I staggered out of the apartment building, the wind was cold and the first snow of this winter was falling from the sky.
The tiny velvet flowers fell on my cheeks and melted instantly. I wrapped my coat tightly, and then I remembered that I had nowhere to go, the sky and the earth were big, and there was nowhere for me to stay.
After feeling sorry for myself for a moment, I thought about it and took out my cell phone and called Meng Siqi.
I said to him, "Prince Charming is here to help, Cinderella is starving, freezing, and living on the street."
Meng Siqi didn't ask anything, just told me to wait obediently, and he would pick me up soon.
After the call was over, I threw the phone into the trash can next to me, and never had anything to do with He Li again.
When Meng Siqi drove here, I was squatting on the street, and a thin layer of snowflakes fell on my hair and shoulders.
"Like a discarded puppy."
Meng Siqi opened the car door, stood in front of me, and held out a hand to me.
I looked up, and he was standing under the gloomy sky, wearing a long gray coat, as tall as a god descending, and came to save me.
His hand seemed to exude a white and holy light. I put my frozen hand into his palm, and the warmth almost brought tears to my eyes.
I said to him, "If Prince Charming doesn't come, Cinderella will sell the little match girl and freeze to death on the street."
"I still know how to complain, so I still have energy." He teased me and pulled me up, "Fortunately, there is no sea, otherwise you will turn into foam, and I will never find you again, and I will die of regret."
My legs were numb from squatting for too long, and when I stood up, I couldn't support myself, and I almost fell to my knees. Fortunately, Meng Siqi was quick and quick, and hugged me.
I fell into his arms, and my tears fell.
I could only hold him and cry loudly. He held me tightly with both arms, and without saying a word, he only silently provided me with support and comfort.
Why is he always so embarrassed every time I see him.
Finally vented enough, Ren Meng Siqi stuffed me into the co-pilot.
"Why doesn't Cinderella speak? You have already boarded the carriage to the palace and are running towards happiness all the way. Why don't you speak?" He teased me, as if he was reciting lines from a stage play.
I glanced at him, deliberately making things difficult for him, "Cinderella is wondering why Prince Charming doesn't come on a white horse, and whether she got into the wrong carriage."
Meng Siqi drives a black Peugeot.
"Because I've been for you all the way, travel-laden and non-stop, so the white horse is also dyed into a black horse. Beautiful young man, do you know that my heart is for you?" He whispered softly, as if reciting a short poem.
I finally put aside my tears and smiled.
Some people will never meet someone who treats them tenderly in their lifetime, but I did.
I am enough.
Meng Siqi's apartment is clean and tidy, as meticulous as others. But it is warm and lively, not like my place, gloomy like the tomb of the living dead of the little dragon girl.
There was a pot of narcissus on the table, which was slim and tall, with two or three small green and white flowers blooming.
Meng Siqi pushed me, "What's so beautiful about the house, get up and take a hot bath, or you'll get sick."
I obediently entered the bathroom.
If you live in someone else's house, you naturally have to listen to the master. And I do need a cleanse, just to say goodbye to the past.
After taking a shower, I sat on the sofa drinking oolong tea in Meng Siqi's pajamas.
"You are similar in stature to me, so you can wear my old clothes first."
He threw all the clothes I wore into the trash can, and only took out the things in his pockets and put them in the drawers of the study. If I want, I can find them myself.
But I don't think I'll ever need that thing in my life.
There is nothing more than a photo with a phone number on it, the front and back, all of which belong to the past.
"Let's talk to you first, I have no money and can't afford your rent." I said to him holding hot tea.
He smiled, "Don't worry, I won't kick you out."
"Get out?" I pretended to be serious and shook my head at him, "Dr. Meng Siqimeng, face the reality quickly, I have decided that I will depend on you for the rest of my life, even if you drive me away, I won't be able to drive you away."
He was slightly taken aback, leaned over and wrapped my hands holding the teacup in his own, stared at me, and said solemnly, "You must mean what you say."
Sleeping in the guest room that night, tossing and turning for half the night, only his words remained in his ears.
Pei Jiyu only has half a year left in his life, but Meng Siqi still cherishes it very much.
I should live up to him.
Before I fell asleep, I started thinking about getting therapy.
Living in Meng Siqi's apartment for several days in a row, eating a regular diet and getting enough sleep, so that fat gradually grew.
With nothing to do, I scattered all the aspirin on the table, took out food coloring, dyed it, and dried it in the sun.
Meng Siqi came back from get off work, sat across from me, and asked me, "What are you doing?"
"Making Skittles." I bowed my head and concentrated on dyeing.
He didn't ask any more questions, just looked at me with a smile on his cheek.
As he watched, I packed colorful aspirins into a small candy box to carry with me. I proudly said to Meng Siqi, "The idea of making painkillers into skittles can be sold to manufacturers for patent."
he laughs.
"You're going to be out and about a lot, you're sitting in the apartment all day doing nothing, you're going to get penicillium."
He advised me to go out and get some fresh air, "You might as well find a job that is relaxing and comfortable, otherwise you will gradually lose your life."
I was suddenly moved.
Meng Siqi is really concerned about me.
I think of He Li.
He Li is a different person.
At that time, I had just discovered that there was such a person as Lin Ming in this world, so I asked He Li angrily, "Who do you think I am! If you don't love me anymore, we will separate immediately, but you shouldn't humiliate me like this!"
He Li frowned, he was dissatisfied with my Chao Yue, "You are just a pet I raise, I provide you with food and clothing, you just need to obey me obediently, don't want to interfere in my affairs."
I was taken aback by his words.
He has always regarded me as a man who sold his body for money.
I still remember that he held me in his arms, put his chin on my shoulder, rubbed his head against the side of my neck, and said softly to me, "Jiyu, you quit your job, I don't want you to be with others Wronged. I will hide you in the golden house, so that no one will hurt you."
How vowed and sincere.
How touched I was then.
Why did she forget that Chen Ajiao in the golden house spent thousands of gold in the end, but she couldn't teach Liu Che to turn around.
I was suffocating in my heart.
I said, "I can support myself."
He Li looked me up and down, and finally smiled, "Jiyu, let's see how long you can last."
He was right, I really couldn't last long.
I once discarded my self-esteem and shame, just to redeem a little bit of past kindness, but in the end it just ended like this.
My story has already ended in a hurry, and there are other beautiful newcomers on the stage.
He Li, you won, so I won't pester you anymore, I will completely disappear from your life without leaving a trace.
This is the last big gift that Pei Jiyu will give you before he dies.
Are you happy