At the moment she was stunned, Xie Zhenting slowly pushed open the door, which he had listed as a forbidden place and did not allow her to step in half a step. Relieve the residual jaw carbuncle
"follow me"
With a low voice, she was dragged into the study.
At this time, the study was dim, and the heavy curtains seemed to completely isolate it from the outside world. As soon as I stepped in, I felt cold all over.
The next moment, the lights came on.
Perhaps it was because her eyes couldn't stand the stimulation of the light for a while, she closed her eyes slightly, and when she opened her eyes, the main color of black and gray made her heart sink a little for no reason.
However, this is not the point.
The point is that the four walls are covered with photos of different sizes. When she saw the person in the photo, she trembled and she was completely stunned.
It turned out to be her and Mo Yan.
Each of them occupies two entire walls, looking at each other in the air.
Looking at her, Zhen Ting Xie exhaled a long breath. Because of the rapid running, he was still gasping for breath, his chest was violently ups and downs, but the tight thin lips seemed to be holding back something.
"The person above is not Mo Yan."
As if seeing her doubts, Xie Zhenting said softly, took her hand, walked to one of the walls, looked at the glorious girl in the photo, with a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth.
Without opening, Ruan Qingqing looked at it quietly. Indeed, although the girl above has exactly the same face as Mo Yan, but if you look carefully, you can still see a clue that this girl is so true and pure that Mo Yan will never do it. Arrived, especially the pair of smart eyes, people can't help but indulge in it with just a glance.
"She is... Mo Feng?"
For a long time, Ruan Qingqing asked such a sentence, although his tone was doubtful, he clearly gave himself a positive answer.
"Yes, she is Mo Feng, Mo Yan's twin sister, and the first woman to come close to my heart."
The warm fingertips gently rubbed the smiling girl in the photo, and Xie Zhenting exhaled for a long time. A deep pain flashed past his eyes.
That was the scar in his heart that could never be healed.
Without speaking, Ruan Qingqing just stared at the smiling face quietly, with a strange feeling that she didn't even have a trace of jealousy.
That's right, who can compete with the dead.
"When I met Xiaofeng, she was only eighteen years old. It happened to be the most brilliant time in a person's life. She was like a rising sun. Just one glance made people fall into it. Extricate yourself."
"I have a good impression of her, I like her innocence, and her non-pretentiousness. She is like the most docile cat. Every moment I turn around, I can see that gentle smiling face. Those days have become the most beautiful scenery in my heart."
"At that time, there were still many women around me. Even if she was special in my heart, she was still not the only one. I would still go out to find a woman every other day, but she was just silent and still greeted me with a smile, no She doesn’t cry, but I know that she sits alone until dawn every night when I don’t come back, because every time I see her, her eyes are red, and I feel distressed. She, but still can't control herself, maybe this is a man's inferiority. She always eats what is in the pot, looks at what is in the pot, and thinks about what is in the pot."
"Finally one day, when I went out again, she hugged my leg to prevent me from walking. It is undeniable that at that moment, my heart was soft, but the stubbornness and greed of men made me impossible. I gave up the entire forest for a tree, so I left without even looking back at her."
Speaking of this, Zhenting Xie suddenly paused, exhaling a long breath, and trembling hands took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it, and then took a deep breath in the rising smoke. Her eyes were so blurred, and hit her heart fiercely with water-like sadness.
She had a hunch that the next memory must be a scar on his heart, and as expected, the words of Xie Zhenting confirmed her thoughts.
"That night, I always felt a little restless, as if something was going to happen. When it was twelve o'clock in the evening, I couldn't sit still anymore, and started to call her over and over again, but the receiver No one answered at the end."
After swallowing hard, Xie Zhenting closed his eyes slightly, and hugged her waist with one hand. The strong force seemed to break her alive.
I don't know if it was her illusion, she felt that his body was trembling all the time.
"That night, I searched all the places she might go, but there was no one to find her. She seemed to have disappeared out of thin air until the early morning two days later..."
Xin's voice tightened because of his sudden stop, but she still stood there motionless, watching the girl's smiling face on the wall, but her heart was faintly painful.
"That morning, the sky was gloomy, and the dark clouds rolled in early in the morning so that people could hardly breathe. The vague premonition in my heart was even stronger. When the pouring rain began to raging over the city, I received A phone call came from the police station. They found a body in a sewer and asked me to identify it."
After saying these words, Tse Zhenting fell into a long silence.
Now recalling that picture again still made him feel heartbroken, as if a blunt knife was squeezing hard in his body, and the suffocating pain made him unhappy.
"That was the first time I saw her since I left that night, but she was no longer the smart girl, no longer the girl who nestled in my arms like a docile kitten, and no longer The girl who cleverly changed my slippers every time I came back, and then humbled and asked warmly..."