After receiving treatment for the first time, when I vomited, the sky was dark and the sky was dark. I only felt that the sun and the moon were ignoring, and the sky and the earth were about to unite.
I sat limp and powerless on the hospital bed, my face was pale enough to be in a ghost movie.
Meng Siqi sat next to me, patted my back lightly, and comforted me, "vomiting and nausea are normal phenomena, and they will pass soon."
"This kind of treatment is really a blessing for women. First, it can remove all body hair, and second, it can perfectly slim down the body. The efficacy is absolutely comparable to all kinds of mysterious medicines. Countless ancestors are examples of success." I couldn't even speak.
Meng Siqi laughed, "I still have the strength to talk nonsense!"
Before he could finish his sentence, I rushed to the bathroom, and the world was turned upside down again. I wished I could empty all my internal organs and be clean from now on.
I said to Meng Siqi, "Now I realize how great a mother is. Not to mention being pregnant for ten months, vomiting alone is a catastrophe. From now on, we must treat women kindly and thank them for paying such a high price for the continuation of mankind."
"To be kind to others, you must first learn to be kind to yourself." Meng Siqi said as he shook my hand.
"You remind me of my mother. You speak like her. I miss you so much. She held my hand and talked to me like that when I was a child."
"Stop your association here, I don't want you to think of me as your mother!" Meng Siqi said seriously.
I laughed and lay down on the bed.
Meng Siqi gently covered me with the quilt, and took advantage of the opportunity to lie down on my side.
Meng Siqi, who has four eyes stacked together and took off his glasses, has a pair of very beautiful eyes.
He said, "Go to sleep for a while, if there is anything you want to eat, I will buy it for you."
"Mushroom beef porridge." I immediately thought.
He said, "OK."
I thought for a while and then shook my head, "I don't want the beef porridge with mushrooms."
"How to change your mind?"
"It was something I liked before, but after eating it for a long time, I realized that it was not suitable for me. Now I want to change to a new taste, so you can make up your mind." I said.
Meng Siqi smiled, "Then I'll make you a pot of porridge with peanuts and red lotus root to replenish blood platelets."
I nodded. "Sounds good."
The drowsiness gradually came up and overwhelmed my will.
I whispered to Meng Siqi, "Meng Siqi."
"Well, here I am."
"If I survive, I will fall in love with you."
Meng Siqi stared at me in a daze and remained silent for a long time.
I couldn't bear it any longer, and my eyelids drooped.
He moved closer to me and pulled me into his arms, resting my head on his chest.
He said, "I won't let you die, don't forget what you said." The voice seemed to come from a distant dream.
"Yeah." I promised him in my sleepiness, "I will definitely live, I will not die."
When Chen Erxin called me, I thought he would ignore me.
When he picked up the phone, it was a female voice, a quiet voice, as if he had heard it somewhere before.
"Is that Mr. Pei Jiyu? I'm Zheng Yijia, Chen Erxin's cousin."
Ah, it turned out to be her.
"Is Chen Erxin looking for me? What about others?" I wondered.
"I was looking for you. I want to talk to you about my cousin." The other party said.
I hesitated, I was not familiar with her, but just met her once. I don't know what Chen Erxin is thinking.
After thinking for a while, I said hesitantly, "My father is seriously ill and hospitalized, and I can't leave."
Zheng Yijia immediately answered, "Then I'll go find you."
Now I really have nothing to say.
Saying hello to my father and nurse, I put on my coat and went downstairs.
As soon as I got out of the hospital building, I saw Wei Wei looking up at the sky in a daze at Zheng Yijia. Today she was wearing a gray-green wool coat, her hair was tied up behind her head, very clean and simple, different from the decadent and sad when they met that day, like An ordinary young woman I could hardly recognize for a split second.
According to Chen Erxin, she was one year younger than him, so she was only twenty-five. It's a pity that she has a pair of prematurely aging eyes, which betrayed her.
Her face was still haggard and tired, and she was as thin as a dead branch standing under the sky. When she saw me coming, she smiled at me kindly.
I went up to meet him, "Waiting for a long time? Why don't you go inside and talk."
Zheng Yijia shook his head, "The smell of the hospital reminds me of bad memories, it's good to be here."
She took out the cigarette case, pulled out one, and lit it.
"Your body has not fully recovered, you should not smoke." I persuaded her.
"Compared with my body, my soul needs more comfort." She said, "Maybe you are for yourself? Do you dislike women smoking? Machismo." She laughed.
I thought for a while and nodded, "For my own sake, I also hope you don't smoke. I have cancer and am undergoing treatment."
Zheng Yijia was taken aback, and then apologized, "I'm sorry, I don't know, my cousin didn't tell me about it." She put out the cigarette.
"Because I didn't tell him about it."
She was puzzled, "Why?"
"Perhaps this kind of thing can be shared with irrelevant people at will, but it is somewhat difficult to tell familiar relatives and friends." I said.
"You should have told him, if my cousin knew that you were lying to him like this, he would kill you." Zheng Yijia smiled wryly, "Bai Chang is still an awkward child at such a young age, with a bad temper."
I couldn't help laughing, as if I really saw Chen Erxin looking for me to settle accounts in a panic.
"What do you want from me today?" I asked.
"Jorant took my cousin."
"Ah!" I was surprised by her words.
"I went back to Qiao's house, Qiao Lang said he wanted you to talk." Zheng Yi's expression was gloomy, I guess she met Qiao Yi at Qiao's house.
"I was the one who implicated Chen Erxin. I didn't expect Qiao Lang to react so aggressively."
It's because of me again, I thought Qiao Lang had fully understood that the past is the past, and you can't overthrow everything and start over. Where are there so many beautiful things in the world
It was Zheng Yijia who comforted me, "You don't need to blame yourself, cousin will be fine at Qiao's house, Qiao Lang is not a bad person, he just wants to see you."
"Qiao Yi said that Qiao Lang was a devil, causing Qiao's family to be ruined." Zheng Yijia said that he was not a bad person.
Zheng Yijia understood, and she said, "It's Qiao Yi who refuses to face the reality. The Qiao family had many conflicts a long time ago. Qiao Lang is just a catalyst to make everyone reveal their true colors in advance."
"But Qiao Yi said that his father was in a car accident, his mother committed suicide, and his sister was insane—"
"When my mother-in-law had an affair with other people for a long time, my father-in-law negotiated a divorce with her, but my mother-in-law refused and agreed to commit suicide. Who knew that it was self-defeating. My father-in-law was hit by someone and also because of the other party's drunken driving. My sister-in-law lived in the shadow of her parents since she was a child. Timid, lost his parents overnight, and his sanity finally became confused. One by one, it has nothing to do with Qiao Lang." She said, "I watched from the sidelines, and I can see it most clearly. He has nothing to do with it, so I naturally don't believe it, but it would be unfair to blame him. If there is a cause, there must be an effect, and people have to be responsible for their actions. Qiao Yi doesn't think so, and blames Qiao Lang wholeheartedly."
Zheng Yijia saw it so clearly. When I saw her that day, I thought she was an abandoned woman who only knew how to cry and complain.
"Actually, Qiao Yi has other reasons for abandoning you." I couldn't help but say.
Zheng Yijia looked at me in surprise, and said softly, "Of course he has difficulties, but what does it have to do with me? All I know is that I crossed the ocean and abandoned everything to marry him, and in the end he abandoned me. What's the use, is it because he has difficulties that I have to forgive him for everything?"
She suddenly scolded, "Goddammit, I will never forgive that idiot. He will regret it for the rest of his life if he gives up on me today. I curse him for not being loved by women all his life! He can guard the tomb of the living dead at Qiao's house, Fighting with my own brother until I grow old and die, I will never be able to get rid of the depression and loneliness for the rest of my life!"
I'm really intimidated by this woman.
The woman is really ruthless when she gets angry.
She suddenly became sad again, and said in a low voice, "People who have difficulties are the most hateful. They think that they have a shield to hurt others unscrupulously. My own pain is not a reason to hurt others, so I will not forgive him. I will marry him For five years, I haven't seen anything about Qiao's family affairs. In fact, I know his purpose after a little thought, but he is so self-righteous for my own good, what does he think I am? So I would rather pretend that I don't know anything, I guess I You can't forgive him until the day you don't love him anymore."
Sometimes love and understanding are not enough, the gap in the heart has to be filled slowly with time, and once the wound is healed, the love is no longer there.
I suddenly became worried about Qiao Yi, I was afraid that one day he would suddenly regret that Zheng Yijia would no longer wait for him.
There will never be another person in this world who has ever loved him so deeply.