How could it be possible not to be wronged, I said such bad things to you, I'm sorry—" Wen Yang stroked my head, and there was a trace of remorse in his deep magnetic voice, "I don't know why I was so angry, I watched You and Qin Fu walked into the tea house, thinking of your evasive attitude before, if you give me a little more time, I will definitely... Why didn't you say anything before, tell me, how did they threaten you? "
I didn't want to cry, but when I heard Wen Yang's question, I suddenly couldn't take it anymore, my eyes were full of grievances, and I finally cried out uncontrollably: "They said I was just a small employee of t r, As a student who just graduated, there may be some accidents in my future work and life. They said they have a lot of ways to make it easier for me... "
I felt very uncomfortable, my convulsed fingers tightly touched his clothes, and the tears I had held back for a long time wet his shoulders, "I'm not afraid of them. But what if they target you, they are so bad, they have already Let my original family fall apart, I dare not take this risk, I can't let them hurt you again, woo—" At the end I couldn't cry, I always felt that I was fearless, why did I suddenly feel wronged? Bearing the sins of the previous life alone, it turns out that this journey has been so hard.
I felt Wen Yang hug me tighter, and after a while, he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Why are you so stupid, why do you think I'm afraid of them?"
I took a slow breath, still choked up and said, "Now is the most difficult time for the company, I don't want you to be distracted, and I never planned to let you know my relationship with the Qin family, I'm afraid you will hate it if you know I."
"Why would I hate you?" Wen Yang let go of me slowly, still clasping my shoulders with both hands, he took a deep breath, and said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I don't have the right to treat you like this, If I had been given some more time, I would definitely not..." He paused, and said solemnly, "Shi Shan, can you forgive me?"
I wiped away my tears, took a deep breath, waited for a while, then looked up at him with a smile and said: "Wen Yang, I don't blame you, I know you won't be angry with me for no reason, if Angry, it must be something I did wrong, and it will be the same in the future, no matter what happens, I will not blame you." I will never be really angry with you. In the last life, you forgave me time and time again, but I I have betrayed your trust many times, I only remember that you once hated me, and you were trapped in the abyss of pain several times. Your ruthlessness to me was fake, but the harm I caused to you was real.
Wen Yang didn't speak anymore, his dark and warm eyes stared straight at me, there seemed to be a glimmer of light in those eyes, I saw my own face printed inside, and those... shimmering eyes, clearly exposed to air.
The moonlight was thick, and the surroundings were silent. Under the dim street lamps, with the moonlight reflecting off, Wen Yang's whole body seemed to be shrouded in a layer of faint brilliance, turning into a hazy haze, and an ambiguous feeling rose in the environment. .
A subtle feeling flashed through my heart, the strength on my shoulders seemed to be gradually intensifying, Wen Yang slowly approached me, my whole body was tense, and I saw my helplessness reflected in those soft eyes .
Suddenly, a voice came from not far away, and I panicked and hurriedly backed away, Wen Yang let go, with a trace of panic and bewilderment in his expression.
I hurriedly said, "It's getting late, let's go upstairs!"
The expression on Wen Yang's face had returned to normal at this time, he nodded and said, "Let's go!"
When I got home, I charged my phone and lay on the bed with my head feeling a little swollen. In just a few hours, it was like riding a roller coaster, with ups and downs and ups and downs. The things I had been worrying about didn’t come without warning. It broke out, and I thought it was over with Wen Yang, but I didn't want to turn around, so this matter was completely resolved.
In the future, I don't have to carefully conceal things with the Qin family, and I can remind Wen Yang to be wary of Qin Fu and the others. If you count the results of the matter, this is not a bad thing.
As long as we don't let Wen Yang know what I have in mind for him, I can go on like this in peace. If I knew this would happen, I would have confessed to Wen Yang long ago. Then, so many things wouldn't happen.
Fortunately, Wen Yang believed me. It was the same in my last life, as long as I go back and admit my mistakes to him, no matter how angry he gets, he will give me a chance in the end, but I always let him down and deceive him time and time again, until the end—
For a while, my thoughts were confused, and I told myself that I couldn't think about it any more. Everything in the past was like running water, and it has become the past. Now everything is different, and Wen Yang doesn't hate me.
I don't know why, but it was extremely difficult to sleep tonight. I tossed and turned like a pancake on the bed, and didn't feel sleepy until around two o'clock in the middle of the night. Unexpectedly, when I closed my eyes, I fell into a dream full of white lights.
Surrounded by unreal white and foggy, but there was a door standing in front of me, I hesitated for a moment, raised my hand and gently pushed it open, the white light behind me disappeared, and I entered a room with simple tones, simple There is nothing surprising here, but everything here is very familiar, including the person who is leaning on the bed and peeling an apple.
That's Wen Yang—
I don't know why I felt a trace of inexplicable panic, Wen Yang stopped his hands and looked at me, my heart was suddenly pulled up, was he going to say something nasty to me again.
Unexpectedly, he smiled at me.
I haven't seen Wen Yang like this for a long time. I was overjoyed and hurried towards him.
He looked at me tenderly and said, "Shi Shan, do you want my heart?"
I nodded subconsciously, I thought, I was thinking in my dreams, for this, I can pay any price.
"Okay." Wen Yang nodded, smiling more and more gently, the next second I saw him put the knife in his hand straight into his heart.
I was shocked, Wen Yang's expression remained gentle, he looked at me with a smile and said, "Then I'll dig it out and give it to you, okay?"
I was terrified, and shouted loudly: "Don't—Wen Yang, don't—" All my mind was disturbed by fear, and I couldn't help shouting and begging for mercy.
Wen Yang is going to die
No, this is a dream, wake up, it's not real, Wen Yang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry—I was wrong, Wen Yang—
"Shi Shan, wake up!"
In the end, I was woken up by Wen Yang. I was sweating profusely. I looked at the worried Wen Yang in front of me almost collapsed. It took me a long time before I calmed down. There was a reassuring tenderness in this person's eyes. , not as gentle and cruel as in the dream, so it's all just a dream.
Wen Yang helped me wipe off the sweat from my forehead, and said softly, "What did I dream, I kept shouting!"
I froze for a moment, sat up slowly, and asked a little tiredly, "What did I call?"
Wen Yang stared at me for a moment, then sighed: "You keep saying I'm sorry, did I scare you today? I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you there alone. I used to think I was very good to you. Understand, in fact, I am stricter with you than anyone else, I don’t feel like myself today, at that time I—”
"I understand." I smiled at him reassuringly, "Wen Yang, you don't need to say it, I know, I'm not scared, I just had some nightmares today." It was me who concealed too much, and my erratic behavior made him Wen Yang, who lacked a sense of trust after leaving home, had a misunderstanding in his heart.
Wen Yang looked at me, there seemed to be something soft in his eyes, and he sighed: "You are so sensible now that people feel distressed, Shishan, you don't need to be like this, you have reason to be angry with me."
I nodded and said seriously: "I know, so if you dare to treat me like this again next time, I will definitely ignore you for three days, no—at least seven days."
Wen Yang was silent for a few seconds, stared at me and said, "There will be no next time."
I nodded again in satisfaction: "Good!"
Wen Yang looked at me and couldn't stop laughing, and flicked my forehead with his fingers: "Be more serious."
My whole body was like being pulled out of water, so I had to go to the bathroom and take a simple shower. When I came back, Wen Yang had already changed the sheets. He turned around and smiled softly when he heard the voice. It calmed down a lot.
Wen Yang picked up the milk placed on the bedside table and handed it to me: "Drink it before going to bed, it will help you sleep."
The warm touch from my hands seemed to warm up to my heart along with the nerve center, and I couldn't help but smirk at Wen Yang: "You are so caring, you must always treat me like this in the future."
Wen Yang rubbed my freshly blown hair, "That's enough." He looked at me and lowered his voice, "No amount of milk can make up for what I did today, Shishan, I've never regretted it so much Pass."
I lowered my head and looked at the milk in my hand, both happy and sad: "Wen Yang, enough is enough."
I lay back on the bed, and Wen Yang pressed the quilt for me: "Go to sleep, I have to go to work tomorrow." The clear voice carried a little comforting power.
I don't know why, when I thought of Wen Yang leaving, I felt inexplicably uneasy again. I suppressed the panic in my heart, and smiled at him: "I see, you too, go and rest!"
Wen Yang nodded, then turned around, then paused for a moment, then turned his head to look at me in surprise, then shifted his gaze to my hand.
I also followed his line of sight, and I actually grabbed Wen Yang's clothes, and I let go in shock: "Sorry... I..." It was completely unconscious, was it because I was too scared that I had this kind of behavior? An act of following the will against reason.
Wen Yang was silent for a moment, and then slowly raised the corners of his mouth: "Are you acting like a baby?"
"What... what?"
"Every time I have a nightmare, I say it's okay, a man must be brave, but I still grab my mother's clothes."
I was so embarrassed that I explained with tongue-tied words: "No...it's not..." I never grabbed my mother's clothes, which obviously meant Wen Yang himself.
Wen Yang nodded noncommittally, and then I watched Wen Yang walk to the other side of the bed, pulled up the quilt, and lay down beside me, "Sleep, grab your left arm and right arm as you like, don't treat it like a pig's knuckle and just eat it."
…
I was in a trance for no reason, feeling complicated and unspeakable, "But—"
"Go to sleep."
When I was in college, when someone’s friend came over in the dormitory and there were not enough beds, Wen Yang and I would squeeze together. At that time, we didn’t have too many thoughts, but just subconsciously wanted to get close. I like to compare Wen Yang to sunshine , that was the feeling Wen Yang gave me, like waking up one morning and seeing his side face shrouded in twilight, I suddenly felt that everything was so peaceful and beautiful, my whole body was like bathing in the warm spring sun After a while, all the troubles and entanglements disappeared, maybe at that time, a kind of emotion slowly penetrated into the bottom of my heart.
Wen Yang has always treated me like an elder brother taking care of my younger brother, he likes to pamper me on the head, tolerates me all the time, and cares and helps me everywhere. Although it is not the kind of ambiguous relationship I thought, it is like a relative existence—we They have no relatives, no real brothers and sisters, so they can only help each other and draw warmth from each other.
Wen Yang said that he could grab his arm. His proposal was too tempting. Looking at Wen Yang who was so close at hand, I hesitated for a long time. Resisting the temptation, he slowly stretched out his hand.
Immediately, I heard a series of muffled laughter from my chest.
My face became hot, and I still grabbed Wen Yang's arm, pretending I didn't hear it.
I thought I would have a hard time falling asleep, but it didn't take long for me to fall asleep and have a dreamless night.