Every Day I Wake Up and See Myself Selling Stupid

Chapter 9: Sixteen-year-old Su Yuan (nine)

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In the following week, the number of times the two of them met became less and less, and basically there was only dinner to see each other.

Su Yuan was very dissatisfied, because Shen Rao didn't allow her to talk during the meal, so the two of them had less time to communicate.

Su Yuan had no idea where she had offended Shen Rao.

Su Yuan took a bite of the rice, then glanced at Shen Rao who was expressionless, feeling a little uncomfortable, why does this person always treat her like this!

It's not that Shen Rao didn't see Su Yuan's aggrieved gaze, but she didn't soften her heart and looked away.

She knew in her heart how much Su Yuan longed for the love and care from her people.

Although Shen Rao was very reluctant to admit it, she still knew it clearly.

Everyone outside thought that Su's father loved his daughter so much that he married a femme fatale for his daughter. For his daughter, he dared to oppose the Shen family with a background in the underworld. But, who knew that this legendary beloved daughter was actually Being locked up at home since childhood and rarely going out, and rarely seeing this so-called father

Shen Rao lowered her eyelids, thinking of these things again, probably because she was stimulated by this stupid sixteen-year-old self again.

"If I did something wrong, please tell me, don't be angry!" Su Yuan smiled flatteringly.

Shen Rao looked away, "...".

"Tomorrow is a holiday~" Su Yuan continued.

Shen Rao's heart was in a mess, she didn't even look at Su Yuan, she put down the tableware, got up and went upstairs.

Su Yuan's bright eyes dimmed at this moment, and she looked at Shen Rao's empty seat for a long time, and finally put down the tableware herself, as if the delicious dinner was not good at this moment.

Mama Zhang followed up worriedly, "Miss..."

"I'm fine, I'm going back to my room first." With a trembling voice, Su Yuan returned to her room as quickly as possible.

Shen Rao walked out of the room when the other party closed the door.

"Ma'am." Just as Shen Rao was about to leave, Mama Zhang's voice sounded.

Shen Rao turned her head, "Huh?"

Shen Rao has always been very grateful to Zhang Ma, if she woke up, it was not because Zhang Ma came in time, she could not guarantee that she would be able to rescue Su Yuan in time.

"Madam, don't forget what you said when the master died!" Zhang Ma looked at Shen Rao without flinching.

Shen Rao turned around and sneered, "What did I say?"

Shen Rao probably hates the most in her previous life or in this life when others mention this person in front of her.

"Ma'am, what are you trying to do?" Zhang Ma was taken aback for a moment, and then asked, "Miss has very little contact with people since she was a child, so she is easy to be deceived."

"..." Shen Rao's gaze sank, yes! It is easy to be deceived, although a little care can make her heart and soul! ! !

"That's her stupidity!" Shen Rao's tone was cold.

"..." Zhang Ma knew Shen Rao's viciousness from the very beginning, and she was not surprised by Shen Rao's words at all.

"Bump..." Because of this voice, the two raised their heads and saw Su Yuan who was wearing pajamas on the second floor, her eyes widened, and she looked at Shen Rao.

Like a wounded little beast, he looked at Shen Rao stubbornly, with rare sadness in his eyes, which made people feel distressed and bitter at the same time.

Before Shen Rao said anything, she saw Su Yuan in pajamas running down, this time she didn't even look at Shen Rao, and ran out directly.

Shen Rao didn't hold back, because she saw the tears sliding down the girl's cheeks.

"Miss!" Zhang Ma was also startled.

"I'll go find her." Shen Rao said softly with an uneasy face.

Zhang Ma wanted to say something, but was stopped by the housekeeper who came over.

The girl was wearing flip-flops while wiping tears while walking on the road outside the villa.

Shen Rao quickly caught up.

The girl didn't even look back, she just quickened her walking pace.

"..." Shen Rao followed.

The girl immediately quickened her pace again. Flip-flops were not suitable for walking so fast.

Shen Rao glanced at the girl's stubborn back, and sighed, what she hates, what she hates, in fact, only she knows, it's not the girl in front of her, but herself, she was so stupid back then, let her eat it how bitter.

When she knew that the girl forgave Song Rong easily, the haze in her heart almost spread to the point of being uncontrollable.

"Su Yuan." Shen Rao rarely called Su Yuan with such a soft voice.

If it was before, Su Yuan wouldn't know how happy she was, but at this moment, Su Yuan only felt panicked, "Shen Rao, do you think I'm very stupid!"

Su Yuan's eyes were red, she turned her head and looked straight at Shen Rao.

Shen Rao nodded.

Then Shen Rao saw that the other party was already crying.

The anger in Shen Rao's heart immediately came up, is there any use in crying?

Did she not cry? But has it worked? If you didn't come by yourself, then now, it should be...

Shen Rao said coldly, "If you want to live on the street, just keep crying, there's no need to go back."

When the girl heard this, she felt even more aggrieved, and she shed tears even more, "Then I'll be living on the streets!! Anyway, no one cares!"

Shen Rao sneered, "You are self-aware." Then she saw the girl who turned around and was about to run, and then said slowly, "I heard that the road is not smooth these days."

Su Yuan immediately remembered the news reports about stealing organs and abducting people into impoverished mountains...

stopped.

Shen Rao sighed, how would she treat this person

"Go back." Shen Rao finally looked at the stubborn girl, but her heart softened.

This is herself.

She couldn't bear it.

When she returned home, the girl's eyes were still red, and she stubbornly refused to go upstairs, sleep, or look at her. She just stubbornly nestled on the sofa with her head buried in her knees.

Shen Rao sat next to the girl.

She knew what the girl wanted, but she couldn't give it.

If she can stay by the girl's side for the rest of her life, then it doesn't matter how stupid the girl is, but she can't guarantee that, if she pampers the girl now, what will happen in the future? The girl will be worse than she was back then...

At least, she never got a ray of sunshine back then. Without hope, there is no despair.

"No one will like me, right?" The girl's voice was hoarse, she hugged her knees, and said softly.

As Shen Rao listened, her nose suddenly became sore.

"I thought my father liked me, Mama Zhang and the others said that..." the girl sniffed, and then said, "But I know it's not, I really know..."

Shen Rao's eye circles were already red, of course she knew.

She knows everything.

"You hate me too, don't you?" The girl raised her head, with tears still hanging on her face, she met Shen Rao's red and wet eyes.

The girl froze for a moment, then she was at a loss, her eyes were full of panic, "You...don't cry..."

Shen Rao looked at the girl in front of her, and finally sighed, "I don't hate you."