I pushed Wen Yang away vigorously, and my face became hot, like a patient whose scars were suddenly uncovered, and I was extremely embarrassed: "I don't know, I was drunk that day, and these are all yours." Guess, I never liked you, you can't impose your own ideas on me." After I finished speaking, I hurriedly turned around, I couldn't stay here any longer.
I didn't expect that Wen Yang, who has always been refined and gentle, would say such words, it was simply unbearable, and I felt extremely ashamed and indignant.
In other words, Wen Yang has changed a lot compared to three years ago. At least I never thought that Wen Yang would blackmail me by suing. Now I can't guess his mind at all.
However, compared to me who has been lying and pretending to be innocent, what Wen Yang did is nothing. At the beginning, I thought about going to the United States, maybe there would be no return date, and those secrets would be buried forever by me. I never thought that there would be such a thing. A day to be ripped apart.
After walking a few steps, I found that the parking lot suddenly became quiet, and Wen Yang behind him didn't move at all. I couldn't help but look back, and found that he was covering his stomach with one hand, leaning against the car in some pain.
"What's wrong with you?" I immediately panicked and hurried over.
Wen Yang raised his head and stared at me coldly: "Perhaps I should look at your expression now, you dare to look at me and say you are innocent, you never liked me from the beginning to the end, I have always been self-indulgent."
Wen Yang looked as if he was enduring the pain. I wanted to ask him if he had a stomachache, but all my previous efforts were in vain. I looked at the dark parking lot in the distance, and suddenly felt a little tired: "Is it me?" Say, you won't pester me again?"
Wen Yang looked at me for a while, then closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he said, "Yes, I won't."
My hands hanging on both sides were tightly clenched into fists, I looked up at Wen Yang, gritted my teeth and said, "I've never liked—Wen Yang, you?"
Wen Yang on the opposite side suddenly knelt down clutching his stomach.
I was shocked, I didn't bother to pretend anymore, I stepped forward to support him in a panic, at this time Wen Yang's forehead was covered with sweat, and his face became extremely pale.
I was almost at a loss, and said in a trembling voice, "What's the matter, Wen Yang? Is it a stomachache? Have you brought any medicine—hiss..."
Wen Yang pushed me aside, his pale face was full of sarcasm: "Why don't you continue? I should have known how cruel your heart is. You have been away for three years without hearing from me. I don't know about these three years. Whether you are dead or alive, let me always... Don't worry, I will never pester you again." At the end, Wen Yang's face was almost pale, and beads of sweat fell from his forehead.
I was full of remorse, I shouldn't have let Wen Yang eat that steak just now, I thought Wen Yang's stomach was already healed with the presence of the doctor Yang Xuan, but it was just a steak that was undercooked and it became like this, I was busy trying again Helping Wen Yang up: "Don't talk, I'll take you to the hospital."
Wen Yang wanted to say something more, but the pain made him unable to make a sound. I almost tremblingly helped Wen Yang into the car. The hand driving the car kept shaking, and my whole brain was submerged in fear. Such a scene , It always reminds me of Wen Yang who was pushed into a desperate situation by me in the previous life.
Why do I only make Wen Yang suffer? Maybe I shouldn't go back to the country, I will only bring disaster to him.
I sat at the door of the emergency room, full of fear, and I was the same in my last life. When I watched Wen Yang leave, my mind was blank for a moment, and I fell into madness completely in the next second. The last bit of reason Also disappeared without a trace, but the end of Wen Yang's suffering was the beginning of my real suffering.
When Yang Xuan told me that I was fine, I stood there almost exhausted, and suddenly there were tears in my eyes, and desolation in my heart.
It's a good thing he's fine—otherwise how could I forgive myself.
"He already has a weak stomach. He probably ate something that is not easy to digest. He should pay more attention in the future. If this continues, it will be dangerous." Yang Xuan said.
I raised my head to look at Yang Xuan, and asked coldly: "Why, is that how you take care of him? Do you really care about him? If you love him, how could he become like this!"
Yang Xuan held the medical record book and looked at me with a calm expression. She said, "I think we should talk."
It was already very late, and there were only the two of us in the clean and tidy consultation room, holding the paper cup Yang Xuan gave me, filled with steaming boiled water.
"I don't know why you haven't been willing to see me. Since you care so much about Wen Yang, I think it's necessary to clarify some things with you."
"...Okay." I glanced at her, then looked down at the cup in my hand, and remained silent.
Just now I was only angry, but now I remembered that I was the culprit who destroyed the relationship between the two of them. I was a little embarrassed, but at this time there was no way to hide, how should I explain to Yang Xuan, how can I repair their relationship? relationship
Yang Xuan's soft and soft voice sounded in the room: "One day, Wen Yang came to me and asked me if I saw you. At that time, he had scarlet eyes and a look of anxiety and guilt. I had never seen him like this before, so I told him that I saw you. You left with your luggage. I still remember his painful and guilty expression when he left. I wanted to ask him what was going on, but it was a bit shallow. If it was you, I might still dare to ask , but Wen Yang, to be honest, I am a little afraid of him, and sometimes I feel that he is a little hostile towards me."
I raised my head and looked at Yang Xuan incomprehensibly: "Are you kidding, Wen Yang is hostile to you?"
Yang Xuan didn't answer me, and continued: "When I saw him again, he had a stomach problem. You had moved out for a while at that time. Wen Yang looked very painful and guilty, so I took advantage of the situation to persuade him to let you go." Come back, your relationship is so good, as long as you apologize properly, nothing will be difficult for you."
Yang Xuan sighed: "Maybe it's really painful that no one can tell. He told me that you will never come back."
Speaking of this, Yang Xuan glanced at me, her beautiful phoenix eyes were somewhat meaningful, "I was very puzzled at the time, what kind of conflict could make your relationship reach such a level, obviously before, you were like brothers, but now Wen Yang thinks There is no room for change." Yang Xuan's probing eyes made me feel a little embarrassed.
"No matter how strong a person is, he will become weak when he is sick and desperate. Wen Yang told me that his feelings for you are not as simple as being a friend. You are avoiding him because of this."
"He said he scared you away."
... I stared blankly at Yang Xuan, but I couldn't react for a while, this was completely beyond my cognition.
"Actually, if he didn't tell me, I wouldn't have thought that the way you get along is really abnormal. After thinking about it for a while, you can see that you are very kind to each other, and the good ones are not normal. I feel like I was suddenly opened up. Guan Qiao, what I thought was strange before finally has an answer."
"Actually, it's more obvious that you like Wen Yang than Wen Yang likes you." Yang Xuan looked up at me, "You don't need to explain, wait for me to finish, and you can find out after a little observation that you are in Wen Yang It is completely different in front of others than in front of other people. Only in front of him will you blush and be at a loss, including the tone of speech, expression and way of getting along are all different. Compared with your nervousness when you face Wen Yang The panic is also more obvious, of course, it may just be that Wen Yang is better at disguising."
"At that time, I felt that your attitude was entirely due to your ignorance of your feelings. As long as you guided them, they would surface. I told Wen Yang what I thought, but in the end—he denied it. Said that you have a girl you like, and you are avoiding him now, as if you are afraid of avoiding him."
"I intuitively felt that it shouldn't be like this, so I comforted him and said, maybe there is something else hidden." Yang Xuan took a deep breath, "It's like a desperate person suddenly grabbed a driftwood, and he asked me what should I do?"
"He looked like he pinned all his hopes on me. A person who usually looks so powerful begged me like this, and I wanted to help when I got hotheaded." She smiled wryly, "In fact, compared to Wen Yang, I don't have any experience in love, but because of the unique sensitivity of women, I saw the relationship between you and finally put myself in a dilemma."
I looked at Yang Xuan, thinking that I suddenly found out that they were together, I couldn't believe it, could it be—
Yang Xuan smiled: "Don't look at me like that, do you still remember that sorority meeting? You used the way of pretending to be a boyfriend and girlfriend to help me test the seniors. You said that this can test whether the other party likes you or not. At that time, I thought , using the method you said to deal with you, it must be useful, so I said this to Wen Yang, even if you don't realize it for a while, it can lower your vigilance, slowly wait for you to realize your feelings, in the future There's always time for you to talk, but it turns out—"
Later, I was kidnapped by Wen He, and something like this happened. Wen Yang adopted Yang Xuan's suggestion, and Yang Xuan also became his nominal girlfriend with Wen Yang's help, but the result was full of guilt and despair at the time. I hid further.
Is that right? But how is this possible
"Wen Yang had nothing to do with you at the time. I guess he would try anything I said at the time. We thought the plan was perfect at the time. We didn't have that kind of relationship, and we were afraid that pretending might reveal the truth, so this matter If Guan Lei, an uninformed person, says it, it will appear flawless." Yang Xuan laughed at herself, "In the end, you simply ran abroad, and it took three years to go away. What was waiting for me was Wen Yang couldn't hold back his anger, he couldn't take it out on me, a woman, and vent his anger on people like Wen Heliangmi, after all, they were the ones who hurt you, he was not only ruthless to others, but also ruthless to himself, he Can't find you, desperate job, unwilling to listen to anyone."
Yang Xuan closed her eyes and said: "He said that he must become stronger as soon as possible so that he can find you back. He said that he has lost his way of retreat and can only keep going forward."
"At the banquet that day, you left us and left. I wanted to ask Wen Yang what happened and why he didn't keep you, but he told me in a daze that he dreamed of you, dreamed that you were back .”
I looked at Yang Xuan, and couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.
"He looks so pitiful. I told him that you really came back. He was in a daze for a long time. I thought he hadn't sobered up and couldn't react." Yang Xuan smiled, "In the end, I saw him crying I don't know what he was thinking at the time, but I know he waited for this day for a long time, waiting to think that his life is completely hopeless."