"My dear, I'm going to eat that. Shu Miaoju Paoyu"
Slim Jade pointed at the sweet and sour pork ribs, Mo Yan said infinitely tenderly, and the other hand kept shaking Xie Zhenting's arm, and the pouting mouth was enough to tie a donkey.
The eyebrows were slightly frowned. Zhenting Tse was about to have an attack, but Mo Yan grabbed his hand and pressed her lower abdomen, "It's not what I want to eat, but the baby wants to eat."
"you… "
Looking at her, Zhen Ting Tse was speechless for a moment. He picked up a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs and placed it on the plate in front of her in a coping style.
"Uh?"
His move suddenly made Ruan Qingqing, who was thinking about getting up after picking up the bag, was stunned.
"Let's eat it, it will really become ribs if you don't eat more."
Xie Zhenting said in an angry voice, God knows, what is the reason for his abnormality tonight.
"Thank you, I'm full, you guys use it slowly, I'm leaving now."
Ruan Qingqing thanked him in a low voice, then got up and walked outside, ignoring Xie Zhenting's gaze that was enough to kill her.
"My dear, why are you going? I haven't finished eating yet."
Just when Zhen Ting Xie thought of getting up to question her, Mo Yan suddenly dragged his arm, staring at her back, if his gaze could turn into a sharp sword, I am afraid Ruan Qingqing would have been battered. .
On the secluded tree-lined road, the driver's kindness was declined, Ruan Qingqing walked slowly alone, and the cold moonlight stretched her shadow very long.
Looking at the road ahead that seemed to never go, she suddenly laughed. What is such a self? It was like a clown desperately showing off on stage, but in the end there was no applause.
Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath, and immediately, her nose was filled with a faint smell of earth and the fragrance of green grass. She stretched out her arm, she staggered forward, trying to give herself completely Darkness, one step, two steps, three steps...
Suddenly, she touched a warm object with her hands, and her whole body was agitated. Before she opened her eyes, the whole person was hugged into an embrace exuding a strong smell of alcohol.
"You... who are you? What do you want to do?"
She tried to push him away, but she was hugged tighter by him. Such a strong force seemed to push her into her bones.
"Qingqing, you are really ruthless."
Accompanied by a warm breath, a faint whisper came from my ears.
Xie Zhenqing
With a shock in his heart, Ruan Qingqing stopped all struggles and resistance.
"Why would you rather marry your eldest brother than look at me? I said that I would make you the happiest woman in the world, but you even stingy with me even a chance. My heart is growing too. It hurts, do you know?"
The hand hoop around her waist was even harder, Xie Zhenqing's voice was similar to a whisper, and the strong smell of alcohol came in waves, causing her stomach to turn over.
"Zhenqing, don't do this."
Leaning on his chest, Ruan Qingqing sighed silently.
When the wind blew, a thin layer of cloud obscured the bright moon, and only the stars in the sky were still blinking their eyes, emitting faint rays of light.
"My heart hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it's like a needle stick, I don't dare to close my eyes, because as long as I close my eyes, my mind is full of your shadow, Qingqing, I'm going crazy. Really going crazy."
With the chin resting on her shoulder, Xie Zhenqing murmured.
It was an unspeakable pain, so painful that it felt suffocating.
After swallowing hard, Ruan Qingqing didn't say anything, just gently patted his back with his hand, and brought him a little calm with this posture.
"Why do you treat me this way? I love you so much, why don't you even look at me more? What did I do wrong?"
Xie Zhenqing continued to accuse her, her eyes smudged by alcohol now seemed to be blurred and deeper and deeper.
"You didn't do anything wrong, the only thing that was wrong was good luck."
For a long time, Ruan Qingqing said such a sentence. She could have had a happy life, be with her beloved man, and have a lovely child, but now all of this can only be imagined in a dream.
Thinking of this, there was a bitter smile at the corner of her mouth, she didn't notice that her eyes were as cold as ice not far away.
They hugged each other quietly, in this way to give each other a little warmth.
Time passed by, I don’t know how long it took. When the cold wind hit, Ruan Qingqing couldn’t help shivering. When he raised his head, he saw Xie Zhenqing’s eyes staring unblinkingly. Looking at her, the clear water inside is like a spring.
"you… "
Seeing him like this, she was stunned.
"Is it cold? I'll take you back."
Xie Zhenqing said softly, the gaze that looked at her was as thick as glue.
"No thanks, I'll go by myself."
After speaking, Ruan Qingqing gently broke away from his embrace.
"If you can, I really hope this moment is forever."
Looking at her empty arms, Xie Zhenqing said in a daze, with endless loneliness in her expression.
"Forget all the past, it's impossible between us, you're just torturing yourself like this, take care, goodbye."
After speaking, Ruan Qingqing turned and walked forward.
"Qingqing, are you happy?"
The moment she turned around, Xie Zhenqing's voice came from behind. It was very light and faint, but it had a penetrating power.
After a slight pause, Ruan Qingqing smiled silently, without looking back, she just said like this—
"Everyone has a different definition of happiness, and being able to calm my heart is the greatest happiness for me."
"No matter whether you are happy or not, I want you to remember that I will always stand where you can see when you turn around, and this embrace will always be open to you."