The Mongolian doctor surnamed Han lay lazily on the seat, took a sip of the tea at hand, and then said slowly: "Well, in your situation, why does it sound a bit like a woman's aunt? To be honest, I used to think that you have red lips and white teeth, and you like to cry, so you can't be really a woman, right?"
I stood up angrily, "Will you fucking see a doctor?" I picked up my coat, "I came to you because I was crazy."
"Wait." Doctor Mongolia sat up straight, looking at me with serious eyes: "Do you have the urge to hit someone?"
"What?" I stood there and looked at him in a daze.
…
"Fortunately, there is no violent tendency at the moment, and your symptoms are a bit like mania." The doctor looked at me incredulously, "I wouldn't be surprised if you got depression, but how could you be mania disease? But it seems that it is not entirely—" He said something specious.
I looked at the doctor blankly: "What do you mean, I just want to know what's wrong with me?"
He pondered for a while, and said, "Let's do a test for you first."
… two hours later.
Dr. Han held the test sheet, frowning tightly, "The body function is a little disordered, but there is no way to determine whether it is caused by your current mental state." He looked up at me and said, "I will bring the report to me. My teacher, let's see if he has any opinions, now, I will prescribe you some stabilizer, and I usually try to control my anger, and I have to come here at least once a week."
I was a little excited: "What is mania, can it be cured?"
I saw the doctor sighed: "Next time, bring your family members with you. You can't handle this alone. You need the cooperation of your family members."
I was a little confused, and stood up suddenly: "What do you mean, I will become a lunatic?"
"Don't be so nervous, as long as you cooperate with the treatment, the disease can be controlled, but this needs to be done with the help of you, family and friends."
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The summer sun was particularly eye-catching. When I came out of the hospital building, I subconsciously stretched out my hand to block it. The warm sun hit the palm of my hand. The sudden heat gave me the illusion that I felt like a world away.
How can I get mania for no reason? The ugliness of the last life is still vivid in my mind, I don’t even dare to think about it, I just want to go home quickly, just go home, there is Wen Yang waiting for me, as long as I see Wen Yang, everything will be fine , the only person who can save me is there.
I opened the door eagerly, but what I heard in my ears were some unreal noises. I walked into the living room strangely, and the messy voices became clearer.
"...I also want to see the collapse of these so-called people who have a sense of superiority in marriage and childbirth."
"That self-righteous Wen Yang was trampled under my feet, it doesn't feel bad after thinking about it."
"After thinking about it, prepare a deposit of 2 million."
…
I turned pale, this is my conversation with Wen He, how could it be released like this, I hurried to the living room.
Wen Yang sat on the sofa neatly dressed, without saying a word, the air was suffocating and oppressive, just after the recording was finished, I saw him reach for the black pen on the coffee table, and then start again. play.
So while waiting for me, Wen Yang has listened to these curses many times over and over again.
I looked at him almost in fear and said, "Wen Yang, I can explain it!"
He looked up at me and said dryly, "Are you back?"
Wen Yang looked very calm, and he said, "You didn't say a word when you went out. I called you to eat in the morning, but you were not here, so I saw this. I heard it many times, but I couldn't hear it. clear."
I saw the almost sharp pain in Wen Yang's eyes, and I felt as if my heart was suddenly grasped: "No, listen to my explanation, that's all I lied to Wen He..."
"You mean you didn't say these words, or did you confiscate Wen He's five million dollars?" Wen Yang closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "Five million... At the beginning, Guan Lei and I made up things together and borrowed them all over the place." Only relatives and friends... But... Shishan, tell me, after you sold me, what do you want the five million for?"
"No—" I wanted to explain, but suddenly I saw Wen Yang's left hand was bleeding, and I grabbed his hand in panic, "Wen Yang, what's wrong with your hand?"
Wen Yang pushed me away, he breathed slowly, and said lightly, "I told myself, if I hadn't heard you say it myself, I wouldn't believe what others say, you are so pure and kind, where do you put it? , I was worried that you would be bullied by others, but you can think about recording, Wen He probably never thought that you could do this. Once the incident happens, you will still have a way to blackmail him. It turns out that I have always underestimated you. you."
I said eagerly: "No—I didn't betray you, Wen Yang. If you are angry, you can beat me and scold me however you want, but your hand, can you put your hand first—" I was terrified, and my eyes were full of fear. The blood on Wen Yang's hand... Is he hurting himself like in his last life? How could this be
Wen Yang stood up slowly, approached me slowly, and said, "Why don't you explain? I'll listen to your explanation."
I couldn't help taking a step back, then took a deep breath, suppressed all the emotions in my heart, and explained: "Wen Yang, listen to me, this is not what you think, I didn't give the information to Wen He... "
"I saw it." Wen Yang looked at me, without any trace of gentleness on his face, "The US visa on your passport, you want to go to Jiang Ning, you have already planned it, right? With this five million, you can go to the United States without any worries."
I shook my head: "No, I never thought about it that way—"
Wen Yang looked at me straight, without a trace of superfluous expression on his face, he said slowly: "You said before that you would not blame me for anything I do, I want to ask, can you make such a promise What is the reason?"
"I..." I want to say that I am atoning, but how can I say that.
"Why did you tell me not to be so nice to you?" He looked at me and asked one after another, "Why did you keep saying sorry and apologizing to me when you were dreaming, what are you guilty of?"
He looked at me, and said one last word: "You explain it to me!"
"I..." I opened my lips and found that I couldn't explain it at all. I took a slow breath and said, "I can't explain this for the time being, but things are not what you think. I didn't touch your things, and the company will be fine." —”
The next moment, Wen Yang suddenly grabbed my neck, we fell on the sofa behind him, he looked at me with a livid face, his dark eyes were so dark that no light could be seen. After being reborn, for the first time, I deeply felt Wen Yang's hatred, the look in his eyes that wanted to kill me, and the hand on my neck was slowly tightening.
I looked at Wen Yang with a pale face, and my hostile eyes had already reached the critical point of anger, "Why you? Why can't you leave me a way out and let me lose so completely?!"
For a few seconds, I couldn't calm down, my ears were buzzing, and I couldn't even tell if I had returned to my previous life. I couldn't stand this kind of hateful look, so I closed my eyes subconsciously. After a while, without the imaginary suffocation, I opened my eyes, Wen Yang slowly let go of me, he turned his back and picked up the car keys on the coffee table.
He turned his back to me and said, "Let's go, go find Jiang Ning, don't let me see you again."
Wen Yang turned around slowly, his face returned to calm, but his dark eyes were full of tiredness and deep disappointment: "You don't have to be afraid, I won't call the police, but I'm about to lose everything, and I'll leave it here I, so please leave."
"Wen Yang..." I said in a daze.
Wen Yang took a deep breath, looked at me and said, "Sorry, I don't want to see you again when I come back."
I stood there in a daze until the door slammed and I didn't understand what happened just now.
I held my head in dismay, feeling like a fool, trying to hide something from Wen Yang for him, but in the end I couldn't hide anything, and people misunderstood me many times.
But this matter is not that serious. It is much easier to explain than Qin Fu's misunderstanding before. I will just explain it to him when he comes back at night. Besides, Guan Lei is still here, and Guan Lei will explain it to me. Can't explain
While comforting myself, I curled up on the sofa and waited for someone, I can't go, I want to stay here, after knowing the truth, Wen Yang will come back and apologize to me, everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
The phone rang suddenly.
...
Half an hour later, in the coffee shop of Huanyu Building, a man and a woman sat opposite me.
"I think you also know that Qin Fu lost the inheritance rights of the Qin family in the early years." Feng Xiaoman paused, looked at me hesitantly and said, "But many people don't know the reason."
I frowned, wondering: "What does this have to do with me?" At that time, Qin Fu and I didn't have any intersection, and Qin Fu and my mother didn't necessarily know each other.
Qin Xi said: "Listen to her!"
I held my forehead, knowing that I was getting irritable again, so I let out a light breath to suppress my impatience.
Feng Xiaoman glanced at Qin Xi, turned to look at me, and said slowly: "At that time, Qin Fu did something that shocked everyone. He gave Qin Xi's second brother, who is now the person in charge of the Qin family Qin Mu administered a kind of psychotropic medicine, which caused Qin Mu to become insane. After the incident, Qin Fu was severely punished by the old man, and he was bedridden for half a year. As a result, he lost the inheritance rights of the Qin family. At that time, this matter was also sealed up as a secret. Get up, because Qin Mu's people in power can't have such a past, so many people don't know, including Qin Xi, if such a thing hadn't happened, we would have seen it with our own eyes—"
I was stunned for a while, my face suddenly changed, I looked at her straight and said: "What do you want to say?"
Feng Xiaoman glanced at Qin Xi again, then turned his head to me, and said hesitantly, "Qin Xi said that recently he found out that Qin Fu brought that kind of medicine that can make people insane, and he did it very secretly. Xi also discovered it because someone had been staring at him recently, and he didn't pay much attention to it at the time. When we got the test results, we were taken aback. Qin Mu was furious when he found out, and fell ill... He gritted his teeth and said that he didn't know anything. We thought he was going to be used by Qin Ru, but Qin Ru was fine, so we thought of you, you have met recently... "
The coffee in hand was overturned, the blood in my whole body seemed to be coagulated, and my body felt chills.
Seeing my reaction, Feng Xiaoman's face turned pale: "Could it be, really..."
I clenched my fists tightly and asked in a trembling voice, "What will this medicine do to people?"
Qin Xi on the side said: "This depends on each person's situation, and the reaction will be different, but this medicine can theoretically make people very irritable, personal desires become stronger, and there will be persecution delusions in severe cases. I feel that others have harmed him and the relatives and friends around me. If I take it for a long time, it will be extremely difficult to cure. Now my second brother is not completely cured. If the mood swings too much, he will still get sick, and—"
Qin Xi looked at me with a look of unbearable expression: "This medicine has two characteristics. One is that the medicine itself has an inhibitory effect. Not only will it not get better if you stop taking the medicine, but it will become more and more serious within a period of time. Second, if you don't It is impossible to diagnose people by direct detection of drug ingredients with the existing technology, and - my second brother was drugged more than ten years ago, the current drug ingredients must have added new technology, we don't know this Will the medicine have any other effects?"
My mind went blank, as if I had fallen into an ice cave.
Those things that I couldn't understand and straighten out finally seemed to have a breakthrough. I didn't think that I was drugged until I was imprisoned in a lunatic asylum in the last life. This moment flashed in my heart, I always thought that I couldn't hold back the desire in my heart, and let out these evil thoughts.
In this life, I tried my best to repent. I thought that as long as I didn't go back to the Qin family, Qin Fu would have nothing to do with me. I thought that as long as Qin Xi helped me keep Qin Fu from attacking Wen Yang, everything would be fine.
I only felt that my hands and feet were going weak, and my whole body had no strength. I thought about many reasons. In my last life until my tragic death, I never thought about it. I never thought that I was drugged.
How stupid am I-
Seeing me like this, Feng Xiaoman comforted me: "Don't panic, it may not be true, just recall it, if there are any clues, or I will check it for you first."
Qin Xi said disapprovingly: "Do you still need to confirm it? Just look at his expression when he entered the door just now. Think about when Qin Fu gave you the medicine. If it doesn't last long, there is nothing serious about it. It can be cured with psychological and medical treatment. My second brother drank milk with added ingredients for a month to be so miserable. Qin Fu is afraid that he won't have the chance to always approach you."
With a pale face, I muttered to myself: "A month ago, Qin Fu said that he had my mother's belongings there, and invited me to drink tea twice."
Feng Xiaoman breathed a sigh of relief, patted his chest and said, "Just twice, it's okay, it will recover slowly after a long time, now Qin Fu has been locked up by Qin Mu, and he can no longer be a demon."
I felt chills all over my body, and I felt an unprecedented cold feeling covering my whole body, and my whole body was gradually shrouded in despair.
I said with difficulty: "No—and..."