I just want to get out of here as soon as possible.
He Li gritted his teeth and looked at me, "I've been with you for the past four years, and you just want to write it off like this! You really think I'll let you go without saying a word, it's really kind of you to think!"
I was shaking all over, I don't know if it was because of the pain or because of his words.
Lu Qingfan took out a checkbook from his pocket, tore off a checkbook and handed it to He Li, and said to him expressionlessly, "Thank you for taking care of Jiyu these four years, the Pei family will not treat you badly, please thank him for this kindness." I will definitely pay for the four-year expenses.”
Enraged by Lu Qingfan, He Li tore the blank check into pieces and threw it on Lu Qingfan's face.
He gritted his teeth and looked at me, "Pei Jiyu, do you think you can leave me with the support of the Pei family? Let me tell you, it's impossible!"
"Mr. He, you think highly of yourself. Without the support of the Pei family, Jiyu can easily leave you." Lu Qingfan said coldly, "It was originally a matter of your love and mine, since Jiyu no longer loves you, you are so unreasonable. It’s too ugly to go down.”
He Li was trembling with anger, he turned to me, raised his voice and asked, "Pei Jiyu, let me ask you, do you really have no feelings for me at all?"
I was in so much pain that I couldn't make a sound. I had never been in such pain. It was as if a sharp ax had split me from the depths. I found a sugar box containing painkillers in my coat pocket, and opened the lid with trembling hands.
Seeing that I didn't answer, He Li became furious from embarrassment, raised his hand and knocked over the painkillers in my hand, and the colorful pills scattered all over the place, fell to the ground, made a soft crackling sound, and tore apart the nerves in my brain one by one.
"You really don't have any heart at all, you still have to eat candy at this time!"
He Li's voice seemed to come from far away. I felt my limbs were cold and had difficulty breathing. I knelt down slowly while clutching my chest.
My vision gradually blurred, and I seemed to see Lu Qingfan and He Li nervously surrounding me.
The huge pain overwhelmed me like a huge wave, and I felt like I lost everything in an instant.
As if I had a big dream, when I woke up from the hospital, I couldn't realize where I was.
Meng Siqi stood by my side and was relieved to see me wake up.
He said to me, "Jiyu, you are in shock from the pain."
I slowly recalled what had happened.
"Where are they?" As soon as he spoke, his voice was hoarse like a broken gong.
Mentioning Lu Qingfan and He Li, Meng Siqi's expression immediately darkened.
"They've been waiting outside." Meng Siqi's voice was extremely cold, "He Li and Lu Qingfan provoked you like this, they deserve to die."
"They didn't know I was sick."
But now everyone knows.
"Would you like to see them?" Meng Siqi asked me.
I shook my head, "No, I'm tired now, I want to sleep a little longer. Let them go."
"I'll go tell them to go."
My limbs are still cold and numb, like an icehouse.
I held Meng Siqi back, hesitated, and asked, "I... how's my condition?"
He froze for a moment and said to me, "Don't worry, you're fine."
"Then tomorrow's treatment..."
"You can wait for the second-stage treatment. It's okay. Your blood test results are not up to standard. This is a common situation. Don't think about it." Meng Siqi said anxiously.
Even fools can hear something is wrong.
I kept silent for a long time, and finally smiled at him reluctantly, "I know, I won't think about it."
"It's really okay, you'll be fine." Meng Siqi held my hand.
"Well, I'll be fine."
At this moment, my heart is clear.
I pushed him, "Go to work quickly, I'm going to sleep, don't worry about me."
Meng Siqi looked at me worriedly, but still walked out of the ward.
I was lying on the bed alone, looking at the ceiling quietly.
It's strange that at this moment, I'm not afraid at all, and I feel a little relieved.
I was indeed a little disheartened and wanted to give up saving my life. The birth and death of life is a matter of a moment, and it cannot be forced. I tried again and again, but it still didn't work.
Death is not such a terrible thing, just close your eyes, as long as it gets dark, it will pass away immediately.
I still like to believe in miracles.
But if a miracle doesn't happen, I won't be disappointed.
I slept until the next morning and didn't wake up.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Meng Siqi lying beside the bed with sunken eye sockets and a layer of blue stubble growing on his chin. No one could sleep soundly.
More like a patient than me.
I stretched out my hand to gently touch his hair, he hummed softly, and slowly opened his eyes.
I was a little embarrassed, "Woke you up." Immediately withdrew the hand on his head, "I can't help but want to touch you." I said.
Meng Siqi pulled my hand back and put it on his cheek, "You can touch it as much as you want, I can't ask for it."
I laughed, "Meng Siqi, your skin is getting thicker and thicker, you can say something so unabashed."
He looked at me deeply, "I said it because you were the one listening. I want to say love words to you for the rest of my life." He buried half of his face in my palm and slowly dawdled.
"Okay, then tell me for the rest of your life, and I will always listen." I said.
Meng Siqi stopped talking.
I felt the palms of my hands gradually become moist, with warm water soaking away.
It was he who cried.
He finally couldn't pretend he didn't know anything, he couldn't lie to himself anymore.
I pretended not to see him cry, and continued, "A lifetime is a long time, really long, long."
For such a long time, I hope you can meet another person, and I hope he can listen to your lifelong love words until the end.
But what a pity, that person will not be me.
Really sorry.