There was no emotion on Wen Yang's handsome face, he looked at me with eyes as deep as the sea, and said lightly: "If she really has feelings for you, she will stay in the country instead of turning around and running to Going to the United States? Such a woman, what are you going to do with her?"
"It's not her fault. The United States will develop better for her. I didn't want to delay her at the time. I had too many scruples. I didn't have time to think about many things. It's just that I think clearly these days. Some people Once a root is planted in your heart, even if it doesn't show at first, once it's pulled out, it's as painful as cutting out the heart. I'm indifferent. This is the only heartbeat I've had in more than 20 years. I only love one person in my life, if I give up, I might have to wait for the next twenty years."
"I only love one person in my life? Shishan, you are so loud, how do you know that you will not meet someone you like more in the future." Wen Yang's voice contained anger, and he said to me sternly, " For the sake of a woman, you have to abandon everything in the country and leave your hometown to start again? Have you ever thought about the difficulties you will face abroad alone?"
I looked at Wen Yang, and said dryly: "Yes, I have thought about it, but how will I know I can't do it if I don't try it? You said that most things in this world have winners and losers. The worst Isn't the result of losing, I can afford to lose." I have nothing, so how can I be afraid of losing? There is no way out before, and there is no way out in the future, so we can only gamble with all our eggs in one basket. If you lose, you should, and if you win, you will earn.
Wen Yang looked at me straight, with more anger in his eyes, but in the end he said slowly, "Why do you have to gamble? You will have a good development in China, even if you stay in t·r, you won't need two You will do a lot in 2020. If you want, you can also come to my company. I can share the company's shares... "
"I've already booked the plane ticket." I interrupted Wen Yang, "Wen Yang, I wish you and Yang Xuan happiness, I believe I will be happy in the future, you are my best friend, now and in the future, I hope you In the future, I will be healthy, live a beautiful life, and be happy and peaceful all the time, and I hope you will bless me in the same way."
I lowered my head and said in a slow voice, "I am very grateful for having taken care of you all these years. Although you are good at taking care of others, you can't take care of yourself. You have a bad stomach. You should pay more attention to yourself, drink less, and be alone. Don’t always forget to eat when you’re alone. I put the stomach nourishing and hangover tea in the refrigerator, and I’ll buy them after I finish drinking them. There are also health soups... In fact, these are recommended by Yang Xuan. You should listen to her more and take good care of yourself I can't let Yang Xuan, a girl, worry about you all the time, you and I..." Suddenly my throat felt a little congested, and I couldn't continue. When I thought that I might not be able to see you again in the future, I felt very uncomfortable. This person—this person once illuminated me People with the sunshine of life will completely disappear in my life.
Wen Yang looked at me and didn't speak for a long while, but I knew he wasn't feeling well either, his knuckles were holding onto the cup tightly all the time, the veins on the back of his hand were clearly visible, our friends for so many years, how could he suddenly make such a decision? Can be indifferent.
He said, "Have you made up your mind?"
There was a dull pain in my heart, and I nodded with a smile, "Well, everything is ready."
Wen Yang put down the cup he had been holding tightly, raised his hand to pick up the wine cup and poured wine for me and himself, "In the future, if things are not going well abroad, I will come back and take good care of myself outside."
I nodded and smiled, then drank it down and refilled myself.
Wen Yang took out a check from his coat pocket and pushed it in front of me: "The money should have been paid back to you long ago, but I feel that the company is developing well, and I want to transfer my shares to you, but I have never had a chance to tell you about it." , I didn’t expect you to have such a plan, you are abroad alone, where most of the money is spent, you have done a lot of things for me, I have not been able to thank you, and accidentally made a misunderstanding.” Wen Yang picked up The wine glass, "I will formally apologize to you today, I shouldn't have believed you back then."
I held the cup, my nose was sour, and I almost cried. I knew that I was not wronged at all, and I shouldn't be wronged, but I just thought that I had worked hard this time, but I still couldn't have a good ending.
If there is still a chance, I would have falsely agreed to Qin Fu when he came to me at the beginning, and then completely solved this trouble, but there is no such thing in the world, it is a great fortune to have a chance to do it again, now I just Can swallow this bitter fruit.
"Wen Yang, no matter what you do, I will not blame you, not only because you are not at fault, but also because we are friends, best friends." No matter how big a misunderstanding or grievance is, it is nothing more than human life. What are you doing Wen Yang? Don't treat me too much, I'm just afraid that you are too kind to me, no matter what I do, I won't be able to repay this kindness.
The rice wine is brewed by the boss himself, and the taste is not very good, a bit sour, but no one is picky about it, the drink is original.
I put down the glass, took the check, took out a box and handed it to Wen Yang: "This is a wedding gift I prepared for you and Yang Xuan in advance, and I'm not sure when I'll be back, so I prepared a gift for you in advance. "This is the key to the villa, and my entrusted lawyer will contact Wen Yang tomorrow.
When I returned to China, I set three goals for myself, one was to kill Qin Fu, the other was to expose Wen He's mother and son, and finally I hoped to help Wen Yang buy back the villa. son.
Wen Yang, this is the last thing I can do for you. You have grown stronger. There is nothing I can do to help you. I can’t see you in a smooth and healthy life as I promised, but no matter where I am, I hope If you can be happy, you must be ruthlessly happy, otherwise I will not be at peace even if I die.
Wen Yang frowned when he heard the words, and looked straight at me with deep eyes: "Marriage? You have thought so far, you mean you won't contact me when you go abroad, and you don't plan to come back, even if I marry?"
I hastily denied it, "Of course not, why do you think so?" Although it was an inevitable result to break contact with Wen Yang after going abroad, if I admit it now, it will only cause trouble again.
"Why is that what I heard from you, Shishan, we have been friends for so many years, you believe that you will not ignore this little friendship, do you have something to hide from me, why do you want to go to the United States all of a sudden?"
Wen Yang has always had a keen sense of smell, which is not only reflected in his business acumen, but also his observation ability when dealing with people. If I thought there was nothing wrong with him, he would be able to analyze such a result.
"Actually, I just want to give you a gift. I just want to find an excuse. I will come back naturally when you get married. Speaking of which, I am still half of your matchmaker, so I have to ask for a drink anyway."
I can only say sorry in my heart, Wen Yang, I lied to you again, no matter what I can’t explain to you, I can’t confess to you, as long as I’m by your side, I’ll continue the lie, and now I’m away from home , I just want to leave a place for a close friend in your heart, so that those lies can be buried forever.
Wen Yang stared at me for a long time, with dark and unclear emotions in his eyes, I tried my best to keep my face calm, lowered my head and took a sip of the wine, so that he wouldn't see anything strange.
After a while, Wen Yang reached out to take the box, and when he was about to open it, I stopped him and said, "Let's read it later, lest you don't like me and I'll be embarrassed." I smiled, trying to make the atmosphere relaxed Some.
Wen Yang put down the box and looked up at me. His dark eyes were as calm as an ancient well. I lowered my head to drink to avoid staring at him. The atmosphere became cold again. The two of us stopped talking and ate quietly. I have no appetite, and my spleen and stomach have been weak recently, so I only pick up cucumbers, spinach and peanuts.
The noisy sound of pushing cups and changing glasses all around, occasionally cars passing by on the adjacent street, and the night is brightly lit like day, and there are lively scenes everywhere, the more this is the more it highlights the tranquility of Wen Yang and I The atmosphere is fine to eat western food, but it is very inconsistent in a place like a food stall.
Wen Yang didn't eat much, but drank a lot of wine. I tried to stop him, but I kept silent under his sinister eyes. I was already weak, and now I have no confidence.
I picked up the wine cup containing rice wine, filled it up for myself, and drank it. I was used to Fangji's concocted wine, and it was difficult to adapt to such a primitive ecology for a while.
After a few cups, when I was about to pour it again, my hand was held by Wen Yang. I looked up and saw that there seemed to be a bit of sadness in his pupils, which made people feel a little flustered.
He said, "Can you not go to America?"
There was a gentle warmth coming from my wrist. I looked at Wen Yang and felt a little dizzy. Wen Yang's face seemed to be a little blurred. I shook my head and said, "Go! Wen Yang, you can't be so selfish, You see, you are already in the right place, you can't let me watch alone."
"Have you ever thought that Jiang Ning doesn't like you that much?"
do not like me? I lowered my head, sniffed a little uncomfortable, and asked, "Why?"
"you're drunk?"
I rested my pillow on the back of Wen Yang's hand, and smiled a little silly: "It's okay, as long as he is good, I don't bother him, I have to protect him, there are too many bad guys."
"Shishan?"
Wen Yang was calling me, his voice was very gentle, but he tried to take his hand away, I couldn't bear it, I held his hand tightly, a little choked up: "Don't go!" I feel like I haven't been so close to Wen Yang for a long time, I used to be able to see it every day, but now it has become a luxury, and I don't want to let it go, I don't want to let go at all.
"If you have confidence, how can you be so uncomfortable? What happened in the United States, why did you toss yourself into the way you are now, Shishan... she is not suitable for you."
There was moisture in my eyes, I closed my eyes, and said with difficulty: "I know—I can't bear it."
The other side quieted down, Wen Yang pulled his hand out angrily, and I suddenly felt empty and extremely uncomfortable.
I lay down on the table in a daze, opened my eyes with all my strength, Wen Yang on the opposite side started drinking again, I was so dizzy that I fell down on the table again, and murmured: "Drink less."
After a while, I felt myself being pulled up, and a broad shoulder lifted me up. The rough breath blew over my neck, and the man's body smelled of alcohol, but it made people feel very warm.
"Shishan, don't go to the United States, okay?" The gentle whispers sounded in the ears, as if they had magical powers, making people deeply addicted to them, and becoming more and more unconscious, only to feel that this is the best voice in the world.
I don't know how I answered, the whole person seemed to be sailing on the sea, precariously as if the ship would capsize at any time.
I don't know how long, I felt like I was lying on the bed, I was relieved, and I could finally sleep.
In the next second, I felt as if something heavy was pressing on me, and the hot and humid touch fell on my neck.