"Tell me, what's going on?" Wen Yang was completely hysterical, clasping my wrist vigorously, "What's going on with the scar on this wrist? Why did you come back skinny like a bone? What happened in the United States in the past three years?"
I opened my mouth, my eyes were swollen and painful, but I couldn't utter a word. What should I say, I said I was crazy, because I couldn't control myself and committed suicide after reading the wedding email Wen Yang sent me
Then what should Wen Yang do, this matter is not anyone's fault, it should not be brought up again, if you want to blame it, you can only blame me for being stupid at the time, so I understood.
My breathing seemed to be choked in my chest, and after a while, I said with difficulty: "Wen Yang is gone, don't ask."
Wen Yang looked at me, breathing up and down, as if he was suppressing his great anger, he almost gritted his teeth and said: "Is it Jiang Ning, is it because of her?"
Seeing him like this made my heart ache even more, I kept shaking my head: "No, Wen Yang, it has nothing to do with her, I beg you don't ask, it's over, it's over, let's look forward Is it not good?"
Wen Yang grabbed my hand, eyes full of pain: "You told me how can I not ask? You went to the United States to find Jiang Ning, why did you bring yourself back like this? If you really care about me, you should tell me why What's the matter?"
"Wen Yang, I beg you, don't ask any more questions." I got up and hugged Wen Yang, and there was liquid in my eyes, "It has nothing to do with others, and it's not anyone's fault. , I'm stupid, isn't it good that we are doing this now?"
Wen Yang hugged me tightly, and said word by word: "If you don't tell me, I will find a way to investigate. There will always be a day when things will be found out. No matter who it is, I won't forget about it."
My eyes were swollen and painful, and my heart couldn't help being miserable: "Wen Yang, believe me, the truth is not what you want to know, you promise me, don't investigate, don't ask, we will continue to be so happy, trust me Me, we will get better and better in the future." I will love you like my life, treat you like a treasure, forget about the past life, forget all the unhappiness, and work hard to be a normal person for our future.
I hugged Wen Yang, felt the trembling from his shoulders, and the slightly shortness of breath in my ears, and my nose was sore: "Wen Yang, don't think about it anymore, I really have nothing, I'm fine now, I will If you gain weight, all the scars will slowly wear off. I am still the same Shi Shan, I will give you the best of myself, we still have a long way to go, waiting for us will be endless happiness, Don't be sad and angry about this kind of thing..."
… I hugged Wen Yang tightly, comforted him non-stop, and described our future to him with sobs. Those were all dreams I had dreamed of, and I told him one by one.
I tightly grabbed the clothes on his shoulders, and said sadly: "Please, Wen Yang, for our future, don't ask any more, as long as you don't dislike me, I will always be by your side, never Leave, you can't drive away, you trust me, trust me, okay?"
I don't know how long it took, Wen Yang finally calmed down slowly, he hugged me tightly and whispered: "Shishan, what do you want me to do?"
I wanted to laugh, but my eyes were sore, "You know that I'm difficult to deal with, and I just rely on you to treat me well, so I run amok, aren't you used to it?"
Wen Yang hugged me even tighter, and he said dryly: "You are not afraid of your misbehavior, I am only afraid that you will keep everything from me."
I leaned on his shoulder and took a deep breath: "Think about it, the only two misunderstandings we had were because you insisted on finding out, otherwise we might not have so many things going on. After thinking about us, those are not important things, maybe one day I think about it, and I will tell you."
Wen Yang's deep voice rang in his ears: "You're making too much sense, you know I'll misunderstand, why do you still have to do it?"
I closed my eyes lightly, and said with a weary smile, "I know, I was wrong, I won't do it again, so don't grab my pigtails, who hasn't touched the black history, you want to see my future Performance, must be a good young man with red seedlings."
"Shi Shan—" Wen Yang sighed, but didn't say anything else.
…
When Wen Yang fell asleep, I got up and went to the bathroom, my pajamas were soaked with sweat, I held onto the sink, panting heavily, almost... I almost couldn't control it.
I took a deep breath, the face of the person in the mirror was sickly pale, and the lips were bloodless, I rubbed my face to try to make it look better, the good days have just begun, and I must not get sick.
The obsession of the two lifetimes has now been fulfilled, so we must strive for it. Now that we can be together with Wen Yang, there is nothing we can't do. We can't handle this. What should we do in the future? There is a long way to go.
...
When I woke up in the morning, my body was a little limp and weak, Wen Yang made breakfast to wake me up, I got up, then turned back.
"What's wrong?" Wen Yang hurriedly stepped forward to check, and touched my forehead, "Have a fever?"
"No, I'm just a little tired. I slept too late yesterday." I gathered my strength to get up again, and this time I succeeded. It may be because my blood pressure was too low just now, and my body gradually gained strength. I lifted the quilt to get down bed.
Wen Yang stretched out his arms and hugged me, he took a deep breath: "I'll carry you there." He was about to raise his arms to hug me.
I hurriedly stopped and said: "Don't, this is too motherly, it's not like I can't get up."
Wen Yang thought for a while, and then let go of me. I breathed a sigh of relief, thinking he had given up.
I don’t want him to squat down beside the bed, bend his long legs and leave his back to me, and say, “Come up, this way you won’t look like a woman.”
Looking at Wen Yang's generous back, I was a little stunned for a moment, and only slowly climbed onto his back after Wen Yang yelled again.
Wen Yang stood up, dragged me a bit, and sighed, "How can I bring you back?"
I lay on his back and said in a muffled voice, "Didn't you dislike me for being fat before, and always said that I gained weight secretly?"
"How long has it been, do you still hold grudges?" After a while, Wen Yang's voice came again, "No, I have never disliked it."
I buried my face on his back, and said in a snorting voice, "Wen Yang, do you think I'm not brave enough? I've been dodging all the time, and you're the only one working hard."
Wen Yang paused for a moment, and then continued to walk out, "No, I know, my third son is the bravest, for me to sell the old house, speculate in stocks, buy a villa, risking Wen He's revenge to deal with him... Do a lot of things for me." He sighed, "I know you have a lot of things on your mind, I can wait until you are willing to say it."
I was a little depressed: "What if I don't want to say it all the time?"
"At least give me something to look forward to." He said with some helplessness in his tone, "If you can hide it from me for the rest of your life, it's your ability."
My heart warmed up, and I wrapped my arms around Wen Yang's neck and rubbed against his back: "Wen Yang, why are you so nice?" I knew that with Wen Yang's personality, he would definitely investigate this matter by himself, but he just didn't want to Let me down.
"Okay?" Wen Yang's voice came with a slight smile, "Since I'm good, why are you so careless and wanting to run?"
As Wen Yang put me on the chair by the dining table, I suddenly felt that the distance between upstairs and downstairs was a bit short, and it wasn't enough at all. Isn't this kind of life a bit too beautiful
If it can go on like this forever, no matter the previous life or the present life, all the waiting will be worth it...
Wen Yang knocked on the table, and looked at me with the corner of his mouth bent: "Why are you distracted again, hurry up and eat."
I nodded and smiled at Wen Yang. I knew that I must be very stupid when I didn't need to look at me, but the joy always overflowed uncontrollably.
Wen Yang doesn't seem to be any better than me, just now I saw him chew a Chinese prickly ash mixed with cold dish without changing his expression, and then drank a large glass of milk without changing his expression.
"Come out with me after eating."
I nodded again, and didn't ask Wen Yang what he wanted me to do, anyway, what he said now was right, I was like a fool who didn't know anything about the world, whatever Wen Yang said, he would be happy in his heart.
Wen Yang couldn't help laughing, and looked at me with eyes full of smiles, the eyes were full of tenderness.
It turns out that this is the feeling of being in love with each other, the chest seems to be beating with balls of flames, burning as if it is about to burst out of the body...
When I got in the car, my dizzy head remembered to ask Wen Yang: "What am I going to do?"
Wen Yang helped me fasten my seat belt, rubbed my head amusedly: "I'll sell you for money!"
"Are you willing?" I cooperated to help him analyze, "Think about it, I will wash, cook and dig your earwax for you, take care of your home and nursery, write love poems, watch flowers and drink with you, and grow old together. If you sell me , it’s a loss if you don’t... hey... Wen Yang let go..."
Before I finished speaking, Wen Yang suddenly leaned forward, hugged my shoulders and leaned against the car window, caught off guard and kissed my lips. People are caught in this madness.
After a deep kiss, I don't know how long it took, I suddenly felt a coolness in my chest, Wen Yang unbuttoned my coat at some point, I gradually woke up, panicked, stretched out my hand to cover Wen Yang's troublesome hand, and screamed out of breath Said: "Wen Yang."
Wen Yang paused for a while, then finally stopped, gasped for a while on my neck, raised his head and kissed my side gently: "Don't tempt me."
"It's nothing!" How could this person complain first.
"Stop talking, or I'll drive back."
I kept my mouth shut, and immediately lowered my head to straighten my clothes, and then I felt a little annoyed, but I dared not speak out, because I was eaten to death by him when we were just together, how will I live in the future
Forget it, if you add up the two lifetimes, if I am a few years older than Wen Yang, let him do it, don't all good men love their wives
"What expression do you have, and what are you thinking?"
Perhaps the expression on my face was too exciting, which aroused Wen Yang's doubts.
Naturally, I didn't dare to tell Xiao Xiang that she was my wife, so I had to pretend to express my doubts appropriately: "Can you reveal it in advance? You really want to sell me, right? In fact, I'm not very valuable. "
Wen Yang let out a muffled laugh, and put his hands on the steering wheel: "Well, if you grow more meat, it will be worth it!"
Asking Wen Yang again, he only said, "You will know when you go."
The car slowly drove out of the villa, and the field of vision became wider. When I saw Jiang Ning appearing in front of us with a tired face, I finally realized what I had forgotten.