The weather in Hua Country is getting hotter and hotter, but Xie Mu doesn't feel any better than winter. The south is always rainy, and as soon as it rains, the man's leg, which has been injured twice, seems to be pricked over and over again with fine and dense needles Usually, he could only lie on the bed with a white face and not be able to move due to the pain.
If it was Xie Mu from the past, no matter how painful this extremely resolute man was, he would never show the slightest bit of pain on his face. He is the kind of person who slashes on his body with a knife, and in order to prevent the other party from underestimating him, he will still smile and pretend nothing happened. typical occurrence.
But now Xie Mu, because of the drug, his whole thinking has been confused, he seems to have changed back to when he was a teenager, he can't bear even a little pain, let alone this kind of heart-breaking pain.
Almost every rainy day, Xie Mu would wake up from the pain with a pale face, and then fall asleep with pain and exhaustion after being tortured for a whole day, and often at this time, the person he seeks for comfort is Xie Shi.
Xie Shi had never been treated like this before, the uncle would take the initiative to get into his arms and ask for kisses for comfort, even if he said big brother, so what if he was treated as Xie Nanen.
He doesn't care who he is taken as, his name is just a code name, even if his uncle mistook someone because he took medicine, as long as he admits his mistake for the rest of his life, Xie Shi can pretend for the rest of his life.
But the reality is, the more docile Xie Mu is, the more admiration is in his eyes, and the more harmonious the relationship between the two is, the tighter Xie Shi's heartstrings will be.
He cherishes and guards his treasure, and takes care of him carefully, just like a dragon guarding his treasure, no one can steal Xie Mu from him, no one can.
However, Xie Mu's body began to decline.
He gradually didn't recognize anyone, except for Xie Shi, no one remembered. As the rain continued, the man who used to paint with a smile on his face couldn't get out of bed at all. His slender and beautiful fingertips no longer held the paintbrush, Instead, he clutched the bed sheet or the corner of the quilt in pain, and his beautiful lips seldom spoke. Even when he spoke, most of them were moaning or crying out in pain.
When Xie Mu was in the worst pain, he would cry big and big. The pain was so painful that he didn't even have the strength to make a sound, so he could only lie on the bed weakly and cry.
"Brother... I hurt so much, it hurts so much..."
It was a rainy day again, and Xie Mu woke up early in the morning. His face was full of pain, and he leaned against the arms of the people around him. His eyes were red from crying and swollen last night. He was wronged and painful, "Why should I My legs will become like this, big brother, I am really uncomfortable... "
Xie Shi skillfully stretched out his hand, and gently rubbed his knee with the temperature of his palm, but even so, Xie Mu's pain was not much less.
"Brother, give me medicine, I'm in pain..."
The man made a request when he was in a trance from the pain, Xie Shi looked at him with distress, and finally refused him, "The doctor said that you can no longer take painkillers, and it has almost no effect now. If you take it again, your body will feel better." …”
"Isn't it already the worst!"
Xie Mu broke down with a crying sound, his pale fingertips gripped Xie Shi's clothes tightly, his tone was almost pleading, "Brother, I'm really in pain, please let me take medicine, I'm so uncomfortable... "
The man's pleading was like a sharp knife piercing Xie Shi's heart, he could only hold Xie Mu tightly in his arms with trembling hands to comfort him.
"Xiao Mu, you can bear it for me, please? Your body can no longer take medicine, and if you continue like this, you will die..."
His hands were shaking, but the body in his arms was shaking even more than him.
Xie Shi knew from the beginning that his uncle's legs would hurt, but he never thought that it would actually hurt like this.
He couldn't feel that kind of pain, but he watched helplessly as the resolute uncle in his memory cried so hard that he couldn't breathe, and couldn't even move.
Uncle is in pain, he has been suffering from pain almost since he woke up.
And every drop of his tears, like a hot iron, was branded on Xie Shi's most tender heart.
Most of my uncle's pain was caused by him.
Now he is helplessly seeking his comfort, hoping that Xie Shi can help him, trusting Xie Shi wholeheartedly, but he has no idea that all these pains are caused by Xie Shi.
The more Xie Mu relied on him, the more Xie Shi's whole heart seemed to be fried in a frying pan.
It hurts more and more, but I can't let it go.
"Uncle..."
Xie Shi murmured, lowered his head slightly, and kissed the man's pale lips. He let him move meekly, his hands tightly clutching Xie Shi's sleeves, and after the kiss, Xie Shi's eyes were full of tenderness, and his ears were full of tenderness. But a man's timid voice came from the side, "Brother, can you give me medicine?"
"I feel like I'm going to be hurt to death..."
His voice was very weak, and he could hear that he was in pain. Xie Shi felt uncomfortable. He was obviously very distressed, but he still wanted to stop him.
"Xiaomu, I really can't eat any more, may I rub it for you?"
Xie Mu's face turned pale again.
But in the end, he still nodded, and lay quietly in Xie Shi's arms, his body shaking intermittently from time to time because of the pain.
Xie Shi closed his eyes in pain, and hugged the person in his arms even tighter.
He finally got his uncle.
But why, after he hurt him.
The sobbing in his arms gradually subsided until it disappeared. Xie Shi could feel that the man's breathing was even, as if he had already fallen asleep.
He breathed a sigh of relief, and patted Xie Mu's back comfortingly, his eyes gradually became firm.
Uncle must be cured.
Even if you give everything.
Someone came in quietly outside the door and made a gesture. Xie Shi's eyes sank, he nodded, put down the person in his arms gently, and went out quietly.
Recently, the forces he took over from Xie Nanen seemed to be planning something secretly, and they began to disobey discipline. It would be okay if there were only one or two, but now that they are united, Xie Shi will inevitably destroy them one by one.
After discussing with his subordinates for a while, Xie Shi was concerned about the man in the room, and he always felt uneasy in his heart, so he hurriedly gave the order and returned to the room.
The closer he was to the door, the more inexplicably uneasy Xie Shi felt. At the end, his heart beat faster.
He pushed open the door almost tensely all over his body, and when he saw Xie Mu whose back was facing him and was still asleep, he breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed his body.
Xie Shi stepped forward with soft eyes, ready to lie down beside the man.
However, the bed was covered with red bloodstains.
Xie Mu closed his eyes, his face was so pale that there was almost no color, one wrist was bleeding, and the other hand was holding a fruit knife.
He couldn't bear the severe pain day and night.
Choose to secretly end your own life.
And all of this was caused by Xie Shi.