twice.
"Let's go." Xie Mu hugged the ball and looked down at the two of them.
The system is still a little bit unfinished, [Host, don't you want to continue?]
"It's interesting for a dog to bite a dog, but two mad dogs are meaningless. You set a time for the puppet, and it will die after ten years."
Xie Mu touched it, "The ten years of hell can be regarded as revenge for him."
***
[Ding! Jumped to the new world, please check the memory of the host.]
The pale-skinned man opened his eyes and looked down.
Numb, without a trace of intuition, he raised his eyebrows.
Raiders' uncle
There are inherent advantages.