The smile on Wen Yang's face disappeared, he looked at me: "I don't want to explain too much for myself, I was wrong before, I apologize to you, but I still don't understand why you did those things without telling me , that was an unnecessary misunderstanding, Shi Shan, what are you thinking?"
A nameless fire rose in my heart. I didn't do this for you, to prevent you from being hurt, to prevent you from being embarrassed, but you misunderstood me and didn't say anything. Now you still come to question me confidently. Why
"In less than a month, you have tormented yourself into what you are now, and left you outside alone, how can I rest assured... Why is your complexion so bad, why is it uncomfortable?" Wen Yang was frightened by my appearance With a jump, he stood up and went to check.
I dodged him: "It's according to you, I can't live without you, right? Who do you think you are?" My tone was extremely bad, and my heart became more and more angry, and the burning in my heart became more and more intense. Uncomfortable, breathing gradually increased. When I was about to lose control of myself, I caught sight of the purple light on Wen Yang's tie, and countless images flashed in my mind.
Shi Shan, how could you treat him like this? I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to calm myself down. I don't have any medicine now. If I really go crazy, there is really no way to turn it back.
We all want to cherish the time together, why are we still angry and resentful? There was a trace of pain from the clenched fist under the quilt, and the raging anger in my heart gradually cooled down. Lance was right, the pain and cold would calm me down for a while, and it took me a while before I looked a little flustered Wen Yang.
I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'm sorry, you're right, I was dazed, but I don't want to go back, and it's not like I haven't been outside alone before, so don't always treat me like a child."
Seeing that I had calmed down, Wen Yang said quietly for a few seconds: "You don't know, when you see the person you have been protecting for many years, being bullied and hurt, you don't know how you feel , I saw you lying there unconsciously, and I could hardly feel the weak breathing, how could I let you outside alone?"
My heart was sore, and there was still a slight pain in my heart. How could I not know you are good? You are obviously in a hurry, and you would rather hurt yourself than hurt my heart. On the contrary, it is me, driven by drugs, who want nothing to do. to hurt you.
I took a slow breath and said, "But, Wen Yang, I'm not the San'er who always wanted you to protect me. You can't protect me for the rest of my life. I know you treat me well. No matter how good brothers and sisters are, they will have their own problems. Life, slowly you will get used to it, we all have our own lives, there is no permanent reunion in this world.” Separation is always inevitable, no one can’t live without one, you see I’m doing very well now Well, you will also get used to it in the future. After many years, when you look back, you will think, ah, there used to be such a person, that's all.
If one day, I can make you miss it, it also means that what I did is not too bad.
Wen Yang looked at me deeply, and I saw frustration in his eyes, perhaps mixed with a little disappointment, helplessness and anger, but in the end he said in an extremely depressed voice: "You should rest at ease and recuperate first, this We'll talk about it later."
I have no objection, it's just that I know what we have in the future.
I have no serious physical problems, only some flesh wounds, and a slight concussion. Since my body is too weak, my mental state seems to be problematic. The doctor said that I will be hospitalized for observation for a week.
But I only stayed in the hospital for two days. Wen Yang was always busy and never left his phone. He probably turned off the phone on the day we quarreled. He came to the hospital very frequently, and sometimes he even worked in the ward.
When Wen Yang was not around, Yang Xuan was asked to watch me, but the hospital is not a mental hospital, no one will watch over you all the time, I have escaped from the madhouse, if I want to leave, no one can stop me.
I calculated the time and waited for Wen Yang to leave. I simply cleaned up and left the hospital with them on my back. I didn't have much time left.
Being able to get along with Wen Yang for these two days, I treat it as stolen time, but I can't indulge in it, I have other things to do.
I have agreed to three things for myself, and I must complete at least two.
Of course, it's not good to disappear inexplicably. I kindly left them a note, telling them not to look for me again.
——The sky is high and the sea is wide, wait for the master to finish the five million, let's talk!
I changed the hotel and threw away the phone. In the short term, it will be difficult for them to find me.
...
The Qin residence is a large single-family villa. When I came here for the first time in my previous life, I was shocked by the extremely luxurious castle in front of me, because the entire Qin residence occupies a huge area. I thought it was a manor like a bumpkin. I was instantly lost in this cage made of materials, but in the end I only went there a few times after trying my best. In fact, no one there really regarded me as the Qin family.
Of course, I have no interest in this life. I am here today due to the extreme anxiety in my heart. When I was in the United States, I asked someone to help me keep an eye on Qin Fu's daily activities. As a result, I returned to China for more than a week, and the other party replied that Qin Fu It has been a while since he disappeared, as if the world has evaporated, no one knows where he went.
I really can't think of other places where Qin Fu can go. Qin Xi said that Qin Fu was treated badly by his second brother. If it is true, it may be that he was imprisoned in the Qin residence before I went abroad. I just need to wait for him to be released. It's okay to come out.
But the reality is that I can't afford to wait at all. I may be arrested as a lunatic at any time. At that time, I will have no chance of revenge on Qin Fu.
Take revenge on Qin Fu!
Ever since I knew that Qin Fu had drugged me, this idea has been lingering in my mind all the time. The bone-piercing hatred keeps eroding my will. I wish I could eat his flesh and drink his blood. A lunatic, I will never let him have an easy life in this life.
At the beginning of my rebirth, I never thought of taking revenge on anyone in the past. Although I died tragically on the streets in my previous life, I knew that my own mistakes were even greater. What I want to change is myself. Go back, I don't believe that I can't beat them after a lifetime of experience.
Du Rou, Liang Mi, and Wen He, I will let them taste the bitter fruit for themselves. At the beginning, everything seemed to be so smooth. I never even doubted that I could live a good life. I am extremely confident in this point. Until it got to where it is now.
I finally realized how naive my initial thoughts were. These people’s hearts have been dark and rotten to the bone. As long as they are alive, they will continue to harm others for their own benefit. less than.
The death of my mother, the death of my grandparents, and my current insanity were all directly or indirectly caused by this person. Since I was born, I have passively endured the suffering he brought me, which made me unhappy in both lives. Live, I want to ask where I am sorry for him
I absolutely can't let him go, I must take revenge, no matter the cost, no matter the consequences, I will never stop dying!
I should have done this long ago, but I can't do it again, so now, I want them to pay for what they did!
Qin Xi said that Qin Fu has already been taught a lesson, but I know that it is only for a while, and when this matter is gradually forgotten, he will resurface and go out again to harm others.
But I can't find Qin Fu now, he may be hiding in this huge villa, I can't get in, and I can't find out, I feel a deep sense of powerlessness, and I can't vent all my hatred.
I stared at the villa in front of me, wishing I could rush in and kill that person directly, but my only rationality told me that I couldn't, otherwise I would fall short.
I know that I can't control my emotions more and more. When I received the client's reply today that Qin Fu had disappeared, I suddenly couldn't control my emotions and came here without even thinking about it.
I kept breathing slowly, trying to calm down my hatred, but with little success. I had to shake my hands and take out the medicine bottle from my pocket. I didn't want to use too much medicine. This was the first time since the last time The second time, the cause is all Qin Fu, or what is worthy of my happiness is that my hatred for Qin Fu far exceeds my obsession with Wen Yang. Do something crazy.
This place is far away from the urban area, outside the green poplar smoke, the suburban scenery hides the tall walled courtyard, completely blocking me out, I will always be so weak and incompetent, I lean on the tree, staring at the black gate meaninglessly , other than that, I don't know what else I can do.
The afterglow of the setting sun slowly fell through the shadows of the trees, and the heavy and solid door was slowly opened. I saw Butler Xu sending a person out. Butler Xu is an old man who is not younger than Mr. Qin. He looks kind and kind, but always smiles Say something that scares you. He is one of the most trusted people of Mr. Qin. It is said that he has been with Mr. Qin for more than 40 years and has never been married all his life. Such a person may be nothing in the past, but now it seems really scary. .
But what surprised me was that what he sent out now was a person dressed almost like a homeless man. Although his attitude seemed lukewarm, his demeanor was not slack.
"Master Heng...or...sorry..." Intermittent voices came, the homeless man was tall and looked stronger than Wen Yang, I looked at the tall figure with some stoops, and frowned unconsciously, although it wasn't very obvious , The man has some leg problems and walks with a limp.
I hesitated for a moment, followed up, and always felt like I had seen this person somewhere, ordinarily this is unlikely, if I had crossed paths with such a person, it was impossible for me not to recognize it, it could only be when I had an illness in my previous life Impressions in fuzzy memory.
During that period of time, I forgot too many things, and the blurry fragments were always unable to be connected into a complete line, and I had an inexplicable feeling that I seemed to have forgotten some very important things.
I followed that person not far or near, and kept searching for vague memories in my mind, trying to find some useful fragments.
A black car drove past me. Not long after, the car stopped not far ahead, and then slowly backed away.
The windows of the black Bentley car were slowly lowered, and the man took off his sunglasses, revealing a handsome wheat-colored face.
"It's really you!" Qin Xi frowned, looked at me and said, "Lance said you ran back, what are you doing, you don't want to treat your illness, I tell you this is not a joke, my second brother At the beginning, my life almost got in."
I looked at him and said lightly, "I still have things to deal with."
"What is more important than life?" Then he looked at me sternly and asked, "What are you doing here? Don't you still want to take revenge? As I said, Qin Fu has already been taught a lesson."
"Where is he?" I asked.
My attitude obviously angered Qin Xi, and he said with a cold face: "Shi Shan, you have to go back to the United States this week, otherwise, don't think that the Qin family will take care of you in the future. Qin Mu's treatment team has the best medical staff and the most advanced medical equipment. Even if you go bankrupt, you can't afford it. If you continue to screw it up like this, you don't care about your own life, and we don't have the time to care about it. you."
"Tell me where Qin Fu is?"
"impossible!"
I looked at him and said slowly, "Good dogs don't get in the way."