Can't-
Can't-
Xie Nanen collapsed and covered his head, his whole body was trembling, his expression could even be said to be at a loss, his nails dug into his flesh uncontrollably, his headache seemed to explode.
He almost crawled, and came to the side of Xie Mu who fell on the ground.
Xie Mu's eyes were already in a daze, he was breathing hard, and when he saw Xie Nanen in front of him, he tried to smile again.
"Brother..."
He shouted with difficulty, his smile was full of joy, his weak voice was intermittent, "I really thought... I would never see you again..."
Looking at the man in front of him whose expression was almost collapsed, Xie Mu frowned slightly, and he moved his hands with difficulty, trying to wipe away Xie Nanen's tears.
"Do not be sad… "
Xie Mu smiled, "Brother should be happy for me..."
"Finally... I can stop the pain."
Xie Nanen completely collapsed.
"No, you will be fine, elder brother finds a doctor, elder brother finds the best doctor to treat us Xiaomu, you will get better soon, it will be the same as before, we will be fine, wherever you want to go, you can go there , OK?"
Xie Nanen hugged Xie Mu, trembling hands, following Xie Mu's wishes, put his cold fingers on his face, his eyes were full of panic.
"I'm sorry, it's the elder brother who shouldn't lie to you. The elder brother will take you to the doctor. It will be fine soon, just take the bullet out..."
Xie Nanen said, holding the person in his arms to stand up, Xie Mu smiled and shook his head, "Don't go..."
"Brother, I'm in so much pain. I'm in pain every day. I really... can't take it any longer."
"I'm always thinking about..."
With hope in Xie Mu's eyes, what he said softly was like a piece of thunder, stabbing hard at the tenderest part of Xie Nanen's heart.
"How nice it would be if Mom and Dad took me with them when they left."
Xie Nanen's expression froze.
"Brother, you raised me up, treated me well, doted on me, I really... really like you..."
Xie Mu closed his eyes in pain, "If you came to me directly at that time, even if Mom and Dad were still there, I would still fall in love with you."
"Why did you... kill them..."
Xiaomu knows—
he knows...
Xie Nanen's mind was filled with only this sentence.
He could no longer feel the presence of the hand.
The medicine is working again, Xie Nanen thought.
He almost used all his strength to gently put Xie Mu on the ground.
"Xiaomu, I'm sick..."
Xie Nanen pressed Xie Mu's hand tightly to his face as if praying for salvation.
"I'm just sick, I didn't think about killing them, I just... couldn't help it..."
Xie Mu smiled miserably and looked at him.
Every breath he took was accompanied by severe pain.
Xie Mu could feel that his body was like a funnel, no matter how much he supplemented, it would always leak out little by little, leaving only a lifeless shell in the end.
"Brother, I can't hate you, but I can't face you either..."
"Death is the best choice."
"No... no way, Xiaomu, don't go, didn't you say that you want to follow Big Brother for the rest of your life?"
Xie Nanen held his small wooden hands, crying so messily before.
Xie Shi was still sitting on the ground blankly.
He has always felt that there is a beast hidden in his heart, and the appearance seems to completely suppress the beast, but in fact it has always existed.
Until I got close to my uncle.
Xie Shi felt the warmth for the first time, without any interest, just a simple smile.
Beast said he wanted this man.
Xie Shi is used to plundering, and is used to keeping everything he likes in captivity. If he wants to run away, he will cut off his wings, put chains on his feet, and lock him up where no one can reach.
This time, of course, he attacked Xie Mu as a matter of course.
The uncle was disobedient and always wanted to run away. Xie Shi broke his hamstring with his own hands. After seeing the blood-stained feet, the beast in his heart finally calmed down.
He thought, this time, my uncle will never be able to escape again.
But he forgot that there is death in this world.
But now, the shot in the heart of my uncle was shot by Xie Shi.
The moment he saw the blood, Xie Shi seemed to have entered a place where no one could enter. He could see and hear his uncle, but he couldn't say a word.
Xie Shi recalled everything in his mind uncontrollably.
The uncle who smiled at him, the uncle who touched his head.
Patiently taught, and handed over all the three-year accumulation to his uncle.
In the end, the face that always had a faint smile turned into a cold look, as if looking at ants, which made Xie Shiye unable to sleep.
He knows what kind of person he is, he is not worthy of Xie Mu at all.
But, I can imagine—
He held the Xie family in his hands, imprisoned Xie Mu in a world, healed his leg, gave him hope, and destroyed this hope with his own hands.
He let him go on purpose, trying to let his uncle see Xie Mu's true face, but the needle pierced into a blood vessel, and when he saw his uncle's almost relieved smile, Xie Shi suddenly realized.
He was obviously trying to let my uncle see himself clearly.
I regret it when I thank you.
He really regrets it.
He can give up everything for his uncle, name, identity, and imitate Xie Nanen's smiling movements under the name of the father he hated the most.
He made himself into another person.
Xie Shi thought that in this way, at least my uncle would smile at him.
However, a counterfeit is a counterfeit after all.
When the real Xie Nanen came, my uncle would still throw himself into his arms without hesitation.
Acceptable when thanking.
He can accept anything, no matter who Xie Mu thinks about, or who he takes as him, as long as Xie Mu can stay by his side, he can do anything.
But just now, he shot my uncle in the heart with his own hands.
Kneeling stiffly in place, Xie Shi's eyes suddenly moved with a blank face.
Uncle...
Xie Shi used both hands and feet, moved, and crawled to Xie Mu's side.
"Uncle, uncle, don't be afraid, I'll take you to see a doctor..."
Xie Mu's pupils were no longer focused, he stared blankly at the ceiling, his eyes were bright white.
Suddenly, he smiled.
"Thank you, thank you."
Xie Shi was stunned.
With red eyes, he looked at Xie Mu in a state of bewilderment while propping up his aching body.
"Uncle... Uncle..."
Xie Shi called out to the man in front of him with his fragile voice, "I'm here, uncle..."
When those eyes that always looked at him coldly looked over, Xie Shi's heart suddenly twitched.
He was inside and saw gratitude.
Why, is gratitude...
Before Xie Shi could figure it out, the man had already opened his mouth.
Xie Mu smiled with a soft voice.
"Thank you for killing me..."
The cold fingertips caressing Xie Nanen's face finally fell down.
Xie Shi looked at the man with his eyes closed, his blood seemed to be frozen.
The uncle said, thank him, kill... him
"Uncle, don't scare me... I know I was wrong, I really know, my gun was not aimed at you..."
"Uncle, Uncle..."
With a helpless face on Xie Shi's face, he touched the man cautiously.
No response, not a bit.
Xie Shi seemed to understand something, he tremblingly put his hands under Xie Mu's nose.
No snort.
The man lay quietly, the white blanket under his body had been dyed blood red, and the air was filled with the bloody smell that Xie Shi was familiar with.
This blood... belongs to my uncle...
He shot the uncle.
Xie Shi shivered, as if he was very cold, his lips were pale and pale, without a trace of color.
"Uncle..."
The young man's voice was choked up for the first time, "Wake up, open your eyes, I will never lock you up again, and I will never force you again..."
Xie Mu was already dead, so naturally he couldn't give Xie Shi any response.
Will look at his uncle coldly, dead.
Xie Shi knelt on the ground, looking at the man's calm face, the place where Xie Nanen kicked hurt even more, he covered his heart, and spit out a mouthful of blood.
Blood splashed onto Xie Mu's white clothes.
Xie Shi shook his hands to wipe.
"I'm sorry, uncle, I'll clean it up for you, are you angry?"
He said incoherently, "Is it because you are angry that you ignore me, uncle, you can hit me or scold me, as long as you don't get angry, don't ignore me..."
"You like watching snow, I'll take you to see it, okay?"
"You don't like being locked up, so don't lock it up. Uncle can go wherever he wants, and I won't stop you again. Don't be angry..."
"You like Cheng An, I'll send him to you..."
"Uncle, Uncle..."
Xie Shi knelt in front of Xie Mu, and leaned his forehead in the man's arms in pain.
"I love you..."
"Don't leave me, please..."
"As long as you live, as long as you live..."
But, Xie Mu couldn't survive.
He wants to die.
Because of the pain caused by Xie Shi.
He personally killed his uncle.
Just after I realized my love for my uncle.
Xie Shi looked at the blood-stained hands, and in his eyes, there was only despair of collapsed faith.
Uncle...
He regrets, regrets so much...
However, it was too late.
[Ding! Favorability when thanking: 100, whether the host jumps to the world or not.]
Xie Mu looked at the two lunatics on the ground with great interest, "Don't jump, let's watch the fun together, it's so fun."