Although I was still in a bad mood, I got up and ran early in the morning.
Compared with March, the breath of spring in X City in April is much stronger. The so-called spring grass sprouts, new willows sprout, and green grass turns green, which makes the wide gravel roadside a little more vitality and warmth.
It is said to be running, but I am running and stopping. After only 20 minutes, I feel out of breath, but compared to a year ago, it is much better. I don’t want to be as strong as before, but at least there must be a Men's physique, sometimes I am not as good as Jiang Ning.
Although it is a suburb, this area is well developed. There are green grass sprouting in the park, and the clear and long river under the stone bridge. Every morning, I can see people doing morning exercises like me here.
Not far away, there are two teenagers chasing and playing together. The so-called youthful spirit competes with spring. At the same age as flowers, their unscrupulous smiles are more eye-catching than spring.
"Run slowly, be careful not to bump into someone!" The tall boy behind chased and shouted.
I couldn't help but stop and looked back at the two teenagers running far away. The morning sun was shining on the clear river, and the soft spring breeze aroused the ripples. It is the best golden time of life.
When looking back, those missed and uncherished times always make people feel sad, lamenting that there is no chance to start life again, but when life really starts again, it is difficult for you to have the passion and blood of your youth, and you What can be truly redeemed will not be what you think... wish...
It’s okay to do it all over again, sometimes it’s a simple truth that you may not understand in a lifetime, but it’s just to cherish the present moment…
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I went to work during the day, and I took a nap for a while during the lunch break. As long as I didn’t have to go out, my work was considered leisure. After returning to China, my half-disabled body has been used as a labor force. Except for participating in a few planning meetings, I almost Run outside with the director.
But in fact, no matter in terms of physical strength or ability, I am not suitable for such a job. I may be able to do it for a while, but it cannot last for a long time.
When I got off work, I just left the building. Before I got to the parking lot downstairs, I saw a black Mercedes-Benz parked under the steps of the company building. This car is so familiar that I haven’t changed it for three years.
I was in a bad mood, so I walked away quickly without looking sideways. The car door was opened, and Wen Yang got out of the car in a neat black suit, looking extraordinarily handsome and unrestrained.
"Shishan..."
I froze, stopped, and slowly turned my head to look at him. .
Wen Yang opened the passenger's door neatly and said, "Get in the car!"
"I... I drive myself." I refused.
Wen Yang looked at me, holding the car door with one hand, without much expression on his handsome face: "I don't mind if we spend a little longer, but the court will be held next week, it's better to talk about it."
I was silent for a few seconds, then got into the car without hesitation.
The car started slowly, none of us spoke, the car was quiet for a while,
After a while, Wen Yang looked at me: "What do you want to eat?"
I paused, slightly avoiding his gaze: "...anything is fine."
After yesterday's meeting, I don't think Wen Yang will continue to sue me, but things have to be clear, Wen Yang is not a stalker, as long as I express my attitude, he will give up.
I never thought that one day, I would try my best to reject Wen Yang. Life is always full of variables, and nothing is impossible in this life.
Not long after, the car drove to a high-end western restaurant. After entering the door, melodious violin music wafted from a distance, and a waiter greeted him from the opposite side: "Mr. Wen, your seat is here, you two, please follow me."
That’s right, the seats here have to be reserved in advance, so just now when Wen Yang asked me what to eat, he was just asking. He expected that in my awkward state, I wouldn’t have any constructive suggestions, and the western restaurant is romantic and quiet. The environment is not so much suitable for talking about things as it is more suitable for dating.
After returning to China, except for the only social occasion, I would not consider Western food at all. I really had enough to eat.
I remembered that the first time I ate western food was with Wen Yang. At that time, I was afraid of making a fool of myself, so I went to see the etiquette of western food. I firmly remembered that in the precautions for western food, there are only odd numbers and no even numbers in the degree of steak, so don’t make trouble because of it. It was a joke, so when the waiter asked me, I confidently reported the "nine-rare" prepared in advance.
I don’t remember the waiter’s reaction at that time, Wen Yang chuckled when he heard it, and finally chose the same one as me, so that I didn’t know that I was embarrassed after eating, I just thought the steak was not very tasty, after that It took me a long time to find out what was going on, and I was really annoyed and ashamed at the time, but Wen Yang never mentioned it, and I myself wouldn't rush to ask.
Now that time has passed and the situation has changed, it is a different feeling when I think about it again.
Rare, this kind of tradition that cannot be recognized by people is a bit like my love...
"What are you thinking?" Wen Yang asked.
"Huh?" I quickly turned to the waiter and said, "This Australian lamb chop is medium rare."
After the waiter recorded it, he turned to look at Wen Yang.
Wen Yang's eyes seemed to glance over inadvertently. He rubbed his fingers over the menu and smiled: "Steak, medium rare!"
I was taken aback, when did Wen Yang have such a bad taste.
"Okay, wait a moment, both of you." The waiter was very professional, without frowning, he left with the menu in his arms.
I was silent for a moment, lowered my head and smiled and said, "Isn't it a bit late to laugh at me after so long?"
Wen Yang's actions invisibly eased the atmosphere a lot. The memories of our youth can always warm our hearts. It was our most innocent and carefree time without any distracting thoughts.
"Ah?...No." Wen Yang looked innocent, and looked at me with a slight smile, "How do you know it's not because I like it?"
Wen Yang's smile was very gentle. After returning to China, he saw too many gloomy and gloomy expressions, and felt friendly for a while.
I was afraid that I would fall into the tenderness in his eyes, so I looked away slightly, and said with a smile, "You can get used to it." In my memory, the beef was very hard, I don't know if I changed to this high-end restaurant. Will the restaurant be better.
Putting aside the suspicion, compared to yesterday, our getting along is much easier. We didn't mention the purpose of eating today, maybe we didn't want to destroy such a rare comfort, even if it was only temporarily, we haven't had a quiet meal for a long time.
The tender lamb chops, beautifully decorated and paired with good red wine are very appetizing.
Wen Yang's beef is slightly browned, and it looks good, but I think the taste may not be very good, because Wen Yang eats very little, and sometimes even frowns inadvertently.
I lowered my head as if I was eating, and couldn't help but sneer with the corners of my mouth up, feeling a little gloating.
After eating, Wen Yang seemed to rub his stomach, so I asked worriedly: "Is it okay?"
Wen Yang looked up at me, his eyes were gentle and watery, his deep eyes seemed to be able to see into people's eyes, he smiled slightly: "No."
My face burned instantly, and I turned my head again to avoid his gaze.
After paying the bill, Wen Yang and I went out together. Although we had a pleasant meal, we didn't say a word about what we were supposed to talk about.
When Wen Yang opened the car door, I stopped and asked, "Where are you going?"
Wen Yang supported the car door, remained silent for a few seconds, then said with a faint smile, "Don't you like watching movies? There is a Marvel movie recently."
I froze for a moment, eating and watching movies, the standard dating process, Wen Yang is chasing me like a girl, maybe it’s because there are too few strategies for chasing men, or maybe it’s because the love patterns in the world are generally like this, but what’s certain is me and Wen Yang couldn't go on.
I looked at Wen Yang, shook my head and said, "Wen Yang, this won't work..."
There was no smile on Wen Yang's face, and after a long time, I heard him say, "What do you mean you can't do it?" His voice was slightly restrained, "Is it because you don't like me, or because we are both men?"
"Of course it's not allowed." I lowered my head and half-closed my eyes, trying to calm down my voice, "Maybe I misunderstood you, but that was not my original intention. I have always regarded you as my most important friend." , two men, how is it possible? I never thought about it that way." This is really shameless, if Wen Yang in his previous life heard me say that, he would probably take it as a big joke.
Wen Yang stared straight at me. Under the half-dark streetlights, the handsome sword-browed star was almost sharp. He said in a low tone: "For my stomach trouble, I worked hard to study medicinal food, and sold the house left by my relatives. Turn over funds for my company, risk your life to blackmail Wen He, and get five million in exchange for buying a villa for me, Shishan, can you tell me why you do this? If this is you Said friend, why didn't Guan Lei do this for me?"
Wen Yang's question made me flustered for a moment, and I quickly calmed down and smiled in a concealed manner: "Actually, without Guan Lei's help, I couldn't have done it myself. I am a friend who cares about you as much as Brother Lei." , At that time, I just wanted to do something for you, of course, I was young and energetic at that time, and I would not dare to do it now."
What Wen Yang likes now is just a beautiful illusion. In Wen Yang's eyes, the past that moved him and made him feel guilty is not as beautiful as he imagined. Psychological comfort, the result now, whether I did it on purpose or not, I have cheated Wen Yang and ruined his relationship with Yang Xuan.
"You really don't feel anything for me?"
Wen Yang looked at me with extremely aggressive eyes, I couldn't help turning my head, "No, I only consider you as a friend."
Wen Yang didn't seem to accept my explanation, he looked at me with an unchanged expression, and said leisurely: "Really? Then—"
Wen Yang suddenly approached me, holding my shoulder as if to kiss me.
I panicked, avoided him, and took a quick step back.
Wen Yang's soft and slow voice came from the opposite side: "Once I get closer to you, you will blush, and once you meet my eyes, you will panic, and that night—"
Wen Yang suddenly stepped forward again, clasped my shoulders tightly, leaned into my ear, and whispered softly: "When we were doing this, you kept hugging me tightly and kept calling my name, Every sound is extremely affectionate, as if you will not be able to live without me, Shi Shan—is this the friend you mentioned?"