Even Until Death, the Scum Gong Thought I Was a White Lotus

Chapter 84: Stand-In Lover (19)

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Xie Mu is on fire.

This once tepid young man, under Rong Jing's gesture, was promoted as a detective.

Although there are internal factors of the company, his strength is also an important reason.

Xie Mu received a call. One of his roles was nominated for an award. If he can successfully win this award, he will have an extra title of actor in the future.

The young man was almost overjoyed. Even though he entered this circle at first to earn money to support himself, how could he not know how rare the title of actor is after staying for such a long time.

He was the first to share the good news with his lover.

Rongjing put down his work, looked at the young man with a gentle gaze, "So happy?"

"Um!"

Xie Mu pulled him downstairs, and the two sat on the sofa together in front of the TV.

The man smiled and watched the young man toss about, so lively, not afraid of him at all, and even coquettishly insisting on letting him go downstairs Xie Mu was never seen by the former him.

He didn't feel offended, but enjoyed Xie Mu very much.

When the young man came out of the tricks, he got into the man's arms very skillfully, hugged his arm relyingly, and showed off with pride on his pretty face, "I'll show you the movie I nominated."

Rongjing used to never waste time on movies, he always had various things to use up his time.

But now, feeling Xie Mu's warm body in his arms, the man smiled dotingly, wrapped his arms around his waist, and looked at the TV with him.

Xie Mu's acting skills have never held him back, even if he was with Rong Jing in the end, with him behind him, he never gave up on improving his acting skills.

This movie can be said to be the pinnacle of Xie Mu's acting skills.

In Rongjing's eyes, the young man has always been a sunny and optimistic child. Even if the two of them had disagreements, after he accepted himself, he quickly put those behind him.

The smile on his face was more dazzling than the bright light.

But in this movie, Rong Jing saw a different Xie Mu.

No, it should be said that the role played by Xie Mu is Cheng Ke.

He plays a man who is reviled by everyone because his father is a murderer and his mother is a prostitute, so his origin is the original sin.

He didn't get the care of his relatives since he was a child, and he was only ridiculed by his classmates when he went to school. Even the teachers who were supposed to teach and educate people were disgusted because of his sloppy clothes and dark and thin appearance.

In such an environment, Cheng Ke grew up.

Those foreshadowings before did not bring the slightest fluctuation to Rongjing, even though the young actor who acted as Chengke was very good at acting, and his heart-piercing appearance of crying was very contagious, his heart was not touched at all.

Until Xie Mu, who played the grown-up Cheng Ke, appeared.

It was still Rongjing's familiar face and familiar voice, but his whole person seemed to be a different person.

Cowardly, unbearable, timid, fearful.

Bullied by his boss, insulted by his colleagues, finally got married, but the other party only came to find a successor because of pregnancy.

In the end, the woman left, leaving behind a baby who had nothing to do with Cheng Ke.

His situation is already very tight. When the woman left, she took the last deposit with her. This child has no blood relationship with him. Cheng Keda can ignore him, but in the end, he still raised him. .

The child he raised was not as filial as he imagined, but instead seemed to have inherited the cold-blooded gene from his mother, and he would only dislike him for not being rich enough and drag himself down.

The child made a girlfriend, and the girlfriend looked like she was getting older, but she couldn't do anything. The original affection turned into disgust.

In the past, the child who was somewhat gentle to him was abandoned by his girlfriend. He couldn't accept it, and went home to make a fuss, and even said that he hoped it wasn't Cheng Ke's child.

What he didn't know was that Cheng Ke had just been fired by the company.

In the quiet living room, the lights were not turned on, and Xie Mu was relying on him in Rong Jing's arms. He looked at the camera, the man with Xie Mu's face who put on makeup and looked like a fifty-year-old man was sitting The desk he bought for his son when he was young.

He was obviously crying so hard that he couldn't speak, but he still wrote every word seriously.

I thought that I came into this world because I was loved.

But no one loves me.

nobody.

On the screen, he put down his pen in pain, came to the window, and looked at the scenery outside.

His eyes were filled with pain and reluctance.

The world is beautiful, but it refuses to keep him.

Rongjing has changed from being indifferent to a close-up of those eyes fixed on the screen.

Even with age and wrinkles, those eyes are still so beautiful.

But now, it was full of helplessness and pain.

He doesn't want to die.

Obviously he didn't say a word, but Rong Jing felt his call.

The person in front of him is no longer the father in the play, but has gradually become Xie Mu in reality.

Rong Jing's hands were clenched suddenly, and his heart ached violently.

"It hurts..."

The second the boy shouted, the man immediately let go of his hand, and within a moment of letting go, he immediately held him in his arms again.

He seemed to have just woken up from a nightmare, and even a little cold sweat flowed from his forehead.

"Are you frightened by my stunning performance?"

The young man in his arms reacted quickly after being stunned, and obediently huddled in Rong Jing's arms, and said with some pride, "I conquered the audience with my amazing acting skills in this episode."

"Otherwise, I wouldn't have been nominated, would I?"

"On the day of the award ceremony, you must come to see me, I always feel that I won the award, the youngest actor~"

His lively voice finally made Rong Jing break free from the sudden discomfort, and he spread his hands slightly, only to find that there was sweat on them.

Watching the scene on TV, the young man stood up, smiling like Cheng Ke in the TV, and opened his arms.

He said, "I came up with this position because it won't be too cold when it falls, and it won't be too ugly when it falls to the ground."

"And lying on your back like this, you can look at the sky for the last time."

Rong Jing looked at Xie Mu, the man behind him who had the same appearance as him, but was much older than him really opened his arms, with tears in his eyes, and finally took a look at this man who had lived for a long time. inside the house, leaning back.

When the screen changed, it was the father who had always resented why he had to discover the fact that the son he gave birth to was not his own.

He desperately rushed home, but only saw a pool of blood surrounded by people.

"You're not really scared, are you?"

The young man was frightened by Rong Jing staring at the TV in a daze, so he hurried to pull him, "It's all fake, when we filmed it, we shot it inside the green cloth, Diao Weiya."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was dragged into his arms by the man, and said in a deep magnetic voice, "I know."

The next moment, Xie Mu was pressed on the sofa.

His eyes were crooked with a smile, "I know you're still scared like this."

The young man put his arms around the man's neck, leaned forward, kissed him on the lips, and said with a smile, "Don't you think my acting is very good?"

Rong Jing pursed his lips, and said truthfully, "I see him as you."

"Don't think about it. I'm different from him. He died because no one loved him. I still have you."

The two hugged and kissed each other, but Rong Jing felt like a big rock was falling in his heart.

No peace.