"I'm afraid." I clenched my fist tightly and said slowly, "So I beg you to let me go, I will never dare again."
In the past, let alone extortion, I dared to kill people.
It’s just that at that time, I felt that there was no hope in my life, and I was naturally not afraid of anything, but now it’s different, I want to live a good life, I missed too many scenery in life, I don’t want to be entangled in everything in my previous life, and I don’t want Jiang Ning to treat me disappointment.
Wen Yang slowly straightened his body, his movements were slow and graceful, he looked at me with calm eyes, and then he smiled: "Is this what you want to say to me?" The unhurried tone, obviously a smile, but Makes me feel the terror of being swallowed.
I looked at Wen Yang defensively. This kind of Wen Yang made me feel a little strange. It was neither the rage when I was angry, nor the cold disgust towards me in the previous life. I can't explain the feeling, but it still makes people feel Danger.
He walked towards me again, stared at me for a moment, and said slowly: "Don't you want to say that what you did was for me, and you dealt with Wen He for me. You bought a villa for me, but I turned out to be ungrateful and ungrateful, do you feel wronged and sad by treating you like this?!"
I know you still force me!
As Wen Yang approached, I slowly backed away. Now Wen Yang was very oppressive, and I said calmly: "It doesn't matter, it's all what I want to do, as long as you let me go."
Wen Yang suddenly raised his hand to wrap my arm tightly, I was startled, I raised my hand to shake it off, but he grabbed me tightly.
The ups and downs of breathing were in his ears, and he said: "From the beginning, I never thought of letting you go. If you have the ability, you can hide abroad again."
I had the illusion that danger was approaching, so I struggled to break free, "Let go of me, I don't owe you anything, why do you treat me like this?"
"Based on what you did to me, what do you want me to do to you?" Wen Yang pushed me to the corner, "I'm not joking with you, Shishan, even if I go to hell, I will take you with me Together."
I looked at him in disbelief, why did Wen Yang say such a thing, what reason? Unless he also has memories of his previous life, Wen Yang is hating me!
That's right, it must be, I drove him to a corner in my previous life, and my retribution came, and he must also drive me to a corner.
My retribution has come!
I just feel that all my thoughts are gone, the ugly scar that I don't want to be seen by others, I lost the fig leaf in an instant, and the efforts I made before seemed so ridiculous. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel chills all over my body, and my emotions almost lost control.
I looked at Wen Yang sadly, and said, "Alright, you can sue me. When the time comes, I will go to jail, and Wen He will not fare well. Those who hurt you will have retribution, and there is nothing wrong with it. I deserve it, as long as you are satisfied and relieve your hatred!"
Wen Yang's expression seemed a little shocked: "You think so?"
My tears finally couldn't stop falling down: "What should I think, I have tried my best, why did it become like this, I have really worked hard, if you feel that you can't forgive your hatred, I will give you my life , you take it now!"
Wen Yang let go of me, his movements seemed a little flustered: "What do I want your life for?"
"Don't you want it? Then wait until you feel that the torture is enough, and you can talk about it when you want it." I staggered and walked out, feeling extremely uncomfortable. I wanted to leave this place as soon as possible. Why did I return to my country? Wen Yang is the biggest nightmare of my life.
"Are you hating me?"
I stopped and wiped my eyes: "No, I don't hate you. I said that no matter what you do, I won't blame you. That's my promise to you."
After I finished speaking, I quickened my pace, but Wen Yang, who was catching up quickly, grabbed my arm and said, "Shi Shan, you won't blame me for whatever I do?"
I closed my eyes sadly and said, "Yes, I won't." Because I deserve everything, so what are you going to do to me? Retaliate against me? Can't wait a little longer and prepare me mentally
I felt my arms tense, turned around, and Wen Yang pulled me over my shoulders. I met a pair of dark and gentle eyes, filled with affection I had never seen before. He stared at me with burning eyes, and asked again: "Really?"
Suddenly meeting such gentle eyes, inexplicably makes people feel dizzy, how long, how long has it been since I saw such gentleness.
I nodded blankly.
I saw Wen Yang showing a very faint smile, and in the next second, someone took my breath away.
It's not the first time I've been kissed forcibly, but every time it shocks me beyond measure, but I seem to have faintly touched the threshold of some truth, but it's just a flash of thought, instantly overwhelmed by short-circuited thinking.
It was a short kiss, so short that it was over before I could even react.
I stared blankly at the person in front of me, and murmured: "Wen Yang, are you drunk again?"
We stood facing each other, and it was hard for me to ignore the softness in Wen Yang's eyes, and the emotion called nervousness that just passed by. He looked at me and said in a rambling voice: "I didn't drink, even if I was drunk, I would Know what you're doing."
I subconsciously asked: "Then what are you doing?"
As soon as the words fell, Wen Yang lowered his head again and kissed him. It was different from the casual taste just now. It was like a storm was about to come. I was held in his arms, and I didn't move at all, and my lips and teeth touched. There is a kind of suction that is pulling me, forcing me to sink deeper and deeper.
Wen Yang closed his arms around his waist, and our foreheads touched: "Shishan, I like you, stay with me!"
I only feel a buzzing sound in my head, I am not sure if I am hallucinating, but if it is really an auditory hallucination, the hot touch left on my lips is still there, and I am being hugged carefully In his arms, all the evidence pointed in one direction.
I was confessed by Wen Yang!
What exactly happened just now, why there is such a big contrast, like a casual, cold winter directly into the scorching summer, people are caught off guard, not ready to deal with it.
So it wasn't that Wen Yang wanted to take revenge on me, and he didn't have any memories of his previous life. I misunderstood it because of my fear and sensitivity. I instantly felt like I had saved my life.
By the way, what happened just now
Wen Yang said he likes me, am I dreaming
"You said... what?" Wen Yang and I confirmed.
Wen Yang hugged me even tighter, his warm breath hit my ears: "Did you really not read the email I sent you?"
I subconsciously said, "You said you were married."
"So you only read the last one?"
What... what do you mean
Could it be... Are all those emails that Wen Yang sent before expressing his love to me
I dare not think about such a thing, this is a poisonous pie, there are too many hidden dangers, even if I can bear the condemnation of my own conscience, I can't bear the consequences if Wen Yang finds out the truth one day, not to mention the fact that Yang Xuan was involved.
I don't know why things turned out like this. If it wasn't for the facts, I wouldn't dare to think about it with so much confidence, or something went wrong, but now I don't have time to think about it.
My heart was beating fast, and my head was throbbing. Under the stimulation of the ups and downs, I was afraid that I would have a manic attack.
I pushed Wen Yang away hard: "Sorry, I... have something to do, so I'm leaving first."
Wen Yang grabbed me tightly, and said in a deep voice: "Don't tell me you really don't have any feelings for me, then what did you do for me before? It made me think of you all the time, and moved me , Guilt, step by step to lure me into the tenderness trap you set up, and when I got stuck in the quagmire, you stayed out of it and walked away."
I looked at Wen Yang in amazement, then shook my head vigorously: "No... I treat you well because I regard you as my most important... relative, I don't want to see you sad, but that's all, I can't accept it This kind of relationship with you is wrong, Wen Yang and we can still be friends, but not this one."
Wen Yang clasped my hand tighter and tighter, he looked at me, in his dark eyes, there seemed to be some unspeakable forbearance: "It's too late, Shishan, I tried, I can't let go you."
I felt my heart was about to explode, and my breathing became heavy. I threw Wen Yang away heavily, left him behind, and ran towards the door as if fleeing.
Wen Yang's deep and hoarse voice came from behind: "You can run away, I will give you time to figure it out, but I won't let go."
By the time I got into the car, sweat had already soaked the shirt inside. I quickly took off all the clothes on my upper body, turned on the air conditioner in the car, took out the medicine bottle from the spare box and squeezed it in my hand. I struggled for a while , In the end it didn't open, I leaned on the steering wheel in embarrassment, gasping for breath.
I don't know how long it took, my heartbeat gradually calmed down, and the heat on my body gradually faded away. I put the medicine bottle back.
I tossed the shirt aside, put on my coat, and started the car.
In the evening, I sat in front of the computer and tried to crack the password of the mailbox, but failed. After that incident, in order to prevent accidents, Jiang Ning directly confiscated this mailbox and changed the password. Now I can't ask her again.
What happened today didn’t feel real at all. I tried everything I could in my previous life, but I couldn’t make Wen Yang like me, so I always thought that no matter what I did, Wen Yang wouldn’t have any special feelings for me, but This time, I don't know which actions moved Wen Yang.
If it was my last life, I must be ecstatic, but now I can only escape this feeling with a sense of guilt. Everything I did in my last life ruined all the possibilities for me and Wen Yang to be together. Can't match Wen Yang.
Today's Wen Yang can't bear the "stain" of homosexuality, let alone a time bomb like me, who can't hurt him anymore.
In the middle of the night, I suffered from insomnia without accident. I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, wondering why, when we had the best relationship in the previous life, Wen Yang was just a friend I regarded as a good friend.
Because moved? But in the previous life, I also used the strength of the Qin family to help Wen Yang, but what I got in the end was his dislike and alienation.
Wen Yang, does he really like me
No, it's not important, I can no longer have anything to do with Wen Yang, it will only deepen my sin.
As long as I stay away from Wen Yang and don't bother him, everything will be fine...
Most definitely…