"You may be right... Sometimes I am a little self-righteous, thinking it is good for you..."
Wen Yang's voice is very nice, with a unique deep and clear sound in the dark night.
But I was so ashamed that Wen Yang was apologizing to me after I said such exaggerated words.
He paused, and then said: "I will pay attention to these in the future. Most of the time, I don't think too much, I just want to help you. I always regard you as the best..."
"It's good that you know." I suddenly couldn't listen anymore and interrupted him directly.
My superior Wen Yang, who has never bowed his head in front of drugs, how could he humbly apologize to others. He was the one who was wronged and treated unfairly, but he still wanted to explain and apologize to me. I felt sore. So I have been relying on his forbearance and forgiveness to me, and hurt him with every inch.
"I thank you for what you have done for me, but when I see you, I think of my poor past. I want to forget the past and start again, so I don't want to have anything to do with you. After graduation, we will go our separate ways. , and there is no need to contact again. To be honest, you did make my university life much easier, but you will hardly help me in the future. I heard that you were kicked out by your family. Without the support of your family, you still What can be done…”
boom…
It was the sound of cups breaking.
The glass was slammed on the ground, and the shards scattered in all directions.
I raised my head to look at Wen Yang in a daze, Wen Yang's hands were trembling and clenched into fists, his face showed disappointment, anger, and more of pain tolerance, trying his best to suppress the gushing anger.
I was so distressed that I couldn't breathe, I wished I could kneel down and beg him for forgiveness, but I knew that I had to let him give up on me, really enter his life again, with my obsession, I must not be able to control myself, Wen Yang is my demon, I can't get rid of it, I can only cut it off with a sharp knife.
"Don't worry." He said word by word, "I... will never disturb you again."
I was extremely calm, turned around slowly, got off the bed ladder, and moved to my own bed.
Lying on the bed, thinking about all the things I experienced in my previous life, this life suddenly seemed like a dream, I was in a daze all night, I couldn't figure it out, I packed up my documents and left before dawn.
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Holding the medicine prescribed by the school hospital, Guo Yu called shortly after boarding the train.
"Shi Shan, where are you?"
"On the train, I go back to my hometown to do something?"
"So suddenly, did you fight Wen Yang?"
I paused and said, "It's nothing."
"Is there any point in lying to me? Otherwise, where did the blood on the ground come from? Wasn't it fine when I went out? Wen Yang usually enshrines you like an ancestor, so why is he willing to beat you today? I wonder, what do you do?" What can make him so angry, you don't know the gentle face in the morning."
There was a hissing pain under my feet. When Wen Yang threw the cup, I was on the bed ladder. Naturally, it didn't affect me, but when I went down, I was in a trance and forgot to wear slippers. As a result, the sole of my foot was cut, and I went to After a trip to the school hospital, he limped on the train.
"Wen Yang didn't hit me. The glass was broken and I didn't pay attention when I got out of bed. There was something wrong with my hometown. I forgot to tell you when I was in a hurry." I was afraid that Guo Yu wouldn't believe me, and I would ask him endlessly, so I added, "We didn't really No fight, I swear!" But it wasn't true that there was no fight, no matter how you look at it, I asked for it.
"Really?" Guo Yu paused, then sighed, "Okay, then you should be careful when you go back, and call if you have something to do."
In fact, it's not that he believed me, the situation didn't look like nothing at all, but he knew that I couldn't say anything more, so he stopped asking.
After I hung up the phone and didn't sleep all night, I finally felt drowsy. I fell asleep tiredly amidst the noise of the train, and seemed to be dreaming about the past that I didn't want to remember.
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In the plain white private ward, Wen Yang was lying on the bed with a sick face.
"Why are you refusing to eat again? Your body belongs to you. If you don't take care of yourself, who will care about you?" I sat in front of the bed, served porridge for Wen Yang, and pretended to be earnest.
"Ahem..." Wen Yang's face was pale on the hospital bed, his cheeks were sunken, and his chest heaved rapidly due to coughing.
I was in a bad mood, and this kind of gentleness made me feel that he might leave at any time. I breathed a sigh of relief and persuaded in a low voice: "Why are you bothering? As long as you are with me, I will let you go. You can live the life before, and you will be given money to start a company, what are you dissatisfied with?"
Hearing this, Wen Yang's cough became worse, and a blush appeared on his pale face, "Do you think... I can start over?"
He took a slow breath, closed his eyes, and said, "I'm done."
Such reckless Wen Yang made me feel guilty, but at the same time I was surprisingly angry: "Isn't it because of you?"
But he said annoyedly: "Let me be quiet for a while."
I just felt a surge of anger kept going up, and my whole body suddenly fell into a state of madness. I dropped the bowl and yelled at Wen Yang who was on the hospital bed, "What the hell am I going to do? Tell me—what on earth do you want me to do?" How to do it, I have done so much for you, can't you see, how can you like me?" I was like a lunatic, screaming hysterically.
Wen Yang closed his eyes tiredly, turned his head, and didn't want to look at me at all.
For a moment, I wanted to strangle him to death, and then I was frightened by my own thoughts again, how could I want to kill Wen Yang, I love him so much, what am I thinking, how did he become like this, why did he hurt Wen Yang? He, it's not me, it's not me, it's not...
... I woke up suddenly from the dream. When I woke up, my head was sweating. Before I could calm down, I heard the sound of the train arriving at the station, and hurriedly got off with my luggage.
Escaping from the boring carriage, the spring breeze was blowing on the face, giving people the illusion of waking up, and the sunlight made people squint their eyes comfortably.
Everything is like a dream. I am in the game, lest I will lose my way if I am not careful.
If the past life is a dream, it is really scary.
If obsession has become a dream now, Wen Yang appeared vividly in front of my eyes.
The intrusion of nightmares will always make me wonder if I am really reborn, and whether it is still too late.
May God be merciful, even if I cannot forgive my sins, but also give me a chance to redeem my sins.
Although I can't understand my crazy state in my previous life, after my rebirth, I felt as if I was suddenly awakened by someone. The layers of fog were finally cleared away, and those things that I couldn't figure out and couldn't understand were finally seen clearly.
Thank you for the opportunity to do it all over again, I will definitely do well in this life.
...
A suite of more than 150 square meters with three bedrooms and two halls. The county town is no better than the city. The tax and fees are all down, and it is estimated to be less than 700,000. Because I was in a hurry to sell, the house was linked to an intermediary, and the final deal was 650,000. It took nearly a month to go back and forth. .
When we returned to school, Wen Yang had already left.
Guo Yu was very happy that I went back. This guy is also a weird guy. He decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination on the spur of the moment and missed the best registration period last semester. Instead, he stayed in school to study now.
But we both have a partner, or I need someone to prove that what I'm going through now is not fake.
Guo Yuba turned his head to look at me, and asked, "Aren't you afraid of getting caught when you trade in stocks?"
I smiled and said, "Where can there be things without risk? Always try."
"You're so brave, so you're not afraid at all?" Guo Yu said worriedly upon hearing the words.
I looked at the K-line chart that had been rising for several days, and the smile on my face became deeper and deeper. I pushed the plain mirror on the bridge of my nose and said, "I'm afraid! Then I will lose everything!" But I said in my heart, how is it possible, Without complete assurance, how dare I invest all my wealth in it.
"Shishan, you are really more and more unpredictable." Guo Yu turned the stool around and said to me, "I think you are very like the elite in the society. Save the old fritters."
I was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Old Youtiao recommends two stocks for you, do you want them?"
"Aren't you delaying my postgraduate entrance examination? If I become addicted, will I still be in the mood to review?" Guo Yu turned around without wavering.
This person seems to be joking all day long, he has no right business, but he has strong self-control. I haven't avoided him in stock trading these days. He also knows that I have made a lot of money, but he can resist the temptation. This is very Hard to be admired.
But when you are proud, you can't laugh too loudly, otherwise you will easily encounter bad things.
It took me a long time to react to Qin Fu's call. Is this the time? Well I hope the gears of fate turn from this moment on...
For twenty-two years, my cheap father finally remembered that he had a son.
Thinking of being sent to a place called a sanatorium by this person in the previous life, which is actually a lunatic asylum, hate
No, I'm just mad at myself for being stupid, for getting carried away by sex, for losing myself in money, and for all the tragedies I caused.
Right and wrong are all in the past, I don't want to get into it, but I will never allow myself to repeat the same mistakes and let this person disrupt my life.
I sneered and said to the person on the phone: "I think you have found the wrong person. Anyway, I hope you can be more professional. I don't have a father. If you talk about my mother, I can still think about whether the old man is here. It’s too lonely down there, so I’m going to cheat my son to see my son, but my father has never seen it before, this thing—well, I really don’t care about this old thing.”