I went to a barber shop in the afternoon.
The barber is young, but he has a small mustache on his chin, which looks nondescript.
He asked me, "Sir, what kind of hairstyle do you want to cut? Do you want to iron it or dye it? Our store has the most reasonable price, and you get what you pay for. My craftsmanship is also very good. Many customers have done it once and come back later." Still look for me... "
I even interrupted his chatter, "I'm going to shave my hair off."
"Shaved?" The barber was stunned for a moment, without moving his hand, "Not even a single hair?"
I nodded and repeated, "Not one."
He sneered, "This guest is really different. In fact, bald heads are also a popular trend this year. Last season, there were models walking the runway with bald heads at the Milan Fashion Show..."
"I just want to go to Shaolin Temple to become a monk. I hope the abbot will see my sincerity." I winked at him.
The barber finally shut his mouth tightly and quickly shaved my hair.
Go to the front desk to pay the money, attracting everyone's attention along the way.
As soon as I went out, I met the cold wind on a narrow road, and my whole head was exposed to the wind, as if someone lifted my head and poured ice water into it.
As a last resort, when I passed by a department store, I went in and bought a woolen hat to wear on my head.
Get back to the hospital before evening and go see Meng Siqi first.
He took off his hat to show him his latest hairstyle, and joked, "You can save the mirror in the future, and you can get a clear reflection on your head."
Meng Siqi laughed, "Jiyu, what are you doing, why did you shave off all your hair?"
"Anyway, the hair will fall out soon. Instead of watching them get stuck in the comb one by one, it's better to have a good time now. Ling Chi is the scariest."
My treatment is scheduled for tomorrow and I don't know if I will be ready.
Meng Siqi was looking at the X-ray film. Hearing this, he said with a smile on his face, "After the treatment, the hair will still grow back, even thicker and darker than before. You can rest assured."
Naturally, it must grow, otherwise the patient will become barren forever after heals, and there will be no hair to pull out from top to bottom. How can it be done? It's like asking the beauty to live and die.
"The hair that falls out can grow back, so if one's heart dies, can another heart grow?" I asked suddenly.
Meng Siqi immediately realized something was wrong, he put down the film in his hand, and asked me, "Who did you meet today?"
I am silent.
I was terrified of exposing my embarrassment to him.
Seeing that I didn't answer, Meng Siqi sighed, and he said, "There won't be another heart, because no one's heart will die. As long as you live in this world for a moment, your heart will never die."
He looked at me quietly through the lens, "Sometimes you think your heart has turned to ashes, but it is just wounded, and time will heal the wound. Your heart is not dead, it is still beating alive in your chest, strong and powerful. "
I touched my chest, yes, it was still beating vigorously, and it was not yet time to say death.
I looked down at the X-ray film he put on the table, it was gloomy, and I found the internal organs of the human body.
I said to Meng Siqi, "X-rays are so powerful that they can see through almost everything, but they can't see through people's hearts."
He smiled and said, "People's hearts are too complicated. Sometimes a person may not be able to see clearly. I have a male patient. My girlfriend immigrated to the United States with her family. I wanted to break up with him. I was diagnosed in the hospital the next day. There is a tumor in the body, like a thunderbolt from the blue sky. I called my ex-girlfriend to say my last goodbye. When the woman heard the news, she cried on the phone and asked him to comfort her."
"This person is really unlucky." He has the strength to fight with me.
Meng Siqi shook his head slightly, "Actually, it's just a benign tumor, and it can be removed with a minor operation. On the day it came out, his ex-girlfriend was with him. I told them everything was fine, and the girl burst into tears on the spot, catching him The patient's arm said, "I will never leave you again." My patient was melancholy, and advised her, "The visa has been issued, stop talking stupid things. The United States is very good, don't be self-willed for a while." The girl stared at him and said , "The United States is not good. It is nothing more than skyscrapers with blue sky and white clouds. It may not add three years to your life. These days, I have thought clearly. I can't bear to lose you. I want to stay." The two of them Last year, Fengzi got married, and I received an invitation."
"A pair of lucky ones got a blessing in disguise, and everyone is happy." I sighed.
"Do you know Zhang Mingtang?" Meng Siqi asked me.
"Who is he?"
"There is a well-known wealthy businessman in this city, who is currently living on the top floor of this hospital, and the time is running out when he finds out."
I searched carefully in my mind, and remembered that there was a Mrs. Zhang in the ward next to my father. I stayed on the top floor for many days.
"Ms. Zhang will not be able to make a will in the future before she falls into a coma. He has three sons and two daughters. At this time, he is a hot topic in the major newspapers. His brother and sister are at war with each other. He will not hesitate to put his own brother and sister to death in order to get more property. Poor The old man has not yet been buried, and has been completely forgotten."
I sigh.
"I was invited to attend Zhang's gathering. At that time, the family was happy and happy. Father was kind and son was filial. Brothers and friends were respectful. I never knew that such a day would come." Meng Siqi also said with emotion, "The human heart is so unpredictable. Until the last moment, never tear off the last veil. It is difficult to paint the skin of a tiger, and it is difficult to paint the bones. It has been like this since ancient times." He sighed.
I was taken aback by his expression, "Hey, why do you know people and face but not heart? You are not comforting me, you are scaring me."
But he smiled at me, "I didn't say I want to comfort you, I just want to tell you that people's hearts are complicated, and you may not be able to see it clearly, so don't draw conclusions so early. At least you should give me a chance."
I was moved by him again.
In the evening Lu Qingfan came to the hospital to visit his father, and seeing my new hairstyle, my eyebrows twisted together.
"What the hell are you doing again?"
I touched the top of my smooth head, "I am going to take refuge in my Buddha, and I will always accompany the ancient scroll with the blue lantern, what do you think?"
There is no half-word truth.
Lu Qingfan looked at me as if he wanted to swallow me in.
He asked me, "How's Dad doing?"
"He has spent very little time awake, but fortunately there is no pain in his dreams."
Lu Qingfan walked to the bedside, his father closed his eyes, and there was a hint of a smile on his mouth.
"He doesn't have to hold other people's hands anymore," I said. "He's happier now than he's been in the past ten years combined. He has everything, but in the end what makes him happy is just a dream." .Sometimes people can only ask for so much, but they don’t know it. Instead, they go after many other unnecessary things in vain.”
Lu Qingfan remained silent.
When he was leaving, he suddenly asked me, "What's going on between you and He Li?"
I froze.
"He took advantage of the troubled season of the Pei family to secretly attack the Pei family's property frequently. The Pei and He families have never violated the law. I guess this incident has something to do with you," Lu Qingfan said.
I got a headache when I heard it, and couldn't help but hold my forehead, "I'll talk to him as soon as possible."
Never thought that He Li is also such a person who can afford and cannot let go.
Lu Qingfan looked at me intently for a while, "No, don't meet him again, I can take care of this matter."
"I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble because of me at this time," I said to him.
"If you have time to apologize, it's better to be more mature from the beginning, and don't provoke people who shouldn't be provoked."
I listened to his lesson with my head down. I was at fault for this matter.
A person can be innocent and naive all his life, there is nothing wrong, but if his innocence hurts others around him, then it is wrong.
Don't be careless about anything.
If you hurt yourself, you have to blame yourself; if you implicate others, you deserve death. This is the truth.
Lu Qingfan suddenly sighed softly, "Your complexion is not good, you should pay attention to rest."
I raised my head, trying to capture the fleeting tenderness from this familiar face, but in front of me was still the alienated and indifferent Lu Qingfan, his cold, dark eyes without any light.
I'm not disappointed either.