Of course Ye Zhou was not drunk, but in the dim light, in the quiet dormitory, squinting and looking at the other party drinking beer gracefully with admiring eyes that he hadn't noticed, it was really not intoxicating and people were intoxicating themselves. My head felt dizzy.
After such a slack, Ye Zhou unconsciously said something he would not normally say, such as his dissatisfaction with Shang Jin just now.
Shang Jin put down the beer, observed Ye Zhou's face, and measured whether it was necessary to have a serious conversation with the other party, "Do you want me to drink it instead of drinking it?"
Ye Zhou glared at him, "I didn't mean that."
Shang Jin ignored him and continued drinking slowly.
"Shang Jin, you said that when you were born, did God not only help you push the door and open the window, but also help you to install a pair of awesome wings?" Ye Zhou usually has enough words. I couldn't help it, "How else can you sell an apple that sells better than me?"
Shang Jin sneered and didn't answer Ye Zhou's question, but changed the subject, "Have you really never been number one since you were a child?"
After hearing that Ye Zhou was the No. 2 in City D last time in the forum, Shang Jin checked the score of the champion, and he was ten points worse than him, but for the whole country, Ye Zhou's achievement was already impressive enough. Although it is the second place, it is the first time that Shang Jin can grasp the results so accurately, and it is only a little worse than the first place every time. To say that Ye Zhou did it on purpose, Shang Jinzhen didn't see it, otherwise, why would Ye Zhou treat him like an opponent every time, and want to surpass him as soon as he catches a loophole. But if he didn't do it on purpose... that would be too pitiful.
"Isn't it? I have formed an indissoluble bond with Er in my life. I do second in everything, elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, what crimes did I do in my last life, and I can't escape Er's life in this life." Ye Zhou got angry when he said this. Second, Ye Zhou pointed his fingers and said unwillingly, "What low-key life doesn't need a reason, if I can really get the first place, I won't want the second place, this is not supernatural. But you?"
Some words have been buried in my heart for so many years, and I have never been able to find the right person to tell them. Now sitting in front of him is Shang Jin, who he has always regarded as a mortal enemy, but Ye Zhou unconsciously let go of his guard, because Shang Jin understands him.
No need for Shang Jin's answer, Ye Zhou just wanted to vent the dissatisfaction and resentment that he had been deliberately ignoring in his heart, "Why does the world always pay attention to the first place, and the second one deserves to be ignored? I didn't think so. Not as good as others, should all my efforts be denied just because I am a little worse than others?"
Shang Jin had never experienced this kind of feeling, so he simply said, "You drink less."
Ye Zhou is like a rebellious child, as soon as Shang Jin's words were finished, he opened a can of beer and took a gulp, "I have a brother, like you, who is excellent in every aspect, so my parents deserve it. I really think I have to be as good as my brother. But the chances of being a genius are so high. I am an ordinary person. I have to work a hundred times more than a genius to not be left behind. I take out what I think is not bad. Results, they didn't even give me a straight eye..." Ye Zhou sighed, "Not even once... Even once, they can turn around..."
"That's not easy. For this final exam, I'll give you the first place."
Ye Zhou, who was really drunk, immediately sobered up when he heard this. His eyes were no longer cloudy, and he looked directly at Shang Jin and asked without any emotion: "Are you serious?"
Shang Jin shrugged and said indifferently: "The ranking means nothing to me. The first and second are not bad in my opinion. Since you value it so much, it's fine to give it to you."
Ye Zhou picked up the beer can, drank the beer in one breath, and then placed it heavily on the table. The four weak legs of the desk on the bed were almost snapped off by Ye Zhou's strength. Ye Zhou squeezed the can vigorously. Soon the beer can was deformed by him. Contrary to the action, his voice was very light, "Shang Jin, I thought you understood me."
Shang Jin's heart sank suddenly, and he immediately realized that he had just said the wrong thing.
Without giving Shang Jin a chance to make amends, Ye Zhou continued: "Are you giving alms? The things you can easily get me have made me fight all my life, so you feel sorry for me, sympathize with me, and want to 'let' mercifully. Give it to me once?"
"I tell you, I don't need it. I'll fight for what I want." Ye Zhou gasped. He always thought that Shang Jin understood him, so he took advantage of the drunkenness to talk to him a lot. , I didn't expect that in exchange for the other party's sympathy, does Ye Zhou need sympathy
Obviously from childhood to adulthood, the most talked about sentence he heard from others was "Ye Zhou is so pitiful, xx failed to play this time, and he was still second. Sometimes I feel sorry for him, but the teacher can't give him a first place. "Ah", a sentence I used to hear, I could laugh it off before, but today I changed the subject, Ye Zhou not only couldn't laugh, but also felt deeply insulted.
I take you as my opponent, but you pity me.
Ye Zhou couldn't hold his breath. He imitated Shang Jin's disgusting attitude and said disdainfully, "Actually, I think you are pitiful."
The guilt in Shang Jin's heart dissipated immediately, and he asked with a cold face: "I am pitiful?"
"Isn't it? You think that no matter what you do, you can easily and achieve good results, so everyone will envy you? What do you have to envy?" Ye Zhou sneered, "You don't need to work hard to get results. , do you feel a sense of achievement in your hand? Are you happy from the bottom of your heart? Your life is like a blank sheet of paper. Even after ten years and a hundred years, nothing can be seen by anyone on your blank sheet of paper. Make a little mark on it."
"That's better than working hard for one goal all your life, working hard, and returning disappointed every time." Shang Jin stood up and looked down at Ye Zhou, "I haven't enjoyed happiness, and neither have you. Otherwise, you wouldn't have told me stories just now."
"Tell a story? Where am I telling a story, I'm clearly telling a joke, and Ye Zhou is a joke." Otherwise, how could he tear his wounds to the person who least wants to show his cowardice? Ye Zhou laughed at himself, "Wine is really not a good thing. I drank too much, so I went to wash first."
With a click, the bathroom door was locked.
Shang Jin walked to the sink and rinsed his face with cold water several times. Looking at himself in the mirror, the expression on his face was so unfamiliar, he patted his face and said to himself, "It's really ugly."