How long has it been since you felt this panic and fear
Chu Sheng pursed his lips tightly, and when he tried his best to hold the sword, his eyes were a little blurred, as if time was flowing backwards around him, and he couldn't grasp it.
Chu Sheng even felt a little headache: Maybe Fu Zhongyi's time is running out
What kind of person is Fu Zhongyi? He is like water, he looks gentle and calm, but in fact he is flexible and strong, and there will be moments of madness... just like the arm that is now resting on him.
Feeling terribly stuffed in his heart, his eyes aching with discomfort, Chu Sheng recalled vaguely how he and Fu Chongyi looked when they first met.
He is gentle and gentle by nature, and his father Chu Shuangtian worried that he would not be able to take over the Chu family and protect his younger brother in the future, so he traveled around to experience himself. Chu Sheng also knew his flaws, so he came to Jinhe cruelly. When he first arrived in Jinhe, he met Fu Chongyi.
The man in Tsing Yi was clear and bright, as gentle as jade, with a slight smile on his brows and eyes. He was not extremely handsome, but he felt a kind of comfort in the spring breeze, which made him feel good.
At first, Chu Sheng wanted to make friends with such an extraordinary person.
This idea was shattered the moment the fox in Fu Zhongyi's arms rushed over.
Both Chu Yu and Chu Yu's second brother were scratched by wild foxes on the mountain when they were young, which caused Chu Sheng to have a bad impression of foxes, not to mention that he was a little bit obsessed with cleanliness. This fox is already very restrained.
Fu Zhongyi was still smiling beside him: "It likes you very much."
Chu Sheng's face was stinky, and he didn't want to talk to him, but he managed to force a smile as a return of greeting.
After this incident happened, the desire to make friends became weaker. Unexpectedly, the two of them were assigned to a monk team the next day, led by Fu Chongyi and assisted by him.
Most of the orthodox monks are more arrogant than Moxiu, not to mention that Chu Sheng and Fu Chongyi are both extremely young, and they have not declared their families.
Except for the matter about Chu Yu, Chu Sheng couldn't get tough on other things, and was still thinking about how to persuade these people to be good. Fu Zhongyi had already approached them and started to ease up, but it didn't take long for him to get acquainted with other people, and they had a good relationship with each other.
Fu Zhongyi is good at dancing, and always has the best way to convince these people.
Chu Sheng was naturally inferior, thinking that he was often taught by his parents on this point, and when he was depressed, the more he looked at Fu Zhongyi, the more he felt like the fox in his arms.
The team paraded peacefully for a few days, and was ambushed by Moxiu.
The monks of the Beastmaster Sect who rarely appeared were accompanied by Qi training monks. In order to protect them from fleeing safely, Chu Sheng and Fu Zhongyi were captured together in a panic. Fortunately, the people who caught them had a good sense. Seeing the family decorations on their robes and the high-grade fairy swords held by the two, they knew that they should not be killed randomly, so they just took them back and imprisoned them, and the treatment was good.
After all, the war between good and evil has been suspended for a hundred years, and even if it is unavoidable to fight in the future, it certainly cannot be fought now. The small friction on the front line of Jinhe also represents a subtle peace. Those who died are just some cannon fodder during the Qi training period. Those with high status and high cultivation level cannot die now.
Although Chu Sheng had a gentle temperament, he also had the arrogance of a famous family. He naturally looked ugly when he was captured. When he saw the only bed in the room, his face turned blue.
Fu Chongyi was calm and composed, and said with a smile: "Actually, I have wanted to ask for a long time. The tattoo on the sleeve of brother Taiwan is red maple. As far as I know, only Jiao Xia and Chu's family use red maple as their family tattoo..."
Chu Sheng looked at the items on the bed in disgust, then nodded solemnly: "I'm calling Chu Sheng, who is your Excellency?"
After all, the first impression was not good, and now he was alone in embarrassment, so he really couldn't force himself to laugh.
But exchanging names is necessary.
Fu Zhongyi looked at his serious and tightly pursed lips, his eyebrows and eyes curved, and his smile deepened: "I'm at Linlan Fu's house, Fu Zhongyi."
Fu family
Chu Sheng couldn't help thinking of Fu Lanxue who was rumored to have jumped off a cliff to death. After thinking about it, he felt that the name Fu Zhongyi was familiar. He was thinking about where he had heard this name, and heard Fu Chongyi say: "Mr. Chu has never Look directly at me, and don't want to talk, could it be that I hate me?"
Chu Sheng shook his head.
Fu Chongyi said: "Could it be because of this lazy fox?" Seeing that Chu Sheng's expression was slightly relaxed, he looked down at the fox in his arms struggling to pounce on Chu Sheng, and said without hiding his words, "This is grandfather I caught it and gave it to me, saying that it is the person who can find my destiny... "
Chu Sheng twitched his eyebrows, and his face turned cold: "Mr. Fu, please be careful with your words."
Fu Chongyi followed the good advice: "It was a slip of the tongue, Mr. Chu, don't mind."
After the two finished speaking, they were speechless and looked at each other. Their spiritual power was blocked and they couldn't meditate. From dawn to dusk, the two of them still couldn't hold on, so they climbed into bed together, one on the left and the other on the right. They were far apart before going to bed, and Chu Sheng slept surprisingly well. She was down-to-earth, but when she woke up, she found that she was held in Fu Zhongyi's arms, in an extremely intimate and clinging position.
The white fox was still close to his head, and the movement of its big fluffy tail made him itchy.
... let alone a man, no matter how gentle and jade-like his appearance is, he is still a man. In the morning, my younger brother can't help showing his presence. The two of them are so close that Chu Sheng can clearly feel it...
Fu Chongyi opened her eyes in confusion, "Morning, Mr. Chu."
Chu Sheng's face was dark, but every day when he woke up, either he hugged Fu Zhongyi's waist, or Fu Zhongyi hugged his back, and occasionally a fox was sandwiched between them, cuddling each other, sleeping soundly.
Under Chu Sheng's headache, he missed his cute little brother more and more...
The younger brother is the sun in his life, even if there is something unhappy, seeing the younger brother will make him happy.
Chu Sheng silently squatted by the door and waited for Zhengdao to redeem him.
Who knew that when he went out, he bumped into a female witch cultivator.
She is also a female cultivator who likes the type of Chu Sheng and has a promiscuous private life. The moment she sees Chu Sheng, her eyes light up, and she can't stop talking obscene words. But because he was restrained by others and couldn't move his hands, he could only endure silently and ignore it.
Naturally, it is impossible for a female witch to be as reserved as an orthodox female cultivator. She has to take her reputation and status into account in everything she does. After receiving Chu Sheng's cold face several times, she finally became angry from embarrassment and sneaked into the room in the middle of the night. Chu Sheng and Fu Zhongyi woke up immediately. When the witch threatened to cook Chu Sheng's uncooked rice and take it home to have a baby, Fu Zhongyi was speechless for a moment, and finally couldn't restrain herself, and burst out laughing.
Chu Sheng's expression was horrible: "..."
The two always got entangled together in the middle of the night, and this time was no exception. They were startled by the witch's sudden visit, but they didn't realize that they were close together and holding hands.
…
In fact, at that time, we can see the way.
The sound of the wind whizzed past his ears, Chu Sheng lowered his eyes, and reached out to touch his lips. Thinking of the scene where Fu Zhongyi suddenly grabbed him and kissed him without saying a word, his heart suddenly felt a little bit It hurts.
He was actually a little numb. When Chu Yu told him the truth, there was a bang in his head. All that was left was panic and numbness, but he didn't feel the pain in his heart. He didn't want to touch the memories of the past, and the pain made breathing become a burden.
When Chu Yu was trapped in the Mausoleum more than ten years ago, Xie Xi almost went crazy, so why not, he rushed to Yuhuazong after hearing the news. He knew that Xie Xi was crazy, he didn't listen to those rumors, but saw it with his own eyes.
He also waited for half a month outside the mausoleum, expecting that one morning, when he opened his eyes, Chu Yu would come out of the mausoleum and look at him and Xie Xi with a cold expression, just like when he was a child, Walked up to him and looked at him silently.
When he felt that he was about to go crazy, Fu Zhongyi rushed over and pricked the acupuncture points with golden needles to wake him up a little. It's a pity that Xie Xi fell into too deep a demon and couldn't wake up at all. His grandfather and grandmother brought him back after leaving the customs. After a lot of preaching, it didn't take long for the battle between righteousness and demons to break out.
Chu Yu was trapped in the mausoleum because of the magic cultivator.
Chu Sheng raised his sword without hesitation and went into battle. Unexpectedly, as soon as he arrived in Jinhe, he met Fu Chongyi, who still had a warm smile like a spring breeze: "Young Master Chu, long time no see."
Chu Sheng didn't understand why Fu Zhongyi wanted to accompany him and follow him. For ten years, as long as he was on the battlefield, Fu Zhongyi would be by his side. Chu Sheng couldn't help asking, and Fu Zhongyi smiled and said, "Because of the situation, I had to offend Xie Fang's lips, and I felt guilty, so how much should I make up for it?"
... In fact, I should thank Fu Chongyi for that matter, otherwise Chu Sheng would either commit suicide to protect his innocence, or be caught by the witch to give birth to a child. Chu Sheng's skin is thin, and he really doesn't have the nerve to speak out. Knowing that those considerate cares are compensations, he is somewhat disappointed.
Although he still had a bad face on the surface, his heart involuntarily began to favor Fu Chongyi, and he would not refuse to go in and out with him, and even felt quite at ease.
This is not a good trend, Chu Sheng tried his best to restrain his emotions, not to reveal anything. There was a voice in his subconscious telling him that if he smiled at Fu Chongyi, it would really be irreversible.
But... the silent and comforting eyes of both parents after the accident, and the worried and busy figure after he was injured and poisoned, slowly occupied his gaze, as if he was slowly being dragged into the abyss, and gradually... doomed.
But the Chu family needs him, he knows what to do and what not to do. There is a delicate peace between the two, and no one will break it.
Until one time when the poison was too painful, Chu Sheng subconsciously wanted to resist Fu Chongyi. Fu Chongyi couldn't bear it anymore, pinched his shoulder and growled, telling the secret hidden in the hearts of the two of them.
Chu Sheng was a little frightened. He was the new head of the Chu family. When his father hadn't been resurrected and his grandparents were still retreating, he shouldered the fate of the Chu family.
He has to bear all the hardships and pains along the way alone. Maybe someone will come to bear with him, but that person cannot be Fu Chongyi.
When Fu Zhongyi tremblingly wanted to kiss his lips, he pushed her away.
But no matter how much he resisted, Fu Zhongyi would follow. Chu Sheng didn't know how to make him give up, so he could only ignore his actions indifferently, not to watch or listen, so he didn't have to think about it.
But everything collapsed at the moment when Chu Yu fell into the abyss of magic.
Although the light spots in the soul jade tablet are still there, what kind of place is Moyuan? I can't come back.
Chu Sheng was drunk in the wine cellar of the Chu family. When he was in a daze, he heard the heavy creaking sound of the door of the wine cellar being pushed open. He barely raised his drunken eyes to look, and vaguely saw a slender figure against the light at the door. The man approached him step by step, sat beside him silently, took him into his arms, looked at the messy wine jars piled up beside his feet, paused, picked up one of them, shook it, Finding that there was still wine in it, he pressed it to his lips without hesitation, raised his head and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp.
"Call me when you're sad."
Chu Sheng heard his low voice, "Even if you can't be the hit person, you can always be friends, right? Chu Sheng, when you are sad, ask me to drink with you, is that okay?"
Chu's voice was chaotic, and he felt that the person who was holding him was reliable and gentle. Seeing his lips gently opening and closing and saying words that made him sad, his mind became hot, and he raised his head and pressed his lips against his.
The lips are touching, and they are both hot.
Fu Zhongyi just paused, and couldn't help but press the back of his head to deepen this rare kiss, with lingering lips and tongue, tasting the clear and intoxicating aroma of wine in the other party's mouth. When everything was almost out of control, Fu Zhongyi woke up suddenly, panting, pushed Chu Sheng away and wanted to leave, but was dragged back by Chu Sheng. The two were entangled, and they could clearly hear each other's breathing in the dark wine cellar.
Dreamed of, wished for.
When Fu Zhongyi was crushed to the ground, Chu Sheng screamed and resisted from the bottom of his heart, but he wrapped his trembling hands around his neck and murmured his name.
He seemed sober, but also drunk. Sober knowing what I'm doing, I can't do it. But he was drunk again, couldn't bear to stretch out his hand to push away, and even wanted to hug the person on his body tightly, so that the last sliver of distance between the two disappeared.
Entangled and kissed, fingers interlocked. Before entering, Chu Sheng heard Fu Zhongyi's voice, as if suppressing pain: "... Chu Sheng, you will regret it."
After breaking through the last line of defense that day, Chu Sheng was surprisingly calm after waking up. After being depressed for many days, he finally pushed the door and went out without saying much, and directly took the people to the front line of Jinhe.
When they met again, the two just met each other lightly, and neither of them would mention that sweet and frantic night.
Even though Chu Sheng completely ignored Fu Zhongyi this time, Fu Zhongyi still followed behind him without complaint or regret, but when everything ends—
This arm was Fu Zhongyi's final gift to him.
Fu Zhongyi was about to leave.
For the first time, Chu Sheng felt that all the burdens on him were mediocre. Fu Chongyi gave him deep affection and ended it with this arm, but even if he had never said anything, he would not be able to leave easily after more than ten years of companionship—
Even if he failed his parents' expectations, he didn't want to disappoint Fu Chongyi anymore.
After traveling without sleep for nearly half a month, the spiritual power in Chu Sheng's body was exhausted and he was in a mess. When he entered the gate of Fu's house, he almost knelt down.
When the people of the Fu family saw the Patriarch of the Chu family rushing into the Fu family in a mess, they were all stunned. Chu Sheng still remembered that he bowed his hand and made a salute, so he went to find Fu Chongyi.
The twilight is all together, and the setting sun melts gold. When he opened the door, he saw a young man sitting under a tree with his eyes closed and his face as pale as snow. One sleeve was empty, fluttering in the wind, and the other was holding the fox in his arms, quietly and silently.
His hand was on Chu Sheng's body.
Chu Sheng approached Fu Zhongyi slowly, fearing that the louder footsteps would startle him away. When he came to his side, he was already covered in sweat, his lips were trembling slightly, and he called softly, "...Fu Zhongyi?"
Fu Zhongyi's body froze.
After a long time, he opened his eyes and saw Chu Sheng, a trace of pain quickly passed in his eyes, but he still smiled slightly: "Patriarch Chu, why did you sneak to Linlan? How is the frontline war going? No... it's settled and we won't talk about it anymore." See?"
The pain of many days gathered into the gurgling thoughts flowing in his heart. Chu Sheng stretched out his arms to hug him in silence, walked to the room, and did not answer his cruel words, and whispered: "I am so cold, how long have I been lying down? No one To take care of you?"
Fu Zhongyi didn't struggle, looked up at him with a slight smile, and followed his words: "No one dares to step into my yard."
"How about stepping in?"
Fu Chongyi said: "Shoot out."
Entering the room, bypassing the screen, Chu Sheng put him on the bed, his eyes darkened: "Are you going to beat me out?"
Fu Zhongyi paused, and smiled a little forcedly: "...you know I can't."
Chu Sheng tucked the quilt up for him, and the atmosphere between the two suddenly fell silent. From the moment he stepped into the small courtyard, Chu Sheng tried his best to create a relaxed atmosphere, but at this moment he was a little at a loss.
Between the two of them, Fu Zhongyi has always been the one who took the initiative, talked and approached. He gave all the initiative to Fu Zhongyi, but he guarded himself tightly. Except for that out of control, Chu Sheng never let Fu Chongyi get close to him, and pry into his heart.
After a long time, it was Fu Zhongyi who spoke softly first: "...Why do you want to come to Linlan?"
Chu Sheng said: "If I said it was you, would you believe it?"
Fu Zhongyi laughed: "I believe it, of course I believe it. Have you heard those rumors? That's right, I was surrounded by demon cultivators and rushed out desperately, but I still lost an arm. It's a bit miserable. Don't worry too much, I..."
As he spoke, his smile faltered. Looking at Chu Sheng's expressionless face, he felt a little helpless, and sighed deeply: "I knew... the third son Chu told you all?"
Chu Sheng didn't know whether to cry or laugh: "Why did you lie to me?"
Fu Zhongyi lowered her eyes and remained silent.
The pain in Chu Sheng's heart gathered together, just like the ice surface in early spring, when it gradually shattered, there was an irresistible force rushing out. He pinched Fu Zhongyi's shoulder, and paused every word: "Now, I just want to ask you, can you forgive me?"
Fu Zhongyi was at a loss for a moment: "What?"
Chu Sheng said: "I don't want to let you down again."
Fu Chongyi raised her eyes to look at him, but her eyes were not full of joy that she had gotten what she wanted. She looked at him for a moment, then shook her head: "Chu Sheng, you don't have to do this. I said earlier that whatever I do to you is all voluntary. You don’t need to feel guilty, and you don’t need to make up for me. This arm cuts off my last thoughts, so go back, if you can meet again in the future, you can just nod to me.”
After more than ten years of chasing, but almost no response, he was a little scared. Chu Sheng kept suppressing his feelings, knowing that Fu Chongyi was afraid that he would come here just to make up for it, so he said in a deep voice, "It's not compensation! Fu Chongyi, you never thought about it, if I didn't like you, why did I have to be with you that day?" You... like that."
Fu Zhongyi was silent, and then said lightly: "You are drunk."
"I do not have."
The categorical denial made Fu Chongyi stunned, and it took a long time before he laughed again, his voice seemed choked up when he shook his head: "Chu Sheng, you really don't have to be like this...Are you not worried about Mr. Chu? Go back, I..."
He didn't say anything, but Chu Sheng blocked his lips, and the young man's body pressed up, and the white fox quickly jumped away, and swished under the bed.
"Chu Sheng...why are you doing this?"
Between lips and teeth, Fu Zhongyi's voice was trembling with tears, whether it was pain or joy.
"I like you."
Fu Zhongyi's body froze suddenly, her eyes widened.
As if afraid that he didn't hear clearly, Chu Sheng had already said it once, and said it countless times in his heart, and said it again smoothly: "Fu Chongyi, I like you. From ten years ago to now, I have always liked you."
His expression was extremely serious, and Fu Chongyi couldn't find any deceitful elements in this expression. His breathing gradually became heavier, and he rolled over and pressed him under him. The corners of his eyes were slightly moist, and he murmured: "Chu Sheng, if you regret Yes, just push me away."
Chu Sheng's lips trembled, he didn't push him away, and put his arms around his neck.
How could you be willing to push it away.
For the rest of my life I don't want to let go.
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Chu Sheng is the head of the Chu family, and he won the battle between righteousness and evil. He can't go back to Jinhe for a while, but he has to go back to the Chu family to sit in charge. Fortunately, the Patriarch of the Fu family has seen all the entanglement for more than ten years. The youngest son got what he wanted, and the Patriarch of the Fu family did not make things difficult, so he asked Chu Sheng to bring Fu Chongyi back to Luofeng Valley.
... Generally speaking, apart from the fact that Fu Zhongyi has lost a little cultivation base and sometimes can't control the balance after losing an arm, her physical strength is still very good, and her energy is quite strong. Chu Sheng realized later that something was wrong, and immediately expressed his doubts.
Fu Chongyi was speechless for a moment, "... how did the third son of Chu tell you?"
Chu Sheng's face was heavy: "There is not much time."
The younger brother failed in his studies, so he actually lied to him!
"No wonder you came running here... You too, you were tricked by him. Who am I? How could it be possible that I couldn't do it because I had an arm amputated..."
Fu Chongyi sighed, "But I also want to thank Mr. Chu, if he hadn't lied to you, maybe you would have been bored for a long time. I can only heal your body ailments, but not your heart disease."
Chu Sheng blushed slightly, and said unconsciously: "Now you are also my heart disease."
Fu Chongyi was taken aback, then burst out laughing, lowered her head and kissed him on the forehead, and said with a smile, "Okay, I will be responsible for treating you for the rest of your life."
The days after returning to Falling Maple Valley were quite leisurely. After Chu Sheng dealt with the things that should be dealt with, he would walk with Fu Chongyi in the newly green maple forest in Falling Maple Valley, whispering about the past and the future. Occasionally when discussing swordsmanship, Chu Sheng would stare at Fu Zhongyi's empty right arm in a daze, knowing that he was guilty and sad, Fu Zhongyi immediately changed the topic, or kissed his lips gently to divert his attention.
When talking about the descendants of the Chu family, Chu Sheng behaved calmly: "Father will be resurrected, and I don't mind having more siblings."
Fu Chongyi laughed out loud: "If you let your uncle and aunt hear, I'm afraid you will inevitably be served by the family law."
Chu Sheng laughed without saying a word.
Fu Zhongyi knew that he was always concerned about his right arm. He kept his expression on the surface, but behind his back, he began to look through all the ancient books he had collected. After looking carefully, he found a possible solution in an ancient book before long. Chu Sheng's way of heart disease.
It just doesn't necessarily make—
It is recorded in ancient books that there is a mountain in the east named Du Yuan, and there is a kind of elixir on the mountain, which is carefully cared for with human blood, and it will soon become a blind medicine. After collecting the herbs, add other spiritual herbs and take them together to regenerate the incomplete parts of the human body.
It's too unreliable.
Fu Chongyi sighed in her heart, but she still planned to go there.
He didn't plan to talk to Chu Sheng about it, he was afraid that the failure would make him even more disappointed. It's better to keep it a secret first, it will be a surprise if it succeeds, and it won't have any impact if it fails.
Before leaving, Fu Zhongyi gave Chu Sheng a deep kiss with a smile: "Ah Sheng, when I come back, maybe I can surprise you."
The author has something to say: Another long chapter ● v ● I feel sweet behind it... It’s so spicy and complete. In fact, at the beginning, because my friends and a few readers said they didn’t agree with Quanmin bl, I was going to let this pair be of…
_(:з)∠)_But after thinking about it, forget it, they are all my babies, let them be happy...
This is the last episode, thank you for reading this w
ps: After the episode ends, I will catch bugs from time to time ~ ignore me~_(:з)∠)_
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