Every Day I Sleep, My Soul Goes Out of My Body

Chapter 46: you have me

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The main house of Xi's family is not in Yunlang City, because Xi Baichen left that year, and Grandpa Xi bought real estate in all the cities he visited. After that, house prices rose sharply. Although the relationship between the two did not ease, the family business expanded significantly. In real estate alone, analysts can rank among the top five in the country.

Bai Chen finally chose to settle in Yunlang City, and Grandpa Xi also moved to this city.

The car drove into Jingshan Villa, and the old housekeeper who had already received the information immediately greeted him.

"Master, welcome home." The old butler smiled wrinkled.

Analyzing Baichen nodded indifferently, walked straight into the living room, and asked, "Where's the old man?"

"Master is resting in the room, I will take you there." The old butler led the two upstairs.

"Master, Master Bai Chen and Master Zino are here." The old housekeeper knocked on the door.

"Come in." An old voice came from the door.

The old butler pushed open the door and bowed to the side.

Analyzing Bai Chen stepped in and looked up at the old man who was leaning on the bed to read. His temples were white and his face was wrinkled. The eyes behind the reading glasses were bright and flushed, not like he was sick.

"Sit down." Grandpa Ana's expression was calm, but the fingers holding the book trembled slightly.

Ana Bai Chen didn't move, but Ana Zi Nuo sat down obediently and said with a smile, "Grandpa is in good spirits today."

"It's okay." Grandpa Xi's eyes fell on Bai Chen, as if he had something to say, but he didn't know where to start.

The two looked at each other in an awkward atmosphere.

[Old Bai, aren't you tired of standing? 】 Mi Li's voice interrupted Bai Chen's stalemate.

Analyzing Bai Chen took a step and sat down on the sofa chair not far away.

When Grandpa Ana saw this, a flash of excitement flashed in his eyes, his lips moved a few times, and he said, "You bastard, do you still remember me as an old man?"

Analyzing Baichen's eyes widened, he was about to retort, but he heard Mi Li said: [Finally know where your poisonous tongue came from, neither of you two grandfathers and grandsons can chat. 】

Analyzing Bai Chen's momentum, he closed his mouth.

"Cough, grandpa." Xian Zino interjected, "Don't say that, Brother Xian still cares about you."

"Hmph, will he care about me?" Grandpa Yan looked disdainful, and the corners of his mouth should be raised.

Mi Li: [Another arrogant arrogant who dislikes integrity. 】

Analysis of Bai Chen: What does the word "again" mean

"Grandpa, are you okay? What did the doctor say?" Yan Zinuo was worried that the two would quarrel, so he quickly changed the subject.

"What else can I say? As I get older, minor illnesses and pains are inevitable." Grandpa Ana replied calmly.

Mi Li probably knew from the diagnosis and treatment report that Grandpa Ana had Parkinson's syndrome, but the world didn't call it this name, but the pathology was the same.

This is a slowly progressive neurodegenerative disease. It mostly occurs in the elderly over 60 years old. It is not fatal, but it will affect normal movement. There is no complete cure, and it can only be relieved by drugs.

Grandpa Yan usually pays attention to health care, and there are people around him all the time. It is no wonder that Bai Chen is not nervous at all after reading the diagnosis and treatment report.

"Since there's nothing major, then I'll go first." Bai Chen got up and prepared to leave.

Grandpa Yan said: "Stinky boy, come here, don't even want to have a meal with the old man?"

"I can't eat it." Yan Baichen didn't give any face.

Grandpa Ana was so angry that his liver hurt and asked, "After so many years, how long will you be angry with me?"

Analyzing Baichen raised his eyes to look at him, and said calmly, "I'm not mad at you, I just want to live a peaceful life alone."

"But you are the blood of our Ana family after all, and this kinship cannot be severed." Grandpa Ana eased his tone.

"Isn't the tragedy of that year caused by your sentence 'Analysis of family blood'?" Baichen's eyes were bottomless, and he could not see any emotion.

Grandpa Yan's face was ugly. After a while, he suddenly rushed over to Bai Chen with the book in his hand, and shouted, "Go away, get out of here!"

Analyzing Baichen turned to his side, letting the book fall on his shoulder, and then walked out of the room without hesitation, and behind him came the voice of Anakino comforting the old man.

"Grandpa, don't be angry. It's not like you don't know how stubborn my brother is. If he can come back to see you today, it means that he has loosened up..."

Analyzing Bai Chen went straight downstairs and walked towards the door in silence.

Mi Li was curious in her heart, but her desire to survive made her quiet as a chicken.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Yi Baichen leaned against the gate, lit a cigarette, smoking while waiting for the housekeeper to arrange the car.

【You haven't smoked for a long time. 】

Analyzing Bai Chen for a while, flicking out the cigarette with his fingers, and holding it in his mouth at will.

【Can I ask? 】

"There's nothing you can't ask." Yan Baichen held a cigarette in his pocket, with one hand in his pocket, looked at the sky, and said in a flat tone, "My mother and my father are childhood sweethearts and have a good relationship. They agreed to get married after graduating from college. However, My mother found out she was pregnant when she received the university admission notice. She was only 18 years old and wanted to go to university. My father also supported her, only my grandfather strongly opposed it."

Mi Li thought that she had guessed the subsequent plot, but did not expect the truth to be more complicated than she imagined.

Analyzing Baichen took a deep breath and continued: "My father insisted on taking her to have an abortion for the sake of my mother, despite my grandfather's objection. However, on the way to the hospital, a car accident occurred, and my father used his body to protect his mother and died at the beginning. The mother was hospitalized with serious injuries, and when she woke up, she couldn't remember anything, but the fetus in her womb was safe and sound."

Rice grains: [… ]

Xi Baichen sneered: "So, in order to save the blood of the Xi family, my grandfather told a huge lie. He told his mother that the child belonged to Xi Chengyan. Xi Chengyan is the eldest son of my grandfather, my biological father's brother, and my uncle."

"My uncle already had a girlfriend who was talking about marriage at the time, but because of this lie, my grandfather broke it up abruptly and forced him to marry my mother. My mother was confused and lost the opportunity to go to college. Married to a man she thought she loved dearly."

"But a lie is a lie. My uncle has no feelings for his mother, and only takes care of his younger brother's wife and children out of responsibility. My mother noticed his estrangement and was restless every day. When she was about to give birth, she regained her memory, and the reality completely broke her down. The person she loved dies, the dream is gone, the marriage is built on lies, and her life begins and ends the moment she regains her memory."

Mi Li couldn't imagine how much pain the mother was in at that time.

"She gave birth to me out of desperation, her spirit was severely hit, and she suffered from postpartum depression." Analyzing Baichen paused when he said this, and the memories of the past were used like a flood, making him feel a throbbing pain.

A mother suffering from postpartum depression, sometimes awake and blurry, nearly killed him several times. The suffocation of being submerged in water, the pain of being strangled by the neck, the fear of falling down the stairs... His childhood, like a movie, was tragic and bloody.

It was not until his mother committed suicide that his life gradually returned to peace. However, the biological parents have left, the uncle remarried, and the family has a new child.

Analyzing Baichen in this home is like a shadow, completely different from Analyzing Nuo, who lives in the sun and is happy.

He is full of resentment towards his grandfather who caused all this, and he can't forgive himself. Because of his existence, he hurt his father, mother, uncle, and those whom his uncle loved.

Therefore, he left the analyst and lived alone. After so many years, the pain and resentment in his heart gradually faded away, leaving nothing but nothing.

[Don't be sad, you have me now. ] Mi Li's voice pulled Bai Chen back from his memory, [and Xiao Bai, we all love you~~]

Analyzing Bai Chen's eyes drooping slightly, he asked lightly, "How much do you love?"

【Love to pervert! 】

Analyzing Bai Chen: Very good, very powerful.

"Master..." The old butler came over and said embarrassedly, "The car at home is broken down, do you think it's better to stay for a light meal and go with Master Zinuo later?"

Mi Li: [Uncle Steward really doesn't lie. 】

Xian Baichen didn't answer, turned around and walked into the living room. The old butler thought he decided to stay, with a look of surprise on his face, but then saw that he caught Xian Zinuo who came out of the room, and took out the car key from his pocket.

"I drove your car away, you can go back to my house to get it." Yi Baichen shook the key and walked out of the villa without looking back.

"Hey, are you really not staying for dinner?" Yan Zinuo quickly chased after him.

Analyzing Baichen hugged Xiaobai and got into the car, waved at him, started the engine and drove away.

"Wait, grandpa's medical report..."

Yan Baichen couldn't hear the words behind Yan Zinuo. His face sinks like water, quietly looking at the road ahead. Although he promised to come and see the old man, he still couldn't get along with him normally.

What he said to the old man just now was not an excuse, he just wanted to live in peace and stability, and didn't want to make himself a pitiful worm. He knew that the old man didn't give up because of guilt. But the tragedy has been caused, and nothing can make it up, and he doesn't care about his making up.

[Old Bai... ] A gentle call rang beside his ears.

Analyzing Bai Chen's back, he saw a figure gradually forming in front of his eyes, from virtual to real, and finally condensed into his beloved girl.

This is the first time that Bai Chen has seen Xiaomi take shape, the stars are dazzling and dazzling, making people unable to look away.

"How do you..."

Mi Li looked at him sideways: "Because you are calling me."

Analyzing Baichen withdrew his gaze and looked forward: "When did I summon you?"

"Old Bai, the loneliness on your face is almost overflowing." Mi Li leaned over, poked his face, and teased, "Look, it says 'I feel uncomfortable and want to cry, I need to hug and kiss and hold it high'. "

Analyzing Baichen was silent for three seconds, then suddenly turned the steering wheel and parked the car on the side of the road.

He stretched out his long arm, pulled the grain of rice into his arms, and kissed her lips, lingering and turning with passion.

"Meow~~" A soft meow came from between the two of them, and Xiaobai protested: As a cat, why should you feed it dog food!

Yan Baichen loosened slightly, pressed her forehead, and stared into her eyes.

"You are mine." My own lover, family.

"You're mine too." Rice grain hugged his neck, cheeks flushed, eyes sparkling like jewels.

The haze in Bai Chen's eyes slowly dissipated, turning into a soft wave of light, like a lake after rain, clearly reflecting the silhouette of rice grains.

"Go home." Xi Baichen kissed her again, then let go and restarted the engine.

"Okay." Mi Li fastened his seat belt, picked up Xiao Bai, and shouted energetically, "Go home!"