Xie Nanen's hands trembled violently.
This is the sequelae of drugs. In order to suppress the uncontrollable tyrannical emotions, he had to take a large amount of drugs. After a long time, his body was no longer as disobedient as before.
All the doctors told him that this was the effect of drugs and manpower couldn't counteract it, but how could he be reconciled.
How could he be willing to let himself be so inhuman, even unable to control his own body, to meet his Xiaomu.
Every day, he hides in the room to exercise his ability to respond. If he fails once, he can do it twice, and if he fails twice, he can do it three times. laugh.
Xie Nanen did it.
Almost all doctors thought it was a miracle, but only he knew what he had paid for it.
Isn't everything he did for being able to be with Xiaomu
Xie Nanen always knew that he had to overcome all difficulties and dangers for this.
When he faked his death, it happened to be when his mood was the most unstable. On the eve of his final departure, he almost knocked Xie Mu unconscious and took him away.
Xie Nanen knew that her thoughts were dangerous.
For a long time, what he wanted was a Xiaomu who he really liked and was willing to follow him from the beginning of his body and mind, not a place locked in a dark place, and those star-like eyes no longer had the light of the past.
After he feigned death, he did not accept his subordinate's suggestion to leave Huaguo immediately, but hid silently in the dark, watching his Xiaomu wipe away his tears and stand up to take over Xie's family.
In such an environment, Xie Nanen only believed in his little wood, and most importantly, he was gone, this treasure that had been carefully guarded by him was no longer protected, and he had no choice but to stand up by himself.
After a few years, Xie Shi will be able to take over the Xie family, and Xie Nanen's illness will recover, and he will return to Xie Mu's side.
This plan was filled with Xie Nanen's uncertainty from the very beginning. He was not sure whether he could control whether he could let Xiaomu go temporarily, nor was he sure that the treasure he had been protecting so well could control the entire Xie family.
Xie Nanen planted countless hidden threads and gave Cheng Chuan the highest authority, asking him to protect Xie Mu's life at all costs.
However, none of his backhands were used.
Xie Mu did better than Xie Nanen imagined. Even though he only thought about painting and traveling around famous mountains and rivers in the past, even if he acted like a baby and refused to learn every time Xie Nanen wanted to teach company affairs, he still persisted.
He controlled the Xie family well, even if it was pretending, there was a bit of coldness and sternness on his face.
While Nan En was proud, she couldn't suppress the crazy worry in her heart.
With Xiaomu being as good as he is, countless people will gather around Xiaomu because of his excellence.
Men, women, boys, girls.
They would do anything to stand by him, approach him, even kiss him.
Obviously nothing happened, and all he saw was Xiaomu thinking about himself day and night, but these imaginary things almost drove Xie Nanen crazy.
How frightened he is.
Xie Mu is in full bloom, he is healthy and handsome, and now he is holding the entire Xie family. Xie Nanen hides in the dark, watching those who want to curry favor with his treasures send one after another boys and girls, they are young and well-behaved, with good looks Exquisite, in the eyes of Xie Nanen, who can't even control his emotions now, these beautiful faces have turned into ferocious threats.
He was really not sure.
Once, when Xie Nanen could shake the entire Forty-Nine City with a wave of his hand, he was confident. He looked at the envy in Xie Mu's eyes from above, and felt joy in his heart because he liked him.
Even though he is a little older than Xiaomu, his appearance is still the same as when he was young, even wrinkles are rare, and he is such a good match when going out with Xie Mu.
Xie Nanen has everything, including the baby he raised with his own hands.
But now, he has nothing.
He lost his name and identity, because of long-term insomnia, there were wrinkles around his eyes, and even white hair in his hair.
Xie Nanen hates himself like this. He used to not care much about his appearance and age, but after he brought Xie Mu back, he has been consciously taking care of himself.
He wanted to make himself look as young as Xie Mu, and he didn't want his elder brother to be a wrinkled old guy in Xie Mu's eyes.
But it was useless, no matter how hard he tried, Xie Nanen was still getting old day by day, and the people around him were persuading him, saying no, he was still the same as before, but his expression was a little tired.
But Xie Nanen was crazy at that time, he refused any mirror that could reflect himself, and hid in the dark day and night secretly watching Xie Mu, even if he just greeted others politely, Xie Nanen wanted to shoot Crash the guy talking to his baby.
Of course, reason told him that he couldn't do this.
Xie Nanen is dead, and the higher ups are still watching the Xie family. As long as he acts rashly, the previous efforts will be in vain.
What he needs is to lie dormant, to wait for his mind to wake up, to wait until the disease recovers, and to wait until the higher-ups no longer pay attention to Xie's family.
It was time for him to go, but he couldn't bear it.
Xie Nanen couldn't help imagining what would happen after he left. At first, Xiaomu might still be sad, but what if he gradually forgot about himself over time
He is still young, and his love for Xie Nanen is all due to Xie Nanen's vague guidance. Now, the person who guided him is "dead". Xie Mu is young, handsome, and controls the entire Xie family. Will I miss Xie Nanen forever
It's just a dead person, even if Xiaomu thinks about it now, after a few years, his feelings will eventually fade away.
Xie Mu will have a new life, maybe find a partner, and have a child, and forget Xie Nanen from his mind.
After all, he is a normal person.
And Xie Nanen is a lunatic.
Just relying on fantasy is enough to make this already crazy man even more crazy.
He finally, still unable to restrain the possibility of losing the more and more dazzling treasure, made a move.
Xie Nanen told himself that he was not hurting Xiaomu.
He just made some plans for their future.
That day, his baby was lying on the operating table with his eyes closed.
Xie Nanen did it himself.
He only believes in himself.
After finishing everything, the man leaned down and kissed the unconscious Xie Mu.
He said, "Don't be afraid, I will come to pick you up after the eldest brother settles everything."
In the future, his baby is no longer the most dazzling star, and he can no longer have sex because of his legs.
But it doesn't matter, as long as he arranges everything in a few years, Yosel will heal his baby.
In the past few years, Xie Nanen no longer has to worry about someone coveting his baby, and he can recuperate with peace of mind.
Xiaomu is still the same as before, and they will live happily ever after.
Xie Nanen has planned everything.
But he alone did not expect that Xie Shi noticed his existence.
Xie Shi didn't want his father to live.
When Xie Nanen is dead, he can inherit everything, but when he is alive, Xie Shi will always be subordinate to others.
The number of people around Xie Nanen gradually decreased, he was placed under house arrest in the hospital, and his contact with Dr. Yosel was also severed.
Xie Shi didn't dare to attack him, he was afraid of touching Xie Nanen's backhand, but he could trap Xie Nanen so that he couldn't leave.
Like a tiger whose teeth have been pulled out, it can only dormant quietly.
If it was the former Xie Nanen, even if he burns everything together, he would bring his son to die with him, but he couldn't bear it.
His little wood is still waiting for him at home.
How can you just die
Xie Nanen endured the humiliating house arrest for him, while making arrangements quietly, breaking through the defense line little by little.
In the beginning, there was no place to strike at all, but recently Xie Shi didn't know what happened, and he relaxed his vigilance against the UK. After returning to China, Xie Nanen shot at Xie Shi's things several times, but he didn't even notice it.
After succeeding several times, the power gradually fell into his hands. Not only did Xie Nanen not feel relaxed, but he became more vigilant.
What kind of person his son is, Xie Nanen is clear, unless something happens that makes Xie Shi unable to devote any energy, otherwise he will never put himself in such a dangerous situation.
Is it a dangerous situation? Or a trick
It wasn't until now that he was holding the gun in trembling hands and aiming at Xie Mushi who was eagerly protecting Xie Shi, did he fully understand.
Why is Xie Shi in a daze.
Why is Xie Shi no longer interested in the outside world
Why is he bored in Xie's house all day long, rarely even going out.
Because... his baby.
The baby he raised with his own hands was destroyed by Xie Shi.
But now, his little Mu is still protecting the wolf cub Xie Shi.
Xie Nanen's hands trembled violently. He had to work very hard to restrain the vibrato in his words, "Xiaomu... get out of the way."
Xie Mu opened his arms to block Xie Shi, his eyes were full of fear and eagerness.
He seemed not to have heard what the man in front of him said, and was still shouting, urging Xie Shi behind him to flee for his life.
"Brother, hurry up, I'll block him!"
block...
Xiao Mu, actually want to block... him
Xie Nanen's heart seemed to be entwined by countless vines, it wasn't very tight at first, but there was a slight tingling pain.
But every minute, every second, as long as his eyes fell on the baby he raised with his own hands, it hurt so much that his whole body throbbed, as if he was being sucked out of strength, unable to move.
"Xiaomu..."
Xie Nanen tried his best to squeeze out a smile, which was his Xiaomu's favorite smile, "Look at me, I'm the big brother, it's me..."
"Didn't you say that you like Big Brother the most and will never leave Big Brother?"
"Didn't you beg Big Brother not to leave?"
Xie Nanen trembled his lips, trembling a few times, his eyes were already full of blood, his voice was almost choked,
"Brother is back..."
"I'm here to pick up our little Mu..."
There was a moment of confusion in Xie Mu's eyes, but soon, his eyes became alert again.
He dragged his weak legs and tried to move backwards.
"You are not my big brother, don't try to lie to me..."
Xie Nanen watched Xie Mu move into Xie Shi's arms, and grasped the corner of his clothes in a dependent manner, trembling with fright, but still stubbornly staring at him, trying to force him back.
Back then, Xie Mu was like this when he just brought him home.
He was well protected in the past. He was bullied just after his parents died, and then he was brought back home by Xie Nanen. He was afraid that he would be abandoned again, so he trembled in fear, but he still had to work hard to show a calm look on his face. I hope that Xie Nanen will not hate himself.
Later, those beautiful eyes full of fear gradually became more envious, and then there was love and shyness.
That was the child raised by Xie Nanen himself.
From the first moment he saw him, he wanted him.
And now, he got it.
But Xiaomu doesn't know Xie Nanen anymore.
Looking at the scene in front of him, Xie Nanen's face gradually became gloomy, the fake smile was no longer there, and there was only jealousy towards his own son.
He was reluctant to blame his baby, but he didn't have so many scruples about Xie Shi who had no feelings for him.
Xie Shi stretched out his hand, and there was still blood from the bite on his lips. He covered the eyes of the man in his arms, and sneered at the muzzle of the gun.
"Father, did you kill me to wake up my uncle?"
Xie Nanen's eyes were full of coldness, facing the face that resembled him but was younger than him, he slowly pulled the trigger.
Xie Shi faced the muzzle of the gun, his eyes were full of sarcasm, without any fear.
"Wake up, and face your enemy who killed your father and mother again?"
Xie Nanen stopped holding the trigger.