Looking at her, Xie Zhenting said with a frustrated face, this woman's stubbornness sometimes exceeded everyone's imagination. book.net
Raising the glass in front of him and taking a sip, Ruan Qingqing raised his eyes and stared at him quietly, as if he had made up his mind that he would not be able to say why today, and would never give up.
"I'm going out for a long trip these days. It may be a long time. So when I was in the hospital, I was hesitant to tell you whether or not to tell you. You also know that your body is not better than before."
Xie Zhenting said softly, the expression on that face was difficult to distinguish between true and false, which made it difficult to tell whether his words were true or false for a while.
"Are you sure this is what you want to tell me?"
His eyes narrowed slightly, and it was clear that Ruan Qingqing questioned what he said. But she couldn't find any flaws, so she could only use these words to test him.
"Of course, yes, and also, I asked people to buy tickets for the night show tonight. Let's go to the movies later."
Xie Zhenting said happily, with crooked eyebrows, adding a big boy's innocence and straightforwardness to his complex and changeable temperament.
"Watching a movie? Or tonight?"
Ruan Qingqing widened his eyes suddenly, and the expression in his eyes was obviously incredulous, "Are you sure? Didn't you just watch a movie this morning?"
"That's right, I saw it in the morning. We are going to see a midnight movie. I promise it will be very good. Don’t you all say that women love to watch pornographic romance movies? This is tonight. This movie will definitely be something you like."
Tse Zhenting said confidently, although there was still a smile on his face, there was clearly a bitter taste in that smile.
Looking at him steadily, Ruan Qingqing didn't speak for a long while.
Intuition told her that this man must be hiding something from herself. She noticed it in the morning, and when he returned in the evening, the feeling was not diminished, but it became stronger, and her intuition never appeared. No one was at fault.
"What's the matter? You look silly, not happy?"
Leaning over her upper body, Xie Zhenting shaved her nose with a fond look, and fixed her eyes softly on her body, as if he wanted to burn her shadow deeply into his heart.
"Let's go"
Without answering his words, Ruan Qingqing stood up on her own, and her heart suddenly became empty, as if she was drowning in the sea.
Upon seeing this, Zhenting Tse quickly stood up, and until he got in the car, none of them spoke a word.
There is still a long time before the midnight scene of the movie starts. I drove the car around the city aimlessly, flashing a series of colorful lights and shadows, hitting her face, and suddenly found that face. There is not much expression.
Finally, the car stopped by the sea.
Without getting off the car, the sound of the waves hitting the coast still came in very clearly, taking a deep breath, the salty and wet breath between the wings of his nose.
Leaning on the back of the chair, Ruan Qingqing quietly stared into the distance. Not long ago, she had experienced life and death in this sea. That time, she really felt that she was going to die, but she was not dead. Came alive.
When I thought of this, my hands were unconsciously held to my lower abdomen, and there was a deep guilt in his clear eyes.
If you know the existence of this child from the beginning, will everything change? It's just that there is no if in life, and this answer will never be known again.
"What are you thinking about?"
Turning his head to look at her, Xie Zhenting asked softly, his slender fingers tapping the steering wheel rhythmically with the soothing music sound, with an extremely leisurely appearance.
"This sea is so beautiful"
Ruan Qingqing murmured, and a silent sigh slowly escaped from his lips.
I don't know why, under such a lonely starry sky, she suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness flowing upstream in her heart, as if she was about to swallow her. Unconsciously, a drop of crystal tears slipped slowly down the cheeks, and then sank into the thick windbreaker on his body.
After a long sigh, Xie Zhenting gently hugged her into his arms, his chin kept rubbing her hair, and those eyes were surrounded by painful expressions.
At this moment, his heart is full of hatred. Why does he hate God for treating him this way? When he gave him hope, he was instantly beaten to death. You know, after understanding the beauty of heaven, who else is willing to endure the endless torture in hell
"Fool, what tears do you shed? In my impression, your tears are more precious than gold."
He whispered, the voice was similar to a whisper, and the warm finger pads gently wiped away the tear, then he stretched his finger to his mouth and licked it with the tip of his tongue. The taste was extremely bitter.
It turned out that this woman's tears were not only salty, but also bitter.
"Who said I shed tears? It was just blown by the wind."
Rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand, Ruan Qingqing said in a low voice, his voice was actually dumb.
"is it?"
Taking a deep breath, Xie Zhenting couldn't help but laughed, glanced at the tightly closed glass and the car door, he once again forcefully hugged her into his arms.
At this moment, everything around was so quiet except for the sound of the waves.
At the junction of the sky and the sea, it was a gray area at this time, and occasionally white waves turned over. After jumping high, it fell heavily.
At night, so peaceful and peaceful, they cuddled with each other and stared into the distance quietly, but each had their own thoughts.
Time passed by, and I don't know how long it had passed. Xie Zhenting slowly lowered his head, and suddenly discovered that this woman had fallen asleep deeply in his arms. It's just that even in his sleep, the brows are still frowning tightly, seeming to be holding back something.