In the dream, Lu Yue was in the dark night, surrounded by large tombstones, and not far away, a man covered in black mist was approaching him step by step.
Lu Yue's eyes widened suddenly, but she didn't run away with her legs. Because the person in front of him is not someone else, but his lover - He Lang.
"Alang... why are you here?" Lu Yue asked tremblingly.
"Why am I here?" The man suddenly moved closer to Lu Yue, his bloodless face suddenly enlarged in front of his eyes, "I'm dead, of course I'm here."
"You... dead?" Lu Yue's face turned pale, and her eyes were empty.
"Yeah, that night, I fell down the road halfway up the mountain and fell to my death. I shouted for a long time but no one came to rescue me. In the end, all the blood flowed out and my body was cold. You said that Where were you at that time?"
In the dream, He Lang's expression suddenly became ferocious: "You are flirting with that murderer Deng Hui!"
"No! Listen to me..."
"I don't listen to you, I don't believe what you say! Even if you catch Deng Hui in the end, so what? I'm still dead!"
Lu Yue's heart throbbed, and she could only cry desperately to explain: "Alang, I really didn't mean it, I did it for..."
"Stop talking!" He Lang in the dream interrupted irritably, his cold eyes seemed to freeze him to death.
"Don't be so hypocritical, talk like you love me very much, come down and accompany me if you have the ability!"
Before Lu Yue had time to defend himself, He Lang in front of him rushed towards him.
At this time, Lu Yue suddenly sat up from the bed, the red light in his eyes was loose and out of focus. It wasn't until he took a few breaths that he was relieved a little.
Just now He Lang came to look for him again!
In the past few days, Lu Yue has always dreamed of He Lang. Every time, he can see the other party looking at him with hatred.
What Lu Yue is most afraid of is that He Lang hates herself. He has endured too much love from He Lang, so he can't bear even a little bit of hatred from him.
Although He Lang didn't kill him himself, if he hadn't provoked Deng Hui back then, how could He Lang have been targeted by him? He shouldn't have agreed to Deng Hui in the first place.
Lu Yue was so remorseful that her heart throbbed with pain. Why did He Lang die? Why wasn't he the one who died
Maybe I should really go down to accompany He Lang.
Lu Yue lowered her head in a daze and sat until dawn.
The next morning, Lu Yue sorted out her thoughts. He got up from the bed, washed up as usual, changed into a clean suit, and went to the company with the resignation letter in his hand.
Originally, when He Lang saw Lu Yue coming to work, he felt more at ease. But when he heard the young man calmly reading the so-called resignation letter, something exploded in his heart.
There was also a blast in the conference room, but after Lu Yue finished reading, he didn't stop any longer, but walked out directly. He still had things to do.
Lu Yue has always been very calm, He Lang's heart is always up and down, he always feels that the young man is too abnormal, how can he be so calm, resign as soon as he says, this is the company they worked hard for together!
Holding his breath in his throat, He Lang strode forward and grabbed Lu Yue's shoulder.
"Why did you resign?"
Maybe it was because she had never seen a man with such a stern side, Lu Yue was slightly taken aback, and then replied with a smile: "There is no reason, I just have other things to do."
The young man turned around with a smile, but He Lang felt that smile was particularly dazzling. He knows Gu An best, and knows whether he is really laughing or not.
What do you want to do, Gu An
[Lu Yue: Huh, I'm finally about to get rid of this world, it's not easy!]
[001: The host is big, when will your killer move come out?]
[Lu Yue: Hurry up, I hope He Lang's mental capacity will not be too weak.]
[001: ... the host should not be too cruel.]
[Lu Yue: Well, let’s talk about it later.]
After returning from the company, Lu Yue then called someone to buy a cemetery, then returned home, and wrote a letter to Lu Zixi.
But at this moment, He Lang, who was sitting in front of the screen, had already seen all the actions of the man.
In the afternoon, he tapped Lu Yue's phone and found out that he was going to buy a cemetery.
After Lu Yue cremated him, the urn was still there. Could it be that he wanted to bury himself? So why is he being buried now
[001: Host, what are you writing?]
[Lu Yue: I am writing a suicide note.]
[001 panicked: Someone wants to kill you?]
[Lu Yue rolled her eyes: Which eye of yours saw someone trying to kill me? It was me who was going to kill myself.]
[001: Suicide? ?]
[Lu Yue: Yes, He Lang gave me hallucinogenic drugs before, which caused me to be insane. In my dreams, I often dreamed that He Lang wanted me to go down to accompany him, and I love He Lang so much, of course I would not refuse his request . Do you think the reason for suicide is reasonable?]
[001 shakes the nerves of the data: Why do I think the hero is miserable?]
[Lu Yueyu said earnestly: I said baby, as a system, do you still need me to tell you what we are here for? Besides, if the person in this body is not me, I am afraid that Gu An would have been admitted to a mental hospital long ago, and he will have to bear the consequences for his own sins. He Lang needs to understand this truth!]
001 couldn't say that he couldn't speak to Little Fairy Lu, so he could only nest in it sullenly.
Here, He Lang stared at the young man on the screen, his eyes almost pierced through the screen, he was actually writing a suicide note!
suicide note!
How could He Lang not know what the suicide note was, his body trembled suddenly, and he almost slipped from the chair.
In the morning, I felt that something was wrong with the young man. It turned out that he was planning to commit suicide!
Thinking of this, He Lang couldn't sit still anymore, he rushed out the door immediately, the cold night air squeezed into his throat, cutting him in pain.
Can't die! Can't let him die!
He Lang was so anxious that he wished he could fly to Lu Yue immediately and tell him that he was wrong!
Be sure to ask his forgiveness!
No, even if you don't forgive, it's okay to be hated by him all the time, it's better than losing him!
He Lang ran through the red light all the way, and rushed over like lightning.
But when he opened the door, he saw that Lu Yue was already lying on the ground, and there were dazzling sleeping pills on the table.
He Lang's heart was suddenly squeezed tightly, the invisible force squeezed his internal organs, the pain was too painful to react in time.
It wasn't until a few seconds passed that He Lang rushed to the young man like crazy. There was no blood on the young man's face, and he remained motionless like a dead man.
"You really want to die!"
"how dare you… "
The corners of He Lang's eyes were red, and he firmly pressed Lu Yue's shoulder. When he felt the young man's warm body temperature and shallow breathing, he realized that he was not dead yet!
"Hospital! Go to the hospital!"
He Lang immediately picked up the unconscious Lu Yue and got into the car, driving all the way to the nearest hospital.
"Let's lavage the patient's stomach first, and ask the family members to wait outside!"
He Lang looked at the slowly closing emergency room, and finally sat weakly on the chair. He rushed all the way here, afraid that the young man would suddenly lose his breath, so his heart hung there all the time, even when he was facing death, he was never so afraid.
He is really afraid of losing this person...
[Ding! The hero's blackening value is -3, and the current blackening value is 2!]
[001: The host is big, how does gastric lavage feel?]
[Lu Yue: Hehe, you'll know if you try it.]
This time, 001, who didn't block the pain, feels guilty again.
[001: The host, I didn’t mean to make you suffer, but there was something wrong with the main system, it looked very troublesome, so I was called over.]
What 001 didn't tell Lu Yue was that the problem was related to him. The character who was attacked actually disappeared automatically, which has never happened before.
[Lu Yue is used to 001's occasional convulsions, and said coldly: Forget it, it's almost over anyway, I'm too lazy to argue with your stupid system.]
Being despised by Lu Yue, 001 deeply felt that his self-esteem had been hurt, so he turned off the screen in grievance.
When Lu Yue was moved to the ward, he felt that someone was staring at him all the time, such a scorching gaze, even people who closed their eyes could feel it.
When Lu Yue opened her eyes, she saw the man in the shadows, sitting in front of her with a gloomy expression. He seemed to have been sitting for a long time, motionless, until he realized that he woke up.
"Why seek death?" He Lang's voice was not loud, but it seemed that he was trying to hide some emotion. Lu Yue lowered her eyelids, casting a shadow under her eyelashes.
"I'm not dead yet." The young man whispered, ignoring the man's question. His eyes were calm, but he looked even more frightened.
He Lang's heart couldn't help but gather together.
Is even death so calm? Are you so miserable that you want to die
He Lang looked at the young man's face and asked in a low voice.
"I know that I sometimes lose my mind and often have hallucinations. The wound on your neck was bitten by me, sorry, I forgot before." Lu Yue said lightly, remembering that her assistant still took this matter before Teasing himself, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile.
He Lang's throat choked, and he wanted to smile back at him, but he couldn't.
"I dreamed about Alan last night." As Lu Yue said this, the assistant beside him stiffened.
"He hasn't forgiven me yet. I know that his death is also my fault. No matter how much he hates me, he should."
No, not like that!
He has forgiven you long ago, and none of this is your fault, how can he have the right to hate you? He Lang's heart choked up badly.
Lu Yue continued: "Alan in the dream was a bit irritable. Maybe it was because the place was too cold and dark, and no one was with him. I was very worried about him, so I wanted to go down and be with him."
He Lang was so shocked that he couldn't even speak, his heart was twisted hard, and tears welled up in his eyes.
"So I wrote a suicide note to Lu Zixi, asking him to bury me and He Lang's urn together after my death. This way I can always be with him."
Lu Yue spoke slowly and calmly, as if she was going to take a long sleep.
But when he saw his assistant bursting into tears, he was stunned: "You...why are you crying all of a sudden?"
Cried? Is he crying
He Lang stroked his face with his hand, and sure enough, it felt wet.
He said: "I'm fine, I just thought of someone."
The young man was dubious, and when he was still wondering, the door was kicked open.
Lu Zixi looked at the hypocritical man with eyes full of resentment, and immediately went up and punched him. He Lang was hit over the head, and the corner of his mouth was livid.
Lu Yue was shocked: "What are you doing?"
Lu Zixi looked at Lu Yue, and thought of the suicide note he had just received, and felt his blood rushing all over his body.
"I would like to ask you, what are you going to do? Suicide? Just for him!"
"What does this have to do with Zhou He, I am..."
Lu Zixi looked at Lu Yue's bewildered expression, and said with a sneer, "You guys have known each other for more than ten years, why didn't you realize that he is He Lang?"
The air became quiet for a moment, Lu Yue turned her head and stared blankly at the silent man, then turned to her angry friend: "What do you mean by that?"
"Don't you understand yet? He is He Lang! You became like this because of him!"
Lu Zixi's words were like thunder, and Lu Yue's voice trembled: "Are you kidding, how could Zhou He be He Lang?"
Lu Zixi was so angry that he didn't speak, and Lu Yue turned his eyes to the assistant he had been familiar with all along: "What he said is false, right? He Lang is already dead. Didn't you discover his body first that night?"
Lu Yue asked eagerly, at this moment he was like a person lost in a dream, seeing nothing clearly.
Until he heard that voice: "It's true, I am He Lang."
He Lang didn't know what mood he was in to say these words, he raised his head to meet Lu Yue's panicked eyes, trying to take him into his eyes deeply.
But Lu Yue suddenly trembled, her body kept shrinking back, and she muttered: "You lied to me, you lied to me!"
He Lang realized that something was wrong with him, immediately ran over to hold him down, stared into his eyes and said: "I know you don't believe it, but I was indeed reborn on Zhou He. I fell in love with your coffee - Phantom drugs, make you unconscious. If you want to, then hate me, don't kill yourself, I don't deserve you to do this."
After hearing this, Lu Yue really calmed down. He seemed a little hard to accept this fact, and he was still in a daze. After a while he lowered his head and said, "I don't want to see you now."
He Lang's heart twitched, and he slowly swallowed a mouthful of bitterness: "Okay, I'll go." Then he turned to Lu Zixi and said, "Take care of him." Lu Zixi snorted coldly, without even turning his eyes. he.
He Lang walked out of the hospital, but he didn't know where to go. He looked up at the sky, but his eyes were even more sour.
Since Lu Yue doesn't want to see him, then he won't see him. He hurt him so much, how could Lu Yue pretend that nothing happened and let him stay by his side
You already knew this was the result, didn't you? But why does the heart still hurt so much? Just dig it out, it won't be painful if you dig it out.
He Lang put his hand on his heart, feeling the beating there. Forget it, keep it so that you can continue to love him and remind him of the mistakes he made.
Then continue to suffer.
[Ding! The blackening value of the male protagonist is -1, and the current blackening value is 1!]
Here, Lu Yue was still in a daze, and didn't say a word all afternoon. Lu Zixi felt distressed and angry looking at him, but there was nothing he could do about it.
It wasn't until dark that the person on the bed said the first sentence: "I want to be discharged from the hospital."
"The doctor said you are weak and need to recuperate."
"I want to leave the hospital." Lu Yue repeated this sentence like a slow machine, Lu Zixi had no choice but to agree to him.
He took him to his apartment so that he could take care of him personally. But Lu Yue was like a puppet without a soul, she didn't respond to what she said, and she didn't eat. It wasn't until he dropped his chopsticks in a fit of anger that Lu Yue took a few mouthfuls slowly.
But only a few mouthfuls.
At night, Lu Zixi took him into the bathtub to take a bath. Originally, he was still a little apprehensive, because this was the first time he had been so close to Lu Yue, but when he saw Lu Yue's skinny body, his suspicions disappeared immediately.
After hastily taking a shower, Lu Zixi carried Lu Yue to the bed and let him sleep with him, which was considered to have fulfilled his long-standing wish. He deluded himself into thinking that if only the youth belonged to him forever.
In the middle of the night, Lu Yue suddenly had a nightmare, trembling all over, covered in cold sweat, and kept calling He Lang's name.
Lu Zixi was so frightened that he immediately woke him up. The young man gasped for a few breaths and then returned to his numb appearance.
It was like this for several days. It wasn't until Lu Yue fainted suddenly while walking that Lu Zixi decided that no one could let him be like this and sent him to the hospital.
But in the end, Lu Yue held her back: "I'm fine, I just didn't stand firm."
"You don't need to explain, I will definitely send you to the hospital this time!"
Lu Yue looked at him with a pale expression: "I want to see him, and I will listen to you after the meeting."
Lu Zixi frowned: "You are like this, you still think about that person?"
"This is the last side."
Lu Yue looked firm and uncompromising.
Lu Zixi didn't want to provoke him, even if he didn't like their meeting, he could only reluctantly agree.
When He Lang received the call, he was still shocked. Not long after he came out of the hospital that day, he began to miss Lu Yue. At night, he sneaked back to the hospital, only to find that the bed was empty. And the suite they had been staying in was empty.
At that time, he was still thinking how much Lu Yue didn't want to see him, and didn't even give him a chance to regret it.
And now Lu Yue actually said that she wanted to see him? He Lang was so excited that he almost jumped up, but after the excitement, he became uneasy again.
He still remembered the young man's expression that day. Why did Lu Yue see him
[001: The host is big, the hero is here!]
001's voice rang in her head, and Lu Yue, who was lying on the bed, reluctantly closed the system mall. There is still one last step left, of course he must focus on the task.
"Go in, he's inside." Lu Zixi looked at He Lang coldly, as if looking at an enemy with a hint of warning.
He Lang lowered his eyes and didn't speak. In fact, his heart was beating very fast, and his hands even trembled a little.
He pushed open the door cautiously, and the bright white light inside shot into his eyes all of a sudden, making him even more nervous.
Lu Yue looked at the bewildered man, unable to figure out how he looked like his lover, so he smiled and said, "Sit down."
Only then did He Lang sit down cautiously, raised his head and looked at him cautiously: "You are looking for me... What's the matter?"
"I can't find you if I have nothing to do?" Lu Yue looked at him teasingly, his gaze was so gentle that He Lang thought it was a bubble, which was extremely unreal.
How could such a gentle expression belong to him
He Lang showed pain on his face, but quickly covered it up, and then showed a wry smile: "I thought you hated me very much."
"I hate you very much." The young man's voice was neither soft nor heavy, but every word pierced He Lang's heart like a needle.
really.
"But these days have passed, and I don't hate you anymore. In fact, I shouldn't hate you. I didn't make a good decision, provoked Deng Hui, and killed you. You should hate me. But I will help you If Deng Hui is caught, it can be regarded as clearing up."
The young man spoke intermittently, as if he really let go. Lu Yue said that she didn't hate him anymore, he should be happy, but his heart was hissing and hurting like something had been dug out.
"I'll forgive you for what you did to me, but I'm tired and don't want to love anyone anymore, so forget me too."
forgot about him? He Lang's tall body trembled.
How could he have forgotten him? But how could he be willing to refuse his request.
"Okay, I'll forget about you."
Since this is what you asked for.
[Ding! The blackening value of the male protagonist is -1, and the current blackening value is 0! mission completed!]
When He Lang came out from the inside, Lu Zixi was walking in front and snorted coldly as he passed by, but He Lang walked straight through as if he didn't hear it.
"Xiao An, what did you tell him?" Lu Zixi asked as he opened the door, but when he looked up at the bedside, the young man had already closed his eyes, as if he had fallen into a deep sleep.
How could Lu Zixi fail to see that the young man was definitely not asleep, he just couldn't believe it, how could he die suddenly
No, no!
Lu Zixi stepped forward in a panic, stroking the young man's warm face with both hands.
But he didn't breathe, he didn't have a heartbeat, he was really dead.
Lu Zixi screamed immediately: "Gu An—"
How could Gu An die suddenly? It must be He Lang, what did he say! definitely is!
Lu Zixi's eyes were red with anger, and when he was about to get up to look for that bastard, he saw the note that the young man had put on the table, on which was written only one sentence: Don't tell him about my death.
Lu Zixi suddenly smiled wryly, so you already knew that you were dying, didn't you? That's why I wanted to see He Lang for the last time. You don't want me to tell him, because you don't want to make him sad.
After Lu Yue died, Lu Zixi cremated him and buried him on the ground west of the city.
And when He Lang accidentally learned of Lu Yue's death, it was already three days later.
In front of the tombstone, a man in a black suit stood in front of the short tombstone. He looked at the smiling young man above, as if he couldn't believe that he just disappeared into the world.
Intense pain and unwillingness had overwhelmed the man, and this kind of grief that wanted to destroy the whole world seemed to have been experienced in the previous life, gnawing at his flesh and blood again.
He knelt down and kissed the young man in the photo very tenderly.
"Even if you die, I will find you."
Under the sunlight, the man's figure became transparent little by little, and finally disappeared in the morning sunlight.
The author has something to say:
The second world is finally over! Sprinkle flowers! Thanks to Meimeisang for her rocket launcher and Xiaoxiao's landmines! There are also little angels who read the text seriously! The stupid author has many deficiencies, and I hope to improve in the future! mwah!