When Chu Fei woke up, there was still some unreal feeling.
He lay on the bed for a long time, and his whole person seemed to have lost his anger. After a long time, his body suddenly shook, he stumbled out of bed and went to open the wooden window in the room to look out.
The sky was bright outside, the sun was high, and it was still a little cold in the morning on the mountain. The morning wind blew, and immediately gave him goose bumps. Chu Fei didn't care, he just stared at the bright scorching sun above his head. It wasn't until the servant noticed his unusualness and called him out loud that he finally came back to his senses.
Is he still alive
This yard looks very familiar, and it is clearly still in Yunshan Temple. He comes to Yunshan Temple every year and lives in the same yard every year.
Could it be that if you go to the underworld, the underworld is exactly the same as the world? Not only is there the sun, but even the grass and trees seem to have been re-engraved from the human world, and even the anger in the yard is like a dream.
It is said that the Netherworld will never have the light of day. Could it be that the great monk also lied to him? Or could he be spared the pain of deep-frying, fire-cooking, and swordsmanship
"My lord, my lord!" The little servant came over with his coat and hurriedly put it on him: "It's cold on the mountain, the lord is careful with your body."
Chu Fei turned to look at him and thought about it for a long time, but still couldn't think of his name.
He brushed away the servant, walked back to the center of the room, looked around, and asked, "Where is this place?"
"My lord, this is Yunshan Temple. Why did you forget this?" The young servant was surprised: "My lord, do you want the servant to call the doctor?"
"Yunshan Temple?" Chu Fei responded and couldn't help but be lost.
The servant looked at him worriedly, took a few steps towards the gate with both feet, and heard Chu Fei say again, "Is Master Huizhen in the temple?"
The servant replied: "Master Huizhen is of course in the temple. Originally, Master Huizhen was wandering outside. It was you who specially called Master Huizhen back. Have you forgotten this?"
Chu Fei didn't answer, and after tightening his coat, he hurriedly walked out. He has been to Yunshan Temple many times, and he is very familiar with all the roads here. When he passed the next yard, he did not pause at all, and strode straight towards the residence of Master Huizhen. The little servant was startled and hurriedly chased after him.
When the little monks in Master Huizhen's courtyard saw him coming, they didn't stop him at all. Chu Fei didn't make any sense and rushed in.
"Great monk!"
Master Huizhen heard the sound.
"Great monk, did you do it?" Chu Fei grabbed him and asked eagerly, "Well, why am I, why..." Halfway through his words, he suddenly stopped, not knowing what to say next .
Master Huizhen's white beard seemed to be less than he remembered.
Chu Fei suddenly found something wrong. He didn't let go of the hand that was holding Master Huizhen, but hurriedly turned his head and asked the servant, "What time is it now?"
The servant was puzzled: "My lord, what are you asking? It's Mao Shi."
Chu Fei was short of breath: "I ask you this year is Tianhe... Tianhe years?"
"Back to the lord, it is the eighteenth year of Tianhe."
"Eighteen years? How could it be eighteen years?" Chu Fei asked Huizhen again, "Great monk, did you do it?"
Master Huizhen said a Buddha name, "What the lord is saying, the poor monk can't understand."
Chu Fei tugged at his cassock and stared at him for a while, before finally calming down. He raised his eyes to see the worried look in the little servant's eyes, only to feel a splitting headache, and waved his hand to drive the little servant away.
"My lord, is the servant going to call the doctor over?"
"Don't call."
"Then the slave is going to get some food?"
Chu Fei paused for a while, then said, "Make a pot of strong tea for this king."
The little servant responded and hurried out.
After the little servant made the tea, he made another excuse to drive the little servant away, took a sip of the strong tea, and Chu Fei was completely awake. He closed his robe, held a cup and took a sip, looked into the distance, and sorted out the memories in his mind.
Upon seeing this, Master Huizhen didn't say anything, and quietly closed his eyes and recited the scriptures.
After a long time, Chu Fei finally moved.
His eyes were even deeper than before, and the anger from his body seemed to have been siphoned away.
"Great monk, in Buddhism it is said that people have reincarnation, is it true or false?"
Master Huizhen made a move and opened his eyes to look at him: "My lord thinks it's an adventure."
Chu Fei smiled bitterly: "If he really said it, it would indeed be enviable."
If given the chance, who wouldn't want to do it all over again
But before he died, all his thoughts were gone, and he had the idea of death. Who knows that when he opened his eyes again, he did not die as he wished, but returned to many years ago.
Days and eighteen years... Days and eighteen years. At this time, nothing has started to happen, and even A Nuan has not yet entered her palace.
If someone else wants to do it all over again, it is to make up for the shortcomings of the past, but if you want him to do it again, what do you want him to make up for? No one in the palace treats him sincerely, the only one who treats him sincerely, if he does it all over again, he does not dare to implicate A Nuan again and let A Nuan go back to the way of his previous life.
Throughout his life, he prided himself on being witty and smart, but he couldn't even understand the thoughts of the people around him. Only during the time when he was just married, he and Ah Nuan fell in love and lived a good life, but later It was also calculated and provoked by others, and he broke away from A Nuan. If you want to make up for the shortcomings, you shouldn't go back to this time. You have to go back to childhood in one breath, and when the queen mother carried him to the queen's knees, she directly hit the scarlet pillar in the temple to death. A hundred dead.
Chu Fei sighed and said wearily: "Even if there is such an adventure, I don't know if it's good or bad."
Master Huizhen said, "Your Highness is hesitating."
Chu Fei smiled bitterly: "I live like a fool, what else is there to hesitate."
"I'm afraid the lord doesn't think that way." Master Huizhen said, "The lord has always been confident, and he doesn't even believe in his own destiny. Yesterday, the lord himself told the poor monk that he would only give up if he had to bang his head and bleed his blood to see the result. Today How could you be so easily subdued?"
Only because he saw the result clearly, blood flowed, people lost, life was lost, and all his pride was shattered, so he had to believe in fate.
He has seen everything, even what he didn't know before, what was concealed, and what was deceived, he could see clearly before he died, what else could he be unwilling to do
If he really said he was unwilling, he was the only one who owed A Nuan, and it was not clear if he sacrificed his life, but when he woke up, it was too late, and it was too late to make up for it, so he could only ask Huizhen to serve her day and night at the end. Chanting sutras and praying for blessings, she will have a smooth life in the next life.
Even if he did it all over again, he didn't dare to get close to A Nuan again, and even cause her to die for himself, because he fell too painfully and tragically in his previous life, and now he doesn't even dare to raise any extra thoughts, for fear of another Accidentally took the wrong path, and went back to the old path of the previous life.
Chu Fei's back was hunched, and he was holding the cup carefully, not showing the confidence he had in the past.
Master Huizhen had been with him for a long time, but it was the first time he saw him like this.
Master Huizhen couldn't bear it and said: "Since the lord has one more chance than others, why should he give up on himself like this. The lord has an adventure, and he has an advantage over others. If he just gave up, the lord who knows the poor monk is really Not like."
Chu Fei said: "The great monk you know me, what kind of me?"
Master Huizhen said, "Your Majesty often tells poor monks that people will definitely conquer heaven."
"Great monk, this is also the fortune-telling you gave me?" Chu Fei smiled bitterly: "I didn't believe you when you told me fortune-telling before, but later I was really convinced by you. I didn't believe it at first, but now I am. I have to believe it. Since this is the case, why should I listen to you and avoid that fate early to avoid the same fate."
"The poor monk also said that the number of people's lives changes at any time, and what the poor monk can say is only eight or nine out of ten."
"But nine out of ten, I've already won."
"But the poor monk has not figured it out, and the prince will have some adventures."
Chu Fei was taken aback.
Master Huizhen clasped his hands together and nodded slightly: "The prince's fate has changed now, but the poor monk can't see it clearly."
"You..." Chu Fei couldn't help sitting up straight: "Are you serious?"
"Monks don't lie."
"But what if..."
Master Huizhen: "Your Majesty might as well just do what you want. If your Majesty can have such an adventure, you still feel unwilling to come. If your Majesty abandons himself, wouldn't this opportunity be wasted?"
Chu Fei nodded thoughtfully.
He suddenly said again: "Great monk, do you know what happened to me?"
Master Huizhen smiled but did not answer.
"Master monk, did you actually do this?"
After thinking about it, Chu Fei realized that only Master Huizhen could do such a mysterious thing over and over again. Master Huizhen has a high level of cultivation, and even today's sages highly respect him. Even before his death in his previous life, the last person he saw was Huizhen.
Master Huizhen said, "The poor monk doesn't understand what the lord is talking about."
Chu Fei looked at him suspiciously for a while, but could only give up.
As soon as he came out of Master Huizhen's courtyard, Chu Fei returned to his residence. He lay on the bed and couldn't help but think carefully about his plans in this life.
After living for a while, he understood everything. Everyone in the palace did not treat him sincerely. The empress dowager hated his mother and concubine. When Concubine Shu sacrificed herself with the emperor, the empress dowager had no chance to attack him, and hatred fell on him, and the emperor and empress raised him. Da, doted on him in every possible way, even a few nephews were not favored by him, but he had the meaning of the queen mother and wanted to kill him.
In his previous life, he wanted to ask to marry A Nuan, but he was very nervous. At that time, A Nuan's reputation had not been cleared away, and the royal family always paid attention to reputation. When I told them about A Nuan, the queen mother and the emperor were only happy that he had a sweetheart, and never said anything because of A Nuan's reputation. That's because he was full of joy, only being the empress dowager and the emperor doted on him, but he didn't know that A Nuan's reputation was cleared later, and he was praised by Master Huizhen himself, but both of them changed their faces. At first, he provoked him and A Nuan from their hearts, and then he designed A Nuan when she was giving birth, so that she was killed and killed, for fear that he would leave his own child. Later, when he was disheartened and unhappy, the two of them were worried that what they had done would be exposed, so they preemptively attacked him, poured sewage on his head, and killed him with a glass of poisonous wine.
If in this life, A Nuan first clears his reputation, and then proposes to marry A Nuan, maybe he will get all kinds of obstruction from the two, for fear that he will get some help.
Chu Fei sighed in his heart.
But in this life, he didn't dare to implicate A Nuan again.
As long as he helps A Nuan clear his reputation, A Nuan will naturally be able to marry a good family. Although he does not dare to approach him, he will secretly watch in secret to clear the obstacles for A Nuan. If someone dares to treat A Nuan badly , he will definitely help A Nuan deal with that person. He didn't dare to let A Nuan marry her again, as long as A Nuan lived a comfortable life and no longer suffered the grievances of his previous life.
As for himself, as long as he is a good idle prince, acts as a fool, and does not show a little threat, the queen mother and the emperor will not be vigilant against him if he wants to come.
Even so, he was still a little unwilling in his heart.
How could he have lived such a useless life
Although he is grateful to the empress dowager and the emperor for their nurturing affection, all the affection has been polished in the previous life. Even if he was at peace, the two would not let him go easily.
Huizhen said to let him do what he wanted, he wanted to protect A Nuan, but he was unwilling to let people figure it out. If he can't even find a place to stand for himself, how can he protect A Nuan