After seeing off Jiang Ning, I didn’t go back to the dormitory. I sat down in the nearby pavilion. The breeze blew away the heat of June. I could faintly hear English reading from the other end of the corridor. It should be a student from a lower grade. , My former self always liked to come here to memorize words.
When I opened the gift from Jiang Ning, I was slightly taken aback. No wonder Jiang Ning said that I might be angry when I read it. I shook my head and smiled. If I was in the past, I might really be annoyed.
This is a photo album, a photo album that records my daily life, some me standing silently in the playground by the roadside, some me meditating sideways in the library, some me staring at the distance by the window, some leaning against the tree Sleeping me... either melancholic and contemplative, or smiling and leisurely, I never know that I am usually like this in the eyes of others, but it is also pleasing to the eye.
Fortunately, she didn't take pictures of me and Wen Yang, otherwise I would be really annoyed.
The breeze blows, and the sun shines through the branches and leaves of the corridor and sprinkles a string of golden spots, which weakens the original scorching heat. When it falls on the face, it makes people squint their eyes so comfortably. On the horizontal board, the whole person was sleepy and sleepy, falling into a state of light sleep.
After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, I felt the photo album in my hand being slowly pulled out. I grabbed the troublesome hand, opened my eyes, and moved forward fiercely.
But seeing Wen Yang looking at me with a surprised face, I was also stunned, and looked at him in shock, but I couldn't hold back my hands, and I pulled Wen Yang to fall backwards, making a human cushion and being pressed under me .
Breathing in contact, the scorching body temperature passed through the light clothes, I felt it was difficult to breathe, looked at Wen Yang above and said: "Why... why is it you?" I pushed him away at a loss, trying to get up.
"Wait, wait—the foot hurts." Wen Yang Junyi's face twisted slightly, and he frowned in pain.
I was startled, just now I leaned over directly on the horizontal board, but Wen Yang was suddenly brought over by me, and I couldn't dodge at all.
I said anxiously, "What's the matter, where does it hurt?"
Wen Yang put his hands on the ground, and slowly got off my body, "It's okay, I'll be fine after a while."
I hurriedly got up to check, and opened Wen Yang's trousers, the skin on my ankle was scratched, and it was red and swollen.
"Yes—sorry, I'll take you to the infirmary."
"Aren't you going to the hospital?" Wen Yang sat on the ground, put his hand on his injured left leg, winked at me, and smiled softly, "I just heard from others, I also want to see how you send me off heroically. To the hospital."
"...Don't be kidding, it's best never to go to that kind of place." My face was a little stiff.
Wen Yang looked at me for a moment, put away his smile and said, "It's just a scratch, just go back to the dormitory and take care of it, don't worry."
I slowly helped him up, and said solemnly: "I don't know if the injury hurt the bone, or go to the infirmary to have a look."
"No... no need!" Wen Yang seemed a little confused by my attitude, so he could only say, "It's really all right, just a little scratch." After speaking, he pushed me away and took two steps forward.
I breathed slowly, suppressed the fear in my heart, and said softly: "Then let's go, go back first."
I supported Wen Yang, and he leaned his weight on me, and said with great emotion: "The three of us have also learned to take care of others, so I can rely on them now."
I was dumbfounded: "... what is this called? Are you saying that I was unreliable before?"
Wen Yang closed his eyes and shook his head, and slowly smiled: "San'er is so good, I can't leave him anymore, what should I do?"
... I turned my hot face away and said, "I didn't say I don't care about you, let's go... let's go."
"Just leave like this?" Wen Yang said.
I looked at him suspiciously.
Wen Yang raised his finger and pointed to the exquisitely framed photo album that fell on the ground, "Just now you swore to defend it to the death, don't you want it now?"
I hurriedly let go of Wen Yang and picked up the album. I accidentally dropped it just now, but because of Wen Yang’s injury, I forgot about it. How did it get passed on? We are also people who have been on the school bulletin board, big and small, so we can't leave a joke at the last moment.
Leaning against the pillar of the porch, Wen Yang said, "You really value sex over friends." In his usual lazy tone, his voice seemed a little cold.
"..." This is true, but I just want to know that Wen Yang has reversed sex and friends.
I asked Wen Yang to help me hold the photo album, and I helped him walk back.
"Have you eaten yet?" I suddenly remembered to ask. After returning from the hospital, I had been supervising him to eat. The four of us planned to go to the cafeteria to eat.
"No."
I frowned unhappily, and asked: "... why don't you go, my stomach is just a little bit better."
Wen Yang's soft eyes gradually became lighter: "You have to get used to it. If you have it now, if you don't have it in the future, it's better to get used to it from the beginning."
I frowned even tighter: "What are you talking about, can it be the same? How do I get used to not eating?"
"Really?" Wen Yang suddenly pushed me away, took a few steps forward, and said, "Look, although it hurts a bit, it's not like I can't walk on my own, but once I get used to this kind of time, someone will help me and I'll walk away instead. I can't go down."
Seeing Wen Yang like this feels a bit sad. I can usually speak eloquently when facing others, but every time I meet Wen Yang, I am always at a loss for words.
I lowered my head and said dryly: "But I can be relied on." I believe that there is no other person in this world who lives for you like me.
"Hehe..." Wen Yang chuckled with ambiguous meaning, "Being kind to you first, and then swearing at you without warning, no one can bear such a gap. For such a person, it is better to stay away from the habit from the very beginning. .”
I finally understood that Wen Yang was referring to me. He seemed gentle and easy-going, but he had always been a person who would take revenge, and couldn't accept betrayal. Otherwise, he wouldn't have hated me so much in his previous life, and what happened last time didn't make him feel relieved.
I felt that I was wrong, and said nah: "You are still angry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it at that time, I..." I really don't know how to explain, saying that I was born again, because I treated you badly in my previous life, so you Saying that I don't want to see me again in my next life, even if I don't think it's crazy, I don't want Wen Yang to know how despicable I am.
Wen Yang turned his head and looked straight at me, his gaze was deep, but his voice was very soft, "I'm waiting for your explanation, these days I've been wondering why your sudden change of attitude is, is it really because of what you said? The reason for my family?"
"No... Of course not." I was a little anxious, looked up at him, and gritted my teeth, "Wen Yang, you know that my adaptability is not bad. It's enough for me to think of a good excuse these days, but... I I really don’t want to lie to you.” I let out a breath and said, “I can’t tell you now, nor can I tell you the reason in the future, but what I can promise you is that as long as you need me, I will do my duty as a good friend , I will never speak ill of you again."
Some things cannot be said in depth, otherwise it will exceed the boundaries of friends and make Wen Yang suspicious. Being his best friend is enough for me to comfort myself in my life.
I walked to his side, supported him again, bowed my head and begged softly: "I sincerely regret and apologize to you, please forgive me."
"I..." Wen Yang seemed surprised by my solemn attitude.
Seeing him like this, I felt relieved, withdrew my hand pretendingly, lowered my eyes again, and said desolately, "Of course, if you can't accept such an apology..."
Wen Yang interrupted me with a cough, then turned his head and said, "I'm looking at a house recently. It's near Xindongcheng. There are two bedrooms and one living room. I need someone to share the rent with me."
I grinned and supported Wen Yang again, "Do you think I'm okay? I pay attention to personal hygiene, have no bad habits, and the quarterly rent is due soon..."
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We walked back together, before we got to the dormitory, we heard laughter from afar, Yu Mingjie's loud voice was screaming excitedly for some reason.
Wen Yang and I looked at each other, we were really more noisy than the other, neither of us dared to take it out of the world.
I pushed open the door, straightened my body, and said solemnly: "Keep your voice down, you two. Is there any order? You can hear you screaming in the whole corridor. You will graduate soon. You can shoulder the responsibility of building socialism." Is it a heavy responsibility? How can we achieve the great rejuvenation of the motherland?"
The two people who were fighting saw me and suddenly showed a smirk. Guo Yu stroked his chin and said, "Shishan, this time you have to return the memory card of the camera to me. Eh... What's wrong with Wen Yang?"
I helped Wen Yang to the seat, and said without looking back: "I accidentally fell down just now, why am I still thinking about your memory card? I can still be greedy. After I copy it, I will give it to you."
"Hey..." There was a strange laugh from behind, and Yu Mingjie's laughter was very piercing.
"I don't care about Guo Yu, you have to treat me to a big meal, or I will print your love poems into big-character posters and distribute them."
I turned around and looked at them with puzzled eyes: "What love poem?"
"Haha... Don't deny it, I still don't know your characters? Listen to the master reading to you, ah... In the night where the breeze is intoxicating, the breeze blows the heartstrings. Looking forward, the moonlight dazzles the eyes..."
"Hiss... so sour." Guo Yu shook his shoulders, pretending to be unbearable.
My face suddenly turned pale, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and my breathing began to be difficult, and I couldn't help shaking.
My heart was full of sadness, I closed my eyes gently, and I remembered this poem——
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In the night where the breeze is intoxicating, the breeze blows the heartstrings.
Looking around, the moonlight dazzled my eyes.
Warm…
as if it can melt time
beautiful…
like flower cups blooming in the dark sky
dim light
silently blooming place
It's my love as deep as a pit
quietly…
Like a sweet spring that refreshes the heart
scorchingly...
Burned this summer.
The banyan grows old, and the leaves fall in autumn.
miss a lifetime
call a dream
Looking back...
Didn't know that an instant is forever...
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I lowered my head, my throat was a little sore, this is a love poem that I haven't sent out in two lifetimes.