I didn't expect Zheng Yijia to come back to see me.
When Meng Siqi told me that there was a Miss Zheng outside who wanted to see me, I was very surprised.
I thought she and Chen Erxin had already left the city by plane.
As soon as Zheng Yijia entered the door, he said, "Don't be surprised, my cousin refused to leave, so I will stay with him."
She sighed and said helplessly, "Although my cousin didn't say anything, I know that he has been waiting for you all this time, and he wants to take you away with him."
I am silent.
I had to ask her, "How do you know I'm in the hospital?"
"Yesterday, my cousin and I were also in that guild hall. I saw you being carried into the ambulance with my own eyes."
What a coincidence, everyone went to the same place for consumption yesterday.
"Chen Erxin also saw it?"
"Yes, I have told him everything. He has been locked in the hotel room and refused to come out." Zheng Yijia said.
"This time he really wants to hate me." I smiled wryly.
"Cousin dare not come to see you, for fear that you are already lying on the bed, covered from head to toe with a white cloth."
"Reaper has not included me in his plans for the day."
Zheng Yijia looked at me carefully, "How do you feel now?"
"Still waiting for a miracle to happen."
Zheng Yijia was silent, she could tell that my situation was not good.
She quickly changed the subject, "Who are the two handsome men outside the door? When I came in to visit you, their eyes all spewed fire at me, and they almost burned me to ashes."
She seemed to have lingering fears.
"Old lover." I said without changing my face.
I briefly told Zheng Yijia about the past, and after she heard it, she couldn't help but marvel, "On behalf of all the single women in this city, I'm jealous of you, and all the men come to love you!"
"No, if one of them really loved me, I wouldn't be what I am today."
She thought for a moment, then shook her head at me, "Maybe it's not that I don't love, it's just that I don't know how to love. That Mr. He Li, he was born to be the proud son of heaven, and he is used to controlling others. Only people love him, and there is no such thing as his lover." Reason. He thinks that you will never leave him, so he never cherishes it with his heart. It can only be said that he doesn’t know how to love, not that he doesn’t love you.”
"Even if it is true as you said, I will not feel happy." What's more, how can we analyze things like feelings in this way.
"However, your attending doctor is very concerned about you. I came here yesterday and saw him punch a man in the face outside the door. The man who was beaten was surprised and kept silent. I was shocked, so When he told me that you can't see guests, I didn't dare to ask more questions, for fear that he would also punch me." Zheng Yijia laughed, "Seeing him today is quite gentle."
I was taken aback when I heard that, I didn't expect Meng Siqi to be so angry.
I just don't know who was beaten by him.
Zheng Yijia said goodbye soon.
"Now that I know you're still breathing, my cousin can visit you with peace of mind," she said.
Thinking of Chen Erxin coming, I couldn't stop moaning.
Meng Siqi took Zheng Yi's house out for me, and when he came back, he said, "You hit Miss Zheng very well."
"It really hit it off."
"I'm deeply jealous of her."
I laughed, "She is a lifelong best friend, how can you be the same as her."
He loves to hear this sentence.
Seeing that he was in a good mood, I carefully asked him, "He Li and Lu Qingfan are still outside?"
Meng Siqi immediately changed his face, "Why do you still ask them?"
"Don't treat them as enemies, it has nothing to do with them if I'm sick."
He didn't speak, still frowning angrily.
Dr. Meng is as unreasonable as a child when he is headstrong.
"Can you call He Li in for me?"
Meng Siqi sat still.
I was helpless, "I can't let the two of them stay outside all the time, what does this look like."
Meng Siqi finally stood up.
"I can handle it alone, don't worry." I said.
After Meng Siqi went out for a while, He Li walked in.
I immediately saw a small bruise at the corner of his mouth, and it turned out that he was the one who was beaten.
He Li sat by the bed and looked at me silently.
His eyes were not as sharp as usual, which made me not familiar with them for a while.
"When did you know?" He finally asked me.
I recalled it a little bit and thought, "Do you remember how we met in the hospital."
It was then, not for a long time.
"why did not you tell me?"
"Actually, I told you that you didn't believe me."
When I said I was a patient of Meng Siqi, he didn't believe it at the time.
People are always like this, preferring to think that lies are more credible, because the truth is never beautiful.
"You didn't say you have cancer!" He Li became excited, "If you had told me earlier, this would not be the case now!"
His face was pale, and he slowly lowered his face, "If you had said earlier, I would not do those bastard things, and I would cherish you."
"That's not the case, what would it be like?" I looked at him calmly, "You won't cherish me until I'm about to die. What's the use of cherishing me like this?"
Both sad and ridiculous, who would use their lives to coerce feelings.
If you get it, you will be stained with blood and tears, so humble and miserable, who dares to want it
He Li raised his head abruptly, he clenched his fists, trembling slightly due to too much force.
"I won't let you die. Let's go to the best doctor and receive the best treatment. There must be a way. There must be a way to save you. Together we..."
"He Li!" I interrupted him, "I don't need these."
"Why?" He gritted his teeth, "Because you hate me, you punish me with your life?"
I shook my head, "I do hate you, but I won't take my life for a moment, I don't have much time left, and I don't want to entangle with you any longer."
He looks at me.
"I've got the best doctor ever, and I want to be with him no matter how much time I have left," I said.
Shocked and angry, He Li stared at me fiercely, unable to utter a word.
Suddenly he grabbed my shoulder and said loudly, "You're lying, you're mad at me! Pei Jiyu, don't try to fool me!"
I didn't speak, just looked at him calmly.
My eyes can't lie, there is no longer that cluster of flames burning silently for him in my eyes, my hard work has been let down for a long time, and now it is finally exhausted, exhausted in a day.
He Li gradually despaired and let go of my shoulders.
He slumped in the chair and asked me in a low voice, "Why, you didn't treat me like this before."
I looked at him with pity.
"Because I loved you before, but now, I don't love you anymore."
"He Li, I don't love you anymore," I said, "Please don't bother me again."
He covered his eyes and cried like a child.
"Pei Jiyu, the most cruel person is you."
But my chest was empty, and I couldn't feel it anymore.
It's not that I'm cruel, it's just that the remaining time is too short for the two of us to start over slowly.
I never saw Lu Qingfan again.
Exhausted in mind and body, I said to Meng Siqi, "We'd better go back to your apartment and stay in the hospital and suffocate me."
"Okay." Meng Siqi agreed to me softly.
Lu Qingfan has been silently following behind us.
I never spoke to him.
The next day, I got lawyers, the two who read the will.
The two have served the Pei family for many years, and they have always been familiar with the business. In just a few hours, all the documents I needed were drawn up.
I thanked both of them, "Please."
"No, no." The two quickly declined, but they looked at me with a little pity.
In their eyes, Pei Jiyu is probably a very unlucky person.
Maybe it's just me who doesn't feel that way.
I have already got what I deserve. For a long time, I only wanted one person who truly loved me, and finally, I finally met that person.
I want nothing more.
I have never been greedy.
Chen Erxin finally mustered up the courage to come to see me.
Fortunately, I had already informed Zheng Yijia that I had been discharged from the hospital, otherwise he would have been scolded again if he was told to miss out in the hospital.
Meng Siqi took him into the bedroom and left, leaving us alone.
Chen Erxin just stood at the door, watching me silently and not approaching me.
"What do you do standing so far away, cancer is not contagious!"
He froze, and then slowly approached.
"Pei Jiyu, you're ugly as hell right now."
The mouth is still vicious, I don't have to worry about him.
"Yes yes yes, I'm ugly as hell, I'm no more handsome than you, Barrister Chen." I was annoyed.
Chen Erxin didn't reply, he was silent for a long time, and suddenly said in a low voice, "You don't want to die."
I was so mad at him.
"You came here to curse me? Of course I won't die. Who said that cancer will definitely kill you?"
"real?"
"It's true. I have already started receiving treatment. The doctor said that my condition has been improving. When the treatment is over, everything will be healthy and I will be alive and kicking."
I lied all the way without blushing.
After hearing these words, Chen Erxin finally returned to normal, and he let out a sigh of relief.
"I thought you were terminally ill, but it turned out to be a false alarm! Why have you been hiding it from me?" He began to ask questions again.
"Why did I tell you?" I asked back, "Could it be that you are a peerless doctor who can rejuvenate me and make me heal instantly?"
"You are getting mean!"
"Each each other."
Chen Erxin was so choked by me that he couldn't speak, so he had to give me a hard look.
"Are you unwilling to leave with me because you are sick?" he asked.
Sure enough, I still don't give up.
I can lie to him a thousand things, but this one, I can't lie to him.
"no."
"why?"
"I'm not going with you because I've already found someone I like here." I said.
"Who is it!" Chen Erxin suddenly jumped up from the chair.
I was taken aback by him, "Why are you so excited!"
"How can you have someone you like!" He screamed strangely.
"Why can't I have someone I like!" I called louder than him.
"But I've been waiting for you for so long!"
"You didn't tell me, how would I know you were waiting for me!"
He glared at me, and I glared back at him.
The two stared at each other for a while, and finally he was defeated, and he sat down in his chair dejectedly.
"Am I always one step behind?"
I don't know how to answer him.
"Next time you like someone, be sure to tell him loudly." I said.
"Next time, Pei Jiyu, it's so easy for you to say, I've been secretly in love with you for so many years, it's so painful that I can't live without it, the devil wants a next time!"
"As long as you are alive, there will always be a next time." I patted him on the shoulder, "You are young, talented, and promising, and no one will love you."
"But the person I love doesn't love me."
I was speechless, after all, I still wanted him to go back with regrets.
"When you and Zheng Yijia leave, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you off." I was a little sad.
"Don't come here. If you come, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave." He covered his face with his hands.
Time passed slowly before my eyes.
I will always remember the boy who came up to me and asked my name that day. Although he is not very cute, I am grateful for it all my life.
My physical condition improved slightly, so I asked Meng Siqi to drive me back to Pei's mansion.
On the way, Meng Siqi asked me, "Have you considered everything?"
"Money is something outside of the body. I treat it like dung, let alone pay it back to you." I said.
He smiled, "I love your open-minded look the most."
Lu Qingfan was indeed at home, he was a little startled when he saw that it was me.
"I thought you'd never want to see me," he said.
"You're always my brother."
His already pale face became even paler.
"What are you here for?" He asked me after he collected himself.
I handed him the prepared documents.
"I have signed the property transfer document and transferred all the properties under my name to you. From then on, everything in the Pei family belongs to you, and you are no longer a vassal of the Pei family."
He froze.
"Congratulations on the realization of your wish for many years. No one will dare to point fingers at you again. Are you happy?" I asked him.
"What do you mean? Do you think I'm greedy for Pei's property?"
He squeezed the edge of the file so hard his knuckles were blue and white.
"No, you deserve all of this." I said softly, "These things are useless to me. I just want to let you be completely free in the end. This is your long-standing wish, and I am willing to fulfill it for you. "
"There will never be another Pei family and Pei Jiyu in this world, only Lu Qingfan."
After I finished speaking, I stood up and walked to the door.
Lu Qingfan reacted abruptly, and strode over to block the door.
He grabbed my arm and refused to let go.
I look up.
Those eyes that had been estranged all year round finally made waves.
Lu Qingfan said tremblingly, "What I want is never freedom, what I want is you."
After so many years, he finally admitted it.
I will definitely look at him.
"Lu Qingfan, I have always regretted it. Under the porch with white flowers that year, I wish I never said that sentence."
In a word, it hurts both of them.
"I shouldn't like you." I said.
"Don't say these words!" Lu Qingfan interrupted me, and suddenly hugged me tightly in his arms, "Jiyu, let's go ride the Ferris wheel together. No matter what you say in the future, I promise you, don't say these words again .”
His tears fell on the side of my neck, and the scorching temperature almost scalded me.
I leaned in his arms numbly, "I've grown up, I don't have to ride the Ferris wheel anymore. I'm tired after waiting too long."
Lu Qingfan can finally love anyone without inferiority complex, but unfortunately there is no sixteen-year-old Pei Jiyu in the world, only he can spend so long waiting for someone.
but I can not.
"Lu Qingfan, I woke up from the dream."
I pushed him away and walked out.
Meng Siqi took me to a neighboring city to seek medical treatment and did not come back until Christmas Eve.
The streets are decorated with lights and festoons, and some shops play cheerful and relaxing festive songs.
I am like a bird out of the cage, wishing to have a pair of wings to flap at this moment.
I took a deep breath of the clear air and said, "It really feels like being a human again."
"It's as if I've lived in vain before." Meng Siqi smiled and came over to help me straighten my crooked woolen cap.
Santa Claus in red clothes was distributing Christmas gifts at the entrance of a store. I saw it and shouted to get a gift.
"You wait here, I'll ask for a gift in the past." I said to Meng Siqi.
Without waiting for his answer, he hurried over.
The snow on the road was still wet, and it was slippery. I didn't take a good step, and I was about to fall into the mud. Fortunately, a hand stretched out from the side to hold me.
Before I had time to thank you, Meng Siqi strode over, held my arms nervously and asked, "Is there anything wrong?"
"I'm not that fragile yet." Looking at his anxious look, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "But if I stumble, it's fine."
Only then did I turn to the person who supported me, and I couldn't help being stunned.
"It's jade."
He Li also looked at me blankly.
I froze for a moment, finally came to my senses, nodded and smiled at my opponent, "Thank you just now."
He just stared at me intently, as if he was afraid that I would disappear from my eyes accidentally.
I said to him, "We're leaving, bye."
He Li opened his mouth, but finally did not speak.
I left with Meng Siqi.
Until we walked a long way, He Li still stood in place.
In the end, the Christmas present still didn't arrive.
But in a short time, all the gifts were snatched away. Santa Claus regretfully showed me and Meng Siqi the empty pockets.
I had to return disappointed.
Meng Siqi bought a house near the sea and built it on a hill with a beautiful sea view from the window.
The weather is fine today, I put on a blanket and bask in the sun by the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Meng Siqi came over and squatted beside me.
"When spring comes, you can read the poem 'Facing the sea, the flowers bloom in spring' here," he said.
Too bad it's winter now.
"When the time comes, my grandmother will move to this city, and she will live in the house next door."
It's good that he can be with his family.
"Today is Christmas, do you want to make a wish?"
I shook my head lightly, all my wishes have come true, it doesn't matter if I make a wish or not.
"Jiyu, do you know what my wish is?"
I nod. I know I know.
I understand your heart.
"So you say, God will help me realize this wish?" Meng Siqi asked me softly.
I smiled and took his hand.
"Meng Siqi, do you know which is the best thing in Pei Jiyu's life?" Tiredness gradually invaded me, and I struggled to speak.
He said nothing, just stared at me.
"I was able to meet you."
"Me too," he said.
The sun was too warm, making me drowsy, so I slowly closed my eyes.
The author has something to say: It's still a bit unfinished, but that's it, it's finally over, and the network card is about to expire... Originally, I wanted Da Qiao and Xiao Qiao to come out to make soy sauce, but I'm too lazy, so forget it.
In fact, this article was quite a failure for me. The original plan was a very short kuso article. You can tell from the title of the article. I don’t know why it turned into such a weird development...
There was originally a plot where Slag Gong called Crucian "Pei..." and Crucian immediately said "Bah, bah, you're the only one..." or something embarrassing. The original plan was this style. Sneering and complaining, the result is a broken personality all the way, every time I write about him, I want to cry = =
But since it’s already like this, let’s leave it at that. It’s the first time I wrote such a long article and it’s still over. I feel very satisfied.
There will be no extra fanfare, let's make up for it.
I escaped with the lid on the pot