Wen Yang had nothing in his hands, looked at the silver watch chain on my hand, his eyes darkened a bit, "Who gave the watch?"
I gripped the watch on my left wrist tightly. If Wen Yang sees the scar on my wrist, I'm afraid there will be another storm. I can't explain it clearly.
"Jiang Ning?"
I remained silent, the point is not the watch, I wanted to explain, but the reaction just now was too much, any explanation seemed far-fetched.
The atmosphere was a little stagnant for a moment.
After an unknown amount of time, Wen Yang suddenly laughed, "Eat the cake. Don't force yourself if you don't like it. It wasn't what I was going to give you. It's too late today. Tomorrow happens to be the weekend, so I'll take you out again."
I'm a little confused, why do I still need to send something after sending the watch
The phone rang suddenly, I took out the phone and took a look, I felt a little guilty for no reason, and I didn't know who the guilt was for, I looked at Wen Yang, gestured to him, and walked to the balcony with the phone.
After picking up the phone, I heard Jiang Ning's voice: "Little Shi Shan, happy birthday!"
I leaned on the balcony and said with a smile, "Good boy! At this point, you just woke up? You're getting more and more filial."
A giggle came from the phone: "I'll fly over as soon as the photo exhibition is over, and I'll make up for your birthday."
I think Jiang Ning might think that with my unsociable personality, I should be alone on my birthday, afraid that I would be too lonely and lost, so he came to forgive me. In fact, if it weren't for Wen Yang, I might not even think about it.
Thinking of my current state with Wen Yang, I suddenly felt a little tricky. I didn't know how to explain it to Jiang Ning, so I could only respond with my mouth: "Don't worry, take care of your affairs, I can handle it alone."
"Why do you feel like you don't want me to go there, you don't want to see me, you still have a new love?" Jiang Ning feigned anger.
I couldn't help laughing: "Why? What a new love, I don't have that kind of American energy. The working situation here is different from the headquarters. I'm afraid you won't be able to adapt when you come."
"I'm not so delicate. In the past, I could help you share some of the burden. You are weak, so you should pay more attention and don't worry too much. For some reason, I'm always a little worried about you being there alone."
I couldn't help laughing and said: "What are you worried about? I was never worried about when I was a child. I am a big man. What is there to worry about? On the contrary, you are a girl who has reached the age of settling down and starting a business. Some It’s time to think about things carefully, mostly for the future, I think gaby…”
"Ah... I'm going to be late for work, I'll call you when I'm free, hang up, hang up!"
I looked at the hung up phone and couldn't laugh or cry, this girl actually finds me annoying? But I feel a lot of relief in my heart. Jiang Ning used to be sensible, which makes people feel distressed. How can he be so lively and lively now? Although he is still a little shy in front of strangers, he is indeed much more optimistic and cheerful than before.
I smiled and turned around, but I met a tall figure, Wen Yang was standing not far away and looking at me.
I was taken aback, I didn't know how long Wen Yang had been there, I adjusted my smile and said, "Can't wait? I just talked to Jiang Ning for a while, and I'll go down to you." My intuition told me that I should explain, but always Don't look too deliberate.
"Don't worry." Wen Yang came over and said slowly, "I'll bring you the ointment."
Immediately, some pictures appeared in my mind, my face felt a little hot unconsciously, and then I thought why should I be embarrassed, but the instigator had a calm expression on his face, I pushed Wen Yang away angrily: "No, no, I'm going to the kitchen, you wait for me in the dining room."
Wen Yang stretched out his hand to stop me, he said in a low tone: "I don't want any misunderstanding between us, Shishan, can you tell me why these three years have been?"
I froze for a moment, then smiled: "Why? Don't block me, aren't you hungry?"
"You and Jiang Ning can't be a couple, and it can't affect your relationship, but why do you keep avoiding me? What happened in the past three years?"
I was silent for a while, then slowly turned around and looked at him and said: "...Wen Yang, I don't want to say it, but I don't want to lie to you either. I like to escape, so don't... put too much pressure on me." I know I'm threatening him.
Afterwards, neither of us spoke, and the silence spread wantonly between us, and the atmosphere gradually became tense. I looked at Wen Yang, and under his menacing gaze, I made sure that I had no intention of shrinking back.
I don't know how long—
"I'm hungry." Wen Yang finally broke the silence
I breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "I'll go get you down." After saying that, I walked quickly to the kitchen.
Walking out of Wen Yang's sight, I rubbed my chest and let out a breath. I can be indifferent to others without pressure, but any harm to Wen Yang will make me powerless and full of guilt.
Qin Xi and the others are the only people who know what I am going to America for, but I believe they will not talk about family scandals. Don't need to ask them specifically, they will cover this matter tightly, otherwise Wen Yang will not Will not always find me.
It's all in the past, there is no need for another person to bear these things, and I don't know how many questions this matter will raise Wen Yang. The matter of rebirth is my bottom line, even if I take it to the grave. Things that are frank with anyone, the past that is too unbearable, can never be shared with others.
...
Full of wine and food, I leaned comfortably on the sofa to watch TV, a cup of tea, and the room was full of warmth. I haven't felt so relaxed and comfortable for a long time.
It may be that monkeys watched too much during the treatment period, but now my preferences are a bit strange, and I started to like watching programs such as animal world, man and nature, and natural legends, either Central 7 or Central 10.
The more you look at it, the more interesting it becomes. From small mosquitoes and ants to big tigers and lions, all kinds of strange species have their own habits and characteristics. They live together on the same planet, and people can't help but sigh the greatness of the Creator.
Sometimes, watching their brutal competition for survival, you will feel very small, and those so-called troubles will seem so insignificant.
On TV, a cheetah is sitting on the grass. It is waiting for an opportunity to attack a herd of gazelles. Its target is a wounded gazelle. Seek temporary safety.
But today’s show is filmed from the perspective of a leopard. It’s the dry season, food is in short supply, and leopards don’t eat carrion. This leopard has been hungry for a few days. If it doesn’t eat, it will face the danger of death. , I still hope that the big cat can succeed.
It’s just that when the gazelle died tragically under the bite of the leopard, and the cheetah was lying on the tree enjoying its prey leisurely, my scalp felt numb, and the so-called perspective of the protagonist disappeared, and suddenly I felt like the one who died tragically hanging on the branch gazelle.
So when Wen Yang's hand was on my shoulder, I was startled, and gave him a reflex.
Wen Yang covered his forehead and said angrily, "What are you going to do?"
"Sorry, I didn't mean it." I didn't expect to hit Wen Yang, so I hurried over and said, "Are you okay?"
Wen Yang took a deep breath, pondered for a while and said, "Are you guarding against perverts?"
"Of course not." I was extremely embarrassed, but I couldn't help but feel a little funny, "I was just fascinated by watching it, and I think you are a bit like this leopard."
Wen Yang was taken aback for a moment, then pulled the corner of his mouth: "I'll let it go, why is the leopard mad at you for getting old?"
I held the pillow in front of me, thought for a while and said, "Why can leopards eat sheep, but sheep can't eat leopards? Is it because sheep are vegetarians? Then why can't leopards be vegetarians? Look at this, the world is harmonious."
Yang seemed to be dumbfounded: "What are you thinking about all day long, and you even bring in characters." He frowned thoughtfully, "Do you think I look like this leopard?"
"Uh..." I was a little guilty, turned my head to cover up, and said, "No..." It's what happened today that makes people feel lingering.
"Then you want to know why leopards don't eat vegetarian?"
"why?"
"Because..." Wen Yang's eyes narrowed slightly, and my heart skipped a beat when I saw it. Wen Yang suddenly pressed me on the sofa, brought me close to my ear, and said softly, "Because it's really too picky."
Wen Yang had just finished taking a shower, and he was only wearing a silk nightgown, which was loose and didn't cover up too much. I put my hands on Wen Yang's chest in embarrassment: "Wen Yang, what are you doing?"
Wen Yang blinked and said, "Hunting, what's the matter?" with an innocent look on his face.
"Fuck you, I'm not a prey, get down quickly." I shouted loudly, trying my best to hide the panic in my heart.
The leopards on the TV seemed to start a new round of hunting. The sound of the antelope running in panic came from inside, and I felt even more panicked.
Wen Yang pressed both of my hands to the top of my head, lowered his head and gently kissed my shoulders that were exposed due to struggle, and said softly: "Speaking of which, I have always been a vegetarian, and I have not known the taste of meat for three years. You might starve to death."
I looked at Wen Yang, and I couldn't hide the anxiety in my voice: "Wen Yang, you said you wouldn't force me. If you do this, I..."
Wen Yang moved closer, his dark and bright pupils were full of tenderness: "If two people are in love, it's not coercion, Shishan, don't you like me?"
"I..." I looked at Wen Yang and was attracted by the light in his eyes. I couldn't say no to it, but I knew that if I let go, I would be eaten up in the next second. The gentle appearance is nothing but The calmness before the predation, taking off the disguise, Wen Yang is most likely a very hungry beast.
I gritted my teeth, and forcefully pulled back my reason: "No, no, you have to keep your word. If you do this, then I don't have to count on what I promised you!"
"Don't you have any feelings for me?" Wen Yang leaned over to my ear, "Do you still remember how you seduced me that night?"
Wen Yang exhaled hot air, which made me tremble: "What... what?"
"You said you love me, and you want me to love you." Wen Yang pulled his arms around his waist a little further, and moved his nose closer, "Why, why can't you accept me?"