Take the stairs directly to the underground parking lot.
Meng Siqi found his car, and I stood by the car, sweating and weak.
Meng Siqi opened the car door, trying to help me into the car.
But my whole body froze for a moment, I saw a person standing opposite, it was He Li.
His eyes were cold and cold, and he called me, "Pei Jiyu."
Before going out today, you should look at the almanac.
Today is my disaster day, people who want to try to forget jumped in front of me one by one, forcing me to face them.
I would like to start again, but unfortunately the past refused to let me go easily.
He Li walked towards Meng Siqi and me, barely stopped a few steps away from us, fixed his body, and stared at us.
He seemed to be thinner than half a month ago, and his face was blue, as if he hadn't had a good rest for a long time.
He looked at Meng Siqi, then stopped at me, and said sarcastically, "I said, why are you willing to leave me? You turned out to be next to the young master of the Meng family."
I can't open my mouth.
He never misses an opportunity to insult me.
Meng Siqi took half a step forward and protected me behind him, "Mr. He, Jiyu is my friend."
He Li's words were blocked back without seriousness.
"Friends? That's right, the friends on the bed are also friends," He Li sneered, "Young Master Meng, do you know that your 'friend' was also my 'friend' not long ago."
I turned pale.
His words are like sharp thin blades that can cut a person inch by inch. There is no benevolence and righteousness in business, why should he say such ugly words
"You don't need to judge our relationship!" Meng Siqi was slightly annoyed, "We are leaving, goodbye."
He put me in the car, closed the door, got in, started the car and left.
He Li didn't say a word during the whole process, but just stared at me, the car drove past him, and I saw his cold eyes through the glass window.
When the car left the underground parking lot, I took out the candy box containing aspirin from my pocket, poured it into the palm of my hand, and swallowed it immediately.
"Are you okay?" Meng Siqi asked me concerned.
At this time, the effect of the medicine had not yet been exerted, and the pain in my body made me speechless, and I could only curl up into a ball as hard as I could.
After a while, I regained my senses from the pain, and I smiled wryly, "It's really unpalatable. Aspirin is just aspirin, and it won't turn into Skittles if it's dyed."
Seeing that I was fine, Meng Siqi finally breathed a sigh of relief.
He took something out of his pocket and handed it to me, "Here you are."
I took a closer look and it turned out to be a few milk fudge.
I took it casually, and I said, "It's so big, why do you still carry candies with you?"
He just smiled and said nothing.
After a while he whispered, "Candy brings back happy memories."
There is a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth.
I also have a happy past, but it’s a pity that I’m often told by Bing Leng at the last moment that I’m just a pillow of yellow beams, and what I hold in my hand when I wake up is only a rotten Ke that gradually decayed in my sleep.
"He treated me so badly, but I'm still attached to him," I said.
Meng Siqi knew who I was talking about.
He is silent.
"Because you love him."
"No," I shook my head and said calmly, "It's because I don't love myself enough."
I've always known it, but now I'm daring to admit it. If you love someone so much that you lose your dignity, that love is no longer love.
It's just that I have been deceiving myself and deceiving myself.
He looked at me quietly, "One day you will forget him."
I smile.
No, I will never forget him.
It takes too long to forget someone, but Pei Jiyu's life is too short.
Lived by old nightmares at night.
Dreaming of purple skies in England, I go back to the year in my memory, walking in the thick fog. Passers-by passed me in a hurry, and I went against the direction of the crowd and walked towards the unknown place step by step.
I saw the boy with black eyes and black hair. He was sitting on a bench in the square. A flock of white pigeons flew away with fluttering wings. He looked up at me, and countless white shadows fell on his dark eyes. For a moment, everything was silent. .
Just like that, I woke up from the dream, the moon was as white as silver, and the night was as cool as water.
At first, I wasn't in love with him.
I just saw in him the shadow of Pei Jiyu when he was sixteen years old, lonely and stubborn, with nowhere to go.
So he said to him, "If you can't find a place to go, would you like to live with me?"
He looked at me for a long time and said, "I'm Leo."
I held out my hand to him, "I'm Pei."
At that time, I was living in the school dormitory, and I was kicked out by the ruthless dormitory supervisor because I took a strange boy to stay overnight.
I argued with the dormitory supervisor, "You can't drive me out, I've already paid the rent!"
The gringo shook his head at me unmoved, "You have violated the regulations. It is forbidden to take lovers to stay overnight here."
I was dumbfounded.
"He's not my lover, I just met him on the street!"
Unexpectedly, the more he explained, the more he couldn't explain clearly. The dormitory supervisor looked disgusted, "Hiring male prostitutes is also against the regulations."
I'm so angry that I don't want to talk to this unknown gringo again.
When I turned around, I collided with Chen Erxin, who blocked my way with a gloomy face.
"Are you recruiting male prostitutes? Pei Jiyu, you really have it." He spoke to me in a strange tone.
I suddenly exploded, pointing at his nose and cursing, "What's the matter with you! Even if I recruit male prostitutes, I won't find you!"
Chen Erxin's face suddenly turned ugly.
I pushed him away and rushed to the room angrily.
He asked loudly behind me, "What about Lu Qingfan? Isn't that person still waiting for you to come home?"
I turned sharply away.
Ever since I came to England alone at the age of sixteen, no one has ever mentioned this name in front of me. Lu Qingfan has gradually moved away from Pei Jiyu's world. There is only a routine phone call once a month, and I have nothing to say to him across thousands of mountains and rivers.
But he mentioned Lu Qingfan in front of me, he said he was waiting for me!
What a big joke.
"I don't want him anymore, I don't want him a long time ago!"
I slam the door shut.
For a while, I was overwhelmed, busy moving, looking for a new place to live.
Leo put his hands in his pockets and followed me, "Why?"
"Why?" I wondered.
"Just let me go, why bother," he said, "I'm just a stranger."
I was taken aback, "But I promised to keep you."
He smiled, "Pei, you are one of the few fools left in this world."
I don't care.
Finally rented a house nearby, the renter is an old couple.
Seeing Leo who followed me, they were immediately wary, "You didn't say you had a same-sex lover when you signed the contract."
After a string of misunderstandings, I no longer had the strength to be angry with them.
"He's my brother," I said.
A couple still had doubts on their faces, but they had nothing to say, and I finally checked in without any danger.
Foreigners are obviously secretive about the same-sex affair, but they are suspicious. In their eyes, two people behave intimately, which is ambiguous in their eyes.
What a dilemma to be a human being in front of them.
Leo has been reluctant to confide his life experience to me.
Although I have been speculating on the reason why he lives alone on the street, I don't press him to confess. Everyone has secrets, if someone asks Pei Jiyu why you crossed the ocean alone, I will not answer.