I thought about it for a long, long time before shook my head.
"No, I don't want to die."
The woman looked at me suspiciously: "Why?"
"Why don't you want to die?" I replied with tears, and then smiled silly.
Because I don't want Han Moyu to hate me in the end, even if he is tortured, even if he is dead, I want to wait for him to forgive me, and then die confidently.
The woman seemed to think I was stubborn, shook her head, and then left me.
I slept in that wooden cage for a long, long time. I still wondered that the military prostitute was quite idle, but no one would bother me. As soon as I finished thinking about it, I felt that someone was touching my body again.
"Don't move me!" I yelled and opened my eyes, then suddenly reacted: "No, no... I won't resist..."
At this moment, I discovered that I was still sitting in our garden, not at dawn or morning, but at night full of stars.
I looked around for a while, then looked at myself... Did I have a dream by me? !
At this time, the person standing in front of me, the person who touched me just now, was embarrassed carrying a thin quilt... as if being caught with painful feet, he wanted to stand up and walk away temporarily.
"Han Moyu!" He cried out again, rushing to hug him!
I woke up from that terrible dream and looked at him well. I really don’t know if it’s the rest of my life or secretly rejoicing! In short, the mood was very complicated, and Han Moyu just let me hold him silently, and then I realized that he had taken a thin quilt.
"Are you going to give it to me..." I smiled happily, and then took the thin quilt warmly.
"..." What responded to me was the cry of crickets in the middle of the night, and the dumb guy in front of me remained silent.
"I had a nightmare, do you know..." I looked at him with my arms around his neck, telling him in a trembling voice: "I dreamt that I was made a military prostitute. A group of men insulted me and took me Burning black... It's terrible! And it hurts in my dreams! I almost died of pain!!"
"Really." Han Moyu looked at me up and down, and snorted: "So, if you hold me again, your husband will end up like this."
I was stunned... I gave a chuckle in my heart, thinking that I had forgotten it.
Then will he be harmed by me too
Thinking of the clips in my dreams, what really makes me sad, including being burned and trampled on my body, I don’t think it matters. There is a saying in the world called broken cans. I was a broken can in my previous life, so I will continue to be broken in this life. No surprise at all.
Only Han Moyu's eyesight and the painful sound he made when he was caught and stabbed... all of these make it hard for me to accept.
"I..." I dryly opened my mouth, not knowing what to say.
"If you want to go back, I can send you a ride." Han Moyu took my hand away and made it clear to keep a distance from me.
I really don't want to make myself feel that he doesn't want to share the joys and sorrows with me. In fact, I have always followed his joys and sorrows, so now it is too much to ask others to share my pains.
Is there a way to do both...
I remembered that the reason why I didn't want to die in my dream was that I wanted to get his forgiveness, but now this hasn't happened yet, and my death is the best choice.
So... Will everything be over if I die
I pursed my lips, yeah, now that everything hasn't happened yet, if I die, I don't have to think about it anymore.
Lian Rong deserved to die seven years ago. If Yu Chijing came to the door and saw one of my corpses, this matter would not continue at all!
Han Moyu is still the prince, and this life has nothing to do with Chongjun!
So I looked at him stupidly, and regardless of other people's permission, I just pasted and kissed him.
"I will fix it."
"You?" Han Moyu looked at the change in my expression, looking a little strange, wanted to ask something, but didn't ask.
"I know that the previous quarrel was because you smelled the scent of Youhuang Grass, which made your temper irritable. Ba Le told me so, so I am no longer angry about you. Now I see you standing intact on me. In front of me, I'm relieved... As for Yu Chijing's affairs, I will give you an explanation."
After speaking, I stood up, folded the quilt, and handed it back to him, and solemnly asked.
"In addition to finding other snakes to mate, is there any way to remove your mark?"
"..."
"I'm asking you something, don't pretend to be dumb." I poked him, meaning to speak quickly and don't pretend to be incapable of speaking.
"Why do you want to remove it." He threw Bo aside, looking a little unhappy.
"Because..." I bit my lip, it's hard to say that I have lived enough and want to die, so I smiled: "Very important reason, you just need to answer me."
"What is the important reason."
"I… "
"Even if you want to be the general's wife, there is no need to remove my mark."
"No." I told him honestly: "It's because I don't want to go, so I have to remove your mark."
"Why?" He looked at me very puzzled, and finally asked unexpectedly: "Why don't you want to go back."
"Because I don't like him..." I can't explain that I actually just saw him for the first time. I can only say: "I am full of you now."
After hearing what I said, Han Moyu was quiet for a long time, and finally his eyes fell on a small moth dangling from the candlelight in his study.
"I think the reason you have been reluctant to have offspring with me is because you miss him in your heart."
"Nothing." I rolled my eyes, still thinking that I didn't know him at all.
But I can only think about it by myself, there is no way to say it. After all, in his eyes, I am Lian Rong, and Lian Rong's own kiss, can I still rely on insisting that I don't know if I can?
So after only talking about what happened, I stopped mentioning this matter, but held him quietly, thinking in my heart, I will hug him greedily for a while... I don’t know who is holding him in the future Up...
"Ba Le came to me just now." Han Moyu said softly, and stroked my back a few times with his palm, indicating that he might have to move.
"Looking for you?" I thought he wanted me to let go, so I was ready to let go.
"Yeah." He said, standing up with his arms around me.
I didn't expect him to make such movements, so I quickly clamped his waist so that I didn't fall down. Then I heard him answer me while walking to the study.
"Balle said that I took you back, and that I was in Fengyuan for a while." Very bleak words, even the speed of speaking was slower than usual: "It's all true."
"Of course it's all true!" I immediately opened my eyes and told him vividly: "At that time you became a big black dragon! Many people in Fengyuan County have seen it!"
"The guard also confirmed that it was true." He still answered my words slowly, and then looked at me with a pair of dark eyes: "But the version in my head is different."
"Are you saying you are stupid or brainwashed?"
"I clearly remember that you didn't want to come back with me. It was very clear that you would stay in Fengyuan County and be a well-known general's wife... Then I returned to the palace."
"How come! I never said this!"
"Baller said the same."
"and so?"
"So... how can I remember the string?"
How can you remember the string? To be honest, I think I can't dig out what's in his head, so I can only tentatively ask.
"Are you... dreaming?"
"Will it?" He pursed his lips: "I clearly remember that you said that I forced you to marry you and gave me a slap in the face... It hurts."
"No such thing, no forced marriage." I forced a smile and stroked his cheek: "How can I be willing to beat you..."
"Yeah." He stretched out his hand to cover my hand touching his cheek: "How can it hurt if I dream?"
"It's heartache..." I just replied this way, but suddenly remembered that I had a similar dream just now, so I shook him quickly: "Hey! I just dreamed of pain too! I almost died in the dream just now. It hurts if I was pinched, and it hurts if I was burnt!!"