"Shishan..."
Hearing the voice, I was stunned for a long time before I realized that I hadn't returned to Qin's house yet, and I was still calling that name that I had disliked for more than 20 years.
Shishan... Thirteen, I have thought countless times, how careless my mother was at the beginning, and would give me such a name, but now I am only lucky.
The sunshine in March is more than strong, but not warm enough, and the breeze is mixed with a little bit of coolness.
I touched my chest subconsciously, feeling the beating heart under the warm skin. Fortunately, I was still alive, and fortunately everything was still in time.
"Where did you go, these two days, why do you keep running out?" Guo Yu trotted a few steps to me.
Guo Yu is my roommate. He always wears a crew cut. He is about the same height as me, but his body is much stronger than mine. He has slightly darker skin. He has an amiable smile, is humorous, and has a very likable personality.
I smiled at him and said, "I just went to the interview."
When I woke up, I found that I should have been in a car accident, but was lying safely in the house of my hometown. It took me a long time to digest this fact. I spent the whole winter vacation in a muddle. As I was about to graduate, I couldn't even find a place for an internship.
"Going to the interview again? How do you feel... Hey... I didn't realize that San'er looks quite energetic in a suit, and Jiang Man is right, it feels like a disaster for the country and the people."
For the interview, I specially ordered a casual suit. Although it is an ordinary custom shop, it was cut to fit according to my requirements.
I pushed away Guo Yu who stretched out his claws towards me, and cursed in a low voice: "Which country or citizen was harmed by me, if I really have the ability, I will be the first to carry out your castration."
Guo Yu tightened his grip, and pretended to be terrified: "Why? I thought you just wanted to cut my tongue. When did you have another thought?"
I looked at him amusedly and said, "Whatever I do, I have to cut out your tongue, but I became a eunuch, so you will know how to speak."
"My lord, please forgive me... the third generation of my little ancestor..."
Before he could finish speaking, I slapped my face and called back: "Don't make trouble, go back."
It's already the second semester of senior year, and the coursework is over. While everyone is looking for a job for an internship, while waiting for graduation in June, the corridors of the dormitory for the entire senior year are quite empty.
"Yu Mingjie said that his boss was so stubborn that he put expired coffee in the tea room for them to drink. In the past three months, there was not a single dinner party in the company, and they organized it in private." Guo Yu chattered to me. talk.
As I took out the key to open the door, I replied: "You can ask him to change places, with his current ability..."
The words stopped at the moment of opening the door of the dormitory, and all the smiles froze on the face.
No matter how many goodbye scenes you have thought about, when that person stands in front of you alive again, you realize that you have no time to think. pain.
... Shishan, why don't you understand, we can't.
... I don't want to see you again, get out of here!
... If you dare to touch Yang Xuan, I will make you double the repayment.
... We will never see each other again in the next life.
Obviously people are close at hand, but they seem to be separated by thousands of mountains.
Fenghua young man, elegant and handsome, like a proud green pine, so precious, so strong and eye-catching, it burns people's eyes.
"What's the matter, don't you go in?" Guo Yu squeezed through the door suspiciously, "Hey...Wen Yang is back, why is it so early, I thought you had to wait until the reply."
Wen Yang put down the things he was sorting out, looked towards us, and said with a casual smile: "Of course, I want to see if you have bullied San'er, and by the way, see if you have poked a hole in the sky."
I followed Guo Yu in, only to feel my head buzzing, and the soles of my feet walked to my own position. I forced myself to press down my trembling hands, feeling as if my body was out of control. I didn't even dare to speak, no matter what I No matter how much psychological construction he had done before, he was still defeated when he met Wen Yang.
Guo Yu curled his lips in dissatisfaction: "This heart makes you biased, only San'er is your relative roommate, and we all paid for the phone bill."
I heard Wen Yang say with a smile: "Which business office is so good at doing business?" Then I noticed Wen Yang's gaze, and my body stiffened instantly.
He said: "I don't see you for a while, our third son is even more handsome." In his usual gentle and low tone, I can imagine him smiling freely with the corners of his mouth curled up, like the sun rising in spring, with the gentleness that makes people yearn for.
If I can, I don't want to talk, and it's hard for me to speak normally when facing Wen Yang.
I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and then said in the same tone as before: "Really, I feel the same way myself." As a result, the voice that came out was still unnatural, with a slight trill.
"What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?" Wen Yang frowned slightly.
Guo Yu also looked over: "No, it was fine just now."
I had to turn my head around, forced myself to smile, and lied, "It's okay, I haven't settled down on the internship, so I'm a little worried." When we met again, my heart couldn't help but beat again. That person was wearing hemp material today. For the convenience of work, the cuffs of his white shirt were rolled up to the elbows. After standing up, he looked even more handsome, clean, refreshing, and the sun was suffocating.
Guo Yu was puzzled and said, "Ah? You're still worried about this. You rejected all the recommendations our tutor gave you before. I thought you had a better choice."
Is there any better choice? The reason why I refused at the beginning was because I wanted to help Wen Yang's company, but I only found out later that Wen Yang never had this plan from the beginning to the end.
This is also one of the reasons why I was angry with him at the beginning. I don't understand why he can start a business with Guan Lei and Liang Mi, but I just want to help him, don't care about the shares, don't care about the so-called treatment. to his refusal.
It's just that now I don't dwell on these pasts. Wen Yang has his own considerations in everything he does. Once a decision is made, few people can change it. What I have to do is not to bother him.
"It's rare that you don't have confidence." Wen Yang came over and rubbed my head against the cabinet door, "Relax, if you really don't pass, it will be the other party's loss."
Feeling the movement from the top of my head, my body froze for a moment, and I sighed in my heart, but it's a pity that it wasn't your loss.
"Huh?" Maybe seeing that I was a little absent-minded, Wen Yang lowered his head slightly, and raised his hand to put my shoulder.
I dodged subconsciously, not only Wen Yang, but also myself was stunned for a moment, I smiled and said: "It's not that easy, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, although I am talented and more beautiful than Pan An, but if I have no choice but to be envied by others, you must know that this world is full of discrimination against people with good looks."
This action of Wen Yang is very normal. Guo Yu often treats me like this with this so-called shoulder-hooking action, and he doesn’t usually feel that way, but when Wen Yang does it, I always think wrongly, thinking that the other party likes me hint.
Now that I think about it, it's really a mess. Is this a nympho or a prince's disease
Guo Yu jumped over and yelled: "San'er, don't crush it, whoever comes and accepts this evildoer, he is showing off his beauty with me every day, and he has given up on it."
Wen Yang raised his eyebrows, and looked at Guo Yu with a smile, "Why, do you have an opinion? Aren't the three of us talented and beautiful?"
Guo Yu covered his chest with one hand, his eyes widened as if he had been greatly shocked, and his voice was extremely sad: "The slave family can't compare to this vixen, why do you want to favor him everywhere?"
Wen Yang crossed his arms and smiled freely: "Your beauty is lower class, not as good-looking as my third son."
"Hey... Youdao only listens to newcomers laughing, whoever hears old people crying, you...why do you treat me like this? Do you know, do you know that the slave family is already...pregnant with your child?"
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Guo Yu really loves to act, and his stage is everywhere. The rough guy who is nearly 1.8 meters, imitating the tenderness of his little daughter, is really funny.
Wherever he is, there is always laughter. I didn't realize it before, but now I envy his optimism and freedom, as if he never has any troubles.
Some of the troubles in my life come from my family, and most of them are that I am a homosexual. I am always entangled in these facts that I cannot change, which is why I have a gloomy personality and such a miserable ending in my previous life.
"Hey... you have no conscience." Guo Yu was still poking Wen Yang with his orchid finger, and Wen Yang's face was dark, regretting why he took this guy's words in the first place.
As a result, Guo Yu's phone rang, and Guo Yu's voice immediately switched from a boudoir to a gentle gentleman's FM when he answered the phone.
"Well, chatting with the people in the dormitory, hey - I'm a little confused about graduating, let me explain them."
"It's not too busy, the talk is almost done, the truth is clear, it depends on their understanding."
"Oh, no, just be more mature and confident, they are a little dependent on me."
"Don't laugh, okay, I'll go find you right away, honey, wait for me..."
No matter how entangled the emotions are, I will become dumbfounded when I meet Guo Yu. I was jealous of his closeness with Wen Yang. Although I didn’t show it on the face, I couldn’t help but choke others, and the other party was always rude and self-righteous. I have never seriously disputed with me, if I don't go through it again, I won't think of my bad behavior in the past.
"You guys and dogs... I'm not serving you anymore, I'm going to find my sister for comfort." Guo Yu simply tidied up, packed his wallet and mobile phone, and went out.
In the quadruple room we lived in, Guo Yu had left, and Yu Mingjie hadn't come back yet. Wen Yang and I were the only two left in the dorm.
Wen Yang didn't return to his seat, leaning his back against the closet, turned his head to me and said, "Did something happen recently, you're in a bad mood?"
I turned my head and said nonchalantly, "It's nothing."
Wen Yang smiled, and came to rub my head again: "I don't like to talk to me, I don't even have a phone call, and they say there's nothing wrong, what's the matter?"
Wen Yang claims to understand me, but he has never been aware of my dirty thoughts about him, or as a normal man, who would think about that
I remember my self in the previous life, the uncontrollable joy when I saw Wen Yang, the long-term miss and because I couldn't stand the separation again, under the tender care of the other party, I couldn't hold back for a while and confessed.
The result was a taste of falling from heaven.