Pay off all the debts owed, and settle the revenge that should be reported. Although this life is still a failure, there are still some differences from the previous life.
I have five million extorted from Wen He and some savings of my own, which is enough for me to do some things.
On the night of September, the weather in New York was getting colder. I gradually recovered from my thoughts. I looked up at the street in front of me. With the decoration of neon lights, the city bloomed more and more enchanting in the night. I I smiled and spent two hours walking slowly back to the hotel where I stayed with my colleagues. This was my last night in the United States.
They are all waiting for me—whatever is owed to me, I will get it back together.
...
After returning to China, when I went to submit my resignation letter, the director only said one sentence: You make me feel very frustrated.
He is disappointed, I know, just like Wen Yang was to me back then, I said they are very similar.
Although I feel ashamed, but in the face of life and death, these are nothing, I can't say anything other than sorry, even to Fu Xiaoyu who is crying with pear blossoms and rain, I can only watch silently.
"Are you still angry with me? I won't disturb your work anymore, and I won't bother you anymore. Don't leave, okay?" Fu Xiaoyu lowered her head and wiped her tears, crying very sadly.
I can only say: "This has nothing to do with you." But there is no extra words. Lance said that I should try not to have emotional fluctuations. I don't want to be infected by the sad atmosphere. I offended a lot, and no one is talking to me except Fu Xiaoyu at the moment.
"Sorry." After I finished speaking, I bypassed her and planned to go to the personnel office to resign, but was grabbed by someone.
"She's crying like this, so what can you do to comfort her? No matter how high a branch you climbed, you also walked out from here. Since you use the company as a springboard, what qualifications do you have to put on such a high profile?"
I took a deep breath, turned around and looked at Chen Peng and said, "Mr. Chen, it's my freedom to resign, and it's my freedom to say anything. No one owes anyone anything, and there must be evidence for what I said. Gao Zhi, Mr. Chen must explain clearly."
Chen Peng snorted coldly, looked at me and said, "Who doesn't know that you have hooked up with Qin Xi as early as Rong Yu's case. At that time, you knew the Qin family so well, maybe the relationship is different."
My eyes turned cold, I looked at him and said, "Who told you this?"
"Who else would say that it's not you who drank tea with Qin Xi because of work? You are short-sighted, T.R is also a Fortune 500 company, and Rongyu is just a family business in X City. No matter how much development you have made, you are not afraid that you will regret it one day?"
My eyes turned cold, and I looked at Chen Peng and said word by word: "I have nothing to do with Qin." After I finished speaking, I turned around and left the office area of the operation department.
I walked into the bathroom, hurriedly took out the medicine bottle from my jacket pocket, took out two pills and swallowed them raw, I calmed down and breathed, and let my emotions slowly ease down.
Xu Leshan may have misunderstood what he did in Rongyu at that time. Now I return to China in a hurry, put my luggage in the hotel, and come to the company to resign without stopping. It is inevitable that people will have some guesses. willing to leave.
I put the medicine bottle back into my jacket pocket. This is the medicine that Lance gave me. He said that there are some side effects, and I will not take it for conventional treatment. It can be used as an emergency.
Just now when I heard Chen Peng talk about the relationship between the Qin family and me, I almost couldn't control my emotions. I thought that during the time I was away, someone knew about my relationship with the Qin family. Now when I think of Qin Fu, my heart will rise endless hatred.
I poured cold water on my face a few times. Another side effect of this medicine is that it makes people sleepy. After all, it has a stabilizing and calming effect.
I was leaning on the sink, and the person in the mirror was wearing a black silk shirt, his face was so pale that there was not much blood, and the fatigue between his brows could not be concealed. Half a month was enough to make my whole body look lighter. It seems a little weak for no reason.
I went back to the hotel, tidied up a bit, took off the phone that was charging, and soon after turning it on, a bunch of incoming call reminders came up. There were many, but there were only a few people, Wen Yang, Guan Lei, Wen He, not really It's very surprising, Wen He should be looking for me all over the world now, and he cheated him five million yuan for nothing, and made people lose his wife and lose his army. I guess I can't wait to find me out to cramp and skin me now.
But Lin Rui's phone call surprised me.
As I dialed back, I approached the refrigerator and got a can of Coke for myself.
"Where are you going? I haven't heard from you for so long?" asked the phone.
I sat on the sofa, put the drink I had taken a sip on the coffee table, and said, "I'm on a business trip, what's the matter?"
"Well, there is something good, come to the bar, I have something to tell you."
Lin Rui seemed very mysterious, I thought about it and agreed, hung up the phone, and the phone rang again.
I stared at the name on the caller ID, sat back on the sofa in silence, and closed my eyes quietly. Every time the phone rang, a certain emotion in my chest seemed to be satisfied for a moment.
The phone rang for a long time, one sound at a time, over and over again, like some kind of ritual to cleanse the soul, looking for comfort, I still didn't want to see him worry, and finally picked up the phone and answered it.
"Wen Yang." I said softly.
The person on the other end of the phone breathed a sigh of relief, and his voice could not hide the exhaustion: "San'er, don't be angry, go home."
My eyes turned red all of a sudden, and tears almost fell down. I want to say that I can never go back to Wen Yang. No matter how many times I wake up, I think I am still at home, but the fact always reminds me that I will never go back. I don't have the qualifications to come back to you. I wish this was a dream. When I woke up, I was still in the apartment I shared with you.
I rubbed my sore nose, controlled my voice and said, "Wen Yang, I'm not angry, I just want to go outside to relax."
The person on the other side of the phone was silent for a while, and then said in a rough and hoarse voice, "Guan Lei has already told me, I'm sorry, you can be angry with me however you want, but don't get angry and come back, I've been looking for you for a long time, In many places, you are alone outside—" He paused unsteadily, and said, "I'm very worried."
"Sorry, I didn't tell you when I left." I lowered my head and took the Coke and held it tightly in my hand, trying to draw some strength from it. I said slowly, "It's fine for me to be outside alone. You know me My luck has always been very good... I met a lot of good people, and they were all willing to help me. Only when I came out did I realize that the sky is high and the sea is vast, and there are many beautiful scenery that I can't help but stop... Don't worry, I will take good care of myself."
The person on the other side of the phone sighed deeply, and said in a low voice: "San'er, what should I do with you... Tell me, what I need to do for you to return..."
"Wen Yang, I won't go back." I interrupted Wen Yang and hung up the phone trembling.
Going on, I will definitely not be able to control myself and want to go back, maybe I can't help but cry to Wen Yang and tell me what happened recently, even though I was a strong fighter just a moment ago, I will become extremely weak when I face Wen Yang , I can't bear the slightest grievance.
Why not just end it like this, I am still the best friend who devoted myself wholeheartedly for my friend, I will never let Wen Yang see a crazy me, I will never let him know the dirty thoughts I once had for him, and I will never give myself Chances of hurting him.
I took a heavy breath, left my phone on the coffee table, took my coat and left the hotel, and went to that gay bar.
The bar was still a little deserted.
…
After I sat on the sofa and listened to Lin Rui's words, I put down the goblet in my hand, a little bit dumbfounded: "You're just telling me this?"
Lin Rui looked at my reaction and frowned and said, "Why, are you afraid that it's unreliable? Don't worry, this is a good entertainment company. Although it's not as good as big companies like Huazheng and Chengyu, it still has a way of praising people. , there is nothing messy about it, I know all the senior management of his family and the artists, so I won't let you sign a long-term contract."
I shook my head and said with a smile, "I just don't think it's reliable for me to enter the entertainment industry. Even if I'm a layman, I know that it's not just about looks, it's a place where you can hang out with anyone."
Lin Rui said disapprovingly: "You are young, and it is too late to learn anything. The golden cycle of male stars is long. You graduated from x University, and with your amazing appearance before, the topic is easy to stir up. Look at the little fresh meat now, How many of them rely on acting skills?"
"It's not that simple." I was a little helpless, but seeing the serious expression on the other person's face, I had to say, "Well, this is not something I am good at or like. Even if it is as simple as you said, I am not interested."
"Are you serious?" Lin Rui had a look of disbelief.
I could only say: "It seems that I have received this kind of call before, I really can't handle this."
Lin Rui sighed and leaned on the sofa behind him: "There are noble people like you, ordinary people like us, what else can be as famous and rich as being a star, and you are not tempted at all?"
What kind of aloofness is this? If I was short of money, I would naturally agree. Originally, I just wanted to live a comfortable life in this life, but it turned out that things were not what people wanted, and something like this happened.
Now everything is out of my control.
"Really, I thought I did you a big favor so that I could repay the previous favor. Now I see you as a saint, with no desires or desires. How can I be useful here?"
saint
I raised my eyebrows and looked at him: "Are you scolding me?"
Lin Rui took a sip of his wine, waved his hand and said, "No, I really admire you. How many people do you think don't want to be famous or become rich in this society? Having these is equivalent to having everything. Longing, this is the goal most people strive for, but—" Lin Rui paused, and said with a half-smile, "How can you not be admirable if you can withstand the temptation and not be a slave to 'fame and wealth'?"
"I still think you're scolding me." I smiled, "That's because what I want can't be bought with money. If money can really solve it, I won't have the attitude I have now."
Lin Rui rubbed his chin and looked at me thoughtfully: "What can't be solved by money? It's just a relationship problem. Based on your conditions, do you like a straight man?"
I clinked glasses with him noncommittally. The problems that money can't solve are only feelings, lost relatives, and healthy body, but I have completely lost all of these.
"Don't embarrass yourself. With your conditions, I can introduce you to whatever you want. I have seen this kind of situation a lot. I haven't seen anyone who has really succeeded, and ended up being humiliated as a pervert. Come on, don't make yourself uncomfortable."
I lowered my head, looked at the wine glass, smiled lightly, "I understand." Maybe I didn't understand it before, but how can I not understand it now, if it's just a matter of getting my head broken and bleeding and ending up being humiliated, forget it, I I will never forget Wen Yang's disgusting look when he was dying. He hated it until his death, leaving behind an inescapable powerlessness. other people.
Maybe it's because I just took the medicine. Thinking of this today, I found that apart from being a little sad, I didn't have too many mood swings.
I said, "You don't have to be afraid of repaying my favor. After a while, I do have something to ask for your help."
"Oh? What's the matter?" Lin Rui put down his glass and looked at me with great interest.
"I can't say it yet, maybe I need to use some relationships in your circle, similar to event marketing, and media operations copy the popularity."
Lin Rui looked a little disappointed: "If it's this, wouldn't it be too simple, just leave it to Chi Qing."
I smiled and said, "It's not a big deal for me to help you. You would survive without me." I paused and said, "Actually, I'm very glad to know you."
It may be that it is rare to meet someone of the same kind. Lin Rui and I chatted fairly well. He said that there are all kinds of people in this circle, innocent, adult, cheating marriages, and those who like straight men. He said a lot It feels like a whole new door has opened to me.
I drink very well. It should be said that I have never been drunk in the two worlds, but I somehow became a little drunk with Lin Rui at the end of the drink. I have said a lot of things that I never said to others. Excited.
It's no wonder that people say that drinking makes things wrong. It doesn't mean that people are not sober, but that they are obviously conscious, but they dare to do and say things that were impossible before.
I leaned on the sofa, my consciousness gradually blurred, and finally I seemed to hear Lin Rui asking where is my home
I was a little dizzy and thought, yeah, where is my home