The night was drooping, the stars were dazzling, and the cold moonlight filled the room through the wide floor-to-ceiling windows, casting a mottled light and shadow on the floor. Relieve the residual jaw carbuncle
Feng Mu lay down and fell asleep deeply, leaning on the edge of the bed, Ruan Qingqing quietly looked at him, there was a trace of heartache in her eyes that she hadn't even noticed.
My heart aches for this man's stupidity, and my heart aches for his dullness.
Doesn't he know? The better he is, the better he is to her. She can only remind herself over and over again that she is not worthy of him. Such a good man deserves better treatment from a better woman, and she has been treated from the very beginning. Has lost such qualifications.
Exhaling silently, she leaned forward slightly, reached out her hand and tried the towel on his forehead. After feeling a bit cold, she took it off and replaced it with a warm towel. Then, she fell into it again. Kind of endless wandering.
For more than 20 years of life, she has been extremely tired. Perhaps when her parents passed away in a car accident, there is no longer innocence in her world. Those four words are hidden deep in memory, occasionally in the dead of night. Appeared in his dream.
She doesn’t blame others, because knowing that it doesn’t help, she just wants to live a peaceful life in her own way, but the hand of fate pushes her away from the previous track time and time again, she can only stay in the whirlpool. Struggling, but seems to never see the other shore.
At this moment, a text message prompt sounded suddenly in the silent space.
Fucked her eyebrows, she was still sitting there motionless. There were too many spam messages recently, and this one might be just one of those spam messages. It is not worth her time to check.
But before she recovered, another text message came.
Leaning up, she took the mobile phone placed on the bedside table, and unexpectedly found that one of them turned out to be a video, and the sender shown on it was Zhenting Tse.
Looking up at the dim ceiling, she hesitated to click on it, telling her instinctively that she should not get involved with this man anymore, but that hand clicked on the view button as if uncontrollably, the next moment, The man’s rough gasp and the woman’s deliberate sound of Shen Yin came over like this—
The video is obviously self-portrait. From the screen, you can clearly see the woman’s confused face. Her arms hang around the man’s neck like a koala, and follow him every time. The whole person swayed constantly, and she even heard the sound of sweat bead on her skin.
A very crisp sound, but it exploded in her chest like a muffled thunder.
I don't know if it was her illusion, she actually felt a faint pain in her heart, like being pressed on a big rock, even breathing became extremely difficult.
The short one-minute video ended, and the phone became pitch black again after a brief period of brightness, leaning on the edge of the bed, but she felt that all her strength was hollowed out.
Taking a deep breath, for a long while, trembling fingers lightly tapped another unread text message—
I tell you, this young master has never lacked women. Don’t take yourself too seriously. I want you. It’s worthy of you. Don’t forget that Yan Fang and Ruan Sisi are still in my hands, and I leave their fate to me. You deal with it.
A few dozen words, but it is full of arrogance and domineering.
The corner of her mouth evokes an upward arc, she smiled mockingly, swallowed silently, and she typed this line on the screen—
I said that I won’t be threatened by you anymore. You wouldn’t be naive to think that I will still intercede for them now. What you want to do with that is your own business and has nothing to do with me. Finally, your bed-skills Still clumsy and crying, didn't you see that the woman under you was about to faint
Pressing the send button, she shut down the phone neatly, and took out the battery and threw it aside.
At night, so lonely, even the starry sky seemed to be much bleak.
Withdrawing his gaze, the cigarette case on the bedside table in the turning room inadvertently caught her attention.
Suddenly I wanted to be a different self from the past.
Draw a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it, and then took a deep inhalation like someone else. At that moment, the strong smell of smoke swept through the nasal cavity. The next moment, she coughed violently, coughing like a heart-hearted cough. The lungs all come out together.
"No, don't try hard, not all women are suitable for smoking."
The coughing gradually stopped, and Feng Mu's voice suddenly came from behind him.
"you… "
Turning back abruptly, as if she had received a huge shock, she coughed violently again before she could finish her sentence.
Looking at her helplessly, Feng Mu slowly straightened up, slapped her back with her big hands, until her breathing gradually stabilized, and looked at her with thoughtful eyes. .
"When did you wake up?"
Swallowing hard, she said angrily, her eyes staring at him tightly, "Do you know that scary people can scare people to death."
"Did I scare you? I think you have a guilty conscience."
Staring at her without blinking, Feng Mu exhaled silently, and when he lowered his eyes, he successfully concealed the pain inside.
Stupid woman, doesn't she know that doing so will only make him more inseparable from her? If she is ruthless, she should decisively leave without even looking back.
The towel he pulled over his head was thrown into the basin, and his brows frowned slightly.
"Does the heart hurt?"
For no reason, he suddenly said such a sentence.
"what did you say?"
As if he hadn't heard him clearly, Ruan Qingqing asked stupidly again, the whole body was bathed in moonlight, and a deep sadness exuded all over his body.
"Watching that video, my heart must be aching, right?"