After staying in his father's ward for several days, he was finally driven home by Meng Siqi this morning.
"You should go back and take a shower and have a good rest, your body will be overwhelmed," he said. "Your father will be fine."
The father gradually became delirious. When he fell asleep, he had to hold one hand for a long time, otherwise he would wake up in panic and grief. I was held by him all night, and I often fell asleep lying on the edge of the bed like this.
The nurse Lu Qingfan hired was a careful and capable girl. Once she praised me, "You are really kind to your father. It is said that there are no dutiful sons before the bed for a long time. There are few children like you in the society nowadays."
I only felt guilty when I heard it.
I once abandoned my aging father, and I was not by his side for four years.
At the end of the day, I couldn't comfort this old man who was cold on the outside and lonely on the inside.
He can only use his hands as his mother, and let him go back to the day many years ago in his dream-among the chaotic crowd, he finally held her hand.
Never let go.
My father's attending doctor has informed Lu Qingfan and me to get ready.
As soon as I got back to the apartment, the first thing I did was to throw myself on the sofa and lie down, closing my eyes and not wanting to get up for a long time.
Finally, he got up slowly, walked into the bathroom with two feet, stripped off his clothes and stood under the nozzle to wash himself up and down. After staying in the hospital for a long time, the smell of disinfectant water sticks to the skin, and the whole body has to be bleached.
It was so easy to finish washing, and before I had time to dry my hair, someone outside the door pressed the doorbell for a long time, so I hurriedly put on my jeans, and ran out of the bathroom with a towel on my head.
As soon as he opened the door, he regretted that he didn't see clearly beforehand, the person who came with a dark face was He Li.
Subconsciously wanted to close the door, but He Li refused. He stepped into the door and formally invaded my territory. I had no choice but to sit opposite him in the living room.
A piece of clothing was casually draped over his body, and his hair was still dripping into the water, and he didn't care to dry it.
"I sent Lin Ming away a long time ago, your goal has been achieved, you should stop in moderation, don't go too far."
He even said so.
For a split second I felt that if I continued to sit with him, I might meet God before my father. But in the end, I still sit opposite him, and I must explain everything to him today.
I made up my mind to leave him, not on a whim, let alone a trick to get.
"Or do you think that everything will be safe with Lu Qingfan, Meng Siqi, and that Qiao Lang?" He laughed mockingly, "Jiyu, you are still so greedy and want so much, one day they will Know."
"He Li, whoever I am with has nothing to do with you." I said.
"You are mine, and you think I will let you go forever." He turned cold, "I have limited patience, and it is impossible for me to tolerate you forever."
"I'm mine, I never belonged to you."
I looked him straight in the eyes, and there was no way I could back down now.
He Li finally couldn't calm down, he warned me, "Lu Qingfan or Meng Siqi are no different from me, you may not get more from them than me. Only I will indulge your greed, you should understand. "
I shook my head, "He Li, it's you who don't understand."
How can I still be greedy, my heart is riddled with holes, and it has already been crushed to pieces by you mercilessly under your feet.
In the beginning, I naively thought that I could get comfort from this person.
"I'm a patient of Dr. Meng, he just kindly took me in, there is no dirty deal between us as you think." I said.
"Patient? You think I don't know that Meng Siqi works in the oncology department. Could it be that you want to tell me that you have cancer?" He Li sneered, "Jiyu, you don't have to use such abusive excuses to win my sympathy."
My heart shrank in my chest, and for a moment, it was like an invisible hand holding my heart tightly, and I couldn't say a word because of the pain.
I knew that he would treat me like this, but when I really heard the words, I still couldn't restrain the pain, so I could only grit my teeth and look at him.
He thought I had nothing to say, so he chuckled, leaned back on the sofa, and said gracefully, "Okay, even if you have nothing to do with Meng Siqi, what would you say about Lu Qingfan? Are you going to say something about him?" It's actually your patient friend, you two met at Meng Siqi's place?"
He Li spoke out, sarcastic and sarcasm every word, forcing me to the end.
My heart calmed down, the pain was too much, but I didn't feel the pain anymore.
"Lu Qingfan is my elder brother." I finally decided to show my card to him.
"Ha," He Li looked at me amusedly, "You will be Lu Qingfan's younger brother? As far as I know, he is the adopted son of the Pei family. There is only one younger brother who is studying in the UK. He is 26 years old this year—"
He stopped suddenly and stared at me incredulously.
"That's me," I said, "it's just that I didn't study in England, but stayed with you."
The situation on He Li's face changed for thirty seconds, and finally he laughed at himself, "Ha, so you are the young master of the Pei family, Pei Jiyu, Pei Jiyu—"
He slammed the cup on the glass coffee table to the ground, there was an ear-piercing shattering sound, and small fragments splashed out. I sat there motionless, neither dodging nor dodging.
"You lied to me by pretending to be a down-and-out poor waiter in a nightclub, and seeing me acting like a clown. It turns out that I was just playing a play with you when you were bored. Now you've finally had enough of playing?" He asked me angrily, As if he was the one who was hurt.
I lied to him from start to finish.
It was my fault.
I can't argue with him.
"Yes, I've finally played enough, can you leave now?" I asked him, laughing very bitterly.
When He Li left, he said to me, "Pei Jiyu, we won't let it go like this, one day I want you to come back to me."
Someday, what day is it? When that day comes, it is unknown whether Pei Jiyu is still alive.
Sitting alone in the living room, I suddenly felt that my cheeks were wet. I thought I was crying unknowingly, and I just felt so ashamed. So he stretched out his hand to wipe his eyes, unexpectedly, everything was normal.
It turned out that I wasn't crying, but my hair was still wet and my face was wet.
I no longer suffer because of him.
Does this mean that I can finally give up on him
There is nothing greater than heart death, if one day there is no more sorrow, then it can only be heart death.
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