"Master!" I didn't care what he said about me, and quickly sat up straight: "Sudi said Han Moyu was trapped by a fox over there!"
"Tsk... Shut your mouth, Han Moyu, I don't even know thank you Master." Qianmenzhen stood up very dissatisfied: "He can't die, but you, go back and give me medicine."
I dare not say any more, since the master said that there is nothing wrong, then there is nothing wrong.
I lay on Fen Tian's back and went back. He walked lazily step by step. I could always hear the heartbeat of his wild beast, and the low gasping sound in his throat.
If it were before, I would be very scared, but now I am inexplicably with a sense of security, clinging to the warm hairy neck.
I seemed to be taken a little far away and I was out of the city, so I lay on Fen Tian's back like a dead fish on the road and asked: "Master... You said Tang Meng is smarter than me, why?"
Qianmenzhen rolled her eyes: "Why are you still asking?"
"I do not understand… "
"That girl will do what she likes every day, buy me a few cans of wine, you know."
I nodded: "I know."
"There is a saying, no profit can not afford to be early, yesterday she bought enough wine for my hangover for three days, why did she do this?"
"Why? What do you mean?"
"When the child in your stomach grows up, there are nearly six months left. Have you ever counted how many things you can do in these six months?"
"She just wants to have a baby... Everyone is a woman..."
"They are all women, so you can give your husband to her."
I grunted helplessly. Naturally, I understood what Qianmenzhen meant, and accused him a little shamelessly: "Then I asked for your opinion at the time, and you have no objection at all."
"Yes, there is no objection to being a teacher." He looked down at me who was half-dead on the leopard: "Because your husband has no objection."
"What does this have to do with?"
"It's a big connection. Your husband doesn't object to me." He cast a glance at me: "I have lived as a teacher for thousands of years. It is different from your little hairy children. When you live for a long time, you will find that other people's Think carefully, even if it is an expression, you can understand what they are playing with."
When I heard it, I felt panicked: "Han Moyu is playing tricks with me???"
"He doesn't." He shook his head and sighed: "But which man has no past feelings, facing someone who has ever moved, and she is so sensible and well-behaved, so she knows how to show weakness, even No matter how ruthless it is, it is difficult to refuse. This is a man."
After hearing this, I became more confused: "You mean, is Tang Meng playing tricks with me?"
"Almost... It's not against you. It's just a means to stay in this world. She wants to bet that he still has compassion and guilt towards her. Maybe she will find a way to help her. Stay."
"God..." I didn't expect that Tang Meng would be so careful: "Then what should I do now???"
"Cold."
"Master..."
"Remember carefully what she said to you that day, sitting in the room for the teacher, you can hear clearly, but you can't understand it."
"Which sentence? A lot of things were said that day!"
"She said that she was heartbroken."
I recalled it carefully. Tang Meng did say something similar—when this person is always by your side, you may not feel anything, but when you know how to cherish it, you find that he is not by your side. That feeling... It hurts, it hurts... It's a pity that I didn't know how to cherish it until I died, but I found it didn't help.
"She was not talking about Su Di, she was talking about Han Moyu!" I thought she was talking about suddenly discovering that Su Di was not by her side, and only after she died did she understand his love.
It turned out to be talking about Han Moyu? !
Then the whole meaning changed. She was saying that she wanted to stay, and wanted to cherish it again! She regretted committing suicide? !
"understood?"
I almost jumped up excitedly: "... Understand!"
"Don't move around." Fen Tian snorted and seemed very dissatisfied: "If you ride, you can ride well, if you don't, you can go down."
"Oh..." After being trained inexplicably, I immediately lay down: "But what should I do now!"
"Do you know why I didn't save him?"
"why?"
"Make him anxious. There is a saying that if you don’t burn your eyebrows, you don’t know how painful your face is. He knows that you may be in danger but you can’t get away. He believes in me too much, thinking that even if he goes out, I can protect you. , But it’s impossible to count on others for such things as feelings. Although there is a saying that he can remember the scars and forget the pain, it is always enough for him to remember for a while."
"Are you helping me clean up my husband..."
"That's right... I'm paving the way for your teacher... After all, the road is too long and it's a lot of hardship..."
"Master..." I was a little slimy and wanted to cry: "What should I do in the future..."
"You should ask your husband."
"He? I want to count on him, but..." I can't tell. I always feel that although he has treated me the same as before, he feels really worse...
"Forget it." He sighed: "You, you have changed so much, I really don't know if it was right or wrong to let you leave home."
Have i changed
I didn't say a word all the way, and finally found that Fen Tian carried me to an unknown place, it was a small farmyard.
"You just bought the yard for the teacher. Just wait here. When your husband arrives, show him the wound on your face. Remember, don't cry, just pretend to be stupid and ignore him indifferently."
"Got it." I nodded seriously, and at this time I was obediently obedient.
So when Han Moyu arrived, I looked at him blankly, didn't call him or say anything.
"Baby?" Han Moyu looked nervous, and reached out to touch my face: "Are you okay?"
I didn't respond, thinking to myself, I was cut with a knife on my face twice, and I was almost eaten. Do you think I am okay?
After waiting for a while, seeing that I didn't respond to him, Han Moyu shook my wrist a little anxiously: "Why don't you speak?"
According to what Qianmenzhen said, I didn't say a word, I just looked at him dumbfounded, and could do nothing but blink.
I thought to myself, I don't know what he was thinking when he faced my face and Tang Meng.
I always care about whether he loves Lianrong's face or loves my soul. Although he said he loves me before, I think there is always a difference.
Han Moyu called me several times. Qianmenzhen has been grinding the medicine, and finally put it on the medicine cloth and put it on my face: "Xu is shocked, my daughter's family can't help being scared. It might be better to raise it for a few days."
"..." Han Moyu lowered his head and immediately felt self-blaming.
I looked at his depressed and self-blaming expression at this moment, and I really wanted to tell him that I was okay, but when I thought that the master said I was soft-hearted before, maybe I really didn’t need love, and he felt more and more that I was OK. Just play around and be happy. I definitely don't care about me anymore. I have to learn to be weak just like Tang Meng.
So continue to play dumb.
After putting the medicine cloth on, Qianmenzhen began to speak to Han Moyu: "You come out with me."
"..." Han Moyu put down my wrist in silence, followed Qianmenzhen out, and quietly closed the door.
Fen Tian, who was next to him, had been sleeping with his head pressed on his paws and snored. He raised his eyes slightly and looked outside the door. He said, "Toss, tell him directly that it is better than anything."
I curled my lips and looked at Fen Tian, who closed his eyes in disdain.
Outside is the voice of two people chatting in low voice.
"What about Hongye."
"At the inn."
"Where's Tang Meng."
"Also."
"I thought of her last?"
"It's not..."
"What do you think about Tang Meng."
"No thoughts, just..."
Halfway through, Han Moyu seemed to be unable to find an adjective, and stopped awkwardly, but listened to Qian Menzhen snorted and answered.
"It's just a little guilty. After all, it was you who died in the first place, right?"
Han Moyu stuck for a long time, and finally answered: "... Hmm."
"By the way, she still feels sorry for her sensibility, right?"
"… Yes."
"So your distress and guilt are all divided among other women?"
"..."
"My apprentice is just an ordinary human. What do you think of her? A monster with three heads and six arms? Or a fairy who can protect herself like me? In this case, you leave her alone. Do you think I can protect her? Or? Think your mark is still on her? You husband, you just don't care about her life and death?"
"I do not have."
"But it does seem to be poorly considered. And half of your previous thoughts were on the physical body. Now that you change your body, you can't tell who is who?"
Han Moyu didn't speak, but he breathed out a little bit when he was said to.
"I have lived for thousands of years. I have seen such things a lot. Women will grow old with time, and they will appear in a look you like better, but even with the same face, she Is it her? If in the future Tang Meng is in pain during childbirth, will you have an illusion when you look at her face? Will you bear it? Will you be more pitiful?"
Qianmenzhen said this, Han Moyu still did not speak, but I understand him, as long as he does not speak, he must have said it.
"Your child is in the belly of another woman, and you will still guard my drink? I guess you must rush to the bed to guard her? Have you ever thought about my drinking mood? This is what you once promised The only one who ever lived? You said there would be no one else, then she would be no one else if she used my drunk body?"
"I didn't..."
"You are just a sign now, and no one knows what will happen in a few months. When she said that she wanted to stay, you should just refuse it. If you keep silent, you will give her a chance. I can't check for her. If you are an ordinary human, I won't say anything, but you are a snake, and your life is full of things that she doesn't understand. Do you think she knows everything and can settle everything?"
Qianmenzhen snorted: "Think about it for yourself. If what you like is really just the physical body, I will take away the disciple. We will leave this empty shell for you, so we won't interfere in any way."
He left after speaking, leaving Han Moyu standing outside the door silently.
I felt a little bit painful, and even more sour. Master was protecting me, but I also made a big mistake in this matter, and Han Moyu still had no choice but to do more.
He didn't do anything to Tang Meng, he was just a little confused and didn't want to care about her. After all, he loved Lian Rong very much before, and he had nothing to do with that face, otherwise there would be no feelings for me.
And even I pity Tang Meng very much, let alone her with Lian Rong's face
About ten minutes later, Han Moyu opened the door and entered the room. There was no expression on his face. He just squatted in front of me who was still silly, hugged my waist, and slightly buried his head in front of my chest.
"I'm sorry." The muffled voice said with helplessness: "I didn't think about it, I will guard you in the future, and will never leave."