Tears flowed down silently. I spoke loudly and powerfully, but I heard footsteps coming from behind.
"If you don't want to, you can leave."
Looking back, I saw the person I was thinking of coming to me just now, standing in the darkness, unexpectedly haze.
"Leave and leave!" I gritted my teeth and stretched out my hand to wipe away the tears from my ears: "I had a good time without you before!!"
"..." There was still silence over there, and then I turned around angrily, just raised my foot, but heard him call me.
"Leave things behind."
"What is it?" I was stunned, and turned back stupidly, unable to see the expression on his face.
"Everything, what does not belong to you."
I looked down at the little baggage in my hand.
Is he talking about this? clothes? money
"Give it back to you!" I almost threw the whole baggage on his face, and I yelled angrily: "Give you back if you don't use it!!"
"No. I don't want the woman I used to walk into the street naked." Han Moyu seemed to squint his eyes slightly, angrily glowed a little red, and took a step forward: "Xiuyu Baochai, all stay away. Yes."
"..." I was stunned, and said a woman who used to say everything.
Needless to say, I didn't expect him to be like this. Then I laughed twice, and after a good response, I dropped the beads on my head and the bracelets I was wearing on the ground!
They are all broken, just like feelings, fragile and vulnerable!
After all, I have extravagant hopes. In this ancient time, I was still an official who wanted feelings? Ha ha... Funny.
People in modern divorce still need to divide the family property and the house. In this ancient time, everything belonged to men! Even if a woman wants to leave, she walks naked! It's sad! !
In the end, there was still a ring on the thumb. It was the first thing he gave to me as a reward, and he brought it with his own hands. I think it is the opal ring of a wedding ring.
After a little hesitation, I took it off and threw it on the ground!
"Give it to you! Give it to you!"
Han Moyu didn't move, feeling that those things weren't important to him at all. He fell to the ground and shattered, and he didn't even look at it.
I just broke it and didn't want to give it to me.
Turn around and leave! After that, Han Moyu didn't say a word at all, even if he tried to persuade him to stay, he didn't! Only silence!
I just left, penniless, until the sun broke, and Bale was still following me.
Walking all the way forward, I didn't know where to go. I passed the market, rockery, many shops, and even the teahouse where I used to sit with him.
At noon, I had been walking and didn't stop myself at all. Finally, I couldn't stand it and fell sideways on the ground. My last thought at that time-why didn't the emperor have a river or a lake? There are no tall buildings? Have you found me a place to die? !
When I woke up, someone was crying next to me, and I looked to the side in a dazed manner, it was Cuiyan.
Bale... Take me home.
A very cozy little yard, not as big as the mansion of Ningshuo Prince's Mansion, but it reveals a steady warmth everywhere, with water tanks, chili strings, and a small spinning wheel for embroidered cloth.
I pursed my lower lip... In fact, I also want this kind of stable relationship and life in my heart, ordinary and simple.
"Fujin, are you awake?" Cui Yan smoked his nose again, teaching me as always, "The slave and maidservant have not been here for such a period of time, why are you so disobedient! You ran away from home in the middle of the night, and you still said that kind of frustrating remark!"
"..." I looked at her quietly, without saying a word.
It seems that Ba Le should have told her, otherwise he wouldn't just preach in such a crying manner as soon as he opened his mouth.
But at this time, I didn't have anything to explain, and I felt broken and exhausted.
"Obviously I have never heard of you quarreling with the prince? A few days ago, I heard Bale said that I saw the prince holding you in private and told me that I was still happy. It's only a few days now, how can you do it? Sex has left home?" Cui Yan asked almost carefully: "Will you go back?"
"Not good." I shook my head: "We did not quarrel, but the backlog always exists."
"The imperial decree makes it harder to even divorce your wife than usual. Since the prince married you in the first place, he would not..."
"He has already said it." I interrupted her: "Say that I was the woman he used to be and took away everything that belonged to him."
Even if he coaxed me at the time, I would follow him home immediately.
It's a pity that there is none... not a word.
"Uh..." Cui Yan rolled his eyes immediately after hearing this, "Is it angry? The prince can't..."
"Why not?" I looked at her and swallowed my dry throat: "Is there any water? I want to drink water..."
"Yes!" Cui Yan got up to pour water, and I sat up.
It's just that I watched her figure become more and more blurred, and when she finally softened, she didn't know anything.
Looking at Cui Yan vaguely, he screamed, then came over and touched me, said in a panic that I was hot, and called to Ba Le to find a doctor.
I really wanted to wave my hand and tell him not to look for it. I had already thought about it, betting that I belonged to him all my life, all for him, and in this situation, I might as well die again.
In other words, I didn't pick the right person from the beginning... In the ancient times of three wives and four concubines, I chose to choose, but I chose the one who stood at the top.
After all, I didn't figure it out and couldn't live together peacefully like other women.
But I didn't die, I vaguely saw the little ecstasy last time, she looked at me depressed.
"What's the matter, the life is not over, the soul floats out by itself?"
"I don't want to live..." I reluctantly smiled: "I'm tired."
"I look down on you who want to die as soon as something happens." She shook her head disdainfully, as if I was ignorant.
I also shook my head: "You don't know how tired I am living. I originally put all my hopes on him. I don't have any obsessions in my life. There is only one thing I want to do well, but now there is nothing left. , What else can you do without dying?"
"Anyway, your soul is being led now. I can't pull it away. You can't die if you want." She stuck out her tongue, and then gradually disappeared in front of my eyes.
"..." I'm speechless, can't die?
The time around seemed to be static. I don't know how long I was in that quiet space. I only knew that when I woke up, I was lying in a strange courtyard.
It's not Cuiyan's family, nor is it in the palace.
Opening my eyes slightly, I saw the person sitting in front of my bed staring at me.
It is the person who most wants to see.
He also saw that I was awake, took the medicine on the table without saying a word, and fed it to my mouth.
But I don't want to eat it.
The grumpy hand reached out and rejected it, almost overturning the small medicine bowl.
"Drink if you don't want to die."
Without much patience, I looked at him, my husky voice barely squeezed out a few words.
"Don't worry about it."
Once upon a time... The couple who were extremely affectionate a few days ago, now, because of an unnecessarily trivial matter, they are making trouble like this.
He didn't persecute me, he just sat in a chair, still staring at me quietly.
I suddenly laughed: "I'm sorry, I wasted your mark."
I don't know why I suddenly wanted to say this sentence, probably... This may be the only involvement that I can't actively cut off with him right now. It's different from those gold and jade things, and I can't take it off.
Han Moyu was silent, and wanted to say something afterwards, but I asked him again with a smile.
"Is there any way to remove it?"
I know that the ecstasy didn't take me away just now because of the thing. I don't like this feeling. I am independent, and I don't want to let others have the final say on death.
Han Moyu's angry eyes flushed again: "What anxious, it won't be too late to get rid of the next one after marrying."
"Can it be removed?" I deliberately ignored the cold words in his mouth and asked what I care most about.
"Find another snake." He looked out the window, his Adam's apple moved up and down a few times before he said: "Mark you again. If it is covered, I will get rid of mine."
"Really..." I lay on the bed softly.
It turned out to be like this... But it's better not to say, I have encountered a lot of monsters under the world, such as dogs, monsters, foxes, etc., only snakes, not all over the street.
Besides, if I find someone else to mark it again, I still can't claim my own life... It's useless.
I really don’t know what happened to it, why I encountered such a thing... I would rather marry an ordinary person! How can you even say that you die! !